Top picture : Taken at ECP in 2002 when I was in sec 3 , with my pals !
Bottom picture : Me and My brother . The younger us ! Man ... My brother looks freaking adorable .

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I cannot believe that I have grown so much . I really miss my childhood . And I wish that I can be a toddler again . I miss those times .. when all I ever had to worry about was food , playground and TV ! Thanx to my Mom and Dad for raising me up . For those who don't know about my life , I was expected to DIE when i was borned , because I was really small .. I was kept in the incubator . Too small --- I was the size of my mom's palm and smaller than my dad's palm . In fact 1 hilarious incident was , once while my mom was bathing me , I slide down her laps and nearly dropped into the floortrap found at our bathroom today . Yes ... !! Thanx to my sharp nose that I didn't drop inside !! If i am this tall and ALIVE , it's all thanx to my dearest MOM . I love you mummy !

Last week was great . I went for this motivational talk by Dr William Tan . I really have to salute him . He managed to tell us how , as a handicap , he managed to overcome MANY obstacles in his life to achieve his goals . He has set many records and in fact , he is the living example of a man who can overcome obstacles . His talk really motivated me . In fact , I was nearly close to tears as he recalled his past and the obstacles . As an athlete myself , I understand that strict self-discipline is essential to an individual's success ... However due to my recent injury , I was reduced to an individual who was afraid of the future , who was convinced that she could not run and who was practically always CRYING about her injury ..

However , all these changed and I am really thanking Dr William Tan for this . He made me realise that we should not lose self-confidence . I've learnt that I should pick myself UP then go for the challenge again rather than crying over spilt milk .

As a result , the very next day , Kendri , Fareez , Adib and I decided to go for a run . I ran 2.4 km without STOPPING . Man .. to me , it was an accomplishment !! I am soo happy . Because for a period of time , I couldn't run as I would feel sharp pain in my knee .. but that day , when I was running , I could run without feeling any pain !! After that , we went to gym for workout . The guys were doing that bench-press while I was working out for my knee ..

After that , we ( now joined by Rizal ) went to eat at Al Ameen . Haha .. Basically I was the only girl there .. but it was fun though .. naughty Bridget didn't join us laa ( cos she went to meet jason and his friend to study together . ) .

On friday , night study was FUN !! My god !! Haha .. We had free food .. * yummy * and hard-boiled eggs . Fareez , Hanafy , Adib , Rizal , Shiva and I were studying .. . Then , Fareez ended up advising Shiva , while Me and Afy started to discuss about our dream partners . Haha .. so fun !! Soon Shiva joined her pals - Alyson & Nadia to study .. ( I'm sure she had great time studying with them .. didn't you Shiva ? :p ) Haha ..

Yes ... Coming back to stuff ... I have to admit that I've started to feel the intensity of the promos .. My god ... !!! Stressed sia !! Now i realise that I've got LOTSA to do !! But I am looking forward to something that cheers me on to study !!

1st ) My date with Surinder Kaur . Haha .. That Surin monkey told me that she wants to go out
with me and take lotsa cute cute pixs !! Haha .. Man .. I miss her like hell la !! Yesterday ,
she told me that she really misses me cos her best pal is so far away from her ! Haha And
guess what , she said I'm cute :) hehe !! Happy !! Haha .... I really miss my Bartley peeps
Can't wait to go for floorball la !!

2nd ) Nimalen , Priveen and I decided to rent a movie and bunk in Nimalen's house to watch it
and have fun

Enough said ... Adioz !

From Top : Me with Udhayam Production peeps , Me with Renu and Me with my Dear -
SuHAnA .

The Reason - Hoobastank

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

Precisely ain't it ? Perheps exclude that " the reason is you " part . I am certainly not a perfect person . So how can I wish for speedy recovery ? As though I've got Madam Pomfey beside me , so that she could give me the flick of the wand and after spending one night in the hospital wing and I am able to use my knee as per normal ? How ridiculous .

Ok . I've matured . I've decided not to shed a single tear at the pitiful situation that I'm pushed to . Instead , I will try to find ways to do physio to recover faster . I am going to focus on strengthening my knee -- currently , I believe it's loose .. ( can someone pass me the " screw-driver please" ) . Yes . It's about time that I hit gym again - after 2 months and 18 days ( 1st of july , i got injured ) .

