Friday, September 20, 2013
Photolog of the day
Actually I wanted to post another picture and write a short passage about it but all of a sudden a very beautiful message popped up and well .. I decided to write about it instead. So just to set the records straight - this is not to boast, display unwanted publicity or whatever your mind can conjure up but rather ... to me its a very beautiful message which went straight to my heart.
It might be a very normal message for many but to me, this is a very important and beautiful message that literally went straight to my heart. In this moment of extreme turbulence, this message definitely (and literally) lifted up my soul. I don't know, just one word to describe it all -
LOVE. Unconditional love that can never waver.
So that being said, that message really brought back some of my beautiful memories - memories I hold too close to my heart.

Valentine's Day 2011. Basically I was dreading that year's Valentine's Day because I became newly single and I was going through a very bad period - an emotional upheaval, a myriad of mixed emotions - basically just someone who was not keen to look forward to another day. So I went to use the toilet and when I returned back, my boss told me that a delivery guy delivered some flowers and a card for Valentine's Day. I was confused (because I knew deep down that my ex wouldn't do such a thing but ... yea). I went straight to read the card and that was exactly what I saw and at that moment, I really broke down. I had to go to the toilet again because I couldn't control my emotions. I mean anyone might be able to emulate this same act but well, he didn't have a need to surprise his sister with such a beautiful, heart-wrenching act but he chose to - probably because of one thing - pure love. So that meant alot to me. Right up to this day, I can never forget the words on the card and the way I really broke down. I mean when you're emotionally messed up, such messages can really offer that glimpse of hope - on that day, it really really offered that hope and it did touch my heart and well, beyond that actually. It went straight to my soul. It was like a panacea for the shattered soul.

Well I may look like crap in this picture because I was crying badly before this picture was clicked. I mean when I saw him, I couldn't control my emotions and I ran and pounced on him. I was literally hugging him and crying out so much. Emotions. I don't know - I don't believe in holding back my emotions. So at that juncture, I was just ... gone. Too overwhelmed with emotions that my surroundings became too oblivious to me. Yeap, the brother with no blood ties who never faltered. The brother who really really makes me hate the phrase
"blood is thicker than water". I mean many times I was tempted to use that phrase but then I cannot use it because he is my perfect example of someone who can love another without the existence of a blood relation. So yeap. I love you, brother. Always will. This is my unwavering stand - as always.
A story of a champion who kept coming back despite the odds :)
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