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Wednesday, May 17, 2006


Remembering - Vitamin C - Graduation ( Friends Forever )

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

Today was great ! . I was actually rushing to meet Pravin , Meng Hong and Karpagam when I accidentally heard my Darling Bridget's voice . Woo .. I sprinted down the flight of stairs and saw her with Dibbo . I was so happy when I saw her man . It was like as though I was high from an overdose of esctasy . Maybe , the only difference from the latter would be the fact that everything that happened was not a figment of my imagination but something very real ( totally approved by all sensible homosapiens )

Then all of a sudden the rugger came . Fareez greeted me with his EMO face . Haha . Wow , I miss those monkeys terribly la ! . So we decided to take a picture together . Dibbo , Bridget , Fareez and myself . I personally feel that the picture do encapsulate my true feelings . Well it's not that I normally wear my heart on my sleeve but it's just that standing beside Bridget and my ex- Clique made me terribly high . Haha .

Oh yes . And there's 2 things that I don't really like . 1st , I look really short in both the pictures ( esp the 1st one ) . Ok peeps , I'm not trying to act but I'm not sooo short ! . It's just that I bent my knees . Haha . Stupid Vitz ! . The other thing is , one of my mate is missing from the picture . Amirul . Haiz . I miss him too . I can't wait for the night study to begin . Then I can hang out with Bridget and my other study group as late into the night . [ Amirul's fave phrase - the night is still young ] .

After my short period of mini reminiscence , I rushed to Clementi to meet Pravin , Meng Hong and Karpagam . We went to Jurong Point to eat . After that , Pravin and Karpagam left . Meng Hong and I started to do a bit of those window-shopping . I really enjoy talking to Meng Hong . I just love his UK accent . He even shares his UK moments with us . It's fun . And oh -- I LOVE playing Badminton with him ; he knows my weakness and so , the game is totally competitive . Haha .

Met Rain-U at the canteen . She shared a lot of stuff with me . Hey congrats with the new found stuff . Haha . Then I started to share about my erm erm side . Ok . Well . My friends are forcing me to take the move ? But it's not conventional !! Haha . It excludes the most fundamental necessity in a new beginning . Haiz .

Ok . Chatting online with My Darling Bridget . She shared a lot with me . Girl , I just want to let you know that I really LOVE YOU and MISS YOU . One of the most horrible things that have happened so far have hindered the moments I could've spent with you . But hey , I can still assure you that I MISS U ( and I'm not joking ) . OK . I remember . I've got to organise the HIKE right ? . Ok . June Holidays will be great buddy .

Hmm . Now I wish that Bridget can watch me play at the ( Floorball ) A div . Hehe . Bridget I MISS U LAA .

PS : Those pictures were taken with Mine and Bridget's same-looking N6280 . Same phone with same pictures :P .

OK peeps . I'm beginning to be more laid-back . So unproductive . Haiz . THE DA VINCI CODE is opening !! . Can't wait to watch it !!



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Sunday, May 14, 2006



Chilling to : Eminem's - Toy Soldiers

Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down like toy soldiers
Bit by bit, torn apart, we never win
But the battle wages on for toy soldiers

Ok . The Nike Tiempo Mystic FG ( silver / court shoe ) and the Nokia 6280 are the new addition in my life . Haha .

I've been eyeing that Nike Tiempo Mystic for a very long time and finally , the silver baby belongs to me ! . Wooo .

Hehe . The latest telecommunication gadget that I'm holding tightly to ; is my cute looking N6280 . It's a wonderful 3G phone . What's even more lovely is , my dearest buddy Bridget Tan Zy has the same phone too . Hehe . Wooo ... So when I meet her next , I can ensure that I'll turn into a cam whore . Oh well , I'll be forced to turn into one with the great influence from the one and only Enchantress . Eh Bridge are you taking note of this ?

Ok peeps . I've got a lot to update on . I shall start lamenting about the Sports Heats 2 and Sports Day .

