The year in a nutshell ....... A great bye-bye to 2007 .




Life is about learning to love , care and share . God saves the BEST for the last . However , I still believe in in this particular theory -- " Do not awaken love till the appropriate time " . So , let's not waste our energy , money and time into something that is not worthwhile at all .

Greetings . Salaam Namastae-ji to one and all . 2 more days for the year to end . I just can't wait for 2008 . Utmost special year . I simply can't wait to embrace the new change . Oh yes . Life's unpredictability - the arising tension peppered with some suspense is something that we have to look for . Yes ? .


I watched my favourite "Mohabbatein" again . I can still remember how crazy I was over that particular movie . ( Well I have my reasons of course ) . So once again , I was admiring the beautiful poem that Shah Rukh Khan reads before the start of the " Aankhein Khuli " song . Instantly someone most graciously gave me the english translation for the whole song . Yummy .


The poem goes like this :


There once was a mad girl ,
who was utterly devoted to a certain boy .
Eyes downcast , blushing , she wandered the streets .
She would write letters in secret ;
perhaps there was something she just had to say .
Who knows who she was afraid of ?
Whenever she met me , she would ask me ,
"What is love like ? "
And I could only say this :


( Now the song begins )


"Whether your eyes are open or closed ,
they'll only see the one they love . "

How can I tell you , friends , what this
thing called love is like ?

" Whether your eyes are open or closed ,
they'll only see the one they love. "




Today , once we've fallen for someone ,
we'll see for ourselves , friends

What is love like ? We'll do it and see for ourselves .

Lost in thoughts of someone , we
embroidered dreams about them .

Sleeping in someone's embrace , we made
them our own .
Oh friend , in love one neither wakes nor sleeps !

How can I tell you what this love is like ?




What is it ? It's some type of magic , one
that just takes you over .
Your heart breaks through a thousand
defenses and escapes .

All these decisions are made somewhere
in the distant skies above .
Who knows when , where and how you
might meet your soulmate ?

Your heart is promised to the one whose
name is inscribed upon it .

How can I tell you what this love is like ?


Beautiful ? . Yes I know :))


Ok . On a sad note , I'm quite disturbed by the death of Benazir Bhutto . One of the best female leaders whom we have ever seen . Born on 21st of June in 1953 , she came a long long way to attain academic excellance . She passed her O levels when she was 15 and went on to do her A levels locally . After which , she went to USA - Radcliffe College at Harvard University to do her Bachelor of Arts degree . Oh yes , she was also elected to be part of the " Phi Beta Kappa " Society . Soon after , she studied " Philosophy , Politics and Economics at Lady Margaret Hall , Oxford . She also completed a course in International Law and Diplomacy at Oxford . And lastly , guess what !! She became the first ASIAN woman to head the prestigious debating society .


One thing that I really admired in her was her guts . She really brought upon an array of changes into Pakistan - especially for the females . I really respect her for voicing out for the women . An intelligent woman equipped with the power and the humility . Man . Fuck the assassinator . He killed a woman who could've brought a HUGE change into the world . Damn you . Ass ! Do you fucking think that you have the rights to exterminate a life away just like that ? . Gosh . Irresponsible individual(s) . The mastermind should be executed as per LEGAL rules . Rot in hell .


On a brighter note , a beautiful story my bestfriend sent me .


There is a field, with two horses in it. From a distance, each horse looks like any other horse. But if you stop your car, or are walking by, you will notice something quite amazing. Looking into the eyes of one horse will disclose that he is blind. His owner has chosen not to have him put down, but has made a good home for him. This alone is amazing.


If you stand nearby and listen, you will hear the sound of a bell. Looking around for the source of the sound, you will see that it comes from the smaller horse in the field. Attached to the horse's halter is a small bell. It lets the blind friend know where the other horse is, so he can follow. As you stand and watch these two horses, you'll see that the horse with the bell is always checking on the blind horse, and that the blind horse will listen for the bell and then slowly walk to where the other horse is, trusting that he will not be led astray.


When the horse with the bell returns to the shelter of the barn each evening, it stops occasionally and looks back, making sure that the blind friend isn't too far behind to hear the bell.


Like the owners of these two horses, God does not throw us away just because we are not perfect or because we have problems or challenges. He watches over us and even brings others into our lives to help us when we are in need. Sometimes we are the blind horse being guided by the little ringing bell of those who God places in our lives. Other times we are the guide horse, helping others to find their way.


Good friends are like that... you may not always see them, but you know they are always there. Please listen for my bell and I'll listen for yours.


And remember:


be kinder than necessary.

Everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle.

Live simply.

Love generously.

Care deeply.

Speak kindly.

Leave the rest to God





Lastly ,


chalte chalte yuun hii ruk jaata huun main
baithe baithe kahiin kho jaata huun main
kahate kahate hii chup ho jaata huun main
kya yehii pyaar hai kya yehii pyaar hai
haan yehii pyaar hai haan yehii pyaar hai

A special tribute to GIVA GIVA GIVA


This year's Christmas was really special . Sometimes , it takes random thoughts , random opinions and absolute randomness to make one believe in the peculiarities of uncertain , unflawless and undesignated thoughts . I'll rant about it later . Now I shall blog about Giva !

GIVA - My penpal turned bestfriend . When I was younger , I've always been amazed by the idea of having a penpal . I loved sending letters to my friends who stayed in Singapore as well as to those who resided out of Singapore . When I was 13 , I met Giva , a Malaysian . Giva and I sent letters to each other . I was simply attracted to his character . He had a very unique yet good character . Soon we started chatting in MSN and MIRC . We had 4 years of virtual friendship . Then in the end of 2004 ( Nov-Dec ) , Giva decided to head to Singapore to look for a job . He was on holidays after completing his A levels . The most interesting thing was that , Giva have never been to Singapore and he doesn't know anyone in Singapore . Trusting me , he came to Singapore .


