Frankly , I'm still smitten by the Aerocratz magic . I mean , I am really astonished . The road to their victory is unbelievable . It really inspires every Indian . I am absolutely sure about that . C'mon , now there's an end to typical anjadi-fied dance steps , terrible remixes and colourful-colourful costumes that competes with the colours of the rainbow and what not . This is the new definition for dance , the new pedestal for dance , the new NAME for dance . And this was all solely achieved by AEROCRATZ . I really salute them for changing the dance scene in Singapore . These boys showed us what it takes to achieve in life . They even bought the purity in dance by dedicating it to God . Guys , you have captured my heart . My ultimate respect is on you guys . Kudos guys , God bles you all .


The champion - AEROCRATZ with the " GOD OF WAR " dance





The results of the finals





Now , it is not impossible to achieve success and be proud of it . Hardwork really pays . Now , I can proud say , enough of drawing a circle and standing inside it . We should not just be contented with expanding the circle but rather we should try to establish another circle for people to follow . That is achievement , a lasting achievement . Something that you can be proud of for the rest of your life .


To all the muslims - my heartiest Eid Mubarak . I'll be going to Aedi's house for a super good meal . Man I am darn excited . Photos will be up for grabs tomorrow , so stay tuned .

I'm having mixed feelings right now . Anyway , before I begin ranting , allow me to convey my heartiest congratulations to AEROCRATZ for becoming the champions of Dhool 2008








AEROCRATZ are the most deserving champions . Their quest and vow to bring dance to the next level as totally amazed me as well as setting me to think . AEROCRATZ really had that burning passion for dance . I don't know if many would know this but those guys apparently spent 8am-6pm in school and then start practising from 6pm-12midnight or even later . And the best thing is , those guys were fasting and they had alot of obstacles but they somehow did it . I mean , I really don't know what to say but I am really very very proud of this INDIAN group . Thanks for pushing our level to a greater pedestal . You guys have really inspired me so much . HATS off to AEROCRATZ man .




Oh yes , I am actually impressed with Agni Reloaded too . I mean , frankly , I thought Aerocratz will be 1st , Killerbeez will be 2nd and Chakraz will be 3rd but after watching today's final dance I know for sure that AEROCRATZ will win , with killerbeez getting the 2nd prize and Agni Reloaded getting 3rd . All 3 groups deserve their placings . CONGRATULATION guys . And , yes , I am really impressed with Girish Kumar's frank comments . I know Girish well but I didn't know that he was this pin-point frank . I mean , I thought that he would tone down since he's on National TV . But no he's amazing . Kudos to the 5 judges - Lavanya , Sri Devi ( my 2 most favourite judges ) , L Vijendran ( he's tamil is superb ) , Girish Kumar and Sangeetha ! .


My rants


First and foremost , I would like to apologise for using foul languages . I mean I am so ashamed to know that it is so totally against the teachings of the bible . " With the tongue we praise our Lord and Father , and with it we curse men , who have been made in God's likeness. Out of the same mouth come praise and cursing. My brothers , this should not be . Can both fresh water and salt water flow from the same spring " ( James 2:11 , 9-11 ) . I'm resolved to eradicate the usage of such foul words / languages . It's difficult but I've decided to do so , because I don't wish to tarnish the image of my Lord .


Technically , right at this juncture , I feel so sick and tired of being angry . I mean , nothing is going to change . It's going to be that way . Character is something that is of utmost importance to mankind . Once you know the true colours of certain people , then it's going to stay there . Unless they themself decide to listen to the holy words of my Lord and change . If they are not too keen to change , then what can I do ? . People forge relationships with people based on the trust they have for one another . Trust is a very vulnerable thing . Once it's gone , it's gone forever . It's really difficult to put the pieces back together .


For quite a long time , I had a missing piece in my jigsaw puzzle ; but now I am certain that it was deliberately done . So I am thanking my stars for showing the light to me . Because I've decided to throw away the jigsaw puzzle for good . But I'll keep the memories to myself ( good or bad , it remains with me ) .


Like what Uma , Silas and I have agreed upon , we can clearly know who were meant to be down the ride till the very end . And I'm absolutely convinced .


" There is no fear in love . But perfect love drives out fear , because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love " ( 1 John 5:21 , 18-19 ) . I know now that I am made perfect in love because I truthfully and sincerely loved and still do love my parents , friends and others who have come and gone . I wasn't fake in anything that I did/do .


Hmm , final days to A levels . The disruptions really prove to be such a killer . But I'll cross this obstacle . Because at the end of the day , I don't want to turn back to clock .


My finals words for the day - " Dear friends , since God so loved us , we also ought to love one another " : ( 1 John 5:21 , 11-12 ) .


Anyways on Saturday , My God brother Ragha , Gayatri Devi , Vimal ( Gayatri Devi's brother ) and I went to RP to mug . Haha , check out the pictures .

During the PE lesson in school . Myself with my Kangoo blades

Gayatri trying to study with style

Vimal is really hardworking !

Cheeky Ragha !

The extremely hardworking Vitz (LOL)

Spread your wings and fly away

Studying with style :)

Cheeky me

Anxious Vitz

Shall we resign to fate ? ( NO WAY )

Don't act la Ragha !

