It's an emo Tuesday and I am emo-ing . So you can expect an emotional entry up ahead . Read on if you want to or cancel this page if you can't tolerate emo-ness .


Issue #1


There's this fucking rude colleague at my workplace . He's sooo fucked up that I wish he would just disappear soon . I mean I believe he is a fucking racist , a male chauvanist and also a fucked up asshole who thinks that he doesn't have to respect younger workers . Bloody retarded fucker ! . That asshole acts as though he is so damn perfect and that he's a very good worker . I mean I am cultured . I respect elders . He must be a 50-year old asshole . I controlled my rage and still respected him when he showed me attitude . Although I did feel like throwing my shoe on his face , I've always restrained myself from doing that just because he is 50+ year old .


Once I got pissed with him that I actually went to him and said " hey , why are you against me ah ? . I'm a student ok , I'll leave soon . So don't worry , even if you don't like me , you don't have force yourself to like me . But at least don't show this attitude . We're here to work . I am just doing my duty and your attitude is hindering my duty " . That ball-less fucker replied saying "no.. nothing , I got no problem with you what" and he was a bit better after that . I also regretted confronting him because I felt that I was being rude to someone who's old and all . I even thought of saying sorry to him .


But yesterday, he just had to turn things sour . Frankly , I was in a good mood . Then suddenly , while patrolling , my supervisor called me to show me the exhaust fan pipe . So that when there's the false alarm , we can run to the basement and reset the exhaust fan pipe . So after that, while waiting for Sim to return , I saw a few people breaching our rules . So I informed the motherfucker to take action and he totally ignored me - not once but TWICE !! . He acted as though I was fucking invisible and all . I swear , red hot hammers were hammering madly inside my head . I really really wanted to do something fucking fucking bad . I restrained myself . I called a friend . When Sim returned , I told him that I was fucking pissed and all . I guess he must've informed my supervisor . So my supervisor asked me to meet him at the Loading Bay2 and he chatted with me . He said that he couldn't understand the idiotic guy's character too .


The shit is , his fucked up attitude sent me into a wild paroxysm of rage . I was in an extremely pissed off mood . I was sooo pissed that I was planning to go up to him and scream at his face . I mean c'mon , this is just a bloody temporary job to me and I can quit when I want to . I don't owe anyone a living . It's just that I am working to save up alot of money to finance my own tertiary education instead of living it off my parents . A simple dedicated daughter . But this is that fucker's permanent job and yet he is acting as though he's god-damn good at what he's doing and as though he's just soo into working and all . Oh c'mon , it wouldn't take us to kick your old fat ass . Retarded old fucker . I don't want to be rude and I hate being rude . But I am fucking gonna force myself to be rude to you because you DESERVE it . Anyways , I am not the only one who's pissed with him . The best thing is , when that fucker makes a blunder , he makes a joke out of it . But when newbies make a mistake , he actually scolds them and behaves in a rude manner to them . I wish someone will beat the shit out of him . SERIOUSLY !!! Grrr I really really really feel like setting his big fat old ass on fire ! .. damn he's really spoiling my mood man !!


Issue 2


Anyways this newbie called Valli joined us about 3-4 days ago . She was under me and so I had to train her . I did my best to explain everything . I mean she seemed like she wasn't interested to work at all . She was really slow and all . Sometimes I found it highly irritating to repeat myself over and over and over and over again . I mean who likes it right ? . But I did teach her and all . Then soon after , she confessed that she has trouble comprehending my messages and explaination because she doesn't know english well . I mean she's a malayasian and she only knows Bahasa Melayu and tamil . So I felt damn bad and I explained it as simple as I could .. I mean I even explained it in tamil . My tamil is slightly shaky but I tried my level best to say those stuff in tamil . Somehow she got it .


But she doesn't have that confidence work like a professional . I mean she's a bit hesistant to carry out her duties but I swear , I saw a significant improvement in her work attitude . I really hope that she would stay .. but today , we got the bad news . She was booted out . She got sent somewhere else . My supervisor is a very nice man and he didn't know how to break the bad news to her . Sim accidentally spilled the beans to her .


My last duty was at Loading Bay 2 . She came over to my site and started crying . I was soo shocked that I couldn't act fast . So I instantly texted my supervisor . He couldn't bear see her cry that he sent Sim . Sim is naturally a funny guy . Somehow he managed to make her smile and all . But I really felt bad because , she is 27 and is married . Both she and her husband are working as guards at different places . And she told me that she needs to work because she is not well-to-do and that she actually borrowed money so that she could actually come to work and all . So when this happened , I couldn't help but feel sooo sad for her . I mean ... I don't know how to put this .. but I guess , working here as a guard is actually helping me to learn more about the world . I mean more about those lower-income group's ordeal and the middle-income group's desperate attempts to set tight budgets . Really ... to date , I can really blog out so many different issues .


You know , there was this construction workers doing this barrier thingy at my workplace . I was on break . So I decided to take a look to see how they were actually 'doing' a road hump . Then I saw a worker who accidentally scratched himself while using a shovel to cover up a particular area with black stones or whatever that is called . He was bleeding but he just used his dirty t-shirt to wipe off his blood and he continued working under the scorching hot sun . The dust , the smoke and heat could make anyone else faint but he was working so hardly . He didn't even rest to clean his wound but continue working like as though there was no tomorrow . Man ... I guess we should really leave our comfort zone to attain growth .


Man .... I've got this book where I generally jot down my thoughts and all . And the book is like almost finishing . I think I should blog everyday . Man ... even now , I wanna blog about the 81st Academy Awards but I feel soooo tired . My eyes are actually half-closed and I'm forcing it to be wide open .. maybe tomorrow I'll complete my other set of entry . Gd day

Vithiya 'Vitz'

11 Jan 1987

Undergrad (Psychology)

Manchester United

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