Greetings to one and all .


Before I begin , I just want to say that I am feeling quite petrified . Yesterday , my Mom , brother and I brought my dad to SGH because he suddenly got this severe chest pain . The medical officials kept him for observation . I decided to stay till he was done but my dad insisted that I go home . We reached home at 2 am . This morning I received a call and my dad told me that he was admitted in the hospital . Fear gripped our hearts . My brother and I were on the verge of going down to SGH when my dad called us to say that he will be discharged at 1.30pm . But he only got discharged at 6pm . My dad was primarily diagnosed with musculoskeletal chest pain but further details will only be out when he goes to the heart centre on the 22nd of september .


Yesterday was really bad as I had to exercise my control of the entire situation as the eldest child of the family . I mean , I have many more responsibilities now . But I know that I'll ensure that I'll never fail as the eldest child . With God by my side , I know that I'm not alone . And yes , thanks to all those who checked out on me during that critical time . Thanks guys .


Dearest Anti Maniac Flamerz , read through


A great soul actually told me that that ridiculous Anti Maniac Flamerz tagger tagged onto the Dhool 08 blog and said this " Anti Maniac Flamerz: All the best 2 all the dance teams!!!N plz wish me luck 4 dhool! N aso lucky tat Maniac Flamerz team is nt in the dhool or else they ll spoil the dhool's title! B on the lkout of their dance! sux! " on the 25th of July at 11.22 pm .


And dearest Anti Maniac Flamerz also tagged my tagboard on the 24th of July at 11.05 pm and said this " Anti Maniac Flamerz: Ur dance suckd 2 the core man! Even a small kid can choreographyc betta thn u guys! N u notice smthing thrs nt even a single crow supporting ur grp! N our team rocked on the stage for ur infor! "


Here's my reply :-


Frankly , dearest Anti Maniac Flamerz , I am astonished at your cowardice . Such an embarassment to the entire Indian community - let alone the dancing community . From what I know , no person in the right sense of mind would blow their own trumpet like how you have been shamelessly doing - but yes , incorrigible idiots like you who belong to the crow community are completely void of any right senses . Maybe that explains everything about your entire crow behaviours . My greatest sympathy goes out to you - a person who has crow droppings in the place where your brain should have been placed . Gosh . Such a pity .


I guess it's extremely obvious that this person may have gotten below the 11th position because the entire tags are like showing your hatredness for my group only ?! - which is of course pathetic . But if you think that your childish tags are going to put an abrupt end to our passion then dream on kid . Because you're basically going to live on a diet of dreams and stupid hopes . So God bless you .


Frankly , I am flattered by all the tags from everyone else . To the people out there , thanks for supporting us . I guess , ridiculous people like that jerk exist in the world . Well , nothing can be done to such shameless idiot(s) until they realise their mistakes .


Anyways , DHOOL 08 kicked off well . But I have some negative sentiments to be voiced out . I guess everyone have a right to be respected and it's high time one realise that a judge is a judge no matter what and thus , they ought to respect the judges . I mean , they're definitely not any average Joe but they have the quality to be the judges . Some groups were really rude and arrogant and I don't think winners possess such qualities . I am really impressed with Aerocrats . We all know who they are ( Stepz ) . The judges gave them a 50-50 and they were really down to earth and humble enough to accept the judges decision . They are such a good role models to every dance groups out there . Kudos to them .


I saw Devanas's dance and , Parthiben - it was awesome . Parthiben told me that my last day to join Devanas for Dhool 08 will be on Tuesday ( that's tomorrow ) . He has been asking me to join his group for a long time since but as much as I really really want to , I know that I can't . It's really making me feel shittified . Damn . The temptation is killing me but I need to remain firm on my grounds . Why must I do A levels this year - HAIZ .


It's ok , this is a painful sacrifice . But this is not the end . Infact this is the start . We will not stop till we get ourselves established . So yes :)


Alright guys . See ya .

