Monday, September 16, 2013
Photolog of the day. Now this is going to be really interesting. So stay tuned.
Well although there might be a plethora of controversial arguments going on about whether Shakespeare did mention the above-mentioned quote but well, who cares ? Isn't it the truth afterall ?. Expectation leads to disappointment which eventually leads to heartache. So expectation is indeed the root of all heartache, eh ?.
For an instance, you may love the taste of 'Maggi' instant noodles. You may have a certain expectation on it - on its taste, flavours, ingredients and etc.
So at this juncture, can you place the exact expectation on this "Mama" instant noodle ?. No right ?. I mean both belong to the same group of noodles but then again, obviously there
IS a difference between the "Maggi" and "Mama" noodles, right ?. So bottom line is, the packaging and even the advertisement may be appealing but "Maggi" noodles always has its own standards and it's really stupid to place the exact same expectation of "Maggi" noodles on "Mama" noodles. So at the very end of the day, we should carefully evaluate the standards of varying "noodles" before we choose to place our expectations - I mean who would want to get disappointed at the very end of the day ?. I mean afterall,
"road-lae porae naayai kulipaati nadu veetilae vaithaalum athu thirupi roadthuku thaan pogum". So why chase after the stray dogs ? At the very end of the day,
"naamae nonthu poonae noodles-aga vendiyathuthaan".
"When the tune is catchy"
It is always easier to dance to people's tunes. The challenge is in standing up to what threads the path of justice and unfortunately, I am convinced that majority of the people around us would rather stick to the path of absolute convenience. The funniest part is, they won't even realise the tune they had been dancing for until the tune goes out-dated. Well, too bad. I thought there was alot of difference between animals and human beings because of that one thing called, "common sense" but well, sometimes you shouldn't underestimate the power of organised stupidity. I mean can you believe how organised stupidity killed a gargantuan amount of people over the years ?.
Straight to the point
I have given alot of thoughts over the past few days and I did speak to a few people and then I gathered a few thoughts. Now this is going to be a well-mapped out entry eh.
#1: Cos' I got the guts.
So mama... listen, I got the guts to bear my heart out on my portal. I mean I DO have a private blog and you can never imagine the extent of rants there. But if I had wanted to, I could have limited alot of entries to my private blog. So what would I have gained from it ?. A good name ?. Why would I want to achieve a good name by showcasing all my hatred into my private blog and acting all so hypocritical ?. So if the latter would place me on a pedestal then I fucking don't need it.I'm sorry ah, but I don't know how to angkat bolas as well as you. Sorry la pal. So listen ah, if people had brains then they would have read between the lines of my entries and would have been able to filter out my stand but if you're so pre-occupied with the "catchy tunes" from one end, then too bad, you would probably place a severe eye-wash over the entries. Then that's your fucking fault. So don't transfer your fault to me.
#2 : Cos' I know who is on my side and who is not
Next, I am not starting a party to gather to most amount of people who're going to be on my side. Like I mentioned a umpteenth time over and over again, I know who are there for me. So that's enough. Now that is the bond that I am talking about. I mean I believe they also had the platform of convenience to suck up to but they did not. So I have my utmost respect for them. I don't need to provide an eye-wash over the amount of people on my side. I just don't need to. All this while, I EARNED the friendship. I did not beg people to side me based on sympathy or convenience.
#3 : If you walk out you jolly well don't return back unless you got a VERY VERY good reason to
Firstly, like I had always emphasised, if you walked out of the back door on your own accord, then I am sure you would return - I mean if my bond with you is true, then yes, it would happen. But if I had chased you from the front door then I would spit on your face even if you return from the front door. Right now I have already chased some people out of my life and I don't ever want to have anything to do with them because I've seen their true colours and from where I stand, alot of things look too clear to be true. So why carry the baggage and move on in life ?. Yes ? So for those who walked out of the back door don't expect to return easily. The Vitz who used to forgive easily had died on the 11th of May 2013. So don't expect too much of generosity from my end - unless your reasons are too valid for me to deny.
#4 : Don't amplify your misery to downplay the misery and damage you have inflicted on others
Seriously, when you perpetuated and manipulated a situation to suit your needs, then don't ever gather the cheek to downplay the misery and damage you have inflicted on others. I am the victim here and I will exercise the liberty to express my sincerest thoughts out REAL loud. I know the amount of misery I was put to go through with and I know the extent of the damages you made me go through, so don't downplay it with the amplified version of your misery. Douche-bag !
#5 : MY BLOG, My rights
Let me make this crystal clear once and for all. This is my blog - my public blog and I will post whatever I want to unless MDA wants me to adhere to the new licensing scheme. Like I have said, I standby each and every word that I have typed out. Firstly, if you want to sneak up like a dog and read all my post or even choose to follow up then its your own problem. I don't believe I have ever invited anyone to read my blog so religiously. And remember, it's my PREROGATIVE to bear my heart out. So don't come and tell me what I should and should not do. Like I said, if you don't have the fucking guts to ask me anything about my entries and instead choose to jump into baseless conclusions then it's your own God-damn problem. Likewise, I may have shown my rage and pain in some entries and its MY BLOG for Pete's sake, so if you want to whine out loud then it's your own problem. Like I have said, don't AMPLIFY your misery to downplay the misery and damages that you have inflicted on others. That is CHEAP. Really really so cheap. I am not begging you to read my blog and to catch up on my life. If you're so bothered about my life, what I do, who I talk to and whatever shit then it's your problem - not mine ;) !
I LOVE CHALLENGES

Firstly, I have always love challenges. I have always loved working so hard just to fulfill my own goals. Well it might be part of my Capricorn-ian traits. But right now, I should really thank you for fueling my fire. Thank you so much for doubting my own capabilities. "About the person you were, what you could have been" and "you have lost everything to turn into being a negative person". But if your definition of "lost everything" is based on the relationship that I have thrown out then I have nothing to say. But if you're talking about my own goals, my own capabilities, my own calibre, my own life then let me tell you this, thank you for giving me that extra ounce of fury to work even harder. I don't boast till I have achieved and once I have achieved the goal I had badly wanted to, the standard that I had wanted to reach to then I know I would come back and look at you right into your eye and ask you the exact same question. I would. Mark my words. I really would. If you call this revenge then trust me, revenge is a dish best served COLD.
So till we meet again, bye.
To the rest of my readers, Happy Onam ! Happy Onam my dearest angelic Chinnamma. I love you to bits.
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