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[c]d4rkang3l
Wednesday, July 16, 2008


Will you believe me if I say that almost every intangible things on earth needs a touch of restoration ? . Well , believe me , and I know it certainly does . Too subtle yet so true .


Alright , I didn't go to school today . Frankly , I am starting to loathe the 4 periods of consultations . I mean I don't see any sensible point in it . Yesterday we had 4 periods of mass economic lecture and I know that nobody concentrated . The whole centrestage was abuzz with noise . Students were falling asleep and honestly , I lost my very own momentum . So Pravin and I decided to catch up - well , we haven't been close for quite sometime due to our busy schedule . I mean , I am always out for dance practices and hardly call my friends . So yes .


Anyways , I shall not go off at the tangent and state my point . I didn't go to school today because I honestly couldn't get my ass off the bed . I was horrendously too tired . I mean since I do choreograph my dance steps , I really tired a myriad of steps to attain the best step and somehow , I tried a few vigorous steps where I "overstretched" the muscles of my upper arm and the tender muscles near my elbow . Things didn't go well the next day . I was introduced to " Kangoo Jumps " for PE lesson . I mean , I don't really know why the PE teachers gave me " Kangoo Jumps " when I really wanted Archery . I mean , they KNOW that I have knee injury and they gave me KANGOO JUMPS ? . Luckily the instructors realised my problem and adjusted my KANGOO JUMPS to a minimal stress level so that I don't have to use all my weight to jump off the ground . But even doing the jumps at a minimal stress level , it hurt my KNEE . Argghh , I think I'm going to stumble soon .


Anyways , I chatted with Pravin aka DJ Jabba - the person who does remix for Killerbeez ( and who used to do for Borderz 159 and a few others ) . This is what he said and somehow , it made my day .


X ' mArKz De sPoT ! ! ! says:
wt sng ya'll performing fer

★ [ Vitz ] That insatiable thirst for victory ★ says:
it's a mixture .. 3 songs into one .. and guess what . I did the song myself
★ [ Vitz ] That insatiable thirst for victory ★ says:
cool right ?

' X ' mArKz De sPoT ! ! ! says:
cool
' X ' mArKz De sPoT ! ! ! says:
finally i'm hearin a girl doin edits n mixing
' X ' mArKz De sPoT ! ! ! says:
proud ta hear dat
★ [ Vitz ] That insatiable thirst for victory ★ says:
no .. i mean , I didn't do the entire thing .. , I chose the song , mixed them but I needed DJ support . So I got a friend to add 2 beats ( cos I REALLY don't know how to do them )
★ [ Vitz ] That insatiable thirst for victory ★ says:
hehe
★ [ Vitz ] That insatiable thirst for victory ★ says:
COOL RIGHT ?
' X ' mArKz De sPoT ! ! ! says:
wokay
' X ' mArKz De sPoT ! ! ! says:
but de idea was still urs
' X ' mArKz De sPoT ! ! ! says:
hatz off vitz
★ [ Vitz ] That insatiable thirst for victory ★ says:
thanks man . Honestly it's my dream song .. all the important elements of 3 songs into 1 ...
Honestly , I don't wanna ruin the suspense now but wait till u hear it
' X ' mArKz De sPoT ! ! ! says:
ya dun hve ta tell me da song
' X ' mArKz De sPoT ! ! ! says:
i'll wait da suprise out
' X ' mArKz De sPoT ! ! ! says:
till sat
' X ' mArKz De sPoT ! ! ! says:
support da beez wokay
' X ' mArKz De sPoT ! ! ! says:
we'll sure support ya'll
★ [ Vitz ] That insatiable thirst for victory ★ says:
All the best to BEEZ too .. all the way BEEZ
' X ' mArKz De sPoT ! ! ! says:
:)
' X ' mArKz De sPoT ! ! ! says:
thx
' X ' mArKz De sPoT ! ! ! says:
we're takin part in dhool oso vitz
' X ' mArKz De sPoT ! ! ! says:
we nid all our loved 1z wid us all da way
' X ' mArKz De sPoT ! ! ! says:
so be dere



Of course I support KILLERBEEZ . GO BEEZZZZ !! .


Damn , the hard reality is sinking in . I've got only a few weeks to redeem myself from my very own self-imposed misery . The A levels are around the corner and the pressure is really building up on me . I didn't go my Management Paper 1 , Economics Paper 1 & 2 . I was sick and had to rest at home . I only did GP , H2 Tamil and Management Paper 2 and quite frankly , I did them really badly . I mean all my teachers are terrible upset over me and the vibes that they send me is rather scary . My Econs teacher is not even talking to me and I know that I really disappointed her . Apparently when I was absent for the paper , she told Mr Sengu this " How can Vithiya be absent for Econs paper ? . She's very good at Econs - one of the best students ! . I guess she was really have fallen sick after the India trip " . When Mr Sengu told me this , I felt damn pissed with myself . I disappointed 2 teachers . After that Mr Thomas Tan came to me and said " Vitz , admit it . I know that you didn't touch the notes at all . You didn't study right ? " . I really didn't know what to say . But I hate the way I am now . I mean , I lost all my momentum due to a plethora of reasons and I can't wait to explain them . I can't explain now but I'll explain soon .


Argghh , I'm definitely going to vanish from the face of earth and quit my social life and get down to study . I really need to ace this As and I know the importance of it and yet .... . DAMN ! . Challenges are fun to have but it's really not fun when people don't co-operate and you often find yourself on the losing end because of them . Right ? . It's ok , this is going to be the fight of my life and I know deep down that I am not going to stop fighting without a hard fight . I love to swim against the currents . No matter how menacing or threatening they may seem to be , I know , that I will emerge as the winner - no , I am not saying this out of brimming arrogance but I am saying it with hard facts . As long as you know that you have put the hardwork in , you are already the winner . I'll put the hardwork soon . Really soon and I am counting my days for it . Literally and I mean it .


For now , I'm taking the consolation from my very own train of thoughts . Good day .




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