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Teacher's Day in school wasn't as great . I mean , I frankly think that the year 2005 and 2006 celebrations were really good . I mean , outstanding . I performed for teacher's day on both occassions . Dikir Barat in 2005 and our rendition of " A whole new world " in 2006 . Nonetheless , Happy Teacher's Day to all .





Well , I was caught off guard there .

We cut a cake for Mr Sengu

Mr Sengu with his smile

Ibby ( Ibrahim , I'll spell your name as Ibby not Iby ok :P ) watching cheekily

Peeps with Mr Sengu

Apparently this crowd consist of Tamil A students

Lost into my own train of thoughts

Well , what you see if what you get . I'm not plastic

Peeps , this is Mdm Meseanes , in short , Mdm M , my GP teacher . OK , I forgot to mention this . Mdm M and I had an interesting SMS chat on Thursday . She asked me about my GP prelim papers - I mean , I just did the papers that very morning . I told her that I was feeling extremely miserable and she told me I'll be fine . Anyways , she has alot of trust in me and seriously , I am afraid of screwing it up big time in A levels . So yes . Gosh ..

Mdm M rocks !

Gayatri Devi with Mdm M

She's Mdm Ong Yuan Shin - my GP teacher last year . Well , she also rocks . Even she has that trust in me . Mdm Ong and Mdm M really want me to ace GP . Seriously , my only prayer is that I don't disappoint them . Gosh .

Elaiyarani and me . Anyways , she told me something quite shocking recently . Ever since she told me that I've been boiling with rage . Frankly , I wonder what's the necessity to pull me into certain issues . Fucking immatured scumbag , grow up . ( PS , I'm not referring this to Elaiyarani ) .

Anyways , I caught 2 movies recently . Those 2 movies moved me and I am going to recommend this 2 movies to one and all . First up , I caught " Salaam-e-Ishq " . The story is about 6 different couples . An emotional rollercoaster ride . I am soo proud of my Abraham Baby ( sorry Bipasha - I was just complimenting favourite actor ) . John Abraham paired up with Vidya Balan . John really did soooo well . His emotions were fantastic . You know , I'll always get heartbroken when I see John Abraham cry . My heart broke when he cried in Taxi 9211 and Goal and now it's this movie . Gosh ! . A complete man - man with a toned up body , a big softie at heart and a man with killer smile . * drools *

Anyways , I just want to write about this particular scene from that movie . Ashutosh ( John Abraham ) and Tehzeeb ( Vidya Balan ) just celebrated their 2nd year wedding anniversary . Ashu really loves his wife and vice versa . And one day , she gets involved in an accident and she loses her memory . She can only remember those times with her parents - nothing else . In short , she completely forgot her husband . Ashu desperately tries to revive her memories by bringing her to certain places and showing her certain video clips . But his attempts were futile . Ashu's heart broke when Tehzeeb told him that she was going to leave him . She couldn't remember a single thing about him and she finds it hard to see him sad . Ashu was really heartbroken but she allows her to go - he gave in to her wishes . Before she left , she asked him this : ( since I cannot remember anything , and if I choose to live with you ) " What life will you have with me tomorrow ? " .

Ashu's answer was " Whatever our tomorrow may be , we'll make it beautiful together . But if you are not with me , then I neither have today nor tomorrow . Will you give me my tomorrow ? "

I find this absolutely touching . You know , I don't understand why only movies can encapsulate the true meaning of love ? . The world is full of desperate horny people . Seriously , what's the point ? . The one you truly loves end up breaking your heart , marriages turn sour and end in divorces , partners end up having extra-marital affairs and what not ? . What is wrong with you people ?. When will you ever understand that love is the unison of two different hearts . Its the feeling that the hearts share . Not always being physical . If you think that love is all about only getting physical then become a prostitute or a gigolo . And did you people even stop to think about something very very crucial and significant ? . Who the hell gave you the right to break another's heart ? - Even God doesn't have the right . When you say " I Love You " please mean it . Don't end up breaking someone else's heart when you don't have a right to . Cheap antics don't last a lifetime , true love last a lifetime and even beyond . Think about Shah Jahan and Mumtaz . They're gone for goodness sake but we still speak of them . What a lasting impression they've etched onto our minds . Salutes to you and your sweetheart . Not everyone can call someone sweetheart , so when you have the liberty to , do so , but sincerely . The bond of true love can keep the 2 hearts intact for life - you know why ? . Because your heart will recognise the other as your heartbeat . Love gets completed when you get married to your loved one .

