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Sunday, June 29, 2008


Sometimes , its good to be really frank . I'm in a very fucked up mood ; so expect a harsh entry .


First and foremost , do you really think it's my freaking job to make you happy ? . Why the heck are you so selfish ? . Issues can irritate the shit out of you ? . Do you really think you're the only human being with feelings ? . If you can get irritated and fucked up , so do I . If I want to , I can rely on extreme measures to pin you down . But I'm careful . Like what I've mentioned earlier , I strongly believe in a win-win situation .


You may hide your feelings and pretend like everything's cool but don't ever try to insult my intelligence . I know what the fuck you are thinking . Alright ? . Preaching is ALWAYS EASIER than practising . Put yourself in my shoes can I believe you can understand everything . It's really sickening you know . I haveto like pacify a whole lot of people for so many different issues . Frankly , I am fucking tired . Extremely exhausted .


And yes , everyone can go around saying " I want to analyse things properly and then make a judgement . I'm not one-sided and etc " . Frankly it's all bullshit . Lets imagine this . Person A and Person B are not close . Suddenly Person B - who is a big time motherfucker decides to join forces with Person A . Then Person B tries to lie to Person A . Person B is very good at fabricating stories and framing people up for it . So Person A believes Person B and confronts the victim of the situation . Even when the victim of the situation explain everything , Person A can believe in Person B .Haha . Funny . But it's highly applicable to today's world . But , I am going to have my day to proof myself and it's coming real soon . I'm highly excited because it's going to be a no-holds-barred day for that someone and I really mean it when I say it . So all issues have to be dropped ? . Maybe if people are fabricating stories against you , you may actually sit back and watch the show but I don't belong to your group . Sometimes , the young ones can really get onto people's nerve . I guess they really have to grow up . No point in acting all-matured when their mentality needs some modification . Really sick and tired sia .


Anyways , I know of a friend who don't really have a good habit . He doesn't have the habit of admitting his mistakes . He misinterpreted something and still thinks that he is right . Let's imagine , the plan may be something like - The 5 of us go out . And I can PLACE ALL MY BETS and say it'll become 6 when we go out . I don't have to explain why but I think it's obvious enough . After that He will say " it's still 5 because we both are 1 " . Honestly - WHATEVER .


It's already not easy to organise something . Considering the fact that I have so many things to care about , worry about and to think about . But nonetheless , the benefits outweighed the cost and I decided to organise something . Then he had to spoil my mood and say ridiculous stuff . The mistake was on him and yet he is egoistic enough to admit it and yes , he completely spoilt my mood and I had others spoiling my mood too .


Honestly , how would you guys feel when you plan for something and then 1 by 1 people back out citing stupid reasons ? . Perhaps the parameters with regards to the situation may have been discussed earlier not at the last minute . For now , I am really irritated , hurt , exhausted and just not in the mood . I guess I'll just tag with those who are really genuine in coming and get it over and done with . Don't do it because you want to please me . Thanks .


And I don't want to plan anything . The trust is broken and I don't wish to make myself a fool again . So you guys plan and then inform me . If I can come , I will . If I can't then I'm sorry .


Ok . This person I know disappeared for a long period of time . So when I suddenly saw that person I tried chatting up and all I received was a lousy response . Think about it , you have always mentioned that I used you for my gains but I guess its the other way round . You are always too busy for people and if you call , you have a motive behind . Get what you want and then hang up . It's up to you la . But I just want to let you know that I am irritated .


And there's this guy . He gets really emotional and depressed when things happen . To be frank , any normal random thing may happen and he would immediately be depressed - leaving people in the dark . This is definitely not a good attitude . Then what the hell are friends for ? . People are like worried but you don't care . So as a concerned friend , what do I have to do ? . Nevermind , it's people's choices that determine their life . So I shall try not to care too .


I wonder why people have handphones . If they are going to be late , they can call and inform . If something crop up while they go for a break , they can call up to inform but what they all do is leave people in the dark . That's why I mentioned - PUT YOURSELF IN OUR SHOES and YOU WILL REALISE .


Lastly , I really feel like saying this , so I shall say : I hope you ( yes YOU ) won't end up as a betrayer . And now I want to say something else , FUCK YOU .




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