This is a new beginning for me. Hence, a picture that depicts it all.
A new horizon that presents a multitude of challenges. Lord, please be with me.





Technically, I got promoted to a new firm. Awesome pay, awesome building with awesome view and extra awesome everything else. Good colleagues too. Many interns are like working on attachments here. Its nice to listen to their POV too. For some reason, I wished that I was enrolled in NUS's Law. Dammit.


Anyways, something has been bothering me - alot. I'm really very pissed with the whole Danz Arena event.


First and foremost, I was really pissed off with myself. Due to God's good blessings, I snapped my knee twice in a week prior to Danz Arena and I taped up my knee really tightly that I couldn't bend it at ease. But obviously my passion overrode the pain. Honestly, fuck ! I want a fucking new knee. A bitch slammed into my knee and dislocated it and what happened ?. She managed to continue playing floorball while I had to suffer in pain. Medical expenses chalked up and to-date my knee is not stable. Thanks to her, I can't even dance as per my heart's wish ! And please, I do know that NOT MANY understand what my passion means to me. Some may believe that I am being over-dramatic but let me say this : FUCK YOU ! Wanna trade shoes with me and perhaps you may understand what my passion exactly means ?.


I was really very disappointed with Maalika. I loathe her comments. Like totally. Honestly, mid way into the dance, I was flustered with anger because I saw the coordination going hay-wire. My hopes dashed when I collided into Guru and Nesh. I was like "Damn, that's it". But completing the dance was my priority then. Maalika mentioned that our coordination was out. That I totally agree but what I cannot possibly digest is, the fact that she believed that we should have done a "happy dance". Our friends who were the spectators mentioned that Maalika criticised all those who had elements of anger/ghostly theme/funeral possession. She seemed to favour a whole load of happy dance. I remember her saying "Why so much of anger for a dance". Frankly I felt like telling her "try dancing for a rebel song like Kodu Potta with a damned smile and happiness ! Like what the hell ? If she had wanted a happy dance then please, for heaven's sake, you should have written "happy/happiness" as the theme for Danz Arena 2011 ! And finally, dance is about expressing your feelings. If she feel that barathanaathiyam allows her to express her feelings then good for her. So does that mean she criticise hiphop dancers ?. Well, her comment was "Do a happy dance. No reason for wanting to have a message through your dance". So next time, I am going to put a full-fledged kuthu song and if she asks me for the theme, I'll say "HAPPY DANCE".


Also, certain groupmates disappointed me - that I'll have to deal with later. Even the show was hella' disappointing ! Especially the mystery round - I really have no comments for Maalika's comments again. I think the mystery round wasn't planned properly. All I can say is, luckily we didn't get "Holey Holey". Last minute the management changed it to a remixed version ! No planning ! The whole plan seemed soo messy.


Last but not least, I am really pissed with an immoral idiot called Nazriin. Well she and her group of friends came to taunt us for Danz Arena. I knew that they would be present. Anyways I am not embarrassed or whatsoever at all. Really. We took part in a competition and we did our best and we got judged by a judge who seemed to have woken up on the wrong side on that unfateful day.


While Maalika was giving comments, I did overheard Nazriin using vulgarities and hurled remarks at us. Well her tiny ass simply itches for trouble. She has always tried to taunt us even while we practised at RP. So that wasn't uncalled for. But she using vulgarities was definitely antagonising. Trust me, I was really pissed. I know for sure that even some of the dancers from my group were looking for her after the dance. We were really pissed.


And soon after, Gaya saw her and another idiot called Divya at Bishan. This time Nazriin said "Look, that's our P Susheela walking away". And both she and Divya blocked Gaya's way. Seriously, what does Nazriin really want ?. You want to taunt us, taunt us on the stage. Not at a public place. Did she even stop to think what would have happened to her if Gaya decided to react ?. I wish Gaya just slapped her. I don't advocate all these but for the very first time in my life, I am really itching to slap that Nazriin. Well, very honestly, she has crossed her limits.


Sometimes I really feel that what people said about my dancers was just so true ! No offence meant, I'm not talking about all the dancers. But people had alot to say about those troublemakers. Sometimes, by pursing after a passion and having people from the "other end" to be part of it and to support it, seems to really pull down my objectives. I am not ostracising any groups or lifestyle of people. But these idiots have proved otherwise. They showed me that they were literally the people from the "other end" - in terms of their habits, lifestyle and intelligence. I am not putting anyone down - not at all. But those idiots, deserve this ! Imagine, what kind of surroundings these Nazriin must have been through that she can compromise on the very roots of her upbringing by using such insults in a public place ?! Eeeks ! I totally regret having them part of my passion group. Thank God, they're out ! PHEW !!


And oh, how did I forget ?. Some idiots bought tickets from a member of my group and had the cheek to even say "tell Vithiya, not to be too happy. I didn't buy the tickets to support her". What nonsense ? Honestly Jai, I am definitely not craving for YOUR support. You can keep it where it may be deemed as important. You don't mean a thing to me and honestly you supporting me or not, simply doesn't make any difference to me at all. So please, fuck off. Or maybe, PLEASE GROW UP, JAI ! I do know that you or your spies read my blog and I simply wanted this to be heard (or rather, read).


Summing it all up, I wish I don't have to stick to "wayward" methods to get my passion going. Sometimes, it really upsets me when I have the recipe and different cooks explore their methods and end up spoiling the food ( for those who read my blog, ask me what I mean by this instead of assuming nonsense).

Vithiya 'Vitz'

11 Jan 1987

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Manchester United

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