Sports Heats 2 -- I got 4th for 1500m . 4th out of 11 participants . Actually I got 5th but when I checked out the results that was pasted outside PE office , I saw that my buddy was disqualified . So I got 4th . I so wanted to give up because of the unbearable pain that was building up on a constant basis on my knee cap . But well , my pals were cheering me on . So I just finished the race .

Sports Day -- It was totally sucky !! I was involved in the 800m and Plauff race . The 800m was a failure . Well I had a severe hamstring pull incurred from the previous day . So I withdrew from cheerleading . But I still told myself to finish the 800m race . I was mentally prepared for the face-off and so had a tight plaster on my left thigh .

Soon the race commenced . About 100m , I was glad that I found the right pace and momentum . I was behind Felicia and Uma . Then all of a sudden , I felt a sharp and excruciating pain on my left thigh . I started to slow down and 2 people overtook me . Then the pain was soo unbearable that I had to give up . I couldn't move my left leg as my left thigh grew stiff . Soon , my mate Izzah came to my aid .

Izzah initially wasn't happy with my decision to run for the 800 m . She was totally against it as she knows a lot about my knee injury . Even Jabs didn't wanted me to run .. But I was just to stubborn to listen to them . Soon my cute little sister Gowri , cute pal Suhaila and Floorball team mate Amanda ran to me . They really helped me man ! . When they brought me to the shelter , my other buddies came to check on me too . Even my darling Bridget got anxious . I heard from Suliana that she got so worked up and all . I'm really sorry honey .

A big thanks to Izzah , Gowri , Suhaila , Amanda , Pravin , Meng Hong , Karpagam , Menaga , Fara , Diyana , Amalina , Rachel and to everyone else who showed genuine concern . Oh yes . I thank my so-called arch rival Jacq too . Even though we've never spoken to each other before , she was nice enough to tell me to remove my other shoe to level my injured leg . Thanx a lot people . After the end of the sports day , I was screwed by Izzah and later on by Jabs via SMS .

I understand that I have to give up my desires due to my injury . But , I really find it very very hard to sacrifice . Even back in my secondary school , I've gotten a lot of injuries . The injuries I sustained were hamstring pull , fractured arm , fractured scaphoid ( spell check :P ) and a minor crack on my scalp . But nothing is comparable to this stupid knee injury . Haiz . No comments .
So I guess that I have to keep it low till my A Division is over . Then go for an op and get it done .Oh man .

Ok . I went to Orchard with Izzah and my sis Gowri . Accompanied Gow to buy a floorball stick . She bought the new Zone 360 Degrees . Wow . The stick is simply superb !! . And so , I've decided to invest in a new Tahka Blade . The stick is too expensive to buy la :P . Hehe . I sooo wanna buy that green Tahka Blade man . Hehe . Gotta start saving .. Haiz .

Ok peeps . I need to start doing things that a more productive . Had been having a couple of unproductive days recently . Haiz . Like what Mr TCB always say " Change is the only thing that's constant in life " . I got to change man . Haha . Need to spend more time in H1 Maths .. Boohooohooo ...

Okok . Enough said laaa . Oh yes . Can't wait to start training with our team's new SAVIOUR . When time come , I'll reveal that mystery person's NAME . -- and I bet , that the WORLD will be shocked . Hehehe .