RP MODEL ( Ragha )

RP MODEL ( Vitz )

Fret not , I've not dropped blogging . First and foremost , I just want to make certain things clear . Whatever that I've been ranting on for the past few days , weeks or even years have been solely based on my very own train of thoughts . So if you happened to read something and you seriously believe that it reflects on you and your actions then I guess you have to learn how to infer the right things and then form judgements . It is a shame if you happened to decipher the wrong things and end up jumping into a stupid conclusion . And , this is my blog . I don't think anyone has any rights to ask me not to blog about this or that . I'm exercising my liberty dude , so you should stop giving commands . I am the master here .


I took this from my bible and I would love to share this with one and all because I feel that we can decipher alot of truth if we read and internalise every word of it .


" As I urged you when I went into Macedonia, stay there in Ephesus so that you may command certain men not to teach false doctrines any longer nor to devote themselves into myths and endless genealogies . These promote controversies rather than God's work - which is by faith . The goal of this command is love, which comes from a pure heart and a good conscience and a sincere faith. Some have wandered away from these and turned to meaningless talk . They want to be teachers of the law, but they do not know what they are talking about or what they so confidently affirm . " ( 1 Timothy 3-7 ) .


Well , it is clearly shown here that if you want to preach about God , you need to have love . Love comes from a pure heart , a good conscience and a sincere faith . Sadly , you don't possess them . You act religious and pious . But , that facade is off , it's of no use anymore . The world has seen your true colours . And I don't think anyone has the right to condemn a person's religion nor the person's belief . " Even though I was once a blasphemer and a persecutor and a violent man, I was shown mercy because I acted in ignorance and unbelief. The grace of our Lord was poured out on me abundantly, along with the faith and love that are in Christ Jesus " ( 1 Timothy 13-14 ) . Even God didn't condemn that person who committed a sin . So who in the world are you to condemn me and my religion ? . Through the love of God , I've learnt a significant truth . " My son, if sinners entice you, do not consent. " ( Proverbs 1:10 ) . I've certainly learnt that the enticement of taking an evil path is far more dangerous . So am I condemned ? . A food for thought .


Now this is another truth that has got to be ingrained by one and all , especially to those who think they are doing something right by doing whatever they are doing right now . In Matthew 5.23-34 , He said , " if you bring your gift to the alter, and there remember that your brother has something against you, leave your gift there before the alter, and go your way. First be reconciled to your brother, and then come and offer your gift ". Well , even in a matter so basic as our giving, the ability to truly worship God is hindered by the reality of relationships broken by our wrong actions , attitudes , and words . How true , right ? . An offence against your neighbour is a fence between you and God . Now , as mentioned in all entries , I don't deny making a mistake but blowing petty things out of proportion , manipulating the truth , forming ill-conceived judgements about people , throwing unnecessary words onto innocent people, forcing one to adhere to one's personal gain as well as making people cry certainly speaks highly of your character as well as I strongly believe now that it does hinder your worship to God . Or unless , you've been putting up a huge facade .


C'mon , we ought to know that the most powerful testimony is a godly life . I may not be a staunch Christian , I may not lead a perfect life , I may not attend church services , I may not have dedicated my services to the church , or I may not be doing frontline services to God but I wholly and solely know that I haven't stopped praying nor believing in Jesus Christ . Jesus was a learner and was a keen learner . He loved learning . We need to believe in his words and to be frank , I am learning . I can proudly declare that I haven't stopped learning . But you indeed framed up a question and attacked the root of my belief . Well , needless to say , your question will be answered . I can daringly say , I have never seeked Him in vain . Never . But I do hold onto a certain truth . " From the place of His dwelling He looks on all the inhabitants of the earth " ( Psalm 33.14 ) . My tears , agony , insult , embarassment , humiliation , discrimination and the answers to my question will all be answered in due time . Infact , very soon . ( This isn't any "crap" or "bullshit" right dude ? . So now I know that you can't say stop to it and in fact you need to start believing in it . ) .


Well , I've completely given up the trust in your words . I've embraced the lie for this many years but I'm seen the light in due time and I'm not willing to believe in the lie any longer . Because I've seen that your words and actions have an inverse relationship . You tend to give a higher priority to someone else . Well it's not wrong . But it becomes wrong when you treat someone like a substitute . We are God's children and I don't think He would be too pleased when one's treated like a substitute . " Let us not love in word or in tongue, but in deed and in truth " ( 1 John 3:18 ) . When you see someone in need, Love demands a loving deed; Don't just say you love him true . Prove it by the deeds you do . Well , I guess you have proven enough . I've realised the absolute fallacy in it . Thus , I've decided to completely drop you off my life . Because even God wouldn't sanction a person who treats one like a substitute for his personal gains . But , my bestfriend's church has taught him to " love his enemies " . If God wants us to even love our enemies than I think I should love you too . But my concern wouldn't rise to the peak . Just take note of that . So don't ever try to manipulate me by tapping onto my weakness . Because I'm steadfast in never to falter again . God bless .


Laugh all you want . This youthful life is going to be an enjoying one . Sometimes , I feel the test of examinations can break down a person . I mean , the stress , the anxiety can literally screw up a person's life to the worst . But withstanding such obstacles make one into a clear winner in the end . Hard work always reaps the fruits . Never stop believing in God nor yourself . If you believe in God , he has made plans for you .


Mr Sengu brought the entire Tamil Lit students to Karus . He treated us to a good meal . I had fun . Elaiyarani was giving cute remarks and it literally sent me and Gaya into a paroxysm of laughter . I swear . Haha . Oh man ...




