Hello world. Yes, I'm blogging again. I'm feeling miserable.


I told my loved ones that I am God's favourite child. Well I am right. I am ! I am damn right I am indeed. Honestly when I head to the other realm, I have a few dying questions (unless they get answered soon). Sometimes I wish we could communicate .. say via a phone or something ? Why can't you answer emails ? Hahaha, oh well, guess our Telcos are miserable. No communication network to Heaven has been established (yet) I guess.


And yes, my Old Fella' has decided to let me out in the cold waters against. But this time totally into a sea of uncertainties. I guess I need to navigate through the rough waters. But the question is ... where's the destination , what is the destination ?. I mean , I'm no genius to read your mind Old Fella ! Hahaha. What's up ???


And by the way, just to let the world know, I didn't get the courses that I wanted in Uni - all due to competitions. So what should I do ? Waste life doing something that I don't like or ?? I am ultra confused. I'm stuck in a complicated maze. When I make plans, I try to weigh them against the shit of course. I am confused -hands down ! I have a "round table conference" with God tomorrow. I hope to place my thoughts in proper order. They're completely clouded with "i don't know what".




Quite a sane explanation .. eh ?. All these temporal quotes ( as I call them ) happen to ( at times ) keep me within the boundaries of sanity.


Vithiya Kumar says : winners don't quit ; quitters don't win. So it's gonna be another shot at life ? Although its pretty draining, I guess I still gotta fight against it. Fight fight fight , all over again. Myself versus Life.36 minutes ago Friends Only · Comment · Unlike


Well that's my status from Facebook. Guess I have to follow it. Maybe when one day when I look back, I may look at myself and say "Vitz, I'm amazed...you really like fighting ah ?". Some people out there think I possess an iron heart but they fail to see the countless reminders I give myself, the waterfalls made up of human tears, the moments I lose my insanity, ..... hahaha every other depressing moments .. etc etc etc. It's not easy readers, its not ! I'm mentally drained. I am. If it wasn't for my loved ones, I guess I would have found a permanent place to live at (winks).


Ahhhh let me digress. Watched Rock On! (hindi film) earlier and it was an awesome movie. I liked a few details that were presented in that flick. 4 friends who loved jamming and due to clashes arising from a conflict of egos, they separated and left their rock band. 10 years later they reunited and .... watch it guys !. Hahaha coming to think about it, I get reminded of Transitionz.


Especially since last year, I've been thinking if the idea of managing Transitionz is a feasible idea. For instance, some people left the group to pursue their own goals. Its not that I don't have goals in life or that no one is against me being in Transitionz. I do have some people asking me if the idea itself a feasible one. Some even brainwashed me asking how long its going to remain there. My parents themselves know it ain't gonna do much. But what kept this fire burning ?. Honestly, I'll be lying if I say it's 100% of passion. The passion is there and we all can sacrifice it for a greater good. But what keeps me going is the trust my members put into the group and me. A few newbies joined the group and kept thanking me for giving them a chance and they liked the group. You know, I feel refreshed when they smile. That smile brings me great joy. I like it when they feel proud of them after doing some stunts/steps. I don't know but I'll continue to be there for those who trust me. This fire will continue to burn till the last member decides to extinguish it. Transitionz - To Succeed Zenith !


You know I surprise myself at times la. I don't know how I can continue to remain this positive when I'm swimming against the current ! Hahaha. I guess God gave me this : 'Throw shit at me and I'll continue smiling' attitude man. But I'm not enjoying it but I gotta smile ? Yea ? Hahahaha Old Fella !


And , friendship is a circle. We've spent laughter, tears, time,sweat,LOVE,dedication, commitment, trust and etc to build it. I know what you are going through now is screwed up. I am praying that things settle in because I don't like it. True love prevails ! I know you are sincere, so time will bring us closer. We know it. Because, TRUE LOVE PREVAILS.




This is for a friend who believes that cutting oneself numbs ones problems. But its a momentary escape from your problems. Hahaha a loser ! If I had trusted the blades, I guess I would be the Mother of Wounds !

Vithiya 'Vitz'

11 Jan 1987

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