Sunday, May 19, 2013
I really need that. To sleep without any thoughts. To completely rest. I had enough emotional strain for this past few days. Really too sick and tired of all this. Besides this whole exam stress - like I said, when I plan to do well I would have 1001 obstacles at my way. It just happens this way as usual. So fucking tired. It is not easy to block out thoughts and study and NO ONE have been making it any easy for me. No one. Frankly, it's going to be the hands of God if I ever am going to go through this exam.
I just can't wait for 25th. To rest. To really rest for once and for all without any thoughts, any worries, any stress.
I just watched Becksy's video. I don't know what to say but no idiot have any rights to condemn Beckham. He had his moment of folly in the 1998 World Cup when he retaliated to the tackle by Simone. Yea he was young and rash and he kicked Simone for tackling him to the ground. The WHOLE WORLD was against Beckham. Suddenly everyone decided to wear their judgmental glasses on just because he kicked another player and missed the chance to take part in the penalty shoot-out. I mean, England only had to rely on Beckham to take penalties like as if he was a natural penalty taker. But well, people need someone to blame and someone to accuse. So Beckham became the lamb of sacrifice.
But in the 2002 World Cup Beckham emerged as a Hero from a Villain. All because England was trailing 2-1 to Greece and England needed a draw or a win to qualify for the World Cup 2002. Beckham stepped up like a real hero, looked at the goalkeeper and aimed his target and bent the fucking freekick and it past the 'wall' and right into the net. What a hero he was. He was immediately lauded as the hero by that very nation that condemned him. But whatever it is, he showed the world that heros were made up of. He showed the world what condemnation can do. He eventually told the world you simply take their judgmental glasses to shove up their candy asses. He got them to shut their filthy trap. Beckham is a true hero. This is something that I loved in him. People may disagree but I loved him as England Captain ! Fantastic Beckham. See, Man Utd players are fucking legends in their own respective fields. Beckham, I will miss your freekicks man. You were the man ! Seriously.
You know this is one of the reasons why I LOVE WATCHING SOCCER. Because the players do tell you a life story and equip you with a take-away message. Thank you for being an inspiration Beckham ! And of course, thank you also showing that the world can go ahead with its condemnation as we should believe in ourselves to shut off the condemnation and emerge as heros. Such lessons don't die hard. Thank you Becksy.
Beckham's freekick against Greece.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OwUYFF_LekI
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