Hello bloggy. I've got a few stuff up my head and I'm so going to blog them out. It may remind some people of their own actions , it may be nostalgic to some , it may induce anger in some and etc etc. And I personally don't care.
Friendships : what do they mean to us ?. Friendship is the one of the most important relationship to me ( other than my family ) . But like everyone, God gave me the opportunity to observe and know more about people's other side - also known as their Dark side. But its really sickening that one would use the name of friendship to fulfill their ulterior motives; such a major shame ! Some people only care about their own feelings and ignore other people's feelings and I think its better to distant ourselves away from such selfish bastards and bitches. Just don't use friendship for a namesake. Learn the real meaning and appreciate its value.
Some people may wonder why I don't GIVE up fast on friendships. Well, I generally give many people many chances but most of the time, they take it to their own advantage and repeat the same mistake again. But God is always there and he watches over us and so , I know that Karma's a bad bitch. That is the only thing I can say.
And of course, I went the extra mile to invite ex-close friends of mine to attend social gatherings and outings but they ignore my invitation as though I was being invisible. Well, the decency in me taught me to respect even my enemy but if that's the amount of lessons your momma or your lifestyle had taught you then I can't comment much. BUT please don't ever think , I stooped low and invited you- because I can never be you. You can delete away friends from your real life just like how you do on Facebook or Friendster. Memories don't mean a shit to you but sorry, this isn't me.
Now this brings me to another doubt. You deleted me and those associated with me from your friend's list. So why is my boyfriend still in your friend's list ? Don't you think its dumb ? or unless you are trying to tell me that you enjoy stalking his account to know the comments we exchange and view our pictures ? . Whatever BITCH !
And yes, I did smile at you then because I didn't forget what you did last year. Its not because I stooped low. Don't forget that. If you cannot be bothered to return that smile , then its not my loss. You don't mean anything to me. Don't forget.
And and and , I hate Indian fuckers who condemn their own race. For instance, they will enjoy watching Wade Robson dance, Chris Brown do his thing , Envy Usher's slick movements and Adore MJ and etc etc but once an Indian do it, they will spit on his face and label him anjadi. Why INDIANS, why ?! I was pissed off with some people's comments with regards to Dance Jodi. Hey fucker, dance like them before you condemn them la. Just because they dance , you call them typical ?! Did your mom tell you that you're super typical to think like a typical Indian retard ?. Please la, if you cannot encourage, at least don't discourage la!
Oh yes, do you guys know that I have tuition assignments on hand ?. I'm currently teaching English and Tamil to an EM3 PSLE-repeat student. Initially I thought she was slow but now I realise that she's absolutely cunning. She loves to watch the TV, play, gossip and do everything except study. I am trying my level best to ensure she studies. Actually, I can just ignore her imbecilic acts and even ignore the fact that she doesn't do her homework and still get paid but I am against this. I believe in ethics and morals. Hence I have to teach and make sure I change her life but she's sucking my blood big time now !!
I gave her a homework to do. She copied the answers from the answer sheet. I realised it and tore away the answer sheet and I gave her another homework. This time she managed to copy it from her old assignments. I took away her old assignments and gave her another set of homework and this time ....... SHE TORE AWAY THE ENTIRE PAGE and told me - you didn't give any homework what ?!. I swear I nearly lost it. Her parents allow me to beat her but I hate beating kids ! I used a cane to cane her palm and I asked her to do the homework infront of me and she could look at the question and stone - trying to waste time. I scolded her and she cursed me under her breathe and I scolded her again and she gave me the bitchy look and rolled her eyes. So what am I to do ?! I still didn't slap her. I issued her a warning saying that I can slap her nicely if she continues to do it again. She was on the verge of tears. I took away her homework and kept it aside and read her a tamil story book and I asked her to act out. She's really bad in English and Tamil and its really tough teaching her. She was happily acting out and I was glad I cheered up her mood. Then I took her homework again and this time she did it well. But how am I to continue to encourage her if her parents are not doing their job well ?!. Tuition isn't the sole provider man, you guys gotta do your work too ! I am suffering .. infact I can QUIT anytime I want to but I hate leaving her like this. Her parents trust me too much.... see Vitz is in a major dilemma.
Life is going to be stressful once March 18 kicks in. I'm starting work on March 18th - office hours. I'll be working as a Medical Data Entry Assistant + Tuition assignment on every Mondays and Thursdays @ Boon Lay + Dance commitments ( and some people are asking me to dance for them for 2 different competitions and I'm so irritated with saying NO .. i have my own dance comp to think about man ) + driving lessons at BBDC + my personal training + spending time with the bf .. we can only spend time when he gets his leave and it's been 1 month and 6 days since we last saw each other. So how ?? Stressed up ! Trust me man ! And I so want to buy a car - maybe a 2nd hand one for now !! **note , I am not asking my Parents to get me a car - I MYSELF getting a car for myself using my own savings **
Talking about Kabi, I'm planning for a romantic get-away. Gopi and Nithya calls it our "honeymoon" ( haha what the hell ) . We so need to catch up on alot of things and Singapore's being a bad place. So I am really planning to go on a vacation with him, thinking of going on a short trip to a Malaysian island/resort or Malacca or even THAILAND ! But the major question is , WHEN ?! Sometimes , I pity myself but then again , its our strength and bond that will help us out of this. And of all shit that can happen, he JUST have to stay in Tampines ! I HATE Tampines because its so far !! Why can't he reside in Bukit Panjang ?! I think people who's boyfriends/girlfriends stay beside them are super lucky. You know, one of my best moments in Tampines would be the time when we sneaked into his house at 230am. Tampines seemed super good at that time but it gets soo noisy and loud in the mornings and I had the journey back to Bukit Panjang. No wonder couples get married fast... but then again.. haizzzz. I miss hugging him , kissing him, just lying on his chest and so many things .. 1 month and 6 days .. what am is going on ?! I sincerely have this desire : for his boss to kick him out of work , so that he can look for a new job and it wouldn't be this bad !
Abd can you believe , we didn't even celebrate V.day. We were supposed to celebrate it on 16th ( his off day) but he got called back to work. And till now, I am yet to pass him my V.Day gift ! It hurts me whenever I see it on my cupboard ! Really sad man .. :(
Haha guess what book this is :P
I've always wanted this book and Gaya mommy bought it for me :)) Gaya is sucha lovable mom :P. She really treats me like her own kid and she pampers me with love and gifts ... hehe :)
and she wrapped it up and passed it to me :P
with the boys :- bhai, babom and naidy
nitzy !
trying to act Jay Sean :P ( PS : all the pictures are up on FB . Too lazy to upload all of them here )
I am sooooooo sad for Becks ! It pains me to see this .. and Becks, I know how painful it is when your dreams get shattered ............ I dislocated my knee 4 days before my Nationals .. don't worry man .. you will get stronger
I LOVE HER MAN !!!!!!!!!!!!!! She's my personal fave in this whole comp ! She's freaking humble ! Compare her to our Singaporean artiste wannabes ! I am not talking about those with the real passion .. I am talking about the ones who take part in competition and think super highly of themselves and condemn others who can sing and take great pride in their stupid singing .. yucks , you disgust me !
PRIYANKA , I love you babe ! Btw she sang my favourite stanza of that song :)) பகல் நேரம் கனாக்கள் கண்டேன் உறங்காமலே உயிரெண்டு முறாய கண்டேன் நெருங்காமலே உன்னை என்றி எனக்கு ஏது எதிர்காலமே ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
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