I seriously think that I've put on weight . I mean , I really look chubby right ? . Anyways , I think Mr Sengu has a very cute face .

The way we Indians eat :)

Meet Elaiyarani

This is supposed to be the 372nd post . I mean , this is such a significant cause for celebration . Wow , Vitz , congrats :) .


Ok , I read up idol's blog and I realised a few things . Hmm , he always makes me brood over on a plethora of issues . Hmm , well it tackles the problem of collecting rust and keeps that cells from working harder . Haha , Well that's funny .


Ok , I'm rooting heavily for Aerocratz . Their dedication and their goal is absolutely inspiring . I just wish some certain asswipes know what exactly commitment to a group means and what bringing a dance group to the next level really means . Anyways , I'm really impressed with Sri Devi and Lavanya . Their character is at the highest shape . Seriously , we need more Indian women like them . Sexy , good looking , highly intelligent , brave , practical and etc . I mean , nowadays , when you see certain Indian girls , all you ever wanna do is to puke right at their faces . Yikes . I mean c'mon la , don't tarnish Indian's name . We Indians are supposed to be born winners and thanks to assholes like you people , our name gets tarnished big time . Please , live like a legend , save us from the embarassment . Shame will be short-lived while glory last forever .


My train my thoughts .. hmm never seem to end ...

First and foremost , I have got to be straight forward in my entries because some people have a big time problem of registering the facts . A bitter pill to swallow I guess . Ok , for Pete's sake , if you have a big time problem of inferring , try not to fabricate another piece of story and embarass yourself . I am soo disgusted with your attitude la . My exact sentiment in singlish " Infer also got problem , wah lau " . Sometimes singlish can bring out the exact emotions . It's so funny when someone actually inferred something super wrongly and could still argue about it . What the fuck ?! . Haha . Oh My God , don't insult your own intelligence la .


And , Silas is my bestfriend . How can you NOT expect him to tell me anything ? . For goodness sake , try to get this right up your numb skull . He's my bestfriend ( I bet you know what this means right ? ) . We have all the rights in the world to discuss issues , maintain secrecy and have transparency . Why the heck are you complaining about this ? . Try not to embarass yourself ( not that you haven't embarassed yourself enough ) . So I guess instead of whining and complaining like a retard over the phone , gather all your thoughts and shove it up your ass . Maybe that will amuse me :)


Haha , wow , my blog's becoming so popular ( gushes .. ) .To the extent that some hypocrites can actually say that my blog entries hinder their revision and so forth . But I've got a burning question to ask you - I didn't personally invite you to read my blog nor entry , so what made you soo keen to read it ? . I'm quite surprised actually . Because this will definitely not be your cup of tea . Ok , why not I do something nice ? . Ok , I'll offer you some advices . Try to follow it religiously alright ? .


First and foremost , try to control your raging fingers from typing my blog's url into your address bar . Instead , try to gather all your hypocritical , pathetic , childish piece of shit and then all of you all can start whining and crying over that conference call with the addition of pathetic people . Easier right ? . Aiyoh .... . And , please please please , stop saying " oh my , I think Vitz is drifting away from God and this is why she's doing all this things " . Enough of acting soo religious when you're not a true living example . When you can't even abide the virtues strongly then stop preaching . And no one in the world gave anyone the right to condemn one or discriminate one or outcast one in the name of religion . Now that would set my parameters right :) .


Check this out . Friendship is something like growing a plant . You need to pour water and nurture it with love and thus the final outcome would give you the strong growth of a beautiful plant . Likewise , friendship needs the togetherness and the addition of TRUE love to make it strong . You cannot FORCE someone to be friends with someone else . I mean for an example , it will be utterly stupid to say , ok , " there's 9 people here and since each and everyone is somewhat my friends , they must become bestfriends to each other " . That idea is STUPID . When one gets treated like a substitute then what's the point of being friends ? . Now one person A can say , " i'm overly protective of person B , so if anything happens to person B , I'll launch a kungfu kick onto the person who made person B cry " . But the main fact is , after everything comes to a constant , the person A who preached mountain loads will continue living his/her life like before not even caring about Person B's existence . Haha , why this facade ? . And it doesn't take CROCODILE tears to convince others of your "genuine" friendship . That's not going to work in today's world . I've seen enough drama so spare me from your acting .


Save the doubts , save the trouble and please save me from the closet ______ . ( HAHAHA ) .


* Yawns *


Man , I've been constantly rotting from the burdens of the imbeciles as well as the mundane notes . So I decided to go town with my bitches - my favourite bitches who don't complain nor whine like babies .




Town-ing has its benefits - right bitches ? .

Meet Uma and Puma ( LOL ) . Favourite bitch looks hot right ?

We totally dig this ! Beef sambal fried rice , seafood fried rice , hokkien mee , fried dumplings and homemade ice lemon tea . Woah ..

Hot hot Singapore . Scorching heat !

The bitches who love taking absolutely random , candid , funny , stupid , ridiculous and fugly pictures but end up not WHINING like babies when I display them in my blog . Anyway we are the bestfriends who people try to emulate . Good luck people :)

Die-hard camwhores

candid's the new sex

Is that a ghost between me and Silas ? ( HELP ! )

The clones gone wrong !

Arghh !!! I wanna ride this hot car a day !