I'm incomplete without them .....




I've been channelled to experience another roller coaster ride in my life . On Tuesday , my dad woke up with chest pains and he went to the hospital . He was kept in the observation ward in Singapore General Hospital for 11 hours . Doctors told my dad that he had a heart attack - thus the reason for his chest pains . My dad came home around 1 am . I was still awake then . He didn't tell me anything .


This morning , my mom told me the bad news . Frankly , I faked a strong facade and retreated back to my room and cried my heart out . I mean , this is definitely not the time for such a thing to happen . I mean , I need my dad and can hardly imagine a life without him . I'm really not feeling good . But , after some consoling from Silas and Gayatri Devi , I felt better . I realise the importance of everything now . Afterall , there is a reason why I am the eldest . But I already made that pact . I need my dad to witness everything . I want to send him off as a happy man . So for now , I have decided to work my ass off and at the same time , force my dad to take his medicines . What's the point of living when you cannot make your parents happy ? . That has always been my outcry and I shall show what it means to make them happy .


Till then , all I ever ask You is to protect him , make sure he stays with me to witness everything . I really need him by my side . And yes , I will have to force myself to not shed tears infront of him but rather to channel them into something else that would make him happy . Please be with me God .


Danz Arena Y2K8 ( with our dance video and pictures )


Do watch our video






Alright . We got 11th out of 18th . I am really happy with the results . For a first timer , it isn't bad . Although I had different aim , this position is really good .


Anyways , sadly , I dislocated my knee 2 days before Danz Arena Y2K8 . I was teaching them a step and my knee snapped . It was so loud that people who were standing at the back - Prithika and Vicky heard it . Infact , my whole dance mates heard it snap . I mentioned that my knee was going to stumble soon in my previous entry and I guess it happened . Anyway , I taped my knee tightly and used my knee guard for the dance .


While dancing , my knee snapped . I felt it giving way . The pain was unbearable but I knew that I had to go on . So after our last pose , I had trouble getting up and the muscles around my knee got numb . Somehow the day went well .


I am not blowing my own trumpet here and I am really happy with the outcome and the aftermath of the dance . 3 dance groups called me to dance for them for Dhool 08 . Parthiben is persistently calling me to dance for Devanaz for Dhool 08 . As much as I really want to dance , I can't . I have my A levels to focus on . Damn . And I received absolutely good comments for our costume and song selection . I mean , I don't wish to boast but I swear that I didn't know that I was capable of doing all this . I mean I have the passion for dance . But this song piece was like a dream song . I spent 2 days coming up with it and I am really happy when people liked it . Also , I designed the costume and chose the colour . Many agreed that the costumes matched our dance and theme . I am really happy with all these comments . Thanks guys and special thanks to my darling dance members for following my lead . Thanks guys :) .



My dance partner and assistant leader - Nesh . Myself with him .

Kristin Hamton and I - Thanks for being there babe . The painful sacrifice - was it worth it ?

Cookie and I - He's really a cute , small boy . I mean , while awaiting the results , I caught him praying . He looked soo cute when he did that .

The friends who contributed to my success . My special mention for Menaga .

Dearest Menaga , thanks for being there dei . Honestly , your make up was classic . Everyone liked our make up . Thanks for that babe . I really love you and your idea . You rock my socks babe .

Cookie and I . Anyway , check out the Danz Arena trophy .

I look different right ? . The best thing is , my mom couldn't recognise me on stage . Hehe . Oh by the way , I used a wig for the first time in my life . Haha . It attached to the back to make my hair look curly and long . Honestly it was heavy ! I couldn't do my steps at ease due to the weight of the wig . But then again , I salute Menaga for doing an awesome job !

Cookie and I after our having our "pancakes" done . Check out my eyes - it was really difficult to open my eyes wide . My eyelids felt heavy .