Burn, baby burn
Strung out on a wire
Heart in a cage
You're so full of desire
You need, fast hands
To deal with all the liars
So don't burn baby burn baby burn




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Wednesday, May 03, 2006
Refreshing to : A1 : Like a rose

YOU TREAT ME LIKE A ROSE
YOU GIVE ME ROOM TO GROW
YOU SHONE THE LIGHT OF LOVE ON ME
AND GAVE ME AIR SO I CAN BREATHE
YOU OPEN DOORS THAT CLOSE
IN A WORLD WHERE ANYTHING GOES
YOU GIVE ME STRENGTH SO I STAND TALL
JUST LIKE A ROSE

Ok . May is here . The tension is rising . The intensity have not subsided yet . Why ? . Because we are vulnerable . That's the only plausible reason . Anything else ? . 2 months ! 2 freaking months to A Division . My last A Division . My last chance to wear the colour for the school . After that , I'll have to take Floorball to a higher level . My hockey is ok for now . Since I'm playing hockey for a well known club - Singapore Cricket Club . I've got no worry . Hmm actually , I only worry about my long absence from their training . Oops . I really can't find time to go for the trainings on Tuesday and Thursday which is from 8-10 pm . I miss Divya , Vima and my lovely cute keeper - Superanee .

Floorball was great on Tuesday . Jabs , Audrey , Hui An and I were in the same line . I scored the first goal for my team while Jabs scored the second goal . Oh man . I so love my goal ! . I did a swift spin infront of Suhaila ( the keeper ) to trick her and I slotted the ball towards her right . Wow . Hehe . I assisted Jabs for the second goal . Her shot bounced off Suhaila's knee , right over her head into goal . Hehe . Feeling happy .

Anyways . Elections is underway . PAP , SDP , SDA and Worker's Party are competing for a chance to rule the nation . Actually , more on their aim to end the Lee Dynasty ( Like what Worker's Party's Ex Chairman : Mr JBJ says ) . Actually , this is my first time getting involved in politics . As in , thinking about it and forming some ideas and all . This is all because of Priveen Suraj's ( year 2 ) influence - haha .

I got quite acquainted with the nation's concern when I was given a chance to attend the NUS SYMPOSIUM . ( It was really an eye-opener ) . That opportunity helped to expand my horizons . Woo . I thank Priveen for this . Oh yes ! Coming back to something that might be of great interest to those who know Priveen Suraj -- His mom is one of the SDP's candidates standing for this election . This is Priveen's mom btw .


I was looking through at their manifesto . I picked up a few interesting ones .

* Establishing - a free and democratic political system citizens can vote and speak freely.

* Freeing - the media so that news and views can be freely published without them being used as PAP propaganda tools .

It's really very interesting to see what all the opposition partys say in their rallies . But I just hope that the Best will win . On personal ground , PAP's Dr Teo Ho Pin have done a lot to benefit the Bukit Panjang constituency . So I am going for him .

I was looking through PAP's leaflet and am impressed with Mr Koo Tsai Kee . Wow he spent about 30 years on education alone ! . After his A levels in Raffles Institution , he did his Bachelor of Surveying ( University of Newcastle ) , Bachelor of surveying ( First Class Honours ) ( University of New South Wales ) , Graduate Diploma in Photogrammetry/Engineering ( University College London ) , Master of Science ( with distinction) ( University College London ) and Master of Philosophy ( University College London ) . Very impressive - ain't it ? .

Ok . Today was great . Spent my wonderful break in 05S4 with Izzah -- contemplating on the floorball line ups . Spent my afternoon playing Badminton with Meng Hong . Meng rocks !! . Hehe . After a long time , I feel soo pleased with myself . I challenged other badminton players too . I totally forgot about the fact that I am still injured . Haha . Hope to walk down the road to recovery -- a lil correction --- " Run " down . To add on , I am sooo GLAD to say that I played badminton without , I REPEAT without my Knee guard !! :P !!

Omg . I've got H1 Maths test to attend to . It's tomorrow btw . Oh man . Ms Seah actually said that if we fail the maths test , we'll be sent to detention . This will carry on religiously for every test that we fail in . In fact we'll serve detention until we pass the retest ! This is soo scary ! . Can u believe this ? . Imagine your name appearing in the detention board with the remarks " Failed H1 Maths " !! Haha . Oh god . I can actually forsee my bleak future . I will be serving detention for the whole year !! Oh poor Vitz .

