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I am slightly upset with some stuff ... a few thoughts ... . I am thinking about alot of issues and I can't seem to put them into proper order to establish a certain form of coherence. Damn. And before I kind of talk about them, I just need the typical indians to stop asking me questions and begging me to reveal their identities. I won't.


Scenario 1


This particular person whom I know happened to be molested by his tuition teacher. When he was a mere 8 year old, it happened. It was behind closed doors and whenever he told his parents, his parents asked him to stop fabricating stories. He believed it was something "normal". He hasn't gotten rid of that phobia. He's still traumatised. He can't even get into a r'ship out of fear.


I tried my level best to put some sense into him. He told me he can only become normal when thing ordeal be reversed. Meaning, we need to travel back in time and undo this. But I am no superhero and I want to help but I don't know how to do that. I am encouraging him to step beyond and start living his life. He's trying real hard - i know it.


Scenario 2


You were not in a good mood. You cried and I felt it and so I called you, forced you to pick up the damn phone and you did. I was lending you a listening ear. I wanted to listen to everything but you do know that I am a sensitive person and I can really feel people's pain and i felt it and so I cried. I mean I am not a third party here to listen and then hang up. I'm a friend and I don't know how others define friends as but in my dictionary, I really go beyond the proposed parameters and try and fix the situation. In short, I am trying to be a better friend. I am really disappointed that you would come to such a conclusion - never ever to share your problems with me all because it will make me feel sad. What am I to you ? Have you like downgraded me from a close friend material to an acquaintance-material ?. You know sometimes I wish I was staying near you so that when you lack logic, I can come straight to your crib and give you a fucking bitch slap ! And do you realise that whenever you think - especially when you're in a emotional mood, you make the weirdest of decisions - to be frank - fucked up decisions. Seriously, i think you need a slap !


Scenario 3


Overtime, I got to know that X didn't have a smooth journey in life. X had to face the torture of meeting expectations all through his/her life, to the extent that his/her life depended highly on his/her parent's expectations. Like what the parents didn't fulfill at their own childhood, they imposed it on him/her. So living within the constraints of their own expectation was bad. I personally think you should set yourself an expectation and live up to it rather than living to the world's expectations. The world doesn't know your feelings and thoughts. They can't feel you because they aren't living in your shoes. But too bad, it happened and being dejected because of this doesn't yield the right purpose. Serious !


Fine ! The expectations is done and over with. I think some Indian parents ruin their kids. Some give them too little freedom and smother them with their own expectations. These kids who have such parents end up the wrong way - depressed. They often feel that they're not living their dreams - their interests are completely concealed. For example, when you think back and revisit your life, all you can remember is such unhappy moments ! Is this life ? On the other hand, some parents trust their kids too much and discuss open topics with them and give them alot of freedom and what happens because of that ? They get tattoos done behind their backs, lead such a wild sex life behind their backs ( imagine the parents getting to know that their daughter is a slut ) and indulge in booze and drugs. Sad life. Maybe Indians just love drama and twist and turn in their lives that this has to be a fundamental part of our community.


Coming back to X's life, the damage has been done and there's no use brooding about it. No use complaining about it. Seriously, no use. You need to start to reinforce the way your mind thinks. Sadly some people undermine the value of their minds. The mind is such an essential tool. For instance I know of this slut who apparently claimed that she is addicted to sex and she needs to have it every single day. But I am saying that if she learns how to control her mind, she can kick that habit of hers. For instance, some of us cannot stop craving for some food items - like hmm prawns ?. But before you indulge in good food, remember this - the taste only last for 5 seconds. You cannot preserve this taste for 10 hours ! So why eat it ? If you practice such an art of taming your mind's upsurge of changes - you can control whatever that needs to be controlled !


And whats the point of labeling yourself "hopeless" "wasteful" and "imbecile" ?? Its people who label others and if you're going to do them a favour by accepting it as your identity then its ENTIRELY your fault. God gave you the brains to think ! But are you using the energy to think ? You don't ! Why can't you stop labeling yourself and start building your life ? How did losers even came back stronger ? Don't tell me the whole world didn't label them ? Even John Terry - I hate that motherfucker but to think about it, at a professional level of soccer such negative comments about you on internet forums, Facebook pages, twitters and etc can affect your morale. His fans were insulting him on his face ! Radio to tv to newspaper to internet is your face and your cheap antics. Do you think he wasn't bothered ? He was !! Any normal human being would be embarrassed, disturbed, dejected and etc but did he bring it to the field ? And he's the captain of Chelsea and yet he stood steadfast in his purpose, his goals !


And that is exactly what I am asking you to do ! Remain steadfast in your quest. You know your goals ! You have set them well ! Now, all you have to learn is to control your mind ! I realised that its your inability to control your mind that even created alot of problems for you. it's your weakness. We all know we have to suffer in the present moment but once we know what we want to do and do it right then we can move on in life and live a better future but if you are going to step into a future with such a weak mind then you will NEVER have the character to face up whatever problems your future may bring to you. I'm doing research on this and I will transform you. I don't care if you like it but I am doing my duty as a friend. Hate you may but give up on you - I never will. I am not your parents or the society ! I am your friend ! Get it right !


Scenario 4


I really hate it when people leave their problems into the hands of knife/pen knife/suicide/drugs and etc. Why ? You don't have the balls to face up to problems ?? Next time use a fucking chainsaw and cut off your hand ! It can numb your problems for life ! And some geniuses can find a fucked up theory called "it can numb your thinking ... so that you don't have to think about your problems"! Honestly I feel like showing both my middle fingers on your face and scream "bullshit" ! You aware drugs also numbs people's thoughts and problems ? So is that right ? Sucide also numbs people's thoughts and problems ? Is that right ? C'mon ass, speak with sense ! Of all people I cannot believe YOU practice this 'art' ! Typically, its the low-life anjadi idiots who want to boast their love to another low-life anjadi idiots who would do such a thing ! Serious .. its low-life, uneducated idiots who would do this. Because if you're really educated, you would know that cutting yourself is a deed of a coward ! You're basically running away from problems ! I really wonder if you would be man/woman enough to save your mother from dangers if she ever get into one ! You run away from your own problems and how will people BELIEVE that you can help your mother in distress ? I wonder !


Like what I said, learn how to control your mind. You're too weak ! I hate to say it but you need to start controlling your mind or else your problems would start controlling your mind - just like how Lord Voldemort could contorl Harry's weak mind ! And you know the effects of such a weakness. Its always easy for your enemies to manipulate you and affect your life ! Please, I am begging you to start becoming the master of your destiny ! its only possible if you can learn how to shut away from the society and to learn how to control your mind ! I don't want you to put the trust on a low-life knife ! Put it on your amazing mind ! Please ! I will be there to guide you through this - because I am your friend and allow me to do my duty ! Please ?


A special dedication to you : listen to the lyrics well :)

Vithiya 'Vitz'

11 Jan 1987

Undergrad (Psychology)

Manchester United

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