I met him at the causeway link and went like " Omg , you are Giva . My virtual friend ?! " . After that , I introduced him to my family and other friends . After 3 days , I found him a job at Orchard . Our friendship continued till july ( 2005 ) . Then he received his results . My Giva scored straight As and was asked to do Forensic Science in a Malaysian University . Well , unknown to many , my first dream in life was to do become a Forensic Scientist . As I grew older , I realised that I couldn't stand maths . I was really good at Physics - one of my best subjects back in secondary school and I was an average do-er in Chemistry . So I decided that I can never be a forensic scientist as you need to major in Maths and Chemistry to enroll in that course . But , I really wanted him to study at NUS but he told me that he was on a scholarship in that Malaysian University - expenses paid for and he found that a good scheme . So he's currently at Malaysia doing his degree . The worst thing is , we haven't been meeting since 2005 due to his heavy schedule . He's been doing countless exams and projects and etc . He cannot even come for my 21st brithday . He's having exam on that day :(( . Oh yes , an interesting fact about me and Giva . My birthday's on the 11th of Jan and Giva's on the 12th of Jan . We used to celebrate our birthdays together . Gosh , I miss my Giva , my bestfriend .


Christmas was really special because my Giva called me ! . I was talking to Kristin till 1 am and I had to put the phone down to get an early sleep . I had to go to church at 7 and thus had to wake up at 5 am . Then all of a sudden , after talking to Kristin , I received a call from an unknown number . The person on the phone went like " Vitz .. Merry Christmas . Can you recognise my voice " . I got soo excited that I started to scream in sheer happiness . I was jumping up and down . I was sooo happy that I even had tears of joy . My God . I'm hearing his voice after 2 years ! . It was such a bliss . Really . I felt really really touched when he wished me . It feel so special . I went on talking to him till 2 am . I really had no heart to hang up . I was soo sad . Just then , Giva told me that he was going to graduate in 4 months time and he'll instantly come to my house . Man .. my Giva's going to graduate with a degree in Forensic Science . Who can be any happier ? . GIVA COME BACK SOON . I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY .







Giva in his formal attire to school . In his university , the students are expected to dress up formally for lessons .

Merry Christmas to one and all . May the blessing of Christmas illuminate your life with the love of God , peace and joy and lead you on the path to good health and prosperity . Have a blessed Christmas .


Our heavenly Father , please bless all the souls who need your healing . Let them feel your touch , let them feel you , let them hear you and in time , they will know that you exist . You died for our sins ; Holy Father please bless each and every individual to ride onto the path of virtue , embrace the fuits of their labour and in short , learn to love and respect others . God is love and everything about life encompasses on this certain traits - caring , showing concern and loving every individual .


Christmas this year is going to be quite different . The tables have turned and the only consolation I have to offer to those deranged souls is " change is the only thing that's constant in ones life " . You either embrace the change or perish under its influence . The simple thing we call " Manipulation " . Sometimes , geniuses believe in the sanctity of manipulation - manipulation of the holy truth as the intelligent minds call it .


Yesterday ( oh shall I say call it this morning ? ) I spoke to Kristin till 430 am . We had a very fruitful conversation . We shared a lot of stuff - the kind of stuff that we share with our close ones . There was this point in time when she went like " tak jaadi laaa " and I ended up laughing like as though I was possessed by a hyena . Towards the end , I had to reiterate my stand to establish that very own firm footing . Well , maybe it's not too good to teeter onto the brink of silence at times . We had to force ourselves to hang up at 430 am . Well the eve of Christmas , much shopping and wrapping up of the Christmas presents . Hehe .


Ok . Finally I should agree that I attained the highest order of illumination . Yes . It finally dawn upon me . Those shrouded clouds paved the way for the sun to set it . Like we all used to say " There's always day after night " . If you people had observed , the day is much longer than the night . Even so , we people - the nocturnal homosapiens have learn to adhere to the nightlife and make it into an intoxicating one . So do we have imbeciles as our forefathers ? . Now I beg to differ .


I can't wait for school to re-open . A levels . My final year and my biggest opportunity . A "make it" or "break it" year . I don't wish to make empty promises and go "woo-ha-yaya-papaya-yaya-baba" over it . Well , I guess we have to stick to this phrase " self praise is an international insult " . So let's ensure our results show it . Worth it . Right ? .


On a hilarious note , Kristin is seriously a ku-ku . Read the snippet below and you'll know why

Vitz : Dei , will your grandma be coming over to your crib tomorrow ?
Kris : She's already here . Why la ?
Vitz : 'Cos my mom will be bringing my grandma over to your crib . All the oldies are going to settle down into a good conversation digging up on those ancient times .
Kris : But my grandma is in coma
Gayatri Devi : Haha . WHAT ?!
Vitz : Dei , but I thought you just told me that she was in your house
Kris : Hmm yes . But she's in coma . She cannot remember . But she can walk and talk but she can't think
Vitz : She can WALK AND TALK ??!! Dei that means she's not in coma laa !
Kris : Oh , she's like a vegetable . A walking vegetable
Vitz : Oh my God ! Dei walking vegetable does not literally means she's like a vegetable that can walk but it means she'll be entirely bed-ridden like you know , her brain's inactive ?
Kris : Oh .. but she cannot think la
Vitz : Maybe her system's on the switched-off mode ?
Gayatri Devi : Maybe dei


Haha . Gosh . She's a real blur cock . Haha .


