This is not going to be a photolog but rather, a certain clarification to some comments I received a while ago.




#1: I have since day one been the same old person.

I don't understand why people may think that I am a different person now. I have always been a hot-tempered person. I had always been me. I don't take pride in being someone else. No matter how hard others try, they can never be me or no matter how hard I try, I can never be another person. I have no new image or so. I am still the same person I had been when you first saw me. Perhaps, my beliefs have changed. My belief on things that I had held close to my chest have changed due to the incidents that I had seen as I grew up.

#2: I am not blogging to make anyone jealous or to create a new image of myself

I am clearly not blogging to make anyone jealous of my new lifestyle or my new image. I mean there is nothing new in my life and I don't understand it. I had always loved blogging and after some incidents my blog for blogging had been rekindled and so I am blogging and as part of my pact with my Moo, I upload photologs. So I don't understand why this is seen as a mechanism to induce jealousy in people.

#3: I do not regret my old posts. I still stand tall on what I had mentioned all along

I may have been extremely rude on some of my posts and I may have been seen to execute alot of negativity in my posts. But honestly, those were the consequences of my feelings and my state of mind at that juncture. I am the victim in this whole fight and I have the rights to be angry and upset. I didn't directly cause any harm to my old clique and an individual's inability to handle a "crisis" caused this dilemma to me and till now, I have the rights to be extremely angry and upset. I have no respect for people who conveniently chose to take sides and lie straight to my face. Let me make it clear - I DO NOT RESPECT YOU at all. If you had truly acted as a friend and shown parity then I swear, I would have understood your position. Your convenient blindness has gotten to me real bad and I am entitled to show my feelings.

#4: My life from now and beyond


Firstly, I am transparent about my feelings. If I hate you I would show it. I cannot act like a hypocrite and behave as if I like you. I would try to accommodate to your needs if I have no choice but you will never be my close friend. That is just me. So if my posts had distanced my friends from me, then so be it. Some people relied on convenient bases to establish a stand, so be it. I cannot change myself to suit the world's demand and needs. I have friends who became close to me based on my posts itself. So for those convenient-loaders, you can carry on with your game because I have no time to play it with you.

All in all, I have always been true to my conscience. When I err, my conscience kills me and when I don't it perks me up. Like I said, I don't regret my emotions, my posts or my feelings. I still stand tall. At the end of the day, I know I was honest to my conscience and I am only answerable to my conscience and to the supreme Lord whom I will meet on my Judgment Day. Simple.

In 3 months time I will be inviting a better 2014. I am truly happy to welcome the new year as the exact person as I am. Even my 27th birthday will definitely be so different from the past but I know that deep down I will be very happy with the way my life had paved out for me. From this distance, I have learnt a tad too many things and I am sure I will look forward to a better year and beyond. Some people come to your life as a blessing and some as a lesson. At this juncture, I know who were my blessings and painful lessons. For those who had truly been there for me throughout my ups and downs, I will always be there for you. That is just me. When I turn around now, I see a crystal clear image of the silhouettes of those who had been there and continue to be there and those people would be part of my life throughout. This wasn't a mere petty fight but it was definitely a turning point in my life.

Last but not least, pain and hurt works both ways too.

Vithiya 'Vitz'

11 Jan 1987

Undergrad (Psychology)

Manchester United

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