Stop irritating me asshole . Who the heck are you to say that my bestfriend should not interfere into this matter ? . When I had problems with you , your bestfriend could interfere ? . What the fuck ? . Sorry la , you can kiss my ass now . And for your kind information , my bestfriend isn't interfering . He has his own stand in life la . He doesn't DANCE to my tunes for pete's sake ! . We have concrete evidence to have issues against you ( only you ) . But as far as our issue is concerned , he's not interfering . I don't think Silas is planning to have a meet up with any of you bloody assholes to address this issue . So which part of this suggest that he's interfering ? . Just because we have the same opinion of the issue doesn't necessarily mean that he's interfering . Don't be a typical , asshole . Haha , like I mentioned earlier , my blog has been creating a stir amongst those typicals . I'm glad :) . Like I have mentioned , one candy ass reads my blog and instantly gathers everyone else into a conference and then start to bitch on and off about this issue . Oh hell , what the heck . I'm waiting for my chance . Really waiting for my chance . Approach me , and I swear I'm going to explode with my facts ( this time round , not with anger but with dying concerns ) because I am that sick and tired of your shit .


Delete me off friendster and msn soo discretely but is still interested in checking out my blog to know how wonderfully I blog about them . What a beauty . Oh , I know . They will definitely ask me this " why make our issues public ? " . Beauties , I've got my reasons :) . And wimp , don't get your personal secretary to gather juicy information about this whole problem ? . Such a wimp . ( Oh GAWDD )




Damn !!! I'm feeling damn fucked up . Now apparently , I may have a fractured bone in my foot . How bad can that get . DAMN IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I did mention this in my blog - Last Saturday Karpagam accidentally stepped onto my foot while dancing and she was wearing her heels . I bled and there was a cut and that whole area swelled up . It's been 1 week and 2 days and the swelling has not subsided yet . I mean I've been withstanding that pain without realising that it may actually be a fracture . BM saw this picture and went like " this is definitely a fracture " . Seriously I feel like crying . Not on my LEFT foot !!! . What the hell ?! .


The fucked up state of my foot . Damn , I was told that I can be referred to a hospital if it's a confirmed fracture and then they will put a cast on my foot and what ?? I've got to walk using crutches ?!! . Oh my God .. 6 weeks to recover ?? OH MY GOD !! . My fate will be sealed on Saturday . I'm praying hard that it's not a fracture ! . Please ..


Damn la ! Not on my left foot . I'm already suffering from ACL on my knee and what the hell will happen if I fracture my left foot ?. Like what the hell ? . I can just shelve all my dreams for good . Arggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .


Ok , I'm trying to divert the thoughts away . Yeah .. anyway Bm and I had an intellectual conversation today ( LOL ) . Yeah , snippets of it .


bm™ : 105 Days. says:
karl marx probably was the best humanitarian
★ [ Vitz ] The apocalyptic silence ★ says:
why ?
bm™ : 105 Days. says:
cos he's the father/founder of communism
bm™ : 105 Days. says:
yet no one acknowledged what an excellent humanatarian he must have been
bm™ : 105 Days. says:
instead
bm™ : 105 Days. says:
its mother theresa and mandela who are our role models
bm™ : 105 Days. says:
and figure heads
★ [ Vitz ] The apocalyptic silence ★ says:
I mean
★ [ Vitz ] The apocalyptic silence ★ says:
i know that he was into communism ( the founder ) and all but .. why are you saying that he's a humanitarian
bm™ : 105 Days. says:
cos think abt it.
bm™ : 105 Days. says:
if not for the flaws of each and every human being...
bm™ : 105 Days. says:
communism is perfect
bm™ : 105 Days. says:
i mean
bm™ : 105 Days. says:
there would be no wars
bm™ : 105 Days. says:
no hunger
bm™ : 105 Days. says:
no animosity
★ [ Vitz ] The apocalyptic silence ★ says:
hmm true enough . The fact of the matter is , his theory was more like an ideal . It's not something that is highly practical because it takes everything else into a constant . Like you know , life is never constant . It's ever-changing and that itself is an inevitable fact
★ [ Vitz ] The apocalyptic silence ★ says:
i admire Karl Marx's dedication into improving mankind's situation
★ [ Vitz ] The apocalyptic silence ★ says:
but sometimes , we need to improvise on idealism to ensure they work in real life
★ [ Vitz ] The apocalyptic silence ★ says:
so that , it effectively benefits mankind
bm™ : 105 Days. says:
so u agree he must have been one heck of a person then
★ [ Vitz ] The apocalyptic silence ★ says:
I respect him la . Haha , but the person I look up to is Thomas Alva Edison . I really respect that fellow


bm™ : 105 Days. says:
why?
bm™ : 105 Days. says:
we're havin a political discussion today?
★ [ Vitz ] The apocalyptic silence ★ says:
haha no la
★ [ Vitz ] The apocalyptic silence ★ says:
Don't worry
★ [ Vitz ] The apocalyptic silence ★ says:
I mean I had that recent milk product scandal of theirs
bm™ : 105 Days. says:
oh oh yeah
★ [ Vitz ] The apocalyptic silence ★ says:
sooo intent on growing into a global giant and yet using sub standard stuff
★ [ Vitz ] The apocalyptic silence ★ says:
ass****s man !
bm™ : 105 Days. says:
have they pulled stuff off the shelves yet?
★ [ Vitz ] The apocalyptic silence ★ says:
no .. they sold and supplied so much
★ [ Vitz ] The apocalyptic silence ★ says:
it's gonna take at least 2 years for all stuff to go to the dumpster




Anyways , I lost my train of thoughts when I heard something . So yes .

