Wednesday, May 22, 2013
I saw this particular post on my Chinnamma on a friend's Facebook profile. Trust me, although it broke my heart, the beautiful message made me beam with alot of pride to have known someone like her.
Anyways, then I remembered something. May 24th is coming soon. It's my Mom's birthday. But May 24th 2008 is a day that I will never forget easily. The day an ex-bestfriend's mistake screwed up my day and made my Mom cry. Yes, my Mom cried on her birthday because of one selfish idiot's mistake. But yea, whatever. I don't wish to talk about about it. But what really mattered most was, alot of people walked out of my life then. I was like blamed for no reason and wrongly accused. Even my own Mom was very upset with me. But then, one person believed in me. Just one. Infact, that person had all the reasons to be even more angry but she believed in me.
It was none other than my very own Chinnamma. On May 25th, we went over to her place and despite being wrongly accused, I told myself that I shall bear my ex-bestfriend's mistakes and face the music but what happened there will never be easily forgotten by me. My Mom and my Chinnamma were like talking and my Mom went like "it's all Vithiya's fault..she shouldn't have told him anything" and my Chinnamma immediately cut her and went like "hey, stop blaming her la. Her conscience is clear. She only trusted her bestfriend and told him things. It's his fault if he chooses to break her trust and blabber rubbish". I swear at that juncture I just wanted to run up to her and hug her so tightly and scream a million thanks for choosing to trust me.
You have no idea how it feels when the whole world walks out on you because it chooses not to trust you and there you have someone who chooses to trust you. Hats off ! Only an angel like my Chinnamma can do something like that. Love you Chinnamma. Till today and the day I die, I will never ever forget the way you looked after passing on ... the way your body retained that warmth .. just everything because its a very depressing image of watching an angel slip away from your life.
You're up there, watching everything and I know that you would still choose to trust me even when the world thinks otherwise. Love you angel. Just give me a tight hug when you can :)
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