I am really not in a good mood . I am feeling damn pissed .


My Brother - The police


Anyway , my dearest brother went to serve the nation on 8th of March . Frankly , it hurt badly . It still hurts .


Neevan ( my cousin ) gave my brother a good prep talk . We decided to hold a surprised farewall party to my precious one . All my friends + my mom and cousin joined us for the party . My baby brother was really taken aback . After a good dinner , I gave him the photo collage that I did ( specially for him ) . He felt really touched . He uttered a small "thanks" and gave me a kiss .


The next day , my cousin Neevan left his camp and met me at my house . Together with our other friends , we went to the Home Team Academy . My brother left with my parents on a cab . We got stuck in a massive traffic jam and thus reported late . Thankfully , it was the first day and they happened to close both eyes .


After my brother took part in the "allegience to the nation" ceremony , we met him . Soon I saw my floorballers- Annas , Iliyasa and Bobby . I also saw Shaqir , Faizal , Amirul & Asri - all from MI . Haha . Soon I met Mat and Vicknesh . Frankly I was walking around HTA greeting and smiling at my fellow friends . It prompted a few friends to question me on how "popular" i was . Haha .


Soon the farewell came . My brother's face literally changed . He gave a very sombre look . Soon my dad hugged him and kissed him . After that my dad broke into tears . My mom did the same thing and teared . I really really really couldn't take it . But I was controlling my tears . I saw tears welling up in my brother's eyes and so I decided to remain calm to "cool" the environment . After hugging him and kissing him , I really couldn't take it . I did break down . Neevan , thanks for the support da . Jonny & Vicky were really sweet enough to hug me . Thanks guys .


After that , we went to LOT 1 and thereafter to Causeway point to hang out . I stayed out till 8pm . I reached home at around 830 pm . At around 9+ my dearest brother called me . He really sounded dull . His voice will always be cheerful but this time it was really dull . It really broke my heart to hear him speak like that . But I was trying to change his mood by talking crap . But he told me a few things and I really couldn't stop crying .


Emo-Vitz


Frankly , I am really breaking down . It's the 2nd day since he went to camp . My life , my house and everything seems soo different without him . I feel soo lonely . I really hate this . I miss him soo much . I really want to go there and see him . I really don't know how to describe this feeling . But I'm really not myself and I hate this . I hate this . I hate everything now . Everything seems soo meaningless now . FUCK


Anyway PW results will be out on Friday . ... I hate life . I want my brother .


I didn't know that it will be this heartbreaking .. he'll only be out on 18th .. I really think it's too long !!!! . I hate this . I hate this .

Vithiya 'Vitz'

11 Jan 1987

Undergrad (Psychology)

Manchester United

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