Wednesday, January 01, 2014
ROCKING 2014
First and foremost, as I had mentioned in my year-end entry, I did not set out to embarrass/humiliate anyone here. As I had also mentioned, I have no regrets penning what I exactly feel and think when I stand away from all this bullshit and analyse things and people from where I am. In addition, people may continue thinking that I am uttering complete bullshit but I don't think I have all the time in the world to map out a year-end entry just to utter some bullshit.
Furthermore, I had mentioned that I am not afraid to apologise if anything I had mentioned had no justice at all. I have substance on my side too. As much as you may continue standing your ground, I do have the liberty to stand my ground too.
So, instead of asking me to admit my mistakes (which I believe I had done long ago), maybe you can reflect on what I had mentioned and what may have driven me to say such things. I don't think I have a need to say such stuff if there was no validity in it. And to set the records straight and right, I am not here to implore anyone to prioritise me over them or to choose me over them. Please read my blog entry properly before you say anything to me. And, when have you people agreed on what I had mentioned ?. Like I had mentioned, you can only feel the pain when you yourself are in such a situation and till then, whatever I say would only end up making me look like a vile bitch. Or for this matter, I am not your scapegoat to conveniently get blamed for your mistakes. I honestly don't care what you guys bitch about me or have labelled me thus far. Well, its not the first time and I've grown too used to such instances. At the very end of the day, I will continue fighting for my own rights because cannot expect you people to stand up for me as your personal interest will always take the priority. So thank you for all the happy moments, for the expensive gifts, gifts, for being there during my break up period, my downs and also thank you for screwing my 2013 for me.
As a whole, I will make sure I have a rocking 2014. I had lost too much in 2013 and the lessons I learnt in 2013 were there for a reason - to have a better 2014 and I will make sure, I compensate for my own individual loss in this year. I don't need blind sheeps or people who hardly understand me on my side. I have my loved ones by my side and most importantly, God and my guardian angel by my side. That's more than enough for me.
To have a rocking year and to end it with a bang. Cheers to my awesome start of 2014 and many more happier days ahead. Believe in me because I will make the impossible, possible.
Poda, aandavanae nammae pakkam'lae.
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