Anyways , on a final note ;


Look , I will kiss as many guys as possible because I believe in the theory that eventually one of the frogs would turn into a prince .


Ya-da-da-da .

Good day peeps . Ok . Before I start blogging , HAPPY BIRTHDAY , MR DARYL CHRIS WILFRED . I sent him a very truthful and nice personal birthday message which he loved to bits . Haha . Crazy ass .


Christmas !! Christmas !! Christmas !!


The time of the month I love . The Christmas sprit is lingering around me . I've been shopping day and night . Blame it on my youth . Perpetual youth that is :))) .


"Christmas in Bethlehem - A live Nativity " . There was a live re-enactment of the birth of Jesus Christ . The costumes , settings , actors and actoresses were all good . I was really captivated . Good one there . We kind of experienced the events that took place during the Holy Night in Bethlehem where the Holy Infant , Jesus Christ , was born . After that we got ushered to the various Nativity scenes where we saw the angels , shepherds , Magi , King Herod and the Baby Jesus in His manger .


Anyways , 3/4 of the actors were hot caucasian guys . I spent the first few minutes ogling at them . Hehe . Nice deep chin with rosy cheeks . Simply yummy :P . After that , I was looking at those private collection of nativity sets from different countries . I was quite captivated by the USA and Philippines nativity sets . I was quite engrossed in them when suddenly someone stood behind me and went like " if you want to be a master , you need to learn how to be a slave " . I don't exactly know why , but that meant alot to me . After that that good looking dude gave me this candy cane with a tag . The tag goes like this " The candy cane represents the shepherds crook . The crook on the staff helps to bring back the strayed sheep to the fold . The candy cane represents the helping hand we should show . It is a symbol that we are our brother's keepers . " . I'm definitely feeling proud to call myself a Christian - thanks to my special mate - Regina Fluckiger . Christmas has always been and will always be my favourite day . My grand conclusion for the year .


21st birthday celebration


Recent changes . My birthday will be held on 12th of Jan . Yes , a day after my birthday . I'm quite excited . We've already booked the venue and I'm going to plan out a series of events to ensure that my BIG day goes pretty well . I did my birthday shopping today and splurged such a huge amount of money on my birthday outfit . I'm suppose to buy 2 birthday outfits . I'm just so stressed . Gosh . But then again , it's MY 21st birthday party and thank God , my dad gave me the liberty to plan out the things by myself . Hehe . So it'll reflect alot on my taste :P .


The end is drawing nearer . I don't like this year at all . It was definitely the most chaotic year that I have ever experienced . But thank God , Jesus stood by my side on all occasions . Next year will be one of the best years . So yeah , I can't wait for it to begin . Truths shall be revealed .

Would anyone teeter on the brink of sanity ? . Haha . Sounds weird ? . Nah , fret not , I ain't a demented deranged soul .


Anyways , today's christmas shopping was really a blast . Early in the morning , somebody called me and went like " Bitch ! . How dare you ignore me . Idiot . You forgot me right " . To my amazement , it was none other than Nesha . Haha . She's damn adorable .


Nesha was apparently very hungry and she decided to call me to bring her out for lunch . So I decided to ask her to eat a few slices of bread while I got myself ready for my Christmas shopping . I invited her to join me and Kristin . Suddenly , I received a call from Silas . Silas was done with his Church prayers and he told me that he could join me . So eventually , the 4 of us decided to meet up at Tekka Mall at around 4.30 pm . Dearest Nesha badly wanted to eat good Indian food .


All of us were late and Nesha for the first time arrived early . I was the first to arrive - approximately 55 minutes off the time . Nesha was fuming when I approached her . I being the cool-natured one , went up to her and said " Hi !!! " and the next thing i got was a slap . NESHA SLAPPED ME !! . She started to pinch and beat me . Idiot . After that , Kristin and Silas arrived .


Nesha begged us to eat at " Blue Diamond " . Thus we went to " Blue Diamond " . Nesha had mutton biryani , Kristin had chicken briyani , Silas had 1 thosai and 1 egg prata and I had fish briyani . Suddenly I am in love with fish briyani . I ate it at least 7 times this month :)) . We fed each other and all . Lovable us . Suddenly Kristin choked . Her reaction was damn cute . We really had fun .


After that we walked to Bugis and did our christmas shopping . Extreme laziness settled in me and I lost the mood to shop . I bought myself a skinny jeans , Kristin bought a nice blouse , Nesha bought a shiny suspender . Well I influenced her to buy the suspenders . I have a nice skull imprinted suspenders . Now , we'll be wearing our suspenders at the same time !! . COOL ?? . So we decided to come shopping on Saturday . I so need to shop till I drop . Christmas , what do you expect ?! .


After that , Silas and Kristin had to rush home . Nesha and I went to Orchard catch Timothy's dance . After that , Nesha and I walked to Plaza Singapura from Orchard . She was holding my arm and we simply chatted chirply and walked . I bought Caramel Frappucino and she bought Java Chip . We slacked as we spoke . She was looking through my wallet when she found something . In fact I didn't know that I still had that particular thing with me . It was quite funny . Nesha wanted to pour her Java Chip on that thing . We shared a couple of stuff and decided to head home . Before I left , she went like " Hey idiot , we'll go out more often right ? " . Haha . Adorable ass .

Mind-boggling instinct that yearned for that uproar of delirious sweetness . I like .


