Friday, August 23, 2013
Ok, the pressure's on. Fuck, I'm like really really stressed up man. Shall explain more below.
My first graded assessment of my 2nd year, 2nd semester. Honestly, this grades really perked me up. The 87 marks was for DB and 80 was for my TMA1. Not an easy assignment but I'm truly happy to note that my marks were at the higher band. I mean I need such marks to push my GPA up to my desired level. So yes.
STRESSED UP
Ok, I am like really stressed up because, I have to do another Research Paper and the questions and the related topics are so God-damn tough ! Ok for those who didn't know this, I did my 1st ever research paper on 'Religion in Contemporary Society' and I touched on Islamic Banking. To set the records straight, I never knew what Islamic Banking was and yea. I mean firstly, I only know basic things about Islam and I swear I almost died during the course of the research paper. I really worked my ass off. I am really really proud to say that I fucking worked so God-damn hard on it. So at the end of the day, I actually got an A grade for my research paper. I swear I teared when I saw that grade. I mean I wanted an A and so I worked my ass off and I eventually got to taste the fruits of my labour. Soon, some people around asked me to send my research paper to them and so I did. I mean my close friends cringed at the prospect of reading through my research paper and I honestly know that none read it because hmmmmm ... I don't know. So strangers around requested to read my research paper and I swear that really made me happy.
So right now, I have to do another research paper on the topic ' "Media, Politics and the Citizen" and I am yet to develop the hypothesis. I am really stressed up sia. The topics that I should touch on is really tough. Chris did this module even before I did it and when I showed him the questions, he almost fainted. He went like "OMG, damn tough sia". I know I am just lamenting because somehow or rather, I know that I would eventually find that motivation and fury to do it but then again, I need to attain that A grade. Like I had mentioned, scoring an A for the 1st research paper has somehow placed that pressure on me to attain another A for this research paper. OMG, it's ok Vitz, you can do it ! I've got like 3 weeks. Hahahhaa. JESUS.
Firstly, I am truly happy that I've developed this close bond with 4 people from school. I mean we were like in the same module - 'Religion in Contemporary Society' and one day there was this discussion and we were like sitting closer to each other and we decided to form up into a group for that discussion. So we freely expressed our thoughts and my group was technically the most vocal group and all. Soon, I suggested creating a 'What App' group so that we could discuss TMA questions and that 'Whats App' group created that bond. We are not in the same module or the same class anymore but we always meet up. Like always. The best thing is, these fellas even initiate outings and all. I love them man. Like one of the best group of friends from SIM. I mean, it's like almost impossible to establish a close knit friendship in SIM since everyone is bothered about going home immediately once school ends and all. Hahhaa. I'm glad we're like one closely knit clique. To add on to this, we always share our problems, including the ups and downs in our lives. Like Yana went into depression due to the problems from work and how we actually brought her out of it. Chris is like getting married on Dec 8th and how he invited all of us to his wedding to share that happiness and how we ended up discussing the kind of attire we should be wearing for his wedding. Oh his wedding will be held in a ballroom in Swissotel and we're like "eh, we should start saving money ... confirm high-end gowns and tuxedos !" and Hyyn went like "wahlau wei ... gone ah like that" and how I went like "nevermind ah. If I am too broke, I would just wear a saree - sarees always look grand" and Hynn went like "Ok lor, you and Yana wear saree and Dinesh and I will wear Kurta top" ! Hahahaha. Hilarious man. The whole conversation was cute. Oh well. And how Dinesh is going to become a father in January. I mean Dinesh's wife is pregnant and she is expected to deliver her baby in January and just today Dinesh told us that they went for the scan and the baby's sex is established to be a boy. Dinesh called us and started screaming on the phone ! Hahaha. Truly happy for him man. I mean well Dinesh initially told us that he wasn't ready to be a father and how he was too stressed up and he ended up having unprotected sex (HAHAHAHA) and how he thinks he is not ready to be a father - like changing his baby's diapers, bringing the baby to the playground and all. Hahaha. Its like I never thought about all this stuff and his anxiety really got me, Yana and Hynn thinking. Hahaha. Like new experiences, new memories with an awesome group of friends. I love them man.

Chris and Hynn. Dinesh and Yana not in the picture.
Me, Hynn, Yana and Dinesh.
Ok, I miss this body frame !! Hahahaha. And I definitely miss dancing. Haiz.
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