Sunday, August 04, 2013
Fret not, this is not my brutally honest post just as yet.
Today I headed to "Gym Nation" because I wanted to vent some frustrations and anger and I realise that when I am angry, I tend to work out even more ferociously. Yeah, its a recent realisation by the way. So headed off to gym, plugged in to Eminem's "Beautiful" and totally had that on repeat mode and started working out. Did an explosive run on the threadmill and I didn't even set a timing to it and strangely, the threadmill forced me to stop by reducing its speed and warning me to "cool down". LOL. All this while I had wanted to stop but then the anger and frustration kept me going and eventually, it was all about the explosion that materialised on the threadmill. After that, I did some weights - yes me. I don't go to gym to carry weights at all because I always focus alot on my legs and abs but I started carrying weights and yea ... I ended up challenging my own limits until my arms got so numb. The best part was, my arms got so numb that carrying 2kg dumb bells was making my arms shiver. AND the best part was, this gym actually had a punching bag and the speed bag. Once I actually posted out a Facebook status that read like "if your face was the punching bag, my knuckles will never stop punching". Haha. The best part is, all you have to do is to visualise that anger onto that punching bag and punch it like there's no tomorrow. Just keep punching until you feel the anger traveling all the way from your mind and soul to your arms and ending up with those punches. Trust me, its therapeutic ! You don't have to visualise a face but all you have to do is to bring all that anger and focus on eliminating the "agents" that causes so much of anger within you. You should use anger as a mindplay. It really works. Frankly, if I had a stronger knee, I would have been in either MMA or would definitely have taken up boxing because that is the easiest way to appease my anger (especially if its at its zenith). That is probably why I know deep down that no one should challenge me to a fight when I am at my peak because I know my own mettle. Not bragging so much here, but I think we all know our very own thresholds, right ? ;) !
It's going to be a very eventful August and I am so excited. August 31st is going to be D-DAY. I'll explain more in detail real soon :))) !
On a side track, I don't easily say something. But when I say it out that openly, it means that I saw it coming way before you did and you have no idea how happy I get when I see what I had predicted happening right before my own eyes. In case you're too stupid to realise it, I think you should be knowing what I had predicted months ago and it's a shame that you helped my instincts come true and it's a joy to know that what I had predicted eventually came true. So do me a huge favour, look at your own reflection in the mirror and spit on it. The highest order of dignity that you so deserve :)
"And to the rest of the world
God gave you shoes to fit you
So put em on and wear em
Be yourself man, be proud of who you are
Even if its sounds corny
Don't let anyone tell you you ain't beautiful".
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