This is it ! . Phew , finally my long over-due entries are out ! Haha . I feel sooo relaxed man ! . Yay ! .


And for the first time in 3-4 years , I am really really sick . Basically on Monday , I was having fever , headache and cough so I took medicine and rested . Then in the evening , I met Kabi and watched a movie with him . I started feeling horrible in the theatre . I was shivering and my temperature soared ! . After the movies , I kinda fainted on Kabi . Poor fella got sooo worried . I couldn't even walk . I felt sooo dizzy . So he rushed me to a private 24 hour clinic and I was not in the right state of mind . I was tooo weak . And I spent a BOMB there . After that he brought me home in a cab . And dearest BumbleBEEE , thanks for being there man ! Without you , I would've been a goner ! . BumbleBEEE really took good care of me man . Haiz , and now BumbleBEEE is sick . He's suspected of H1N1 and is given 1 week of MC and his quarantined at home , Haiz .


And to make matters worse , the whole Transitionz is sick . Yes everyone - except for 2 people . Man , something is damn wrong ! .



Anyways , this is a special entry to a person who means alot to me and yet I didn't realise his worth till later part of my life . That very special friend who really really means alot to me is none other than Vigneswaran aka Nesh .

Yes . First of all , Nesh isn't like a typical Indian guy . Why ? Because , back in 2007 , Nesh liked me but at that moment , I was not into relationships and all . So I kind of rejected him . But the best thing was , Nesh didn't avoid me and stuff . ( And the best thing is , quite recently , we were talking about this and we came to a matured conclusion : - that our character can never click . Thats how matured and untypical he is ). I mean any typical Indian guy would have done otherwise . Instead , he took it lightly . We were still friends and we were dance partners . I was very taken aback when I realised that Nesh didn't harbour any negative feelings towards me . Soon , Dickhead instigated my anger by telling me bad stuff about Nesh . I really started to dislike Nesh . Then one day , Dickhead called me and told me that apparently Nesh was a desperado because he kept chasing after a person we both knew . And that he was irritating the shit out of that person's life and etc . The WHOLE world was against Nesh . But something told me that Nesh wasn't like that . So , I told Dickhead off and I said I trust Nesh because whatever that was portrayed of him wasn't accurate . So I recorded a conference call and called Nesh over to my place with Dickhead . Nesh heard the whole thing and then he confessed that it was apparently that person who had showed some interest in him . Thank God , he still saved those SMSes that the person sent and all . Soon , truth was told and Nesh became the good guy . Although people still continue to see him in the wrong context , I know that he is the good guy .

And to think about it , Nesh has always been there for me . In 2008 , a stupid problem erupted because Dickhead simply couldn't keep his mouth shut and had to blurt out some fake things about me to a few people and those people simply itched for some problem and they teamed up against me and one by one , everyone aimed "missiles " at me . I did argue back but most of the time I was quiet because I was really confused because alot of stories were fabricated against me . And this time round , Nesh was there for me . I could depend on Nesh for support . Also , when I told him about what Dickhead did to me , Nesh was there for me . The most surprising thing that happened was , Dickhead also put Nesh in a very wrong light right infront of him . As in Dickhead technically slandered Nesh infront of him and said I was the one who said all these . And Nesh didn't even ask me about it because he didn't want to ruin the friendship that we had . So he became the bad guy . And once upon a time , he was treated badly - simply like a dog because people portrayed him in the bad light . He was soo pissed and he didn't want to perform for a function . But he brushed all those to a side just because I ASKED him to perform . That's how much he respects me as a friend .

And yes , personally I think people ill-treat him . But till now he had never opened his mouth to bitch about them downright ! . Too many times , he doesn't get the respect that he deserve . People take him for granted . As in people think that he's a nutcase and believe that he's vulnerable and thus they end up accusing him of something that he has not done . But Nesh doesn't give two hoots to all those . But as friends , as people who have genuine concern on him , we do feel for him . I mean c'mon man , do you think he has a plastic heart ? . A plastic heart that has no bloody emotions or whatsoever ?! .

For instance , he's very very loyal to me and really respects me and treats me as a very close friend of his . And so when someone bad-mouthed me , he told me about it . But that too in a positive manner . He did it because he wanted me to clear my name with that person and thats it . But rather , people mistook it and they started accusing him and said that he was playing "double game" and of course , they even gave him "interesting" names . They believed that he was very deceptive , that he was a backstabber , that he betrays and etc . But my question is , when I trusted someone and told him about my problem , he immediately told them about it . But they told me that he did it with the best interest at heart . So it's ok . I mean what kind of rule is this ? . When Nesh does it , it's treacherous but when someone of their 'kind' does it , its fair and its ok . But whatever it is , I hope people won't be fake infront of him . I wonder what they get out of acting , pretending and faking . Remember , he is also human . And karma's a bitch . I don't think you would want someone to treat you like how you treat Nesh .

And to Nesh , don't think I did this to blow things out of proportion . I'm dedicating this entry out of respect to you . Thanks for being there man . And I'm so glad that things are turning out really well between you and the others . And , this incident reminded me how much people value you . One day , Gaya and I had a mini argument and I got angry with her . Kabi , Keer , Gaya and I were on the line and I called Nesh a "blur sotong " and Gaya got sooo angry . She was not happy that I called Nesh a "blur sotong " and I got angry with her for over reacting because I know that Nesh knows that I called him that . Then the next day , I was thinking about it and realised that Gaya actually respected Nesh so much . This is the freaking 1st time , she's supporting someone sooooo much . Wow Nesh ! I am sooo happy for you da ! . And he's really really a very nice , trust-worthy guy . And I can bet that his future gf or wife would be freaking lucky to have him . He's definitely a very very nice guy ! . And Nesh , really thanks for being there man . And I hope our friendship would withstand all the roughest of seasons ! . And I love you NESHHIIEEE !!

Last but not least , I believe that my entry would be controversial . But I don't think I give a damn . Because , I'm already deemed as a bad person . So basically its not going to make any difference . I mean , no matter how much I try to settle problems that people have with me , it always goes back to square one . It takes 2 hands to clap . I did wanted to put an end to all those problems and get a breather . But everytime a problem is solved , it branches out into another problem and it keeps snowballing . And I'm very immune to all those nonsense . Thus I cannot be bothered . Even if I am called "Megatron" , "Fallen" , "Decepticon" , " Lord Voldemort" ( btw , I love Lord Voldemort because he's damn damn intelligent ) , "Green Goblin" or whatsoever , I don't give a 2-cent's worth to it . Because I know who the hell I am and it's definitely not up to them to judge who I am . Only those who have withstand the roughest of seasons with me knows me inside out . People who vanished into thin air along the way knows nuts . So I'm not bothered .

But I will only come into picture when my friends are involved because EVERYONE believes that WE possess a plastic heart . That they can inject any kind of malicious words onto them and that they would not react . But c'mon , I've got humans on my side . So when I realised that Gaya was missing a very important person , I decided to make peace between them and now , I am so glad that Gaya's happy . Thats what I want . They can go on and on about me , but not about my friends . Simple . Thats the bottomline . And PS : It doesn't take a rocket scientist to find out your name-callings . And of course , I personally wish that such politics will stick out of my group . Because its fucking irritating ! .

Vannathirai Star Singer 2009 Finals + Dinner at Changi Village + Seesha outing with my friends









Theeban Ganesh ! Wow , I loved his "Mettu Podu " rendition . And I personally think he has the same voice as Sonu Nigam and they do look alike . And Theeban doesn't deserve the consolation prize . No way man ! . I missed Theeban soo badly man !!

Vithiya 'Vitz'

11 Jan 1987

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