Ghayat assa'adah - the ultimate pleasure . I'm so in love with Dan Brown . He's so intelligent . Ruddy hell . I used to harbour this strange thought - I used to think that " Da Vinci Code " was the masterpiece of this century . But then again ... "Angels and Demons " proved otherwise . Omg ... I'm soooo in love in "Angels and Demons " . It's a good book for all intellectuals . Intellectually-advanced that is .


The 3 AM Fallacy ( thanks to dearest Kristin )


I was on the phone with Kristin till the wee hours of the morning . At that juncture , she reminded me of my deepest darkest fear - the 3 AM fear . Ok . Quite frankly , 3 AM is supposed to be the opposite of 3 PM ( the time at which Jesus died ) . Evil apparently uses the 3 AM slot to mock at the Holy Trinity . Some people believe that Evil would be the strongest at that specific time . So I've got this personal phobia . True enough , while we were talking , we realised that it was exactly 3 AM . What happened next is completely mystifying . I heard weird scratches on the windows located in my living room . After that I felt I was being watched by some unknown visitor . I felt extremely awkward . So I decided to hit the bed at around 3.30 AM . Well , I was too afraid to close the windows . Haha . Early in the morning , I got drilled by my Dad for not closing the windows . My house being an easy target for burglars ? . Ok .... So thanks to Kristin for conjuring up that fear . *Jeez* .


Welcome back . Welcome back .


My dearest sister ( Godsister ) and bestie - Pravin are back from their vacation . My sister went for a nice retreat to Malaysia - to bask into the pleasure attained from the satisfaction derived from studying extremely hard for her A levels . Pravin went to India to witness his cousin's wedding . So yeah . They're back . I was sooooooo happy to hear their voices . OMG .


Random-ness


Anyways , Sean Vishnu wants to be mentioned in my blog . So yeah . I was working while I received this call from some unknown number . I couldn't recognise the number . ( By the way , I can hang on the phone during work - a liberty which I enjoy ) . The person on the other end of the phone went like " Hello . I'm calling from ******* ******** Insurance Agency . I need to discuss the final proceedings pertaining to your insurance policy ma'am " . I felt really confused . I went like " Ermmm ?! " . After that Sean went into a paroxysm of extreme delight - like as though he was high on laughing gas .


Anyways somebody told me that he's going to bring me out on his car on my Birthday . Oh he's only 20 and he has a car ! Argghh not fair . Just like Sanjay , Noh and Dibbo . But then again , I want to go drifting !!! . Sanjay promised me and Sharif that we'll head down to Malaysia and go drifting on the highways . I'm so waiting for that . And yes , I need to travel on a bike too . I want to feel the wind blowing onto my body , face and hair as I speed through the highways . Like how Dibbo once said - " One wrong move and that's the end " . Honestly , taking a nice reflective lonely ride on a bike can tap onto one's inner mind . I nearly signed up for a bike license back in 2005 . I was too agitated with the road conditions . I realised that bikes had the upperhand among the other vehicles when it comes to traffic jams . I had desired to buy a Vespa but my parents were against it . Sad


Ok Sean is apparently sick . He's down with flu , fever and sore throat . I am on the phone with him now and he's complaining . I'm like forcing him to sleep and he just went like " but on one condition . You must promise me that you'll pick up my call at any time of the night - ok technically - the wee hours of the morning " . Oh dear . I think I'm going to change into a nocturnal ass before school reopens .


CONGRATULATION TO MS SHAPNEM BHANU


Ms Shapnem Bhanu - the humble one told me the good news . She went like " Dei . Guess what , I got qualified to do Medicine " . I went like " WHATTTTTT !! OMG . CONGRATS " . There's a particular reason for my shock . Whenever Shappie called me from Australia , she would go like " Shucks . I'm not studying . I guess I'm going to screw up my exams ! " . I gave her sound advices and told her not to " give up " . But then again , she's a beauty with brains - so she did so well ! . She got distinction ! Bloody hell . She remained so humble after that . Woah . Hats off to you smart ass . Certainly a queen in the department of beauty and brains - ( pretty , smart ass with a good heart ) .


Super-Sentience


Apparently , we human beings can solve extremely diffcult stuffs or even attain solutions to extremely difficult stuffs when the mind is clear . Gurus call this " higher consciousness " , biologists " Altered states " and phychologists call it " super-sentience " . But then again , I am quite confused here . They lie on the basis of one thing - the mind-against-the-heart rule " . Simply said , you have to adjust your brain to hear what your heart already knows . This sounds like ... manipulation . If you had noticed , I love the word "manipulation" . The usage of that particular word has breached all the "laid-down" parameters known to man . " Manipulation of the truth " , " genetic manipulation " and etc .


I used to adore the term " genetic manipulation " . I was mesmerised by Science's growth . I was really supporting this project . Imagine your vegetables with more nutrients and all . Yes , I harboured a biased stand on this . But as I grew up , I started asking questions .. like .. " is Man growing too fast " , " moral VS scientific flaws " , " is Man's scientific progress technically accelerating on God-speed so as to be on the precipice of compromising his own moral values ?? " . Food for thought . Let's think together . Injurious implications of our very own actions .


Manipulation have become the fundamental need in today's world . But sadly enough , the world's greatest cover-ups are also standing firm-footed on this notion . So is it for the Good ? . Maybe all is done in the name of " the greater good " . I've got no qualms .




Gosh . I miss Izzah . Damn we are not working at the same place and I miss her like crazy . Gosh . School and floorball is going to be different . No Rury - the partner who has strange connectedness with my head . A kind of telepathical understanding . We know where to position ourselves to receive the passes we give to one another . Oh , we had a recent friendly match with my ex-secondary school - Swiss Cottage . I was working and thus .. had to forgo it . Damn .