Imagine this - After a difficult stormy period in your life , you get completely battered and torn by the cruelty of the hardships that life has to offer and at that moment , in your lowest points in life , you turn behind and you see your loved one with that encouraging smile , giving that thumbs up and whispering that he/she loves you even in that lowest point in life - how would you feel ? . Now that's the beauty of love . Nothing exaggerated but everything simple . Just showing that unconditional love , faithfulness and sincerity .

Anyway , the other movie that really moved me was " Taare Zameen Par " . Aamir Khan's production . Aamir Khan did a good job . The casting was fantastic . The story is about Ishaan ( a child with dyslexia ) struggling to cope in a mainstream school . They clearly depicted the struggle and life of a child suffering from dyslexia .

Darsheel Safary really acted soo well . Seriously people , catch that movie and your perspective of life will change forever . I mean you'll see every child differently . Well the movie's tagline is " Every child is special " . Worth the time people . Please catch it . I don't wish to spoil the suspense and all by talking about it . So yes . Please catch it

Anyway , Aamir Khan and Anil Kapoor are looking hotter now . I mean they're old and they used to look different back then . As in although they're in their 40s now , they look young . Can you like believe it ? . They're using hair wax :p . Hehe . Oh , Aamir is hot . Maslinda , do you remember something ? . Hehe .

I spoke my mind and I'm seriously NOT afraid to speak my mind . Now if that hurt you , it's done of my business . At least you know that it's pinches you deep down . And I'm glad .

I am seriously in a very very bad mood . Nope , not bipolar mood swing . I guess , it just happens . I mean , when you realise that things aren't going the way you wanted them to then yes , FUCK OFF will be the words that I would wish to utter - big time that is . So yes , FUCK OFF .


Don't ask me why , patience's running out , I'm clenching my fist , breathing through my gritted teeth , feeling like I want to punch everyone who walk pass me on a random roadway . Seriously , I wish I had a motorbike . At this point in time , I would want to do the 130 km/h and feel the gust of wind right onto my face . That feeling of triumph . Yes . That's exactly what's running through my mind at the moment . Argghh .


Prelim's underway . General Paper was up in the morning . The morning was quite screwed up . It was raining cats and dogs . Somehow , Vans and I were the only late ones and we had to walk under one umbrella to school . Tell me about it , heavy downpour , cold weather and examination . It just doesn't seem right .


I was feeling slightly dizzy as I was doing my paper . Chose a ruddy random topic , half way through , I knew that I went off the tangent . I did a completely different structure . We had to stop writing our Paper 1 at 9.55 am and at 9.30 am , I looked at the clock and shook my head . Yes , I know deep down that I have screwed up . Now , let's see what the outcome is - alright ? .


This is something Mdm Mesenes said to the class . " Vitz , has a strong command of the language and she's really powerful . But sadly , she always misinterprets the question . A potential A/B student who gets pulled down by misinterpretation " .


General Paper Prelims and I know that I have screwed it up big time . Now tell me why I shouldn't panic when my A levels is on the 3th of Nov . I don't know how to explain this feeling but I feel soo depressed . C'mon la , I got A1 for my O levels English Language . And I really want an A for my General Paper . At this juncture , I feel lost .....


Long overdue pictures . We celebrated Menaga's birthday on the 23rd . We cut the cake at Jurong Point and after that , we went to the zoo . Somehow , I woke up late and couldn't meet the rest at Jurong Point on a Saturday morning . So I went to the zoo straight . Yes , bad girl

* Note , not every pictures will bear the captions



The group of friends who celebrated her birthday . James, Shafie , Menaga , Pravin , Karpagam , Silas and I .

Btw , did I mention , I have a huge penchant for snakes . Seriously . So believe me when I say I can speak Parseltongue . Voldy , can you hear me ? !


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Blah ! . My secondary school mate and we're still close friends . Check that out yo !

Vithiya 'Vitz'

11 Jan 1987

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