Thursday, September 25, 2008
Fret not , I've not dropped blogging . First and foremost , I just want to make certain things clear . Whatever that I've been ranting on for the past few days , weeks or even years have been solely based on my very own train of thoughts . So if you happened to read something and you seriously believe that it reflects on you and your actions then I guess you have to learn how to infer the right things and then form judgements . It is a shame if you happened to decipher the wrong things and end up jumping into a stupid conclusion . And , this is my blog . I don't think anyone has any rights to ask me not to blog about this or that . I'm exercising my liberty dude , so you should stop giving commands . I am the master here .
I took this from my bible and I would love to share this with one and all because I feel that we can decipher alot of truth if we read and internalise every word of it .
" As I urged you when I went into Macedonia, stay there in Ephesus so that you may command certain men not to teach false doctrines any longer nor to devote themselves into myths and endless genealogies . These promote controversies rather than God's work - which is by faith . The goal of this command is love, which comes from a pure heart and a good conscience and a sincere faith. Some have wandered away from these and turned to meaningless talk . They want to be teachers of the law, but they do not know what they are talking about or what they so confidently affirm . " ( 1 Timothy 3-7 ) .
Well , it is clearly shown here that if you want to preach about God , you need to have love . Love comes from a pure heart , a good conscience and a sincere faith . Sadly , you don't possess them . You act religious and pious . But , that facade is off , it's of no use anymore . The world has seen your true colours . And I don't think anyone has the right to condemn a person's religion nor the person's belief . " Even though I was once a blasphemer and a persecutor and a violent man, I was shown mercy because I acted in ignorance and unbelief. The grace of our Lord was poured out on me abundantly, along with the faith and love that are in Christ Jesus " ( 1 Timothy 13-14 ) . Even God didn't condemn that person who committed a sin . So who in the world are you to condemn me and my religion ? . Through the love of God , I've learnt a significant truth . " My son, if sinners entice you, do not consent. " ( Proverbs 1:10 ) . I've certainly learnt that the enticement of taking an evil path is far more dangerous . So am I condemned ? . A food for thought .
Now this is another truth that has got to be ingrained by one and all , especially to those who think they are doing something right by doing whatever they are doing right now . In Matthew 5.23-34 , He said , " if you bring your gift to the alter, and there remember that your brother has something against you, leave your gift there before the alter, and go your way. First be reconciled to your brother, and then come and offer your gift ". Well , even in a matter so basic as our giving, the ability to truly worship God is hindered by the reality of relationships broken by our wrong actions , attitudes , and words . How true , right ? . An offence against your neighbour is a fence between you and God . Now , as mentioned in all entries , I don't deny making a mistake but blowing petty things out of proportion , manipulating the truth , forming ill-conceived judgements about people , throwing unnecessary words onto innocent people, forcing one to adhere to one's personal gain as well as making people cry certainly speaks highly of your character as well as I strongly believe now that it does hinder your worship to God . Or unless , you've been putting up a huge facade .
C'mon , we ought to know that the most powerful testimony is a godly life . I may not be a staunch Christian , I may not lead a perfect life , I may not attend church services , I may not have dedicated my services to the church , or I may not be doing frontline services to God but I wholly and solely know that I haven't stopped praying nor believing in Jesus Christ . Jesus was a learner and was a keen learner . He loved learning . We need to believe in his words and to be frank , I am learning . I can proudly declare that I haven't stopped learning . But you indeed framed up a question and attacked the root of my belief . Well , needless to say , your question will be answered . I can daringly say , I have never seeked Him in vain . Never . But I do hold onto a certain truth . " From the place of His dwelling He looks on all the inhabitants of the earth " ( Psalm 33.14 ) . My tears , agony , insult , embarassment , humiliation , discrimination and the answers to my question will all be answered in due time . Infact , very soon . ( This isn't any "crap" or "bullshit" right dude ? . So now I know that you can't say stop to it and in fact you need to start believing in it . ) .
Well , I've completely given up the trust in your words . I've embraced the lie for this many years but I'm seen the light in due time and I'm not willing to believe in the lie any longer . Because I've seen that your words and actions have an inverse relationship . You tend to give a higher priority to someone else . Well it's not wrong . But it becomes wrong when you treat someone like a substitute . We are God's children and I don't think He would be too pleased when one's treated like a substitute . " Let us not love in word or in tongue, but in deed and in truth " ( 1 John 3:18 ) . When you see someone in need, Love demands a loving deed; Don't just say you love him true . Prove it by the deeds you do . Well , I guess you have proven enough . I've realised the absolute fallacy in it . Thus , I've decided to completely drop you off my life . Because even God wouldn't sanction a person who treats one like a substitute for his personal gains . But , my bestfriend's church has taught him to " love his enemies " . If God wants us to even love our enemies than I think I should love you too . But my concern wouldn't rise to the peak . Just take note of that . So don't ever try to manipulate me by tapping onto my weakness . Because I'm steadfast in never to falter again . God bless .
Laugh all you want . This youthful life is going to be an enjoying one . Sometimes , I feel the test of examinations can break down a person . I mean , the stress , the anxiety can literally screw up a person's life to the worst . But withstanding such obstacles make one into a clear winner in the end . Hard work always reaps the fruits . Never stop believing in God nor yourself . If you believe in God , he has made plans for you .
Mr Sengu brought the entire Tamil Lit students to Karus . He treated us to a good meal . I had fun . Elaiyarani was giving cute remarks and it literally sent me and Gaya into a paroxysm of laughter . I swear . Haha . Oh man ...
I seriously think that I've put on weight . I mean , I really look chubby right ? . Anyways , I think Mr Sengu has a very cute face .
The way we Indians eat :)
Meet Elaiyarani
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