I'm going christmas shopping with my hunny-bunny Kristin tomorrow . I'm so excited . Weee


On a final note " Each of us is a God . Each of us knows all . We need to only open our minds to hear our own wisdom " . In case you guys don't get it , this is attained when you have your own personal time doing some self-reflection . Now , open up your mind . Great mind works like a parachute . It works better when it's open . Haha . " known is a drop ; unknown is an ocean " .


I want to be a Rhodes Scholar . Only 3 Singaporeans have received that scholarship .


Good night .

An awesomely painstalking task . Delirious effect . Nah , the latter's way too good to ignore .


MANIAC FLAMERZ


Today we had to perform two dance items at Taman Jurong CC . It was a last minute thing . We were only informed on Friday midnight . So technically-speaking , we had only 1 day to practice . We decided to dance for the " Hey Atta " remix-ed version . A fast item that is . We couldn't finish the steps in time and our MP3 battery failed on us . So the practice session was postponed to Sunday morning . 3/4 of us reported late and we had insufficient time to finish the entire song .


My stress level rose to the disastrous high range . I was trying to think of every possible solutions but to no avail . For once I felt that my analytical mind being in an extremely panicky situation was off the powerful mark . It was slipping of the edge . Quite randomly phrased - I was teetering on the precipice of mental and physical exhaustion . We decided to leave as we were running out of time for our performance .


Instantly , I had a wild idea . Nobody was at home and I decided to call my dance partner home . We completed our dance steps in less than 15 minutes . We decided to do solo popping ( popping - liquid movements ) . Eventually , we did an array of popping and saved the day . Hehe . OH YES . We got PAID . Now that was nice .


SCHOOL


Anyways it's going to be my last week of working . After that , I'll be hitting the books . NUS . The final destination of my lifetime . It'll be like entering a new world .. . Ok . Now I really need to work my ass off to get into NUS . Woah . 2 more weeks and I'll be a student again . 2 more weeks !!!! Oh God .


Since I've mentioned that school's starting in about 2 weeks time , I so need to prepare myself for school . A new bag , 2 pairs of new shoes - one slip on and one sports shoe ( I may even get another pair of skater shoes ) , new stationery sets ... woah .. and the list goes on . I saw this cool bag at Yellow . Now I've set my eyes on it . I'm so going to get it . A backpack that is . Weee .


GOOD NEWS - MY 21st BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION


Ok . My dad told me that he's going to celebrate my birthday on the 26th of January . My 21st birthday celebrations on the 26th !!! . Apparently he so wanted it on the 12th of January but the venue is fully booked and the nearest date in January is on the 26th . My biggest problem is the fact that I have A LOT of friends . I'm so stressed up . Wooo . Lets see how it goes . But then again , I'm not the type to celebrate my birthday with such grandeur . I so wanted it to be like a beach event - a chalet followed by the celebration at the beach . Damn . Like I've always mentioned , I'm a simple girl with simple needs :D .


BUBBLE TEA


Talking about that , I suddenly miss my bubble tea . Oh , I can't seem to forgo my love for bubble tea . It's that bloody craving that I can't stop . It was raining heavily on Wednesday and I decided to stop by Bukit Panjang Plaza . I bought my favourite Milk Tea and Old Chang Kee's sweet potatoes . I was happily eating them while walking and suddenly I felt this hard nudge on my waist . I was so tempted to slap the bugger who nudged me . When I turned back , I saw Navin !! Haha . My old-school crush . He was still as good looking as ever . Oh well , even more good looking . Spiky hair , nicely done beard that resembles Robert Pire's , nice lip piercing and etc . His fashion sense is bloody good . He's apparently studying in NTU . Hehe . Such a good thing :P . We were talking like crazily . So we decided to go to a void deck with our bubble tea , Old Chang Kee's snacks ( he bought prawn sticks , curry puffs , spring rolls and etc ) and chatted till midnight . Yes , 6 hours of nothing but chatting . Woah . I miss Navin aka Nu-Nu . Oh he told me that he likes calling me " Vivi " instead of " Vitz " . Oh , thanks to Jay Navesh for creatively coming up with the name " Vivi " . Oh I'm supposed to have a movie cum dinner date with Nu-Nu after Christmas . OMG !! Christmas !! WOAH !! I LOVE X'MAS !!!!!!!!! I fucking love this month man !

BIRTHDAY BASH @ Kristin's crib


Dearest Kristin Hamton celebrated her birthday on the 13th at her crib . My mom , her mom and her aunty spent the time talking - well basically catching up on their past and reliving those vivid memories . Oh in case I didn't mention this , Kristin's mom and aunty were apparently my mom's bestfriends back in those times .


As Kristin is my very special friend , I decided to make that day quite memorable . I wanted to paint her day with beautiful colours of course . Well I hope I did enough to bring a huge smile on her face . Yeap . We really had fun .


Shappie , Kristin and I really camwhored and yes , those 2 lovely peeps really made me feel soo loved . It was nice cuddling up with them . Frankly I've got a plethora of pictures up on my phone which I am so unable to upload . Gosh . That was a real depressed sigh from me of course .


Oh yes . This year is quite different for us and yes Kristin , we should always stick to our "Jalsa" song . A meaningful song . Oh .. I miss Twinkle like crazy . Haiz ( x 1 000000 - actually more than that ) .



The surprise cake that we bought for her .