Cookie and I with our friends . From the back and starting from left : Saurav , Sathesh , Logesh and Vinod with Ameen beside me . I am proud of Saurav . He cannot understand tamil and yet he came down to support us . Thanks man .

Murali and I . Yeapsie , he caught my dance . Haha .

Ibrahim and I . He have a huge penchant for that sword .

See I told you ! . Ibby and his crazy antics

Menaga darling !

The girls slacking at Prithika's crib

Shobi and Kristin

Menaga and I

Our first pose

Our 2nd pose



Cookie and I - pose 1

Cookie and I . Check out my double knee brace .

Racial Harmony 2008 .

We had Racial Harmony celebration in school . I used to wear Baju Kerbayas back in secondary school during Racial Harmony Day . But this time round , I really had no mood to wear any kerbayas . So yes .

Cute Mehru and I

My favourite junior - Gayathri and I .

Gayathri and I with the close up . I think she really looked nice in the kerbaya .

Gayathri and I . Yes , I was still in my knee guard .

Myself eating with Govan , Ibby , Ameen , Geetha and Emmanuel .

Ibby with his " Sukdip Singh " pose . He used toilet rolls to create that hump in the turban . Crazy ass !

Crazy Ibby and I

He's such a cute brother - Ameen and I

My darling godbrother - Logesh with Puvana . She looks nice in that saree .

The MI boys - Dinesh , Kharti , Ameen and Ibby

Geetha and I . ( Don't Kapo la Ibby )

Cool pose with Geetha , Ibby and Kharti

Alright , I only have 98 days for my A levels to commence . I'm horrendously petrified . 14 more weeks only !! . OH MY GOD . I am soo screwed . I really have to start mugging my ass off . I have a pact here . I need to achieve it . It's really crucial . Damn .

Will you believe me if I say that almost every intangible things on earth needs a touch of restoration ? . Well , believe me , and I know it certainly does . Too subtle yet so true .


Alright , I didn't go to school today . Frankly , I am starting to loathe the 4 periods of consultations . I mean I don't see any sensible point in it . Yesterday we had 4 periods of mass economic lecture and I know that nobody concentrated . The whole centrestage was abuzz with noise . Students were falling asleep and honestly , I lost my very own momentum . So Pravin and I decided to catch up - well , we haven't been close for quite sometime due to our busy schedule . I mean , I am always out for dance practices and hardly call my friends . So yes .


Anyways , I shall not go off at the tangent and state my point . I didn't go to school today because I honestly couldn't get my ass off the bed . I was horrendously too tired . I mean since I do choreograph my dance steps , I really tired a myriad of steps to attain the best step and somehow , I tried a few vigorous steps where I "overstretched" the muscles of my upper arm and the tender muscles near my elbow . Things didn't go well the next day . I was introduced to " Kangoo Jumps " for PE lesson . I mean , I don't really know why the PE teachers gave me " Kangoo Jumps " when I really wanted Archery . I mean , they KNOW that I have knee injury and they gave me KANGOO JUMPS ? . Luckily the instructors realised my problem and adjusted my KANGOO JUMPS to a minimal stress level so that I don't have to use all my weight to jump off the ground . But even doing the jumps at a minimal stress level , it hurt my KNEE . Argghh , I think I'm going to stumble soon .


Anyways , I chatted with Pravin aka DJ Jabba - the person who does remix for Killerbeez ( and who used to do for Borderz 159 and a few others ) . This is what he said and somehow , it made my day .