Before I begin , I would like to say HAPPY 21st to my darling sister Mehraaj :)


I like the question Hayl asked . Yes , why exactly is my life full of conflicts ? . Well I can say only 1 thing very frankly here . The fact of the matter is , I don't like conforming to people's ideas . Or rather , I HATE to dance to people's tunes . People who have typicality infused into their systems expect me to conform to their ideas . So conflicts arise . And I guess I must be using my liberty freely by airing out my thoughts and concerns in my blog . So yes .


Ok . Gayatri Devi's personal message in MSN is " God created the existence of idiotic jerks , just to give us a sneak peek of hell . Hurting takes a second but healing ? " . Hats off to her . I think it's a wonderful personal message . I mean if you can comprehend it well enough , certain truths will be unfolded . Silas and I sincerely respect Gayatri Devi . She's definitely one of a kind and the best thing is , she thinks with her brain unlike some people . Well , if there's someone who I really feel damn honoured to have met in MI other than Logesh and Mehraaj will be Gayatri Devi . Kudos to her man .


Hahaha , now I can't wait to face some people . I mean , since things have been brought to a higher level , I just can't wait to see how they will react . Like I mentioned earlier , they would have come up with their own bitchings during their favourite conference call and made a pact and a conclusion . Let me draft out what their possible conclusion will be " I cannot believe Vithiya changed so much and etc " . My answer is quite simple . Instead of saying " Vithiya changed " try saying something else . Ask yourself what caused such a drastic change . You don't have to believe in a collective ideology . I mean , you should have you own stand . Just because Vithiya has a major problem with someone else , you shouldn't go like " ok , I'm standing for person A because person A seems to be in the right " . But when I start talking , maybe you would realise the truth . Haha , and then I am going to sit back and laugh at you - at your stupidity . Can't wait for such an opportunity .


Whatever la , this people really make life look like hell and I thank God I have untypical people by my side . And I am absolutely glad to note that even Silas believes in this right now . So that must be good . Right ? .


OK , lets discuss something else . On Saturday , Ragha and I went to RP to mug . Gayatri Devi was supposed to come along with Vimal . My bhaiya - Logesh couldn't make it . Gayatri Devi went to see the doctor for her ailment and Ragha and I ended up going to RP . Well it was an efficient mugging session . Right Ragha ?




Check that out . Cool eh ?

That's Ragha ! . Haha , I called Gayatri and put her in loud speaker mode and hahaha .. it was extremely funny . And I don't wish to discuss the content of our talk . But Ragha and I went into a fit of laughter because of Gayatri . Thanks mate !

I think Ragha looks nicer with my specs on

Alright , my dad brought us ( Mom , Bro and I ) out and showed us the KPE ( kallang Paya Lebar Expressway ) . The 12 KM one . It was damn awesome la . I took this picture while my dad was driving .

Cool right ?


Man , A levels is in about 1 month and 9 days .

Before I begin , I would like to apologise for the existence of substantial amount of grammatical errors in the previous entry . Well , I was freaking pissed with a myriad of incidents and thus , the result was quite bad I guess . Haha , well , in any case , I don't have a tinge of regret to what I have mentioned in the previous entry . Too bad , I was stating the fact .


If you are going to block / delete me off your MSN contact or friendster list , let least do it properly . Haha , at least try to make it subtle darling . You don't even have that sense ? . Anyway , let me tell you this , you did me a favour by doing so . Maybe you will never be able to comprehend why I am saying this . But touch your heart and ask yourself if you ever at any point in time did something that would have made me absolutely angry . Because hell yeah , I think you did A LOT of stuff which is accumulating the rage in me . Trust me , I am trying to be patient because I want to settle this off ( for good ) after A levels . Ha , since you decided to act so be it . I mean I cannot do anything if you happen to leave your brain behind in the fridge . Right ? .


First and foremost , the problem was only between me and person A . So I rightfully think it's only wise that one clear their misunderstanding with the one involved . But in my case , I can say that the matter was blown out of proportion . Well , some petty people cannot admit their mistakes and will go on to wage a war to ensure they remain the clear winner . And very unfortunately , 2 other extra people addressed their concerns over this issue . You have all the right in the world to clear your own issue(s) with me . I tried my level best to clear your own issue . But c'mon , you showed me a variation of your reaction , prompting me to even stoop so low enough to ask you if you were fine with me and you lied through your teeth . How could you ? . Did you even pause to think how badly I would be affected with your attitude ?. Trust me on this , I am affected . But you took no notice of it . Until now , I don't understand the reasons to your reaction . To make matters worse , I heard from someone EVERYTHING that you said about me . Frankly , I am utterly shocked . Don't act like you don't know what I am talking about because it's not going to work . If I can be really mean , I can blog everything that you said about me here . But I'm not going to embarrass you . You know why , because I understand that those judgements that you made are hopelessly lacking in credibility and I can rebutt them and show you the light within a matter of seconds . So the question is , why did you lie through your teeth for those many days ? Why this facade ? . Ain't you typical ? . Well , don't live in a world of self-denial . Like seriously .


