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[c]d4rkang3l
Saturday, September 23, 2006
Well , my tea's getting colder each day . I'll just sit there and pray . Pray that it'll not become stone-cold .

What's happening in here ? . Mixed feelings taking the upperhand . It is sending the wrong vibe .

Anyway , I just wanna wish my 2 lovelies - Rachel and Hajar HAPPY BIRTHDAY . 06C2 rocks .

Yesterday , the plan to study Maths at John's crib was aborted . We decided to study at Conan's crib instead . So right after school , John , Meng Hong ( Hongkey ) , HoneyStar , Izzah , Conan and I decided to eat at Alameen before embarking on the Maths marathon . Karpagam and Menaga joined us to eat too . After eating , we walked to Conan's house .

While walking , HoneyStar and I exchanged some critical comments of Salaam Namaste . So now I SOOOO wanna watch the movie . Haha . HoneyStar would know why . * Winks *

We studied maths at Conan's garden . Quite a conducive place to study . I liked the surrounding . Studying in the garden near the plants , fishes and a nice swing .

Actually to be honest , we only did 3 questions from Functions . Izzah and I 'swinged' all the way . Honkey and HoneyStar were screaming at each other . Conan was playing with his GC and John was singing . Haha .

Did i mention ? -- HoneyStar is such a cutie . I love the way she teach . She is not the conventional type of teacher . ( HoneyStar is our study clique's maths tutor ) .

She will get agitated when we cannot digest the mathematical concepts . Haha . Hongkey got screamed at by HoneyStar lotsa time . Haha . The worse thing is Hongkey is such a critical ass . Whenever HoneyStar screams at him , he loves to say " Ouch , my heart hurts . Teachers are supposed to be nice " . The tone of Hongkey can make you laugh till your ribs hurt . Oh Gawd .

To HoneyStar : Dear Thanks alot for coaching us man . Guess what -----> Our study clique rocks . Screaming and being fierce is quite needed for us man . Haha . We can do much better when you scream at us . So Relac laa . After promos , we go watch Salaam Namaste ok ? . Then I can help you comment on it . Preity Zinta ... rocks .

Alright . Night study on Friday was ok . Before studying , John , Faz and I went to buy instant noodles . On our journey , that same swing caught my eye . So after buying those stuff , I ran and played on the swing . Weeee . Suddenly 2 kids approached us . 1 was a girl from Holland and the other was a snobbish typical SG boy . Haha . That girl was soo demure . She was really pleasent . While swinging , that ill-natured boy kept harassing John . Well , I know it's hard to believe . But yes . That boy kept calling John " a big monster " and even gave a racist remark . Initially , we laughed at it . But the tauntings escalated to greater heights .

This time , John said " Stop being Gay " . To my horror , that boy just shrugged his shoulders and said " Gay means Happiness . So I will be proud to be a GAY " . Haha . Actually Gay means Happiness . But we people tend to associate Gay with Homosexuals . So yeah .
But what's hard to accept is , at 9 years old , HE is soo rude . He's racist and a sexist .

The ending came with me calmly responding with " look at yourself and compare your awful character with Witsma's ( the Girl's name ) . She's soo down-to-earth , polite and demure . Your character basically stinks . Try to do something . If not , when you grow old , people will hate you " . At that juncture , John blurted out " you watch out . I go and complain to your parents ".

Wow , kids this days are .................................................... ( Fill in the blank with your own observation )

On a lighter note , I need to start working on my 21 Km . Need to start training after 4/10/2006 .

Alright .

The end is closing in .......

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming/confusing
This lack of self-control I fear is never ending
Controlling/I can't seem

To find myself again
My walls are closing in(without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure

Discomfort,endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting/reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem...



You got coloured @
2:50 pm
[c]d4rkang3l

Friday, September 08, 2006
If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away

There's a piece of you that's here with me
It's everywhere I go, it's everything I see
When I sleep, I dream and it gets me by
I can make believe that you're here tonight
That you're here tonight

Alright . I suppose I broke my promise . Too difficult a task . Undeniably , I shall presume my temptations took the upperhand .

