"Each time someone stands up for an ideal, or acts to improve the lots of others, or strikes out against injustice, he send forth a tiny ripple of hope".


Before I begin, I really wanted to blog about a movie but I can't seem to load videos here at the office. So I am going to go back home and do it. So meanwhile, I shall rant about something else.


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Anyways, the issue with me and that girl, let me call her G, got horrible yesterday. Well this issue started 3 days ago and from then on, I had been tolerating her nonsense. I did reply to her statuses and all but I never used inappropriate words at all. But I completely lost it when she started to use vulgarities and bring in my family for no reason. I mean, sorry la, I'm not like others. I can't sit back and enjoy listening to others trash-talk about my family. If you have a fucking problem with me, deal with me. Don't include my family. You have no fucking rights to talk about my parents ! Dumb idiot !!.


Also, I am feeling sad for a particular word that I used in my statuses to her. I called her a "mental fuck". I was really pissed off and I was technically pushed into calling her this. So yes. But I don't know la. I feel bad and I really feel angry also. I mean, you cannot use your state of mind as an excuse to trashtalk about one's family right ?. I mean what kind of words were those ?. Really bad. I mean I didn't even do anything and yet I receive the brunt of all those vulgarities. To be really honest, I think you were pissed off with 1 member of the group and you decided to vent your frustrations on me. I mean I'm not his mother you know. I think you should have simply opened your mouth there and then instead of making it an issue later on. Haiz. I really don't know why trivial things always turns out into a mountain. BUT, for some reason, me and a few people believe that someone instigated this. Well, if I ever get to know that YOU were involved in this, mind you : you're so going to die.


Haiz, too many people came online on MSN, Facebook and even sent me smses and emails to ask me what happened. And to be frank, I am so embarrassed with the whole thing. I mean this could have been contained well enough but G actually mentioned the name and used vulgarities on my wall and all. I mean which friend of mine doesn't know my group's name nor my Facebook account ?. SO damn embarrassing. One of my friend actually said the following : " OMG dei ! I can't believe you had such a dancer in your group. Her posts reek of vulgarities. So cheap and damn paraiah-ish" and another said "wah that G is so uncivilised ! ". I mean people do read and they make their own assumptions and all. Sometimes I won't even know what they will think and so on and forth. But I am certain that they are definitely going to question G's upbringing. Now this is why I was trying to be as professional sounding as I could be till she used the "P_____ M_____". I so feel like giving a tight slap to G for using this word. She does deserve a slap especially for using this word.


I really think that G's parents are getting a bad name because of G's hasty posts and so on. I really don't even know if she's thinking before posting all these nonsense. 2 dancers called me up yesterday and expressed their anger. They were pissed off with her but honestly, how can I contain their anger when I myself am angry ?. I mean there's no reason for all this to happen but it happened. I got no idea but I hope this ends fast.


You know sometimes I really hate being Indians because of the fact that we love DRAMAS and we ourselves tarnish our own name ! This incident is a perfect example of that.This incident clearly encapsulates the whole essence of the whole "indian-pariah" behaviour. I mean I am not saying that I am bad mouthing my own race here. We have people whom we should be proud of but at the same time, at a country where we're the minority of the minority, this kind of incidents simply give the major majority of the majority to have a say in our behaviour and our mentality. It's really depressing sia. And for some reason, if people like G exist and start talking without thinking, people will continue to look down on the Arts. Haiz.


I don't know la, but I hope things will settle in. I don't know why but people like G, (dickhead), and some people from the past just have to bring embarrassment after embarrassment for me. I try to come back and show people what we are capable of and yet, these people bring me and us down ! Sometimes I feel so tired of coming back especially since it will always go back down.


And I realise that one's surrounding really plays a big part in the way they think and behave. If you notice well, all the ones who belong to the higher spectrum have their own "class" and behaviour and so on. Their lifestyle is alot different and everyone within themselves are very matured and have a sense of end in mind and they're always equipped with strong objectives. But : ____________ ! Haiz.


I don't know la. I am very upset with the way things are turning out to be like. SAD.

Vithiya 'Vitz'

11 Jan 1987

Undergrad (Psychology)

Manchester United

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