And , don't ever think that by dancing to people's tunes , you establish a good footing in life . Because that is not the case . Maybe you are terribly blinded by some misleading notions . But it's not working out because you are affecting those around you . Ok leave me out , did you even bother to realise that your actions are also affecting someone else ? . No you won't . Why because you are too pre occupied with misleading notions . Please mature . And start growing out of the shit . Because at the end of the day the person who will stick by you and give you the shoulder to cry on is definitely not the one whom you are "dancing" for but rather , the one whom you've been hurting big time ( not me , but someone else ) . Good luck . You can always be a substitute if that's what you love to be .


Anyways , I am going to kill Bm . He got me addicted to Joshua and Katee . Argghh . I think they're super compatible . They're very versatile .


Their Hip hop dance





Their contemporary dance





Their bollywood dance ( this is fucking awesome )





This is SAMBA ( woah , this is sexy )





I love this WALTZ !! WOAH !! If anyone here can waltz , please tell me because I am looking for you ;)





This is broadway





This is west coast swing





Well , wow . Dancers , please include a variation of the different kind and type of dance movements into your dance . I mean , dancing is not all about chicago , chicago and more chicago . Haha man ! .


The fun life after A levels is like .. oh my god-ish . It's like killing me .


Anyway , good day peeps .

Seriously , get a life . I am really very agitated with your behaviour(s) . Well , the plural form there would suggest that I'm pissed with more than just 1 person . C'mon la , if your fucking preconceived notion is pulling you down big time , do you really think I'm gotta let it all out and behave like you ALL ?! . Fucking typicals , get away from my life . I know you will read this entry and go in your favourite conference call with all your " khakis " and start bitching like a typical mama - blowing things out of proportion and thereafter drawing a conclusion which your ancestors will be proud of . Fuck you mate !


This is MY blog . MY blog , MY entries , MY pictures , MY life - it's all about me . And I definitely don't have the habit of secretly taking YOUR pictures or talking about YOUR life . I mean why would I want to waste my time on talking about extremely useless people ?. You get my point ? . Well unless that extremely useless person did something that antagonise me then yes mate , your issues will be address ( like now ) .


Do you have any idea on how I loathe coming to school ? . School used to be the place I loved most . But now i'm hating it big time because of all your existence . Well , all of you'll can come together and say " oh , Vitz , poor Vitz , we see such a drastic change in you and oh hell , it's scaring me off big time " . FUCK YOU mate ! . Did I change ? . I've always been the way I am . I don't get angry out of the blue but when the situation is taking a huge toll on me , do you expect me to not get angry ? . C'mon it's my personal right to get angry ! . And I guess you're made up of cow dung's bacterial SHIT to not voice out all your concerns to me straight but rather , to seek to get it addressed from a middle man . What the hell are you made up of ? . You want to be heard ? Then you jolly well make yourself heard ! You shouldn't expect me to come all out of my way to hear you out . Get my point ? .


And I find it extremely weird when you all and come together and support me when I fulfil what your heart desire but what you don't dare to do right out . Why such a vast discrimination ? . So the next time , I get such a shit , I am going to say " FUCK YOU " right onto your face . Even if it would make you cry , shit or whine . Because enough is enough . And I can't tolerate your shit anymore . GRRRR

I'm thinking alot quite lately ; well about a million other things about a million other times . I mean , its the period were I get some stuff settled in before the final calling is in . So yes . I'm having my final prelims paper tomorrow and that is - Tamil Literature paper 2 . We're supposed to write 5 essays in 3 hours and each eassy has to be at least 2 and 1/2 page - infact 3 pages is the best . So one has to write approximately 15 pages in 3 hours . I have no problems writing page after page . I mean , I can write up to 5 pages for each essay and end up finishing the paper . My only problem is my deteriorating language . I used to be absolutely bilingual - bagging As for my English as well as Tamil . But now , that's not the case . Hmm , lets see if I can score well with my points .


I don't know why , when the spotlight is on , you tend to over do a few things and end up sucking up at the finals . Such a vast contrast from the absolute winners . But then again " every dog has its day " . But when the day finally dawns upon one , will be going like " yes , I can finally show the world the mettle I'm made up of " or " shit .. what if .. " . Many a times we have those many many many " what ifs .. " . But the point is , you don't act upon it and go on ranting about how you WISHED you have acted upon . Can we live on a diet of hope or a diet of dreams ? . No , not anymore .


Sometimes , I feel that there's no one who share the exact same frequency as me . Well , some do share a little here and there but no one has managed to exactly correlate with my thoughts . I don't have nitty gritty , unworthy , blown out of proportion fragments of the past or exaggerated accounts peppered into my thoughts . But rather , it's sincere . My genuine and sincere thoughts on life in general . So that is why , I've taken into a new habit of saying this to people . And trust me , I'm not blowing it up .


I am a torch of knowledge to those who truly understands me and a madwoman to those who don't .


Finally he has understood the paramount importance of It . Nope , I don't wish to elaborate on the It as yet but it has nothing to do with emotions nor love or whatever shit . But rather , The It here refers to something that someone cannot admit and that is - one's stupidity that brought about the failure of achieving what you could have achieved . He has realised that it's enough of building sandcastles in the air . He's not someone whom I am absolutely seeing everyday but someone whom I know quite well enough and someone who I know is a born genius . Yeap , when I read through his thoughts , I realised a few things and at that juncture , I made a mental note to myself . A note to remind me to never fail .