I'm not feeling too good . Needed an outlet to let out my emotions . You cannot possibly wear your heart on your sleeve .. right ? . Did I mention ? -- The clock is ticking life away . Too soon . Infact too soon . Almightly will look into it . Because He rules it all . So all my frettings shall be overlooked .

Such an instantaneous urge to strike the ivory keys . Wish Afiq ( SCSS ) was around . Such a genius . I miss his card and magic tricks and his astounding ability to incorporate music into our lives . Ha -- All those idiotic-ly seeming yet rhyming poems .

Went to the Esplanade with my class to watch the Dance Appreciation Series . Wasn't bad . The music was captivating . The beats together with the graceful movements were igniting my senses . Woah . Music certainly serves as the sole path to escapism . Well , that's what I feel .

After the Esplanade show , I rushed to Pasir Ris to meet Ros . Then she messaged me that she was at Kallang when I was travelling towards Kembagan . So I alighted at Kem to wait for her . I told her to message me when she was reaching Kem . Haha . This train arrived towards Kem . My instincts told me that Ros might be in that train but I decided not to board it since she said she would message me . Soon the doors closed and the train was embarking on its journey . Then , I received Ros's call . She said " Vitz . You missed the train !!!!!!!!! " . She even mentioned about messaging me . Apparently , I didn't receive it faster than the train . I was laughing when I heard that . HAHA . Being a good friend , she alighted at Bedok to meet me . So I waited for the next train and saw her at Bedok . We were laughing throughout our journey to D'Marquee .

We went to watch our Idol and coach . She was playing . Well , now I know what she was bickering on all these while . Thanx Jill . We heart you . Man . I really respect her . I aspire to be like her . She is soooo different from a typical Singaporean athlete . Due to her plethora of experiences from playing in foreign countries , she simply stands out from the crowd . Well , she used to say " The path is not always shrouded with flowers . But more thorns than you can expect " . Her life wasn't smooth . I guess , I belittled my potential at every setbacks that I faced .

Well , I guess being famous sucks . Jill is well known in the floorball arena . She is the top floorballer in Singapore and ranked 7th in the world . Despite all these names and titles , there are some despicable creatures out there who detest her game and crap a lot about her .
Honestly , who the HELL do you think you are ? . Respect her ability man but CONDEMN !! If you are speaking out of jealousy , try to train harder and become better than her . There's a lot to learn from her . I learnt A LOT this year . And I wish to learn more . I really thank God for giving me this opportunity . I want to learn a lot from her and become a true sportswomen . I am not there yet . But I'll get there soon . Injuries will hinder my performance ? -- Heck it . I've got God by my side and I know that He will look after me .

Mate , " Everything happens for a reason " .

Well , I think I'm a loser when it comes to Maths . Haha . Had maths earlier on . Izzah and I talked throughout the lesson . We heaved a HUGE sigh of relief when the class ended at around 12+ . After that , Hui Min , Pravin , Izzah and I decided to stay back to finish up our homework --- ok , not to finish but to copy . We copied well and handed in our assignment .

After that , we went to Pizza Hut @ Clementi for Lunch . Izzah and I ate spaghetti with Spicy Chicken . Izzah opted for some spicy sauce while I wanted mine to be creamyyyy . * YUMMY *
Pravin and Hui Min chose Beef Lasagne ( I hope my spelling is right ) . As you guys would've known , cheese is my weakness . I covered my spaghetti with cheese . I was savouring each and every millisecond .... awwwwww . [ I think I wanna marry an Italian Chef ] * wink *
After eating , we spent approximately an hour and a half talking . Yeap . The topics discussed ranged from lesbians to ghost . Haha . A myriad of topics we covered ;) .

