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Wednesday, May 14, 2008


Every second of the impending doom is looming around . Reality is setting in real fast in the most hardest way .


Shit . I am really under pressure . I mean , 4 months ( not counting October ) to As . Here I am not even half prepared . I mean at the rate that I am going , I can literally bury myself . Every well-wisher thinks that I am working my ass off . Now this is funny - like totally ! . I mean , I wear my heart on my sleeve - stress , frustrations , fatigue and every other negative emotion is always etched onto my face . I am like the walking embodiment of all those negative vibes - free advertisement - yeah ?! . The make matters worse , people think that I am angry with them . Haha . Sometimes I prefer the solitary moments . Allow me to get the breather . Don't assume that I'm angry with you when I don't smile at you . I mean , I am always thinking about a million of things , so sometimes I just get a tad too deranged :[ .


Seriously , I hate the traffic jams . 3 traffic jams - like what the shit is going on ? . Every morning I am so stressed about getting to school on time . If I don't get to school on time , I either have to climb the school gate ( I did it last week ) or buy an MC ( I did it too ) . It's seriously annoying . I have to like rush rush and rush . Half my life is spent rushing here and there . I mean rushing is not a good sign when I'm a tad too deranged right ?. Haha .


Vans and I had our usual morning conversation . He told me what Mr Idris told him and I'm glad that there's someone who shares the same vision as me ( I'm talking about Vans here btw ) . He asked me if I am studying for the upcoming mid years or for my A levels examination . My instantaneous answer was :- " I'm studying for my A levels " . But then again , I cannot forgo my mid years . I have a very challenging month(s) ahead . I have to study while come up with dance costumes , dance steps , remix of song , tuning in the beat , burning the cd , ensuring that we have practises , ensuring that we are prepared for our Danz Arena , selling off the tickets and etc . I just hope that I don't crack .


I wish I can draw a graph to explain my feelings right now . Pardon my desire to draw graphs . I'm a little too influenced my the ridiculous AR/MR/Supernormal/Normal profit graphs . We're like drawing it for every lesson . I really hate my drawing skills . I mean , I really find it hard to draw a beautiful U-shaped curve . I think I should go for drawing classes . Haha .


GP mid year's this Friday . Am I prepared ? - A big fucking NO ! . I think I'm going to disappoint Mdm Mesenes . She setted her own target grade for me and she told me that I should attain it . But I really don't know . Remember I told you - I am lost . I am like in planet Pluto ( I know it's more than stone cold there ) , moving away from the Sun - the sun a metaphor to the preparation for my As . I am sooo screwed .


Ok la , I might just go on ranting about everything under the sky so I should just call it off now . Adioz




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