I've realised the need to accept reality ; even if it gives you a hard shot across your face . Yes . Is there any use if I were to cry over spilt milk ? Nah ? Ain't it ?

My spirit will not dampen . I am still the old Vitz . Yes , I thought I wasn't anymore , but I still am and will be ! . How did I redeem my self-confidence ? Well the answer was simple . I was thinking .. YES I WAS THINKING . I managed to overcome my hamstring injury and was able to run and play hockey & floorball like normal , back in secondary school . So why can't I do it again ? The only difference is , the injury that I got now is on my knee ... That's it . I don't care even if it's some torn or sprained ligament , I am not going to give a damn even if my conscience tells me that I did dislocate my knee and even if I realise that I am YET to go for MRI to detect the seriousness of my injury , MY SPIRIT WILL NEVER DAMPEN ...

Thanx to anything or something or SOMEONE .. who managed to change my mind . God , I am so sorry . I put the blame on you . Now i realise that I am so stupid ! So irresponsible and so immature !

Btw , I heard that some dude ( a runner ( an athlete ) by the name of sara from some poly ) got hit by a lorry and nearly had his legs amputated !! OMG .. what a blow to an athlete . In fact , I thing that THAT incident was responsible for the change of my mindset . He CANNOT run in this lifetime - ever ! I thank god that AT LEAST I've got a chance ( a matter of time ) to recover and run .

I am seriously going to start on a very STRICT DIET and STRICT EXERCISE REGIME after promos . Therefore , It's a good time to eat as much as I want to . I am going to start to old Jhongtail ( by old nick name , which only my friends are entitled to use ) Concept . YES . Like how I used to restrict myself in order for the Post-Hamstring reover period . * Luckily I've got experience to plan my regime ! HAHA *

Btw .. Tamil oral sucked today . I don't know why , I couldn't find the flow .. I was stammering ( god !! ) . I was blabbering nonsensical utter rubbish ! The question that Mr Sengu asked me was " what are the advantages and disadvantages of SMS ?? " I was really lost !! I couldn't think fast ; thus I came up with 2 lame points .. !

Lame point 1 : ( disadvantage ) Students will not concentrate in class when they sms
Lame point 2 : ( advantage ) Students ( being in the younger generation band ) will learn to use technologically advanced equipment , Thus teaching their offsprings to learn to SMS !!

My god .. I know my stupidity is evident from lame point 2 ! HAHA .. who cares about offsprings ?? Oh god .. Hahaha I wish i won't get hard-to-think-at-the-moment questions like this for A levels . !

After oral , I went to Yishun with Nimalen & Priveen ( Thulasi or Thush alighted at the next stop ) to eat . Yummy ... all 3 of us ended up eating chicken rice . After that , I treat myself to ROTI BOY for my excellent performance in tamil oral ! =) . Ok btw .. I am physically drained now .. all thanks to something . Oh yeah .. before I forget , I won 2nd for my drama competition ( Thanx to my team mates - Priveen , Nimalen and Theba ) . I am preparing for my tamil debate next ( pre u 1 VS pre u 2 ) .

Last but not least , I am going on a ( organic ) date with my grandmom . I am really looking forward to it . I really love my loved ones . I thank the god for giving me such lovable souls .. to my mom , dad , bro , grandma ( mom's mom ) and late-grandpa ( mom's dad ) & my relatives .. I REALLY LOVE YOU'LL .. oops not forgetting caesar ( the cocker spaniel ) .

I have to write this out using small font because I didn't want that someone to read my blog and come up with any intentions --- in case my assumption is wrong . Anyway , I was happy when you actually ( for the hellava freaking 1st time ) talked or even smiled at me . Haha .. In fact I'm glad that after knowing your existence for a couple of months , this is the first time you ever talked to me . Man .. How i wish we could go on a possible relationship == due to deprivation of romance ( social life ) . Haha .. nah nah .. I shouldn't be thinking like this ... or maybe it's my hormones that's acting ?? I really don't know . But I really hate the group of friends that you are hanging out with !! GOD !! Btw , I've been getting lots of attention from guys . Feeling weird all of a sudden - from very goodlooking guys !! Man ... Haha ... wat's going on ?? I'm lost !

Those moments were the time when I was Really Happy .. Like everyone else ; having a very good time playing the sports that I really loved ( am still loving ) .

It's my life
It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie saidI did it my way
I just wanna live while I'm alive
It's my life

It's my life by Bon jovi .

A very inspiring song though . I used to love this song , especially blasting it out loud before going for a match . My only aim ( when I ever played a match ) was to never let the opponent get pass me . NEVER ! And I really mean it .. till today .

Emotions override me .. ( due to the burdens it's been carrying all long ) . Even older oceanic crust ( which is denser ) overrides another oceanic crust . This is exactly how the philosophy or concept as I preceive it to be , works . I don't care if you want to call me an emotional wreak or anyother freaking name or labels . The bottomline is , at least you manage to understand my feeling . Yes . I will not deny the fact that I am not feeling normal . I just cannot pretend to feel normal ! I cannot !

On tuesday , we had PE . I felt good because I could run , but I realised that my stamina level was freaking low ! However I was happy with the fact that I could run . Later on , as it was raining ( god dedicating those drizzlies for me ? ) , and the PE teachers gave a talk to us . Mr Roslan said that , according to the school's custom , if an individual can get gold award for his/her NAPHA test for 3 years in a row , he/she will be given some gold badge thingy . My heart just shattered into smithereens . I've been getting gold , infact almost perfect score for NAPHA test for freaking 6 years . Now I am losing 1 year of my MI life not getting anything to myself ?? . To me , every single achievement that I make in sports , is something of a pride to me .. not as a platform to boast it around . I don't know how to express the way I feel towards sports . Sports is really the only interest in life for me ( apart goals ) . WHY ? I might even sacrifice my marriage ( in future ) for sports . Because no other thing can ever bring me that kind of happiness that I get from winning and playing !

OK . Let's take a look at my ( sports ) medals . The medals I won back in secondary school .

GOLD - 1500 m ( 2002 )
- Cross Country ( team event ) ( 2002)

SILVER - Cross Country ( Individual ) (2002)
- 4 x 100 m ( 2003 )
- 4 x 400 m ( 2004 )

BRONZE - 400 m ( 2002 )
- 800 m ( 2002 )
- 6th SFA SCHS FLOORBALL (4th ) Team ( 2002 )
- 200 m ( 2003 )
- 4 x 100 m ( 2004 )

These are my achievements from my sports day and 1 floorball competition . Excluding other sports-related awards I recieved . Maybe .. all these achievements was fated to stop at secondary school level ( perheps ) .

I feel so cursed . Nothing seems good in life . Nothing taste good in life anymore . NOTHING .
I don't know what to do . I am lost . I am confused . I might give up afterall .. what's left with having low self esteem ?? What is left ? Nothing . Self-confidence completely gone and depression ; the outcome = DEATH ? . Maybe I am not too cowardly enough to do it ? . I have enough of this . I accept defeat . I used to think that I will never say the word DEFEAT in my life but .. neither did I know , it happened to soon ?

Back in secondary school , my hamstring injury was a constant pain in my neck .. and now in MI ... it's my knee inkury that's bugging me ! . On thursday , we ( the girls ) played soccer . I admired my friend Bobbie play . Honestly I did that . She simply reminded me of the time when I was soo into sports ( when I was healthy ) . I was feeling totally blacklisted . YES . I could not run well with the ball , let alone score . Today , I and a few others played netball , captain's ball and volleyball .. That was then when I realised that I was infact a total outcast . I could not jump , run ( like before ) and NOTHING !! MAN !! It's tearing my heart !!! WHY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bazlee told me then , that he was going for knee operation on Nov 11 . ( with no choice as his is ligament torn ) . I could understand the way he felt . He had a sad face . YES I SHARE IN YOUR FEARS , WORRIES AND EVERYTHING that you are feeling now . I know that sport is not going to be in your life for quite some LONG time . I liked your spirit when you played with me ( the 2 knee inkury freakos .. ) . Man .. You tried your best jumping .. but realised that you had the pull ... just like the way I'm feeling ...