An ordinary human being can have a millions of a new beginning . But the fact is , do you have that X factor to drive onto that just ONE new beginning ? . Must be of a herculean task but it's not impossible . Many different individuals have shaped my life . When I read through their lives , I have realised that all of them simply rode onto just one new beginning and achieved what they decided to achieve in day 1 . Sometimes , you have to set aside your emotions to allow commitment to bring you forward . Solid emotional support together with commitment would be an ideal but it's almost unlikely a reality . So instead of banking onto the ideals , it's highly wise to bank onto pragmatic traits . Don't you think so ? . You may beg to differ but at the end of the day , this will be your call .


Ragha , who is my godbrother is going to do his A levels soon . Well , we're like planning to mug together . We both have many things in common . And very co-incidentally , we go through similar things in life . So , it's more like , our lives mirrors each others quite well enough . I checked out an entry about his dilemma and I realised that we were going through the exact same stuff currently . So I decided to share my point of view and we came to a conclusion . The typicals are steadfast with their typical thoughts . Typicals will always be typicals . And perhaps , that is why one call them " typical " ( banal , commonplace - whatever you would want to call ) . So its like whether you get smothered by their typical thoughts or you break free from the clutches of those typicals and set your own direction in life . I am certainly the type who walks on the sand and leave my foot print behind for someone else to follow . I guide one and I'm definitely not the type who likes to walk , walk and re-walk on those faded footprint someone else set a long time back . Well , it's not easy to set your own footprint in life . You have to cross many obstacles which take a myriad of forms . But what matters the most is , when you are extremely satisfied with the way your life went when you are lying in your death bed , taking your last breath . I wish to die a happy girl/woman .


Lets see , my thinking about a lot of things . I'm making some serious plans currently on alot of many stuff . Lets see . Sometimes it's very hard to speak your mind when people don't understand your thoughts .

Well , the greyish clouds are seeing its peak at the current moment . I was emo-ing big time earlier on . After my Management and Economics paper , I went to my grandma's house to spend some time there . Then all of a sudden , past memories came flushing back . I got reminded of my late grandpa .


My grandpa's one of the best ones whom anyone can get and I've got many reasons to say that . I was 11 when he passed away and at the age , I couldn't quite comprehend what exactly death meant . I thought he was sleeping on the death bed and that one day after having a nice chill-out session with the God he would come back to us . But as I grow older , I realised that he was sent to a different kind of place - where the doors to exit was sealed . He would never come back . You know I could remember once I asked him a question ...


Me : Grandpa , why do people die ?
Grandpa : The human body is like a machine . It will get spoilt one day
Me : then when will mine spoil ?
Grandpa : * looks at me lovingly * when you grow older ...


Damn ! I really miss my grandpa . The man who only spoke Malayalam to me . He purposely did that so that I could master Malayalam . And I am proud to say that till now , I can speak those words he taught me 10 years ago . He was the man who bought me all my favourite type of toys . He was the man who fed me with love . He was the man who told me folk stories and asked me to guess the moral of each stories . He was the man I really did look up to . He was the bestest ever man I got as grandpa . I really really really miss you . It's been 10 years now , but I'm left with those memories - memories that will never die out on me .


I don't quite know what to say but all I ever want to say is , each and every life is precious . Those precious beings have delicate hearts . No matter how stone-hearted one can get , emotions will never die and that is something that reminds us of how precious we can be . When we miss someone , we have the liberty to cry out ; feel the heart breaking into smithereens . When we are happy , we can laugh out really loud . Emotions that you can never control . So , perhaps , as long as we stay alive , lets not try to hurt one another and spread our happiness to all . I would rather be called a faker , a pretender , a liar , a drama-mama or whatever you want to label me as but at least I know that I made someone smile at the end of the day . If I get charge for making someone happy that I shall by all means - willingly accept my crime . Let's spread happiness people . Down with selfishness .




DHOOL 08 - special shoutout to AEROCRATZ


Frankly I've got no words to describe them . They moved me TWICE ! . Their performance gives me the goosebumps . Their hardwork , their passion to bring dance to the next level , their commitment , their courage , their soul , their fury , their creativity , their song selection , their costumes , their make up , their PRESENCE simply moves me . Seriously , they have made Indians proud . Instead of doing the same old type of dance or ripping off Youtube videos , these guys have been taking the initiative to think out of the box . I really don't know what to say but ... i'm just soooooo proud of them . Hats off to them . *salutes*


Dhool 08 - Semi Finals : They have to choose a song from the 80s to perform for .





The music piece that was given to them to conjure up a dance to show their creativity . I think Haydon Roy did soo well . His facial expression simply rocks !! . Oh My God !





Their first dance at Quarter finals of Dhool 08 . I love the music piece . I love their courage . I love their dance . I just LOVE this !





KUDOS TO AEROCRATZ

Well is it nice being 21 ? . Ask me and I'll say that it kicks some ass . Haha . Anyway , Menaga had her 21st birthday celebration yesterday . It was definitely a magnificent celebrations . Kudos to Menaga and frankly , she looked damn gorgeous during the party as well as during her photo shoots . Princess Menaga is finally 21 ( so late laaa ) . Dearest sister - Mehraaj is next . She's turning 21 on 21st of September . Cool right ? . I've managed to capture some pictures of us dancing like wild monkeys at the dance floor , so do view them all . Anyways , before you proceed , I would just like to mention something . Dearest Karpagam was wearing heels at the dancefloor and while dancing , Pravin pushed her and she accidentally stepped onto my foot with her heels . Yes , the cut is quite deep and I must be the only wacko to bleed at a dancefloor . Haha , anyway my foot is extremely painful and it's swollen . I mean I cannot really walk without limping - so yes .