Ok enough said . Will be going to Delta with Izzah and Jabs to watch RJC vs YJC . Till then .

Adioz .




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Monday, May 01, 2006
Chilling to : O Town - Liquid Dreams

Posters of love surrounding me, lost in a world of fantasy
Every night she comes to me and gives me all the love I need.

Now this hot girl (hot), she's not your average girl
She's a morpherotic dream from a magazine
And she's so fine(damn) designed to blow your mind
She's a dominatrix super-model beauty queen

I just love that song . Beautiful song with the right beat . Btw , I hope you guys like my new skin .

I had a great night yesterday . Thanks to Kumari for inviting me and others . Suppose to meet Rafi , Loshini , Suriya , Keshma and her Sister . But as usual , I was late . So they left to SAFRA without me . So I had to wait for James and Theba . We boarded the bus that was bound to SAFRA and to our surprise , we saw the 5 of them inside . Haha .

Kumari's Dad's 50th birthday party was a blast ! . I so enjoyed myself . There was a dancefloor too !! . Haha . To my pleasent surprise , my dearest schoolmate of 5 years -- James , danced ! . The dancefloor was too tempting to resist . Even the injured Rafi danced despite the pain . I danced to my heart's content . Those DJs had perfect songs up their sleeves man . I went crazy when they blasted Usher's Yeah . I started to do liquid ( a kind of dance movement btw ) . Haha . Theba and I danced till the last song .

When I returned to the table after that , a woman ; whose a total stranger , commented on my dance . She said that I dance well :p . After the end of the party , I shared a cab with James and Rafi and went home .

Anyways , I am totally shattered . Each time , my heart is just breaking into smithereens . Yes ! I am talking about the freaking knee injury . I am soo freaking agitated with my fucked up knee . Please pardon my language . That is how I feel at times .

I had to forgo the 3000m due to my phobia . In the end , only 3 people participated in the 3000m . Uma was down with fever so she and I started to lament about our misfortune . She also suffered a knee injury long time ago and as usual , the stupid recurring injury cost her her passion for running .

This coming wednesday is going to be a test made of my metal . I've decided to take the risk . I'll be running for 1500m . There's no use in shunning away from risks and challenges . Right ? . If I succeed without hurting my knee , then I'll be happy . But If I get injured , then I'll be praying to recover in time to play for my A Division . Cool eh ? . You can say that I am stubborn but I am seriously sick of shunning away from challenges due to the constant worry on my knee .

After my run , I have to focus on my floorball . Well , a lot of unfortunate things are happening . I am very stressed . With A division in less then 66 days , we have to do something . Izzah and I are working out the team tactics and all for the girls . I just hope this works . Girls , we can do it . Actually , we HAVE to do it .

What's more , I just feel like crying even more now . My play style is getting sucky . I scored another 2 goals on Friday . But they are not the classy goals but pathetic ones :( . I can see that I'm playing very horribly . Stupid 1 hand spins and 1 hand pass .. what's this ?? Oh man !! . What's the use of sprinting down the flank with ridiculous 1 hand movements ?? . The 1 hand movement is all due to my worry on my knee . I just don't have the confidence to give a two hand pass . I need 1 hand to support any impending danger . I hope I make some sense in here .

I am simply going crazy ! . Even my stick is losing its steam . There's another hairline crack on my blade . When I saw that , my heart took the plunge . My confidence nose-dived . Tears could no longer be controlled . I cried to my hearts content in the cubicle . But what can I do ? . Things seem like I need to purchase another stick . Haiz . I just love this stick too much . Sentimental value .. :( .

God , Can I please regain my confidence . Please bless me with the strength . I have to go on until A Division . Please Lord . Help me out . I really want to play for the A Division . Please allow my knee to be safe from injuries until A Division is over . I promise to go for the operation after my A Division . Please Please Lord . This is my last chance to wear the colours for my School . Please .



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