I've lost everything in life . Nothing can uplift my spirit at this moment !

Thank you god . I like it ! .. I really do !!

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Courtesy Of Green Day - Boulevard Of Broken Dreams

This song ( or only this verse ) makes sense all of a sudden . No , not that I'm feeling down or whatsoever , it's just that this song serves as a ultimate reflection of a teenager ? Perhaps , someone who's in desperate need of help ?

Today i watched this very useful programme ( thil thil manathil ) in central . The host was talking about the mind map ( courtesy of Tony Buzan ) seminar . It's a whopping $80 for that . Thinking about it , I just realized that I'm blessed with his notes ! Ha ! Thus , I saved the $80 now . They even interviewed this guy , this year's president scholar ( one of them ) OCT Mikail Kalimuddin of Hwa Chong Institution . He got a scholarship to study in Brown University In USA and his specialised subjects are Economics & Political Science . The host added that he made the indian community proud . This is because , our indians are deemed to be irresponsible and are branded to be unable to perform in examinations . Thus , our reputation is tarnished . All thanx to those intelligent indians who choose to excel in something else rather than in academics ( maybe i'm speaking for myself ? ) .

Mikali gave this wonderful quote , " Education is just the foundation for us to achieve our goals " . This actually shows us that education does not fully develop an individual . But it's how well you unleash your true potential using the skills acquired through education . Isn't this great . For all the peeps out there , who ( like me ) used to think that education is the path for better jobs thus ensuring iron bowl . Nah , how wrong were we ? .

Ok . I am going to address an issue here . It's about the AIT saga . Man , my eyes welled up with tears upon reading the article in the straits times . It's such a pity that out of 900 students only 160 have their fees safeguarded under a government initiative which protects foreign pupils in case a school closes down . What about the 740 pupils ; who were cheated of their hard-earned money ? I strongly believe that the officials of the AIT Academy and Unicampus must do something to help out the 740 students . I shall quote what a student said .. which truly accentuates the unfortunate situation of the students .

" I am stranded without money and without a qualification " -- A student from Indian who came here to study Hospitality Management , saying he borrowed close to $15 000 from the banks to finance his studies at AIT .

I acknowledge the mental trauma that you're going through now . I share your grief . I really feel sorry for the 740 students . You guys came with a dream , with the goal to study , but due to some unavoidable ( i think ) and unfortunate circumstances , you are faced with such a dilemma . I hope you guys will stop believing in private institutes like this , for sometimes , things can go out of hands . For those out there , who think that this problem would end , I would like to show you what a lawyer said about this situation .

" If a company goes belly up , then the secured creditors and preferred creditors such as CPF will get their money first . The unsecured creditors , including the students , come last " Quoted from Lawyer Lee Teck Leng .

From this , it is clearly evident that even law disregards students ( this is specific case ) . It shows the incongruous state of students and the society . It really gives us the vibe to resort to some measures to curb this problem at its roots . This is truly a pernicious state ! C'mon .. do something about this !! To the lawyer , I would like to point out that that is an undesirable , deleterious policy . Please try to change that .

So people , let's pledge to make full use ( worthy use ) of our ephemeral youth . Let's produce the intelligence to snuff out the fire of injustice . We will outshine the society and create new laws for the oldies to abide .

Ok . Coming back to my own social life =) . I had to teach that Surinder how to tag and what tag means !! Surin .. c'mon look around , don't just dwell in the benefits of technology but learn to use them wisely . I think you need the help of the techno whiz ( me la .. who else .. hehe ) .

PS : Sorry to sandeep . Man .. I couldn't turn up for your birthday party . I'm really sorry for that . I hope you forgive me . Happy 18th birthday pal ! :)

Untitled

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
can’t remember how
can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading awayI’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading awayI’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

This song has somewhat captured my attention . For what reason ? I don't exactly know . However , I do feel that this song really describes the way I'm feeling now . Cool right ?