That was me outside the function room . I was one of the "last-minute" usherer . See that lovely rose on my vest ? .

Jonny boy and I

We decided to have the same colour theme . Don't we look cool . Oh by the way , Uma and I chose the attire for him while Jonny chose the pendent .

Haha , not self-obsessed . Don't worry . I just have this unbreakable bond with the camera

Before making my way in

I don't know how I manage to stay alive after taking a picture with my most beloved role model and mega crush - Jay Nesh . Omg , I was soo close to him . I mean I had to speak to him to change our dance performance to a later time and .. haha .. it was mindblowing . Oh , after our dance Jay Nesh met me along the way to the toilet and told me that our dance was awesome . Arggggggghhhhh . OMG !!

The most stylish and cool guy whom I really look up to . Anyways he was really simple on that day . But he's seriously damn stylish and I love his dressing sense . OMG .

Introducing - Ms Menaga . Her saree was damn damn beautiful . And she looked damn gorgeous in it .

Menaga with her family - her brother Rajiv , mom and dad .

Rajiv's friends who played the Urumi while Menaga made her entry .

Myself after our dance performance and now you should know why I'm wearing my white skinnys . Haha , I couldn't get pictures from my very own 21st birthday party dance floor but I managed to get some from Menaga's though . Btw the girl in pink is Kala - my MI friend .


Going wild !

I love dance floors :)

RANDOM pictures

Dearest Aishu and I . Check out the RP model-ambassadors

The 3 monkeys .

Uma and I while BUGIS-ing .

Anyway , speaking of Uma , I just remembered something . Uma has challenged me to finish a big bottle of raw vodka all by myself . I mean we both are challenging each other to a big bottle of raw vodka and the one who remains sober wins it all . I mean I have a low tolerance for alcohol . The last time I got really really pissed drunk was like last year and I know I created such a chaos . I mean I really pity Shapnem . She had a hard time trying to hold me up . Haha and I remember this too . When Shapnem let go of me to do something ( I think she was flagging a taxi ) and I dropped onto the grassy ground . My friends tried to get me up to my feet and I plucked a grass and actually gave it to Shapnem saying " it's for you " . And as you know , Shapnem burst out laughing . And after recalling all these incidents , Uma has pose such a challenge to me . Haha . I just think I'm going to be a goner and I hope I don't go around kicking the taxi seats like last time :P .

Haha , anyways .. my prelims is a mega goner . I've been down with severe headache , chest pains extending to my rip cage , flu , fever and sore throat . And as everyelse know how much I despise seeing a doctor to treatment my sickness , I decided to rest , rest and rest . So as such , I've officially sealed my own fate for prelims . All my dreams have gone down the drain . Thank goodness , I have the main papers in store for me . Phew . I just hope I don't fall sick during my main papers . Please .......

Vithiya 'Vitz'

11 Jan 1987

Undergrad (Psychology)

Manchester United

vithiyakumar11@gmail.com

Sports

Traveling

Books

Philosophy

Unconventional ideologies

Spirituality

Secrecy

Backstabbers

Flirts

Arrogance

Sloth

Betrayers

Friendship-breakers

hit counter

Back track

April 2005[x]
May 2005[x]
June 2005[x]
July 2005[x]
August 2005[x]
September 2005[x]
October 2005[x]
November 2005[x]
December 2005[x]
January 2006[x]
February 2006[x]
March 2006[x]
April 2006[x]
May 2006[x]
June 2006[x]
July 2006[x]
August 2006[x]
September 2006[x]
October 2006[x]
November 2006[x]
December 2006[x]
January 2007[x]
February 2007[x]
March 2007[x]
May 2007[x]
June 2007[x]
July 2007[x]
August 2007[x]
September 2007[x]
October 2007[x]
November 2007[x]
December 2007[x]
January 2008[x]
February 2008[x]
March 2008[x]
April 2008[x]
May 2008[x]
June 2008[x]
July 2008[x]
August 2008[x]
September 2008[x]
October 2008[x]
November 2008[x]
December 2008[x]
January 2009[x]
February 2009[x]
March 2009[x]
April 2009[x]
May 2009[x]
June 2009[x]
July 2009[x]
August 2009[x]
September 2009[x]
October 2009[x]
November 2009[x]
December 2009[x]
January 2010[x]
February 2010[x]
March 2010[x]
April 2010[x]
May 2010[x]
June 2010[x]
August 2010[x]
September 2010[x]
December 2010[x]
April 2011[x]
May 2011[x]
June 2011[x]
September 2011[x]
February 2012[x]
April 2013[x]
May 2013[x]
June 2013[x]
July 2013[x]
August 2013[x]
September 2013[x]
October 2013[x]
November 2013[x]
December 2013[x]
January 2014[x]
February 2014[x]
January 2015[x]
February 2015[x]
October 2015[x]

My Twitter account

My Facebook account

Zen Pencils

Brushes:[1] [2]

Hosting:[1] [2] [3]

Tutorials:[x]

Image:[x]

Designer: