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Saturday, April 20, 2013


Ok, this post may be long because I have no other outlet but besides this to vent out my anger on a bestfriend.

First and foremost, sorry ah babe, but I really am harbouring alot of hatred on you. ALOT. I have my reasons and I know you will read this one day and so here it is.

Sympathy

Trust me, I hate that fact that you anything and everything to gain sympathy. I am really tired of having our own friends say "paavam la ____ akka". Seriously, FUCK YOU. Can you tell me exactly how pitiful you may be ?. I am so curious to know. All your life, you have made yourself negative. It's just as simple as that. So when you think you're misunderstood, you instantly start texting people or calling me or the other friends or even post on FB saying you're sad. And immediately people will be like "aiyoh paavam laaa". FUCK YOU la. You want to know why people pity you easily ? Well its because you text people or call them to say you're sad while I don't do that. That's the major difference. Pathetic. I can't believe that once GK even said out in our group chat that you're so pitiful and that I should control my anger towards you because you are oh-so-pitiful ! When I asked him about it, he told me that you had very low self-esteem and that we need to pity you. What the fuck man. You, low self-esteem ? My backside la.

Why do you like to gain sympathy ah ? This specific trait about you MAKES ME HATE YOU ! Bloody piece of shit. Even now I bet that you would call your sister up and mention how sad you are because I deleted you. How sad you are because I don't understand you and soon, the brother will get to know. Somehow, they will feel your "pain" more because, the sympathy came from your end what ?!.

You're a real disappointment sia. I feel as if I've wasted time on you. Seriously.

You claim that you're a bestfriend. Issit ? How so ?. How can you call yourself my bestfriend ? What have you done so far ? Listen me out during my slumpy period and all ? Yes you were there many times.I will never forget that. You have showered me with so much of gifts that I really feel so so so so so fucked up to use. You know this is like one of the greatest reasons as to why I HATE it when you spend a bomb on my birthdays. But seriously, don't you think that you have done much more to label me as the bad person in our group of friends ?. Neither M nor L knows how fucking arrogant you can get. They don't know how fucking sarcastic you can get. I hate sarcastic bitches like you. I really do. They were never there during the fights. So they will never quite understand what I feel. And obviously, you would go and share your OH-SO-SAD stories to M and M will tell L and this cycle will continue.

Right now I personally feel that you're separating me from my clique. M is naturally close to you. You and M share many stuffs. Good. Normally the 4 of us would be in conference. You would ask me to call when you call M. M would naturally have L on the line. So right now can you touch your heart and say that there have been no conferences without me at all - especially during this period ? I even suspect that you 3 have your own chat logs or at least you are in constant messaging bond with M. So you share your own crap with M and M with L and I know nothing about it ? K, GK and A are not exactly too close in this clique. It was just the 4 and don't you think you, fucking piece of shit, is separating me from my own friends ? You met K recently and sent a general msg on our chat group and asked if anyone was free to come. So how did this work the last time round ?. You USED to send me personal message bitch - not to ask me to consider coming but to inform me of the details cos you know that I will come. So where did that go ? Why you wanna include K into your gang and so that it would be easier for you to gain sympathy ah ?

Look I am not a bad person but I feel that you make me look so cheap and bad. I don't have an anger-management problem la. But you mother-fucking piece of shit, you made me look like one ! I have this very deep-seeded anger on you because I feel that you're being supported unjustly. That's not fair !

Let me tell you. Alot of people hate you for a reason. I used to wonder why were people having issues with you but maybe, I think I know why. Sooner or later, you're going to feel the pinch of being the fucker who is playing this game of deceit. You will be punished accordingly. You're going to regret alot of things. I can see problems coming your way. Got options now right ? Go la, so suck balls and ankat. You will have it real soon.

And fucking bitch, now you act as if my problems doesn't affect you ah ? Being so happy, joking, sharing internal jokes and all ah ?. I know why la. Hahahaha. PATHETIC bitch la you. And you dare say you care about me ?. FUCK YOU. If you really cared, you would have felt my pain.

You go around and pathetically share your pain to literally the whole grp. M then L and it will go around. But who do I share it to ?. I am closer to L but do you see me doing something this cheap ?. Well that's the difference between me and you la, P !

Seriously I do wonder why am I so angry and i realise that its because I hate your sarcasm, your sympathy-creating ploy and it all starts from there. DUMB bitch. Why do you have to label me as the bad one ah ?. WHY ?! So apart from showering one with birthday gifts, you also buy random gifts (worth more than $50) just to make it look like "look I care for u and so I make ur wish come true" shit ?. Or is it for some other reason ? I won't be surprised la. You are capable of anything.

Bottom line, YOU HAVE DISAPPOINTED ME ALOT. WAY WAY ALOT.


 And you're a lying scum bag !

You want, you show your sarcasm to the members in your family la. Don't come and show me. I wish I can bitch slap you sia. Oh yea, you even gained enough sympathy to even get me whacked before ah ?. I can still remember sia.I will not blame him. I would only blame you because you were the motherfucker who started everything and to this date, act as if everything is alright.




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