I'm not in a very good mood. I played out on my beauty sleep and I'm feeling cranky and freaking agitated.




Yes , this pictures depicts my mood perfectly well. I am freaking frustrated with people's attitude. Seriously, I had my fair share of respect for you but trust me, I don't find a reason to continue with that belief of mine.


My plight


Do you know how frustrating this journey is for me ?. Do you know how much I am struggling to have this passion of mine glowing ?. Do you know how much I am trying to keep other people's belief alive , their passion alive ?. Do you think its freaking easy ?.


I've never once complained. But c'mon, how could you have played out on me there and then ? But still I told myself to keep the hopes alive. Hey if you can get bitchy with me, I can get double of that. I can unleash the extreme bitter bitchy side of me - BUT I hate to show it to people. I gave you the face just so because, you happened to mean the world to a friend of mine. But it doesn't mean I will continue to show that same face to you and that other bitch too. Got it ?.


And there are REAL irresponsible people who did express interest in the squad. You expressed interest and you think you can just MIA ? What kind of behaviour is that ? Do you expect me to run after you and beg you ? Who the plain JACK do you think you are ?. Hello, we have to guard our own self-respect ok ? Honestly, I've lost the respect I had for you - completely. I know how you guys ran and I know it wasn't on the right path. If you weren't interested, you could have told me ... I'm not a dragon nor a tiger - OH C'MON man ! I BIG lesson learnt ! I am so disappointed in you. And I don't think its going to change till you explain your actions - if its going to be a fair cause .


Argh, forget it man, birds of the same feather , do indeed flock together ! A big total disappointment.
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Work + tuition


Work is really fun. Syah and Li ping are awesome buddies. Syah and I had our fair share of gossips from the good'ol days ( I'm reserving it for some time *winks* ) . Haha anyways, work is easy and I love the environment. Everyone speak GOOD English and it's really cool that I'm stationed at the same office as Doctors who act as General Managers of the HealthCare Group ! I am assigned to organise and transfer medical details into the system and - it's such an insightful project. I learnt alot of different stuff today and it's interesting when you read those files :))


I really don't know what got into my tuition kid's mind - she was a changed person. I think my "funny" threat sealed the deal well. Remember I mentioned that I lost it when she tore my homework and told me that I didn't set any task for her ? I scolded her big time and I told her I won't hesitate to slap the bitch out of her if she repeats the same mistake and I think - I hit the nail hard on the "metal" coffin. She relented and she's a changed person now. She did all her homework and she even paid close attention when I taught her her stuffs. I am really happy that she has changed her behaviour for the better- see I really want her to make it into a Secondary School. I am so petrified if she would fail her PSLE again and be sent to Pathway school. I told her mom that I will push her no matter what and I really really want her to do well. It's March now and I hope she sustains this behaviour till PSLE is over. You know I bought gifts for her because I hate scolding people and I felt bad .. so I decided to give her but then since she was so good today , I manipulated the gifts and told her , I got them for her because she was good today and I also told her that if she wants more gifts in future, remain this way. I hope it works !!


A special shoutout to someone who means alot to me : my dearest sister : Lavan ( the small one ;) )


Hey Lavan, I really can understand, relate to, feel your emotions and cry your tears. I have no power to say : Don't cry. Sometimes crying makes us feel lighter and prepares us to become stronger. See nobody become stronger without falling. But no matter what, I assure you that I am here (alongside all your besties , your soulmate & loverboy, and all your well-wishers) to hold you when you need a support, lend you our shoulders when you need to lend onto and push you when you want to scale higher. We are always here and it will continue to be that way. This emotions in us, will never falter. So babe, spread your wings right now and soar and when you look back , we will be there to cheer you and bring you to success :)


And Lavan, I need to remind you this :- we're born Indians. We watch soap operas and you know that its absolutely vital that we need to witness DRAMA in our lives. If not - we are not Indians. But you know strong Indians have come out of those dramas and made it there. Such dramas shouldn't pull you down. C'mon don't tell me they ( your haters) don't know that they're being childish ? They know it but its just that they enjoy being like that. So let them be. For all we know, they will forget to grow up - but unfortunately, time and tide waits for no man. I know you know what I am trying to get at. So like what you said, they can continue to bark and they're not getting anywhere.


Babe, you are as strong as a diamond. Do you know that ? Diamond in Greek means - Unbreakable. And a polished diamond has the "highest hardness and thermal conductivity". Do you know that a polished diamond can cut a rock ? Infact people use diamond to cut many things in the industrial sector.


God is polishing you big time at this young age so that when you grow up, you will continue to inspire everyone to remain strong. God knows that no matter how hard he kicks you, you will continue to stand up and say "Hey dude, remember, I am unbreakable - try it once more " . Ya ! Thats my sisterooo !! And Lavan, you know how strong you are , those people are just jealous of you, don't ever give in ! Pain is temporary, glory is forever - likewise , Pain is temporary but your inspiration continues to shine ! So, Lavanya DIAMOND Anpha, "when there's comfort, there's no growth : you need to step out of that comfort zone to grow mentally". I love you sisterooooooo !!! Muacks muacks ! ♥ ♥ ♥

Vithiya 'Vitz'

11 Jan 1987

Undergrad (Psychology)

Manchester United

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