Hello blog. I am really confused.. freaking confused.


Well by now most of you'll would have known that my knee snapped last Saturday while dancing. I was dancing for Vanaras Pattu song with my dance mate - Shobi and while dancing , I suddenly felt it snap and I dropped to the ground. The best thing was, Lavan was recording our dance and the snapping of my knee was also recorded and it looks freaking scary ! I didn't dare to watch that video. Its up on Facebook by the way. Haiz , sadly my knee injury , which I obtained on the 1st of July in 2005 still remains as a major hindrance to my active lifestyle.


I know that I haven't been strengthening my knee and doing a bit of physio but then again, oh my God ! Why why why ?! When I was trying to put my knee back into place by bending it over and over again, everyone heard it snap while it moved back to its original position. For some strange reason, its not my knee cap .. nope ! It is my ACL which keeps on flipping. I am so sick and tired of snapping my knee !! Why did I go through that injury man ?! Why did that bitch crashed into my knee on that unfateful day ? Bloody motherfucker , you are ! And bitch, I still haven't forgive you yet ! Grrrrrrr how could you ?!


Haiz... anyways I am really contemplating on whether I should go for an op or not .. I am hell-confused. I really need sound advise here ! I shall also post some videos for you'll to watch and then peeps, gimme your suggestion.


I can't upload this animated video. Well, it shows the : Animation of ACL reconstruction. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q96M0jRqn7k


The real video (operation) - viewer discretion highly advised.





OK, let me side-track now. Well, this knee actually brought upon a certain blessing in disguise. If you want to know more about it, ask me online or something. I am very happy with it :)


On the other hand, I am very pissed off and upset with my other half. Its been 52 days since we last met or had a decent conversation and SMS-ing itself is a big thing. He told me to go on with life till he works his ass off. He wants to make a career out of his current job and for that he wants to work his ass off right now - even sacrificing the time he could have spent on me and his friends. Can you believe it ? He asked me to focus on everything else except him. He told me he would compensate for this when we go on a trip in a few months time. I am quite pissed off with his nonchalance. I mean I can understand his motive but then again, whats the purpose of a relationship ? Everything is supposed to be 2-way and he prefers to be caged up to focus on his career ? Why isn't it 2-way ?. So I am waiting to blast him big time when we meet .. I am so angry with him. After all this , he still had the cheek to say I love you and somehow told me to understand his current situation and that he would make it up soon. GRRRRR !

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Manchester United

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