Salaam Namaste to all my lovely readers . It was certainly a teeth-shuddering day for all of us . I've been depending largely on my woolly sweather and on my loved ones for the warmth . I so need a cup of Hot Chocolate . Anyways , I've decided to blog a few things out . Thus I'll spare you guys from the hassle of reading the entire entry . I'll be nice and provide the sub-headings . I know , I'm nice .


MANIAC FLAMERZ @ Fajar Court

Presenting : MANIAC FLAMERZ : Myself , Vicky , Nesh and Kristin

This video is taken by Nesh's friend and is very unclear . I have a clear version and it's taking me ages to get it uploaded into YouTube . Meanwhile bear with this unclear version while I'm done with my clear version

We had a blasting debut at Fajar Court . We received a plethora of positive comments . Honestly , due to some screwed up mistake by the organiser of the dance segment , we were left with 2 days to change our song and dance movements . It was the most pressurising moment for all of us . They told us to do a folk dance and we had to drop our hip hop moves . Initially , we decided to dance for "Madura Jilla" but due to the screw ups , we had to change the song to " Mambaalaama Mambaalam " from the film "Pokkiri" . We choreographed the steps in less than 1 day and had to dance infront of the live audience . Now that was scary .



Anyways , I'm suddenly known as the "Mambaalaam Girl" . Haha . Thanks to the host and the other CC members . It felt really nice when people went around praising my group and I . Really . Today when I was travelling back from work , I saw this girl at Bukit Panjang Plaza . She smiled at me and came up to me and went like " hey , you danced yesterday right ?? . You rocked the stage . Cool dance " . It feels soo good to receive nice comments from strangers . Hehe . Frankly , I cannot believe that I performed the entire dance with an injured knee . I taped up my knee so tightly until it went numb . I couldn't have done this without my fellow friend's and family's support . Thanks guys .


I would like to take this opportunity to thank my beloved Maniac Flamerz : Kristin , Nesh and Vicky . Not forgetting our managers : Uma and Silas . Hehe . Anyways , I'm recruiting more members into Maniac Flamerz . All are welcomed to join us . Currently I have 6 new members joining us . So it's a good sign . We're growing :)))) . I'm really really happy . It's a dream come true for me . Thanks God .

I'm called "Anni" now


*Blush* . Yesterday , my cousins came down with their boyfriends . I have a close bond with my family members and yes , they spoke about their boyfriends to me . I have only chatted with them and all . Yesterday I met them . Of all , I treat one of them as my thambi . And he asked me if he can call me his "Anni" . Haha . So , I'm currently very close to him . We're like chatting right now . He's such a sweetheart . He poured out all his worries and all and here I am advising him . Suddenly it feels soo good to be called "Anni" . Haha . Yeah man !


Dinner Date with "Hyena"


I so have to blog about this . Haha . My mini-sabotaging moment . Suddenly , someone had the initiative to call for a dinner date . Ridiculous . After her NUS exams , Anitha finally sms-ed me saying " Hey .. faster arrange for a dinner date . I want you , Karpagam and Silas to be there " . Horrendous girl . So yes , we've planned to have it on Monday . So once again , my dearest mini Hyena , I'll be expecting you . Haha . Oh OMG ! I supposed to meet her before meeting Silas and Karpagam . Since I'm a shy kid , I have to try and muster come courage . Haha . Haiz


My train of thoughts


Please do follow through my very own train of thoughts that is unaccustomed to conventional needs and social imbeciles . Apologies there . But I ain't bothered .


Against my will , I surrendered myself to the convincing powers . The reflection I saw , sent a tingly shiver down my spine . For those nanoseconds , I thought I saw that very real blinding white light . Now did I mention that I have an uncanny affinity for earthworms and werewolves . Uh huh . Know it then . Maybe you can call it the "uncalled for" gift with no hidden curse .


That very familiar melancholic echo that once reverberated around the aisle gave me this weird feeling . That showstopper with the jawbreaker that you can hardly resist . Yes , something that you can hardly resist . Yet , I realised that it was incorporated with metaphorical resemblance . So , where is the restricted power ? . Werewolves :P


At this juncture , I dreamt that I slipped of the edge , into that dark abyss of secrets , hitting onto the pillars of comfort and falling face first into a chamber of holy purity . Perfect Peace . That very own pedestral power - not for the typical homosapiens , but to the ultimate winners . Now I looked at my reflection and saw my very own weatherbeaten fingers rot and disappear into the thin cold air .

I'm in love with a song called " Maar Sootiya " from Rishi Rich's " The Project " . My type of Bhangra hit . Wooo . A cool song to hit the night with and well , I'm up for all those liquid moves . Popping that is .


Tomorrow's the finale . I'm looking forward to it . Our biggest day infact .


Dance practice was fun today . I really enjoyed myself . It was raining and we were like dancing in the rain :))))) . Something that I haven't been doing for ages . Nature and me . We have this special chemistry .


During the dance practice , I dislocated my knee . Yes . I was doing my own step and then , I felt it snap . My cartilage certainly moved out of it's original position . I dropped with a loud thud . Nesh screamed out of shock . The others came running towards me . I was trying to sit up straight while I was trying to move my knee to its original position . It was fucking painful when I was trying my level best to push it back to its original position . Well , I had to push it back . I had to continue with the dance . We're dancing tomorrow .. so like HELLO !! I had to get back to practice . The only thing that was running in my mind was the fact that I was going to dance tomorrow .


So , i decided to bear with the excruciating pain . With a determined heart , I pushed it back to its original position . The sound was soo loud that even Silas heard it . After that I could walk a little . I went on with the practice .


I'm trying to ice my knee now . I have to do it for tomorrow . I really want to shine . I will shine because it's MY TIME . A small rap with a few modification that I made .


