Thursday, November 26, 2009
Hello my blog.
A little bit about the papers ..
Well, I still have 1 more paper to go . Honestly, sometimes I really wonder why did I choose to resit the papers . What many people don't understand is that - I CHOSE to resit . I didn't do it because I had NO CHOICE . I simply wanted to fulfil my dreams . It's just as simple as that . But even then , I don't think I prepared as much as I prepared last year . Yeap , along the way , I lost my focus and drive to excel . I had my reasons to lose focus which I don't wish to publicly say out here ( my friends know that and that's enough for me ) . So lets just see how it went .
Feelings
It's my baby brother's birthday today . I'm feeling really excited that he has turned 21 . Happy Birthday brother ! . May God bless you .
And strangely , apart from that excitement , I just don't feel good . I'm not in the right sense of mind now . I've been thinking about alot of issues recently . You know , I think human beings are one of the most complicated species on earth . Why can't they just be frank and direct ? Why all this manipulations , deceits , fake fronts and whatnot ? . And obviously being Indians , you simply have the urge to multiply all these things . Seriously , a certain human being is irritating the fuck out of me and omg , I so wish I can punch that shit out . That person is the classic eptiome of all those manipulations , deceits , fake fronts , drama and etc etc . I really regret having to know that human being . That person is by far the most annoying person whom I've ever met . I secretly harbour a wish to have that person killed ( I know this is sick but yeah ) . Heck that human being !
Hmm on the other side , I think you should stop doing alot for someone when the least appreciate it . I mean why would you want to waste your time and energy into this ?
I'll blog more often with pictures and all .
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