I am having high fever now . Feeling so uncomfortable . I can barely concentrate on anything . Arrgghh I hate it when I fall ill ; wonder which donkey passed me that virus ! I swear that I'm ready to skin you alive ! Haha .. * just joking dude/dudette *

Ignatious have me a minor heart attack earlier in the day . He told me that we were not going to sit for AO MT but A MT ! I was really shocked , because , A MT is not an easy subject to bank your hopes on to . I need the desperate support of my AO MT . Ignatious also told me another fascinating thing . It seems that in Millennia's history , no single soul had ever taken double literature . For the 1st time in Millennia's history , in 2005 , 2 people by the name of Ignatious and Vithiya from 05A3 are taking DOUBLE LIT ! Wooo what a remarkable record ?

So much of stuff happened and got settled . The bottom line is , always trust your bud ! For things tend to get heavy under people's influences and before even realising it , you'll succumb to their intentions . How manipulative can people get ? Thank goodness that I'm blessed with good buds to the extent that they didn't cheat me when they could've . So now , at this very moment , I'll like to thank them .

Thanx to Adib Osman for sticking up for me , Thanx to Bridget Tan for being there and Thanx to Amirul Asri for showing me the light when I was really down . Although it's known that people with authority can change things at hand , you guys showed me that all it ever takes for friendship to flourish is TRUST . Thanx peeps .

And for that particular incident that somewhat shook the living daylight out of me , I choose to ignore it . People can get tempted when they are blessed with authority and power -- even Angelo got tempted . Although I won't deny that I wasn't disappointed , I have decided to put on a mask to hide my true feelings and to pretend . Life is a drama . We all are actors . Now I know why they came up with this . Life is all about acting , being an hypocrite . Ain't it ?

Haha , to those innocent-beings who don't exactly know what I am talking about , you can ignore it and resume enjoying the purest taste of innocence . Talking about innocence , I saw a cute little baby on the bus today . That baby ( a girl -- i think so ) , kept touching me . * don't freak out people * . She kept smiling so innocently . Man ! How i wish to go back to my childhood days ? When i had no worries . When you are young , you don't have any worries . All you see is happiness . Even in time of greatest misery , you can see the light . And your only worries are ? ---> getting to play the swing , if your mom would buy you the toy you asked for , time and food ! . Unlike teenagers now . This is life .

Enough said I suppose . Feeling hungry . I want to go and munch onto anything that is nice . Oh yeah , before I forget ; I drank hot chocolate today !! Haha . It's been a long time since I last drank it . Fuuyooh .. it was .. SHIOK . Eternal blessing !!

My hommies .. I miss them :) .

I am sooo upset . I just feel like crying . I really don't know how to control my emotions . I am so upset over my knee . Honestly , I've lost hope . I don't think I will ever recover ! . I just know it .

It's been 2 months ++ ( 1st of july i got injured ) .. I don't see any improvement , I still cannot bend my knee . Man .. I am so upset .

I feel so vulnerable . I feel as though I've lost my self-confidence . In fact , the level of my self esteem have drastically declined . Yes .. I admit it !! I do . Man !! I had so much of dreams , all that just shattered in a matter of that just 2 seconds when that unknown opponent crashed into my knee during my floorball match . I feel so cursed . In fact .. that was supposed to be our last training before our A Div match .

Imagine my emotions .. when i watched my team lose out to YJC . I felt like crying my heart out . For I feel as though I've left my team mates to suffer alone . I can't help it . I don't feel like a part of them . I don't feel the uprise of emotion after our wide marginal loss to YJC . I know I can play .. man !! It was such a terrible blow .. I've lost alot of things since then !!

I was supposed to join Mr Amir's club after my Mid year examinations . But with that injury , can i ?? I cannot even run ! If i do , I feel that sharp pain in my knee !!

I cannot go for my Singapore Cricket Club's hockey training .. neither can I go for school's hockey training ! . I couldn't do my NAPHA test . I've been getting 28/30 for many years .. I always lose the 2 points in sit and reach ( thanx to my backbone ) . Now .. In a new school , I cannot do that . I have always wanted to challenge many people .. but all .. shattered ... Like what I said .. I am definitely very very vulnerable . I am at the edge of the point where I might give up sports .. I can't help it !

