
And this is my fucking unit , you stupid blind idiotic bitch !
Other thoughts
Anyways , I've did something to my hair ( finally ) but I am not going to put up pictures of it yet because it doesn't look nice now . I need to wait till Saturday to style it .
Ok anyways , this is my certain train of thoughts . Sometimes , its very difficult to understand certain incidents and circumstances . Hence , we need to benefit of time to tell us what it exactly meant back then and to mould us into a well-informed person . So no one can actually claim that whatever decision or stand that person took now will be the best decision or stand . Because time changes situations and people . Thus the value of the decision may not hold true till time enlighten us .
And yes , a certain truth about me . I despise backstabbers alot . If I did forgive dickhead 3 times because I respected the friendship and him as a person . But when he decided to backstab me once more , I have decided that enough is enough . If someone was truthful to you , they would never have the heart to backstab you . Backstabbing is one of most cheapest , low-life trait that dumb human beings possess . And yes , karma is a bitch . It'll eat you up . Maybe now things may go well but perhaps , later on , your own wife may "backstab" you . In that way , you can feel the pain one endure because of YOUR backstabbings . And even if you were to act like a saint , no one will be there to heal your pain .
And yes , I may be a bitch to backstabbers . I will wash my hands of backstabbers and don't give a damn about them . But if true friends were to misunderstand me and decided to leave then of course , I cannot just say "bye bye" and seek for substitutes ! . I mean that is certainly not me . I don't bother seeking substitutes because no one can replace true friends in my eyes . To me , diamonds are very important . If I were to be the worker who did those important diamonds then each and every diamond is very important to me . Yes diamonds come and go but the worker will never forget his/her 1st diamond as well as the most important diamonds that he/she has done . If the worker can forget those diamonds easily , it technically means that he NEVER had any emotional bond or tie with those diamonds at all and that he was highly money-minded . Likewise , I don't have any expectations when I forge friendships with others . I trust all my friends and I always end up telling them alot .
The diamond may be highly interested to disappear . Honestly I got nothing to say . Even if I were to say "stop" what can happen ? . Diamond would think that I am trying to impose a restriction on it or that I don't want to send it away because I believe it is of sub-standard quality . No matter how much the worker confess that he/she loves the diamond , the diamond itself doubts the worker's sincerity . If thats the case , what should the worker do to convince the diamond ? . All I can say is , it may not be the worker's favourite decision to see the diamond disappear but if the diamond really doubts the worker's sincerity , dedication , hardwork and love then the diamond can leave by all means . But remember , the diamond chose to leave by the back door and not the front door . Thus , no matter how many years its going to take or so , the front door will still be open , so does the people . But remember , time doesn't not end here . It resumes and it will continue to eat up our youth . But don't forget , the worker may be highly replacable to you , but for the worker , you - the diamond can never be replaced . Its of an highly inelastic value . So don't ever think that in your absence , I can find a new person to fill up your place . That place will remain vacant and only fill up when you return . This is not an over exaggeration . I mean it . Its up to you to trust it .
Ok , after this blog entry , I need to go and get ready to meet Gopi at Bugis . Gopi has got an important function to attend this Saturday and its going to be his 1st time hosting . Although I wanted to be there to cheer him on , I am not allowed to go for it . So in order to cheer him up nicely , I am going to choose an outstanding attire for him . YAY ! He's going to look very good and he's going to do a good job this Saturday . I hope someone will record his hosting . I can't wait to see how he will do it . OMG !! GOOOO GOPI !! .

Yes . I was sick and I couldn't attend school . I was on MC for 2 days and missed my MYE papers .

Nesh and Sashi

HAHA Nesh's new hairdo

Check out Nesh's expression ! Soooo funny !

Haha much better .

we were playing carom under my blk .

Nesh and his aiming

Sashi and his aiming

thats how close my seed was .