Hey YO


Certain Setbacks and I'm still in my game .
So many people thought I could not be number 1
But I'm still number 1
Now , see me shine like the STAR :)))
and you can fly that kite day by day
and RE-GRET .



Orgasmic delight in addition to the fruits attained by the ultimate winner . Uh huh . An unforgivable curse . Now that is .

I didn't go to work again . Yet again . God !! . Terrible stomach was giving me a myriad of problems . Stupid .


Oh I so need to rant about Standard Chartered Marathon . Hehe . I participated last year . I ran 21.1 KM . Yes . I was completely dead after the run . I reported 30 mins late and had to run with this goodlooking NS guy . Actually Bridget and I were planning to walk throughout the run but then I was late to meet her . So I had to keep up with the NS guy's speed . I remember running 17 KM without stoppping . After that I had this excruciating pain on my knee and thus had to stop running . I saw Nimalen and decided to walk with him .


After the run , I could hardly walk home and I was falling into a deep slumber . I couldn't control myself . When I went home , I couldn't even change my clothes . I instantly went to the bed and woke up the next morning . Haha .


I am chatting with James now and he told me that he did 42 KM this year . I had planned to run 42 KM this year but had to pull out of it due to my knee . My knee was not in a good shape this year thus had to forgo this opportunity . It's ok . Next year !! Oh .. I cannot even imagine how people participate in IRON MAN . OMG !! 21.1 KM literally killed me . Wah !


Oh yes . I miss my MI buddies who graduated quite recently . Man .. that's really sad . Haiz . I was chatting with Priveen Suraj the other day . Priveen's mom is from the opposition party known as Singapore Democratic Party ( SDP ) . During the General Elections , Priveen and I had so much to talk about . Haha . I love talking about Politics and war to Priveen and Sharif . Man . I miss those dudes . Oh . Priveen suggested that we ( Shah , Sanjay , James and I ) meet up before he enters NS . Priveen's going to NS on my birthday ! . What's up with this dudes ? Like seriously ? . Even Shafie entered NS on my birthday . Gosh .


Frankly , I can't wait for dance practice . It's so fun . I can go insane when the music's up . It's like as though I'm high on drugs . Haha . Man .. so cool !


Weeeeeeee I'm feeling sooo cold and no one's at home to do me a hot cup of tea when I'm sick . Booohooo . But then again . Independent Vitz . That's the way I am and that's the way I love being too . So I'll crawl to the kitchen and make myself teaaaaaaaaa . Hahaha . Soo fun .


Good day . 21 days ... :))))))

Good day peeps . I'm completely drained of all humanly energy for the time-being . That momentary bundled-up craze's been on high alert for the last 24 hours . Pity the dignified demented soul . I wish I had the elder wand . That spectrum of holy powers . The one and only Vitz . Hahaha . Okok . Enough of my hollywood dreams .


Alright . I dragged my ass to work . I felt extremely lethargic . It's like as though I was suddenly exposed to ultra-high , life-energy sucking radiation . My flaccid legs were of no match to the racing time . I had to take an early leave - all thanks to my precious yet feeble body .


After that , I met my dearest Raghu aka Rag . He's going to NS on the 14th . Now that's sad . We used to spend so much of time together . Now this is the disadvantage of having guy hommies . Haha .


Rag and I were literally talking about everything under the sun . We took 176 and had a long chat . He showed me video clips of his dance . Rag dances for Theestainers aka Stepz . Yeap , he's dancing with Resh as well . I was pretty impressed with the video clips . Haha . Then we had a small argument on "popping" . He showed me well-defined popping . It was soo fun ! . Oh . Rag also told me that Theestainers are apparently popular at Jeans . Uh huh . He discreetly gave me a small hint to visit Jeans in a couple of days .


We were supposed to walk to Jelapang for my dance practice . But then suddenly , I heard quite disturbing sounds coming from my stomach . And so I realised that I had to "download" . Rag and I rushed home . My mom was soo happy to see Rag after a long time . My mom and Rag engaged themselves into nice conversation while I did my very own tiresome business . Haha . Honestly peeps .. I am bloody sick and tired of downloading every day . Haha . Record breaking 23 times !!! .


After that , we took LRT to Jelapang and met my hommies . The usual place was not available . So we proceeded to the Jelapang multi-story carpark - the last floor to practice . I bet the peeps staying nearby the carpark could've heard the songs . Haha . Who cares :P . We had so much of fun . Really !


Oh Rag and I camwhored . Man ! I can't wait to upload all those pictures . Bullshit . My USB .. argghh .

Anyway Rag's group danced for this remix-ed song for Planet Galatta . Check this out . PS : Rag will be wearing a black american hip-hop jersey with green wordings and a block bottom in the first few seconds of the video and he'll come in that top for a few parts . After that he's the lead dancer wearing white top and bluish berms . Oh yea .. Resh is dancing there too . Weee






Wow . We're dancing in 4 days time . Quite stressful . But then again , we'll do it . Anyways , I apologise for the not-so-interesting entries that I've been posting lately . Well , I'm really tired . Thus , my train of thoughts are off steam . Haha .

Hello readers . I was looking through a few poems and I came across this one that kinda attracted me for some reasons . So yea , check this out



Gray

When I was a child
I saw in black and white
Everything was obvious
Either wrong or right .
No arguments , no pros and cons
Choices were precise .
Pure and joyous clarity
Gave me simple life .
So I grew and learned to face the world
Living life that way .
And now I feel so unprepared
'Cause black and white turned gray .
My unfaltering vision failed
Focus left my eyes .
Where choices were once obvious
I can't tell wrong from right .
Because today I am a teenager
And nothing's quite so clear .
I'm seeing through an adult's eyes
A child's biggest fear .