X ' mArKz De sPoT ! ! ! says:
wt sng ya'll performing fer
★ [ Vitz ] That insatiable thirst for victory ★ says:
it's a mixture .. 3 songs into one .. and guess what . I did the song myself
★ [ Vitz ] That insatiable thirst for victory ★ says:
cool right ?
' X ' mArKz De sPoT ! ! ! says:
cool
' X ' mArKz De sPoT ! ! ! says:
finally i'm hearin a girl doin edits n mixing
' X ' mArKz De sPoT ! ! ! says:
proud ta hear dat
★ [ Vitz ] That insatiable thirst for victory ★ says:
no .. i mean , I didn't do the entire thing .. , I chose the song , mixed them but I needed DJ support . So I got a friend to add 2 beats ( cos I REALLY don't know how to do them )
★ [ Vitz ] That insatiable thirst for victory ★ says:
hehe
★ [ Vitz ] That insatiable thirst for victory ★ says:
COOL RIGHT ?
' X ' mArKz De sPoT ! ! ! says:
wokay
' X ' mArKz De sPoT ! ! ! says:
but de idea was still urs
' X ' mArKz De sPoT ! ! ! says:
hatz off vitz
★ [ Vitz ] That insatiable thirst for victory ★ says:
thanks man . Honestly it's my dream song .. all the important elements of 3 songs into 1 ... Honestly , I don't wanna ruin the suspense now but wait till u hear it
' X ' mArKz De sPoT ! ! ! says:
ya dun hve ta tell me da song
' X ' mArKz De sPoT ! ! ! says:
i'll wait da suprise out
' X ' mArKz De sPoT ! ! ! says:
till sat
' X ' mArKz De sPoT ! ! ! says:
support da beez wokay
' X ' mArKz De sPoT ! ! ! says:
we'll sure support ya'll
★ [ Vitz ] That insatiable thirst for victory ★ says:
All the best to BEEZ too .. all the way BEEZ
' X ' mArKz De sPoT ! ! ! says:
:)
' X ' mArKz De sPoT ! ! ! says:
thx
' X ' mArKz De sPoT ! ! ! says:
we're takin part in dhool oso vitz
' X ' mArKz De sPoT ! ! ! says:
we nid all our loved 1z wid us all da way
' X ' mArKz De sPoT ! ! ! says:
so be dere


Of course I support KILLERBEEZ . GO BEEZZZZ !! .


Damn , the hard reality is sinking in . I've got only a few weeks to redeem myself from my very own self-imposed misery . The A levels are around the corner and the pressure is really building up on me . I didn't go my Management Paper 1 , Economics Paper 1 & 2 . I was sick and had to rest at home . I only did GP , H2 Tamil and Management Paper 2 and quite frankly , I did them really badly . I mean all my teachers are terrible upset over me and the vibes that they send me is rather scary . My Econs teacher is not even talking to me and I know that I really disappointed her . Apparently when I was absent for the paper , she told Mr Sengu this " How can Vithiya be absent for Econs paper ? . She's very good at Econs - one of the best students ! . I guess she was really have fallen sick after the India trip " . When Mr Sengu told me this , I felt damn pissed with myself . I disappointed 2 teachers . After that Mr Thomas Tan came to me and said " Vitz , admit it . I know that you didn't touch the notes at all . You didn't study right ? " . I really didn't know what to say . But I hate the way I am now . I mean , I lost all my momentum due to a plethora of reasons and I can't wait to explain them . I can't explain now but I'll explain soon .


Argghh , I'm definitely going to vanish from the face of earth and quit my social life and get down to study . I really need to ace this As and I know the importance of it and yet .... . DAMN ! . Challenges are fun to have but it's really not fun when people don't co-operate and you often find yourself on the losing end because of them . Right ? . It's ok , this is going to be the fight of my life and I know deep down that I am not going to stop fighting without a hard fight . I love to swim against the currents . No matter how menacing or threatening they may seem to be , I know , that I will emerge as the winner - no , I am not saying this out of brimming arrogance but I am saying it with hard facts . As long as you know that you have put the hardwork in , you are already the winner . I'll put the hardwork soon . Really soon and I am counting my days for it . Literally and I mean it .


For now , I'm taking the consolation from my very own train of thoughts . Good day .

Aloha peeps .


My reply


To the coward who is all-strong behind his/her moniter , do take this into account. I am horrendously pissed with you for pulling my mom and brother into the picture . I mean , if you really have the dying need to inform me of something , then why don't you do it face to face . Frankly , I don't see any point in you trying to hide behind that ridiculous screen of yours to state a comment . Honestly dude - have the balls to say it to me rather than to tag my blog . Anyways , we're not living in a utopian world and assholes like you do exist but then again , if you think that by tagging my blog you can make things seem true then yes - hold on , we'll have it the right way . Whatever bullshit that you are trying to hurl at me or anyone for that case is definitely not true and since intellects ( with the exception of yourself and your khakis ) visit my blog , I bet they have the sense to note that you're lying through your teeth - oops ! I meant your fingers . And , my mom and my brother are definitely not like how you have mentioned - MAYBE your mom might be a bigtime whore to have given birth to a fucker like you . Honestly , I don't care about you and I don't think I want to care about you . I've got WAY better things to do that to pay my attention to you . Now , move away you little mother fucker . Or maybe you should know your role and shut your mouth before some garbage collecter shove that shit right up your candy ass . Got that ?! .


DANZ ARENA BALLOTING


Balloting started at around 3pm . They briefed us on a lot of issues and to my pleasent surprise - dearest Kugan was the security in-charge for that day . Haha . So cool . So anyway , the leaders were called to the front to pick their numbers . I was petrified . I honestly didn't want any numbers from 1-5 . I prayed and chose a number . They didn't tell us our number until the end of the day . I felt a wave of relief sweep pass me as the first 5 numbers were called out . After that , I realised that Maniac Flamerz were #12 . #12 to perform . I wanted #11 but then it's just a miss of a single digit . Cool eh ? .


After that I headed to Logesh's sister's birthday party . It was held at Civil Service Club . I assigned by his mother and family members to take care of some events in the party . I really had a great day . The party started well . When there was this champagne-pouring session , immediate family members and close friends to Logesh's sister - Sathiya Priya were called onto the stage . To my pleasent surprise I was called up . Then , the host - Dre said something like this " Vithiya looks like an actoress , I can't remember her name " and I believe most of you'll would've known what happened next . All eyes were on me and I felt soo embarassed . Champagne tastes horrible ! . I mean , I'll still go for Vodka .


DMX performed for 2 dance items and after that Maniac Flamerz - Nesh , Cookie and I performed for 2 songs and the dance floor started right away . Nesh , Cookie , Govan and I danced our hearts out . We danced for like 1 hour and 30 mins NON-STOP ! . DMX joined us too and we really had so much of fun . And after the party , I received a lot of praises from alot of people . It really made my day . Thanks guys .


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Trying to strike a cool pose

Camwhoring with the shades

Caption : The bestfriends ( 9 years and counting )

Maniac Flamerz - Leader and Assistant leader - Myself and Nesh . Oh , apart from being the assistant leader , he's also my dance partner . Crazy buddy .

Paul and Nesh

Ibrahim aka Ibby and Silas . Check out Silas' tapered pants !! . My idea ;) . That's the shirt , jeans , shoe and etc that I chose for my bestie .

Dearest SHC - Shankari ( NJC ) tried to camwhore with me . Unsuccessful #1 ( hehe )

Unsuccessful # 2 ( hehe )

Perfect !

Dupuku with the great one :p

S-square . Shankari and Silas - check out the "yellow" aunty behind them - HAHAHAHA

Myself with Mr Quack and the soccer ball :p .

Meri cousin and I . She looks older here right ? . Hehe . Anyway do we look alike ?

Gayathri and I - my cute junior !

" Argghh enough laa Gayu - I wanna eat my prata siaaa " pose

I wish I can do this when the teachers ask me for my assignments - total surrender

Doing simple things like this can really make me happy

Stoning .

I am soo soo soo soo tired . So , good night peeps .

Vithiya 'Vitz'

11 Jan 1987

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