I cried hard to my father to allow me to join hockey .. although he knows that I've fractured both my arms before , had gotten stitches on my upper eyelid and have got whacked many times by the ball . I pleaded to him to allow me to carry on with my sports . In fact , my dad asked me if I want to resume floorball after getting injured ( knee .. present injury ) .. I instantly said YES . WHY ?? AM I CRAZY ? Like what everyone around me is thinking ? Am I ?

My response is .. NO . I am not ! I don't give a damn to the injuries I get . I don't care even if people call me injury-prone . To me , I know that I am gifted with the talent to excel in any sports . However I decided long ago that I would choose to specialise in floorball & hockey . I just love sports too much ! Yes .. it is my only love in life . The only mode of escapism from any burden . I just lose myself when I am doing something ( sports ) . I am the most happiest when I play ! I don't know why .. it's just me .

I've always wanted to represent singapore in sports . I had once got that chance . When i got selected for the national team . However I had to let it go due to the strict restriction my dad enforced .. due to my examination . The coach got angry . He didn't allow me to join after completing my Os . When now I got into SCC , I tried to climb the ladder to success again .. now to be faced by the another obstacle ----> my knee injury . WHY ?? WHY ?? Why do i have to get injured .

Honestly .. feeling the vibrations and hearing the cracking sounds from my knee , I know that something is really wrong . I know that my knee can never be 100% fit . But I pray for a speedy recovery . Because it's been a long time since I last ran .. I miss those wonderful moments I had during PE .. I miss everything . To those who hate PE .. Plz treasure those moments .. DOn't be like me .. I am sufferring ..

I am going to be stuck with a known fact or rather hard-smacking reality
1) My knee is going to be very weak henceforth
2) I can never do the things I really LOVED/LOVE
3) I can never get rid of the phobia I developed ( ie . stepping into the floorball court )
4) My self-confidence
5) My self esteem

I feel like dying .. I feel soo useless .. People out there might think that I am trying to get sympathy . BUT HEY .. you are wrong

I really need an outlet to pour out my feelings . My blog in my only source of it . I am just SHATTERED . I am really

Dear God ,

If you are reading this , please make my wish come true . Please . I am willing to sacrifice anything for it . I really want to recover ASAP . I really want to . I really want to be that OLD VITHIYA . PLZ .. I am really beggin you .. plz plz plz plz plz !! Enough of testing my faith !! Enough of giving me soo many tests .. I accept defeat . I can succumb to failure too . PLZ .. I want to play again . PLZ !!!!!

From : A shattered soul

The first picture ... Haha .. shows the M4M notes .

The second picture .. I love this people . I really LOVE them . My bartley sweethearts !! I always get upset when I see this picture . Because I didn't get to play for the A division tournament because of my Knee injury !! Haiz !! MI FLOORBALL ROCKS !!!

It's raining heavily now . Feeling very cold . I feel utterly tempted to drink hot chocolate now . Maybe I shall go and do it later . * Yummy * . I took a very very hot bath just now . Man .. It was really SHIOK .

Yesterday , I met up with Bridget and Adib to do our literature porject . It was very productive in fact . It was planned that we would meet at Bugis at 2 pm . But as I was about to leave my house , Bridget called me and told me that Adib wanted us to push the time to 4pm .. I felt like killing that fellow at that time * grins * . Ok , so I told Bridget that I go and meet my other friend to return his CD to him and meet her there .

I went to Andrew's house to return his CD . I really wanted to borrow the CD from him because , firstly he is a talented guitarist .. not only guitar but every musical instruments . He told me that his friend Bryan recorded his " live rock band " performance . Man ! Andrew rocked !! I felt HIGH after watching his performance . His enactment of Bon jovi's It's my life was really outstanding . Even Fazil's and Rommel's performance was good . I should've gone for their performance la ! I told Andrew to perform on his birthday party ! . Cool :P

Andrew didn't allow me to leave his house la . I had to beg him to let me go , so that I could leave to meet Bridget ! . His mom also wasn't happy that I was leaving too soon . I like his mom man ! She's so understanding . Infact , He and I were alone in his room with his door locked ! The mom did not even raised any questions at that . She really trust our friendship ( just like my mom ) . Man I am soo lucky to be surrounded by many good friends .. Ok . Then I left to meet Bridget .

