Sometimes , the anger get the better of me . This has been increasing to a bitch load . If you don't know the reason behind my patience , then try not to antagonise me .


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Ok , I am definitely bringing you to the insides of my thoughts . Quite recently , I met Mehraaj and she told me something interesting . We had a wonderful thought . A topic on dickhead came up . Anyways , I am totally aware that the instant dickhead lands in Singapore , he's definitely going to get whacked - nope , not by me . This is the inside news that I'm hearing because , as the truth comes to light , dickhead's atrocities have become more pronounced than ever .


Ok what Mehraaj told me was she feels that dickhead has always been jealous of me . Yes , jealous of the attention I get . Dickhead had always seen himself as my shadow . He wanted to be in the limelight . To divert my attention to himself . Bascially , poor dickhead never had many friends . So he tapped onto my friends . So what he did was simple . He badmouthed me to my own friends and set them against me . Bascially , he was a wimp . He never had the courage to admit this . So what he did after that was simple :- " Vitz , you treated me like a dog " . This accusation was an excuse to cover up his wimpy cowardice . Its ok dickhead , I understand . You must've been a poor soul . So people out there will help it return back to the creator . God bless .


Ok . I've got another issue to settle too . Sometimes I feel that I've been entangling into childish squabbles . Really . I know of this person who seriously make feel soo enraged . I mean I have no fucking idea why I have to carry the unnecessary blame onto myself . Well because if I am deemed to be a bad person , I will always remain a bad person . Even if I didn't do anything , I will be a bad person because I appeared to be a bad person in that person's eye ! . But what kind of justice is this ? . I mean why should I take the blame for something that your stupid brain concluded ? . This is called - opinion without valid evidence .


Friends of that person know this fallacy . Yet they don't provide a good solution . I am very fed up because , I don't wish to spend this youth of mine hating someone and pretending to be someone I am not . Really frustrating . I mean everyone can understand that person's irrational conclusion but not my innocent frustration . And the worse of it all , I can be outcasted because they wish to make peace between us . I mean what kind of justice is this ? . I do have a million friends . But if I treat this people more important than the others , does this equates to the unfair shit that I have to go through ?. Honestly , I don't understand . People definitely change overtime or maybe they acted all along . The worst thing is , that person can condemn my bestfriend for giving me more attention . There's a reason why my bestfriend treats me like a bestfriend can gives me alot more importance . No one have any right to question that . Infact , if I were to speak , I can speak lengths about your treatment to her . This is so unfair .


I am keeping my patience . But every animal has its limit and likewise , I have my own limits . Its about time I snap . If I do , then I don't give a fuck about anyone and I will do what needs to be done to seek justice for my inner peace . I am not threatening you but rather , I am stating the facts here .


But on the other positive end , there's someone who makes me feel so appreciated and that person totally deserves recognition . And that is my beloved best buddy - GOPI ! . Yes Gopi always makes me see light at the end of the darkest of tunnels that I have come across . He is seriously that amazing . I feel so alive after hearing his voice , his advices and his presence simply make me smile truckloads . Infact without Gopi's support , love and shoulders , I would've been gone .


Gopi knows how to appreciate people , he's full of gratitude and he makes time to think about other people's feelings and emotions . Honestly , he's a wonderful matured individual . Recently , Gopi , Gaya and I had a heart to heart conversation . Just then I realised alot more stuff about Gopi . But really Gopi , I love you sooooo much . You're such an awesome friend da !!




Me and my dearest Gopi


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This is my very own Crispy Butterfly Prawns . I did this for my dad for Father's day ! And he enjoyed it !

Vithiya 'Vitz'

11 Jan 1987

Undergrad (Psychology)

Manchester United

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