Yes, I was at Tanjong Beach Club earlier on. It was raining and I was there with my hood. Funny, yes it may be but it really helped me to unwind. Really did.

You know I have some detailed stand in life. I just posted it up on my Facebook - "In life we should never be afraid to admit our mistakes, never feel shameful to apologise when we have erred and never be afraid to stand up for our rights".

To be honest, I never became this explosive because I wanted people to apologise to me and what not. I know I have shown an unreasonable amount of anger - especially with the words that I have poured out. I regret it. I mean that was the only way I could get back at you for what I deem as "unreasonable behaviour" from you. I mean, what else can I talk about if not for calling you "fat". Look I have never aimed to demean you. I'm not made up of such substance. Never.

So for that I would apologise and I am not afraid of doing so. I will prove my stand to my loved ones and apologise at areas where I have to. I will do it. In addition, I'll also share my own point of view. I would. 

You know some friendships are meant to be broken. You can really kick some out of your life for they will only pull you down. But friendship built on tears, unconditional love, fights, trials and tribulations and whatnot cannot be kicked away that easily. Sometimes moving away seems to be the best way out but unfortunately you can't do it when you have good friends around you who show you unconditional love. I mean, I never wanted anyone to apologise. No. I only wanted to say what I felt like. Just to air my point of view and to see a message with apology really broke my heart. I know how much it takes to apologise. Everyone's ego gets into the way and someone is letting go of their ego just to apologise to save something that is so valuable and how can I be like ... stone-hearted enough to choose an exit ?.

I have a way. I will explain to each and everyone of them who have been affected. I need to share my POV and I will apologise in those areas where I have to. This I promise. I am good with words - not through speech. But I will send you guys messages and will let you guys know my deepest feelings.


You know sometimes I wonder how it would be if I die suddenly .. like tomorrow itself. Those unsaid words, those unsaid feelings. Sometimes you get hurt, sometimes you hurt. Like G said that I have changed alot and that knowing the thresholds of pain, I actually thought of inflicting such pain on someone else. But, I've not changed. Only circumstances will bring out the best and worst in you and that's what I did. I am not justifying my behaviour here but I am stating what I eventually did. I showed my worst behaviour. A side of me that I don't usually show because there weren't any circumstances that asked for it. I will NEVER at any point in my life inflict such pain on someone else. I hate pain and I hate watching people suffer in pain and that's one of the reasons why I easily forgive - because I cannot watch pain and of all people do you really think I would enjoy inflicting pain on others. Do you really think I would want one to cry to sleep ?. Not at all. That isn't me. I just vented my frustrations and stated my point and included alot of offensive words. That is my problem - offensive words, words that bring people's self-esteem down. Like I said, I would apologise for that. I will never show a blind eye. I would send each one of you'll a message and explain. I would. This I promise.

Vithiya 'Vitz'

11 Jan 1987

Undergrad (Psychology)

Manchester United

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