I saw Bridget waiting at a corner of the control station . I managed to creep behind her and hid right behind her . An old couple saw me , I think they somehow knew what I was up to and started to smile . Bridget thought that the guy was a pervert !! Haha .. But he was smiling at me ! Yeah Then I managed to scare Bridget . HAHA . The couple burst out laughing !! . After that , we went window shopping and grapped food to eat . At last after exploring the whole of BUGIS , we decided to hit the Mac to chill and to do our project . Man the mac was crowded !! We managed to find seats to sit onto . It was sooo hot !! Man !!

We were doing our project when that monyet ( Adib ) came . He looked good in the white shirt . I've decided to call Adib ' Mr eyeliner ' . Hehe . Luckily he didn't put as thick as those good charlotte guyz . Adib reminded me of those time when I love to wear tapered pants , spike up my hair ( neck length ) and wearing thick eyeliner . I was so into punk rock at that time . Now , I decided to go simple . Fuuuyyyohhh .. Hmm .. I am involved in Drama , Debate and Dance for ICS . ( hey 3D !! ) . My team mates for DRAMA ---> Nimalen , Priveen ,Theba and myself . My debate mates ----> Begam , Priveen , Ahgela and myself . Dance is the rest of them ! We've decided to dance hiphop !! HAHAHA I am sooooo excited la !

Btw don't think that I am leaving my studies behind . I ensure 100% for my studies and 100% for my other stuff . Man .. because I don't want my teachers to think that I am not studying you see .. I have to be more independent . Cannot cling onto my past behaviour ! Btw ... I am really shocked at how slow things at MI are going . Man ... Silas told me that their GEO teacher has finished Coastal ... !! We're only stopping at Granite !! MY GOD !!! That's soo slow .. GOD .. JC is really like sprinting la ! . MAN !

No matter what I do , All i think about is you .
I am so shocked at your transition . How could you change so much
what happened to your principles ? I am soo disappointed !
I am soo embarassed to have loved you . I cannot believe that YOU could be tempted
to peer pressure ! I am really shocked ! I don't know what to say at this very moment but
If i were to look at your eyes now , I just want to tell you , how much I detest you now
How much you disappoint me ! How much you are not yourself !
Things change really fast . Will I get the REAL you ?
I don't even think that we are destined to be together . All the best with you
new found fame and lifestyle . May god bless you . Bye .

Today teacher's day celebration was fun . I had great fun . Haha ... Met up with my SCREAMING HEADS . We had hellava fun peepz ...

Slacked at her house and caught creep .. Stupid freaking movie la !! Haha .. The plot was good but the ending was STUPID !! It was less gory compared to house of wax .. man I got fever after watching that show .. I couldn't take that bloody stuff .. Ewww !! Disgusting !!

Btw .. Her dog bella was really hehe a bit irritating la .. Sorry to say this la !! I love dog but i really hate it when it trys to lick me ! Haha .. And seeing it yawn really freaks me out .. Haha .. The dog kept chasing me and I kept screaming and running away . I had to jump onto the bed to save myself from being bitten !! Man !!!!! I dunno why .. but I'm very afraid of stupid things > like cockroaches , lizards , birds , insects , bees , cats , dogs , hamsters , termites , spiders , rats , * all creepy crawlies * + phobia of speed , height , oceans ... AIYOH !!!!! ALOT !!! Soo stupid of me !! Man .. shld try to overcome my fear !

Ok . I don't understand wat is going on now . Suddenly SHE smsed me asking if my fren called her and hang up . I was damn mad la .. As in , out of all people , u suspect my fren ?? Wah lau ? Wat is that supposed to mean ? And all she said was DON'T BLOW THINGS !! . Man .. u started it and still can blame me .. I wonder what is wrong with u and worse of all , you told me to control my anger . Man ! I wasn't angry but I was trying to defend my frens here ?? Wat's REALLY WRONG WITH YOU ??? * I give up la .. no use crying over stupid things *