Constance Ananta Sobsey



Alright . I'm officially sick . Yes . SICK . I didn't turn for work today . Was too sick to get my ass to work . I've hit a record-breaking 17 visits to the toilet to "download" whatever I had "uploaded" for the past 3 days . But the shit is , I didn't exactly eat . On Friday , Kristin and I went out and I decided to eat Korean Food . Had screwed up BBQ-ed chicken and sustained food poisoning . On Saturday , I ate 2 BBQ-ed crabmeats and 2 BBQ-ed chicken sausages . Sunday , 1/4 of sambal fried rice and ate 2 fishballs for today's meal . So .. see .. I "downloaded" half my weight into the toilet bowl . Yes . I did lose some weight . I'm weighing in at 39 Kg now :((( . I was standing in at 45 Kg . I'm so dead .


Anyways , today I was sooo weak to stand up that I spent my entire afternoon on my bed . I gave Uma a call and asked her to buy me food and medicine . Uma spent the time watching our favourite flick " The Longest Yard " while I was in a semi-conscious state . Silas joined us after that . Uma was telling Silas how I behaved on Saturday . ( Arrghh !! So embarassing ) .


UMA's CHALET



Piggy Prawn and I


I went to Uma's chalet despite that killer-pain . We rested for a while and decided to swim . We swam till evening and by that time , we started to shiver . So , He shun , Uma and I decided to stop swimming and decided to head to our room . Kristin and Navya didn't swim and were mocking us . Haiz . After that , Kristin told me that Shapnem was on her way .


I was walking a little slower than the rest due to my rheumatism on my left knee . Then I saw this pretty girl in black . And yes , it turned out to be Shapnem . Frankly , she looked hot in the black dress . I recognised her first . Then Shy Shapnem and the rest walked to our room . We , swimmers went for a nice hot shower and got ourselves changed . We BBQ-ed for a while and then .. we decided to open up the bottles .


RedVodka and Glenn's Vodka . Navya , Kristin , Uma , He shun and I took a couple of raw shots . After that , I realised that I was drunk . We went crazy . All of us except Kristin and Shapnem jumped on the beds like wild monkeys . After that , "steady" Uma dragged Kristin while "Helpful" Shapnem helped me out . Haha . I really pitied Shapnem . She was literally pulling me . Well , I kept dropping onto the floor . And I did utter rubbish to her . Haha . Oh yes , they even told me that I dropped onto the grass and ended up pulling a grass with its roots and gave it to Shapnem . Haha . Soo funny . After that , they managed to push me and Kristin into the cab . I was lying on Kristin's lap throughout the journey . We were talking quite a lot . After that , I got off the cab and walked stupidly towards my block . I even dropped inside the lift and had to crawl out of the lift and clinged on to the dearest stair railings for support . Atrocious . After that , I puked a zillion times before knocking out .


Vasantha Oli 07


I woke up with a bad hangover the next day . I was moody throughout the whole day . I met Vicky Cookie , Nesh , Dilip , Yoga and Sam to go for the Vasantha Oli 07 . As my mom is in IAC , she played a big role in the organisation and implementation of the show . Thus I had the VIP seating for that show . But I forgo my VIP seating to sit with my friends . I met a few friends . Agni Reloaded performed for this song and I smsed Alvin saying that it was a good dance . After that I cheered for EBI !! Haha . Resh sms-ed me to ask me the direction to come to Segar . The shit is , his group danced on Planet Galatta . I didn't get to catch it . Damn . Oh yes , 4 international singers came down for the show .


Chinmayi . Actually I've never heard of her name before . And I swear didn't love the song " Kanathil Muthamittal " . But when she sang it , I went like " Oh my GAWWWWWWWWWDDD !! " . It was simply beautiful ! . She sang it with her eyes closed . OMG !!! Vicky and Nesh told me that it is a difficult song . Apparently she sang it with the highest chord ( known as chord 7 ) . Woah ! . It is such a beautiful song ! . Now I am seriously hooked with this song . Readers , especially if you're an indian , please turn up the music on your earphone and listen to it with your eyes closed . Woah , you can literally "feel" the beauty of that song . No wonder Chinmayi bagged many national awards for that particular song . Woah !! . Now I feel like taking up sangeetham . The song is soooo beautiful !!!! OMG !!


Ok . After that , Krish started to sing . Krish , the singer who sang " June Ponaal " from "Unnale Unnale " , studied and grew up in USA . He was apparently the lead actor for Aladdin for 2 years before coming to India . He said this particular thing which I really love --- " I know I sing with a western touch . But I will never forgo my tamil language for anything in this world . Tamil is the most beautiful language in the world . So my fellow youngsters , don't ever forgo your mother tongue " . Woah !! Nice one Krish . ( You know , I wish I can say this to that MOFO Kristin and I met at Bishan ) .


Anyway Krish is young , energetic and GOOD LOOKING . Haha . As my mom is part of the organising committee , she had the chance to get upclose with the celebrities . My mom and I took a picture with Krish . Hehe . I can't wait to upload the pictures !!!!!!! USB get well soon ! .


After that , I went out to eat dinner with the guys before going home .


Ok . 6 more days for our debut as a dance group . I'm sooo nervous . This coming Sunday !!! MANIAC FLAMERZZ !! Gooooooooo !

Vithiya 'Vitz'

11 Jan 1987

Undergrad (Psychology)

Manchester United

vithiyakumar11@gmail.com

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