Saturday, April 12, 2008
I think I am suffering from bipolar mood swings . But then again , I think I know why I succumbed to that "disease" . Haha . Anyway I am extremely pleased and happy to announce something . Please scroll down to share my happiness .
GCE A LEVELS PROJECT WORK 2007
Anyway , the A levels Project Work 2007 - results were released yesterday . I am really pleased , proud and extremely delighted to say that I attained an " A " grade in my PW 2007 . I am really happy to note that I attained an A . It's like a WOW thing . Really . Because I really wanted to attain the " A " grade . So its technically like , achieving my goal .
They were supposed to release our results at 230 pm sharp . But suddenly , my HT came into the class and said that they can release the results then . Fear gripped my heart . I was literally paralysed with fear . It's that kind of fear that you would want to avoid . It was too overwhelming . One by one each of my classmates went to peek into their results slip . Then it was Gayatri Devi's turn . Gayatri Devi was from my group and so I was really scared to see her reaction . After looking at her results , she managed a smile and came to me and screamed : " Vitz I got an A !!! " . I was freaking happy for her . Really . After a few students my other group mate - Aminah went to peek at her results . She attained a B . I told her not to worry and I praised her for her hardwork .
This time round , my heart was really thumping madly . I was like " there's a possibility in me attaining either an A or B for my PW 2007 . I was literally shivering with fear . Vicky and Gayatri saw me shivering ( arghh peiseh ) . After that Desmond went to look at his results ( Desmond's name is 2 names before me btw ) . He came back and said " Hey Vitz , you got A sia " . Just then I felt a hugh wave of relief travelling through me . After that , Vicky went to look at her results ( Vicky's name is before mine btw ) . She also told me that I got an A ! . So when my teacher called my name , I was full of smiles and I was suddenly attacked by an awkward amount of energy vibes . I walked with soo much of energy , my head high up and my heart screaming to look at my A . In fact a few of my classmates were clapping for me .
Just then I looked at my A and da-da-da . I was FUCKING HAPPY . Really . It's like witnessing how your hardwork really paid off in the end . I said last year that I wanted an A . I got an A . So , don't you want to believe in me now ? . I'll make the impossible -possible . Why ? , because I am blessed with good parents and brother , good friends , my God - my saviour - my precious - Jesus Christ and whatnot ? . I am blessed with a multitude of well wishers . What more do I need ? .
A long journey to my A grade for PW
You know , I really cannot believe that what we actually did for our PW was outstanding . I mean , I cannot believe that it was accountable for an A grade . Frankly speaking , we were named the " last minute " group . Yes true .
I was the leader . I really had so many crazy ideas wheezing through my head . So my other 3 teammates really trusted me and allowed me to work freely . They gave me soo much of liberty . When our supervising teacher was screwing us for not submitting our Written Report drafts and all , my teammates and I took the scoldings . Some people even thought that we wre slacking big time . When others were submitting drafts after drafts , we were the only ones who were slacking away . I was trying to make my dream a reality .
I chose to do on " Groundbreaker " . I decided to showcase on Pele's life . I really carried out my showcase in a Spastic School . I decided to showcase him to the disabled . I really wanted my project to go the long way . So I arranged for us to showcase it at the spastic school . When we reach the school , we really got "culture shock " . I have never seen spastic people - so this was really an eye opener . Frankly I brought alot of insights and thoughts back home . Soon , I decided to ingrain that "program" into our CIP programmes . So I suggested that poly courses should come up with "special education " and " technical assistance " to help train aspiring special cares officers . My team mates really stood thick and thin throughout that tough period .
Oh yes , when people did about 4-5 drafts for their written report , we only did 2 . Infact our 2nd "draft" was our final draft . I can still vividly remember that day when I did some corrections at home , took the cab and rushed to school , submitting the report to my HT . Although we were the slowest , slackiest and whatever group , we worked our asses off towards the end and that is why we got our deserved grades .
I can safely say that I would have never attained an A if I was not in this group . My group was really the best la . We didn't have any conflicts . We really worked hard . And everyone really respected me as a leader , took in my idea and supported me throughout . Thanks guys . I really love you'll to bits . Really . I can never find the words to describe how I feel but really - thanks for everything . The late nights together and so much of stuff . THANKS guys . I really wanted all of us to attain that A . But I really don't know why we only got 2 As . But nonetheless , 2 Bs is also good . Really . In fact , my group did the best in my class . 2 As and 2 Bs . Thanks guys :))
To my lovely PW group : I really love you'll with all my heart
Myself presenting our blog to my classmates from different groups
Our friends from the spastic school . When we went there back for our CIP , they could really remember us !! . WOW . I never felt this loved man .
Thanks guys . I Really really really thank you'll
Snippets of my life at the moment
I am really directionless now . I am like living in some random world now . I am not even working hard . I feel like I lost that momentum . It's like , I am desperately trying to achieve an equilibrium in my life . I just think I am "taking life as it goes " each day . It is really bad . This is not the kind of behaviour one should expect of a winner . I need to be a winner and this is really disturbing .
I am really pushed into alot of commitments - from studying commitments to floorball trainings to floorball club trainings to dancing to ICS stuff . Really . I rarely have time for myself . I really love to have some time alone - to enable me to reflect . But , I just don't have the luxury of it . It's displeasing . You know , I just don't want to direct my time and energy into other peripheral stuff . I did that mistake last year and I shouldn't be doing this again . Even I don't get good grades for my As , I will really die . It's such a big taboo if this don't happen . I don't know how many hearts I will break if such a thing happens . Gosh , I MUST really get that momentum .
You know , with power comes more responsibility . I must really plan responsibily for my dance group and sure that their well being is of my topmost priority .
I am work . I need 6 . 2 down , 4 more to go . ( If you get my drift )
On a lighter note , I've decided to become a student activist . Mdm Mesenas encouraged this too . Thanks teacher :)
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