Btw . I want to tell Mrs Silvi - my tamil teacher @ swiss cottage , that I really miss her .. I love her alot . I really wish our sec 5N and 4E class can once again meet up for any BBQ party ASAP . I love you guys !! Miss u'll .. and to jay 14 .. wateva u say ... HEHE ur still a lovable fool ! HAHA ... Our drama , debate .. ( all the competitions were a success ) .. Haha ... SWISS COTTAGE RAWKS . I miss the DM too .. haha ... WHo caught me lotsa times for my ear studs , hair color and accessories .. Honestly I hate SCH RULEZ .. I hate to follow rules / laws or wateva ... it's just me against the world ok .. like it or not .. just buzz off .. Haha .. Like wat my IDOL EMINEM believes ... Individuality ... haha .. Independence !! Yeah .. Heck the conformity .... Yeah man .. ! SCH RULES SUCK !

I am a little stressed now . All thanx to one person who really helped me . :)

Teacher's day celebration on 31st september was mindblowing !! I was enjoying myself !!
We performed the ACE'S DAY dance for the school to see but the most DISGUSTING fact is , No1 actually supported us ... It was very embarassing to dance in such an atmosphere . Infact my team mate caught someone yawning when she was dancing ! Why are the millennians like this . For goodness sake , we won 2nd ( national level ) .. at least try to show some respect ! Man .. I'm really depressed by you all . 05A3 really supported us ( thanx peepz ) .

The DIKIR BARAT was great . The atmosphere was good . The fact is , every brothers and sisters of MI supported us :D . I know that this is contradicting my earlier point .. but hey !! People's mood changes ( i suppose ) . Ok . Farhana was indeed superb . The crowd really cheered her on . I really hate to make up la ! Haha .. I was sweating my ass off . It was disgusting ... Arghhh ! . Haha . ANJA DIGMA !!!!!!! We rock !!!!!!!!!

After that , I went to meet silas and lalitha . Man .. We had great fun .. swiss cottage is celebrating its teacher's day on fridaya nd the juniors really want me to turn up but the unfortunate thing is , I have got something to attend to on that day !! Haha .. lalitha transformed into a much cheery person haha ... man ! she made us laugh with her imitations of her tamil teacher !! HAHAHA ... We had great fun when we were eating at the Habib Family Restaurant . Honestly , I miss those time la .. When all we look forward to was to EAT !! Hmmm miss those times .. especially .. my 5N2 ! .

OK . The most important fact here is , after coming back from school and all those stuff , I tried to use the net . Suddenly i realised that I couldn't gain access to the net !! Man .. I was really depressed . Because I was a little stressed over some stuff and this stupid thing actually added pressure ... I couldn't take it that I started crying . Later Meeran logged in . I cried out to him about the state of my computer and the stupid virus ! Man !! Meeran agreed to help me out !!!!! The thing that shocked me was , he's staying in Bedok ( and was willing to come to bukit panjang to help me ) with casts in both hands . My mom was angry that I was troubling that guy ...

I met him at bedok today . He got delayed when he dwl lotsa programs for me . After that I only recognised him when I saw that casts in both hands ... Because he really looked like a chinese guy ... I couldn't recognise him ! Haha .. After that he told me that he is an Arab ! Honestly I think he looked a bit like Adib .. the similar arabian features ! I got a little freaked out when I saw his cast . Man .. I really felt bad for troubling him ! . ( for those who dunno why he was in cast , He was involved in a motorbike accident -- that too because he tried to experiment riding without a license . Bascially , he flew out from his bike after his 5th try cos he saw sth very very bad ) . Man .. I really pity him . He had got metal plate inserted to him left hand cos his bones are shattered to small pieces !! His right elbow have a minor crack but he have to wear that cast for 3 months ! .

He came to my house . He tried to solve the problem . Man .. I felt bad when he tried to move my mouse ... As in .. I could tell that he was not comfortable ( esp with that cast ) . Hmmm he did so much of good stuff to my computer man !! He installed wonderful stuff to my computer and eliminated that freaking virus !! I am sooooooo HAPPY NOW !!

MEERAN , thanx alot man !! Seriously thanx !! I really appreciate your kindness . You rawk !! . May god bless you . I hope you will recover asap !!!

Vithiya 'Vitz'

11 Jan 1987

Undergrad (Psychology)

Manchester United

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