Oh yes . Yesterday , Pravin , Karpagam and I went to my teacher's house . The food that was served was superb !! . Hehe . Food Mania . I ate a lot . Haha .
After that , Pravin and I met Shafie in Yishun . We decided to catch a tamil movie . Haha . I really wanted to watch " Little Man " but those gundus somehow managed to manipulate me to watch Tamil movie . The movie was ok . But I still prefer Hindi movies ....

" I will not die an unlived life. I will not live in fear of falling or catching fire.

I choose to inhabit my days, to allow my living to open me, to make me less afraid, more accessible, to loosen my heart until it becomes a wing, a torch, a promise.

I choose to risk my significance; to live so that which comes to me as seed goes to the next as blossom and that which comes to me as blossom, goes on as fruit " .



You got coloured @
7:15 pm
[c]d4rkang3l

Sunday, September 03, 2006
Chun Chen and I
Cute Izzah and I . Oh well . She came up with this sum . Vitz + Izzah = V.I.T.Z.A.H . Meng Hong at the background can't wait to get his face onto this picture .
Presenting to you : The stars of 06C2 . " A whole new world "

Banging to : Bon Jovi : You give love a bad name .

An angels smile is what you sell
You promise me heaven, then put me through hell
Chains of love got a hold on me
When passions a prison, you cant break free

Song of the century . One of my favourite song . Ha ! . Well , I believe that all my friends and maybe - the readers would have witnessed my predilection for Bon Jovi's songs . Well , as you all know , HE ROCKS !

OK peeps . Finally , I got the chance to upload a few pictures in my blog . Well , they say that "pictures paint a thousand words " . I totally believe in the latter . I can place my bets and say that all this pictures have managed to encapsulate my past happenings . Life is all about how much you can treasure your memories . All these are my memories . Life is just like a soccer game . It is always shrouded by an impenetrable cloak of unpredictability .

Teacher's Day celebration
My whole class partcipated in the teacher's day concert . We sang the " Whole New World " song . Nice song I should say . I love these lines .
Unbelievable sights
Indescribable feelings
Soaring , Tumbling , Freewheeling
Through an endless diamond sky
So romantic . Aladdin's a great lover . Anyway , I'm very proud of my class . We did well . Well , I confess that I've got a tinge of regret while "speaking" about teacher's day celebration . I've always wanted to dance . I share a huge affinity for hiphop dance moves . I couldn't stop my legs from tapping to the rocking hiphop music beats when I witnessed Keong's class perform . Woah !! .

Al-ameen after teacher's day celebration
Meng Hong , Pravin , Hani-Star , Sheila and I went to Al-Ameen to eat after the teacher's day celebration . We were supposed to meet Conan , Izzah ( C2 ) and Chun Chen at CDANS at 2pm . Btw , I didn't know that Al-Ameen's Nasi Goreng Ayam Sambal was delicious . Thanks to Pravin Dear for introducing that item to me . It was really delicious - quite spicy - I admit . I was savouring each and every millisecond whenever I ate a spoonful of that rice with spicy chicken . Woah .

Bowling with the peeps from 06C2
Before going to CDANS for bowling , Meng Hong , Pravin , Hani-Star , Sheila and I decided to waste some cash by going to the Westmall Arcade . We played Ice Hockey . Haha . Meng Hong and I became the CHAMPS !! . Hehe . It was sooo fun . We played close to 6 games . It was really fun albeit the small injuries a few sustained .

After that , we headed to CDANS to meet Conan , Chun Chen and Izzah . To our shock , Only Conan was there . Hehe . So we decided to play first .

I was leading the entire group in the inital stages until when I decided to change the way I " bowled " . I decided to add some curl to my " ball " . Haha . Well due to that decision , most of my " balls " rolled to the mini-drain . Haha . Soon Conan emerged as the Champ of the group .
After that , Chun Chen and Izzah arrived . We played 4 against 4 . It was fun .

Sheila looked adorable when she was bowling wearing a long skirt . Haha . Damn cute ! . Well . I taught Izzah to bowl in a funny way - and she tried it . Well . It goes like you take the " ball " and swing it right through between your legs and bowl . Haha . It's freaking funny la . The cute part was , Izzah tried it and to my amazement , she got a STRIKE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! . HAHA . The entire gang roared with laughter . We couldn't stand it . HAHA .

Soon Pravin asked me to check out the price from the counter . To my shock it was close to $40 . We got so carried away when we played and lost track of the time and in this case , the money ! . Well we didn't have enough money to pay . Then came Mr MENG HONG !!! . The saviour ! . He payed the rest and freed us from the unimaginable fate . PHEW !! Thank god , we didn't have to wash toilets ( as phrased by Pravin ) .

Alrite . My classmates are damn cute . I love them man . This Wednesday , we're going to Esplanade to watch a Dance performance . Looking forward to it . Izzah and Chun Chen came up with a cute plan . They want us to abide by a theme . Haha . Well , I told Izzah that I'm opting for the smart casual theme . Haha . Need to look good :P .

Hmm . I'm yet to finish the 1/4 of Dan Brown's : The Da Vinci Code . What can I say about this breath-taking book ? . I simply love the way Dan Brown managed to blend the fiction and non-fiction facts into a story . Well , his creativity is applaudable . I LOVE this book . I learnt alot from this book . Truthfully , I've been researching about some facts . The proposed idea might be flawed but no one can make a judgement as this happened a way too long ago . As far as I am concerned , as an avid reader of his book and as an admirer of his style , I rate this book as the best .

Our preconceived notions are so powerful that our mind blocks out the incongruity and overrides our eyes .

This is so true . This is perhaps due to our ignorance ? . Well , as far as an individual is concerned , they prefer to conform to social norms and preconceived ideas proposed by our forefathers . Honestly , " Conformity is EVIL " .

A few quotes from a genius whom I respect and adore . Leonardo Da Vinci .

" many have made a trade of delusions
and false miracles , deceiving the stupid multitude "

" Blinding ignorance does mislead us .
O ! Wretched mortals , open your eyes ! "

I simply love the latter . It accentuates the beauty of how our ignorance always hinder the mind's nature to venture into the path of the unknown to make it known . Or maybe , no wonder the unknown remains as the unknown . Geniuses are made in the past . They are still mentioned even after their deaths . Old is Gold .

Well , now I am entirely forced by my mind to delve into the matters of the sacred feminisim . Well , the power of the female and her ability to produce life should be considered as being sacred . The nature of females to give birth truly stands on the strong ground as to why their gender should be considered to be sacred .

Honestly no one have managed to capture the most sublime expression of female beauty . Only Leonardo Da Vinci did it . His Mona Lisa painting shows it all . A true genius . I would say .

Ok peeps . I've got to say that I'm trying to stop airing my thoughts on this online portal for sometime . Well promos is around . What do you expect .

But this is not an end to my hailstorm of thoughts .

Adioz



You got coloured @
12:03 am
[c]d4rkang3l

Saturday, September 02, 2006
Chris and I .
Izzah , Sheila , Hani-Star and I . Trying to act " BIG " .
Sheila , Izzah and I with some US students .
Rury Darling and I - with the inclusion of Tahka's handbag-lookalike handphone pouch
Rose and I trying to get kinky with Rury . * Hahaha *
Just Us . Rose-y and Rury with Vitz-y
I LOVE this picture . Me with my Idol - Jill Quek ( Top Floorballer in SG and ranked 7th in the world ) !! . I've always wanted to take a photograph of her , but little did I know , I would take a photograph WITH her . God is great !
The new ambassador for COLGATE . She won the Best Smile contest held by Colgate . * Evil Grin * . Well . I pledged to showcase this "well-known" ambassador's picture to the world .
My floorball Girls and I with our inspirational coach - Jill @ Starbucks ( Tampines )
I love taking pictures with Rury Darling . Haha . Nice picture eh ? :P



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[c]d4rkang3l

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