Check out the drawing below . I think it's really nice . Feel free to comprehend the message . I shall entertain all perspectives . Meanwhile , I've got mine and I shall withhold them with me for the time being . Haha . I don't like my perspective manipulating other perspectives , so yeah , an attempt to get the best out of you guys .


Credits to a NJC soul who drew it .





Really attractive right ?! . Anyways , I didn't go to school today . I woke up at 1 am and have been rotting ever since . I think the only good I did today was to catch ChakDe India . Honestly , it's a wonderful attempt . Kudos to the team . I'm totally impressed . I mean , how often do they produce sports-orientated movies in the Bollywood/Kollywood realm ? .


ChakDe India opened my eyes to a multitude of things - of some rising issues too . Like what I've said , I've been breezing through too long and this movie brought me back to reality . It was a hard awakening call . I was left stranded with guilt . Guilt that might have killed me if I had not woken up . So , there's this particular saying from this particular movie which I particularly love alot : it goes something like , " when you want something that badly , the whole universe conspires for you to get it " . I must say that I of all - particularly believe in the sanctity of it .


Frankly , I can't wait for Thursday . I really need a break from everything . I really need to have a break - from everything . I need to direct my energy into something that needs my urgent attention . I just can't wait for Thursday .


Guess what , I just received a message from Pushpa - The Drama teacher and drama enthusiast . She messaged me saying that she just got reminded of me and she told me not to give up on my dream . I'm quite lucky enough to have well-wishers pouring from every walk of life . This dream is too critical to break - because I may break a million hearts if that happens . In a way this is too critical to let go and too critical to break . So it's the only road , the only path , the only thing .


Sometimes , I feel that I can rattle on and on about everything about life . This is my blog , so what else can I say ? . 21 years of life ... every moment of each reminds me of something . Hmm , life isn't that short afterall . So maybe we should start living instead of forsaking it ah ? . The environmental issues is getting the better out of us - ( something has to be done before we start complaining :P ) .


Ok , I think I'm tired . I'll go now . On a happier note , I've changed alot of stuff in my computer and it looks super nice now . I'll take a photo of it and post it soon . And , I don't know why but I think I'm riverting back to the Vitz who used to adore black like a maniac . The colour of my HP ( in case if I hadn't mentioned - it's a brand new music express phone ) is like black and blue . My theme is also black and blue and everything thats appearing in my computer screen is black ( with collaboration to other colours ) .

I am horrendously tired . And I don't even know why . Frankly I can hardly keep my eyes open to blog . I have to blog - so as to keep myself awake to complete my 4 essays . Argh !!! . I think i'm fast approaching the danger zone to self-exhaustion . And it has nothing to do with studies - not yet perhaps .


The climate is getting really bad . I mean totally bad . I was perspiring even before the start of assembly . I don't normally perspire in the mornings but today was simply an exception . The backside of my school shirt was 3/4 full of sweat . I was feeling hot and stuffy . Soon the command came and each student stood with his/her arms n knee caps locked .


I felt too hot to stand . I was literally forcing every cells in my body to keep myself strong . I was feeling too hot . I couldn't focus . I felt like as though my body was getting weaker . I almost blacked out . But I kept my mind strong enough to block out that thought .


Soon after we returned to our class . I was really in a fished up mood . I mean , I felt soo hot and stuffy and I don't know - I just didn't have the mood to last through the lessons . I slept in my Tamil and Management class . I really couldn't stand it . I so need to find a way to get rid of this shit . Like seriously .


The weather was soo freaking hot during PE . I mean , I could literally feel the fierce sun heating up our school grounds . I was completely out of mood during PE . Yes - can you believe ?! . For the first time in my life I wasn't into PE . I was suggesting to Ms Lee if she could allow us to use the art gallery but she refused . So we went off to the field . I hope i did mention this earlier - I am in Touch Rugby for PE . So yes , I was to Captain my team and we were asked to play against Hanif's team . Ok . I got no comments to that . Some teammates of mine feel that He's an individualistic player and he's too arrogant . I don't exactly know .. I mean he's my friend and I know that he was an Ex-Rugger . So yes .


Oh yes , I need to mention this . Some of my Touch Ruggers are quite rough . I got half-slapped once , whacked on my lips once and I really don't know why - but I always get Hard Slaps on my private parts . Haha . The worst thing is , it's the guys who do it . There was once this guy _________ who groped me and literally pulled my shirt when I was running past him . I mean we people have to touch our opponents before they invade our grounds but , i personally think that the touches are getting a little too personal . Well even today , I got myself groped like 2 times ?! . But i always dismiss this as some pathetic foul but I do feel that it gets worse as the day passes by . I mean , there isn't much I can do when the referees don't call a foul for it .. right ? .


Oh , sometimes the fields get too wet and muddy when it rains . So we have to fight against the slippery fields when we play at times . I changed my shoe from the old Total 90 - court shoe to a new Nike running shoes with a super good friction sole . But even that is not helping me with my balance . I can hardly stop my run when I get touched . Heck . Due to this fact , I tend to over run . Haiz .


Anyway the weather was too unbearable . I couldn't take it . I was not in a good mood to take the ball and sprint down the flank for a touch down . I did get the ball on many occasions . I did make that sprint but I did get groped even before I invaded the opponent's ground to touch down . So after the lazy game , I went to look for Gayatri , Vicky and Pravin . Those 3 monkeys are in Basketball while Karpagam's in Netball . Karpagam was not in school today . So I went to look at their game . They had a fierce competition with Chun Chen's group . They had Yiru in that group .


When I reached them , Elaiyarani ran up to me and said " That Yiru girl is really too much . She's showing her anger to us " . Puzzled I asked Pravin and he told me that his group nearly had a fight with Yiru's group . Apparently Pravin passed the ball to Desmond who kicked it and it accidentally landed on Yiru's face . Ever since then , she had mean showing them some attitude . Well I know why she's doing it and obviously I will let the cat out of the bag .


Ms Yiru - an ex classmate from 06C2 simply has a big time problem of speaking politely . She asked something to Pravin in a rude manner and this made her ridiculous friends burst into laughter . They did go into that fit of laughter . I don't blame the friends . I mean I would have done the same thing but what pissed me off big time was the fact that she was too hostile towards my besties . So I smsed her later that evening to express my unhappiness over her hostility and she didn't give her a good reply . In fact she defended herself in most lamest of ways . I did highlight to her on how she could have handle the situation but well she was just too egoistic to admit her mistake . So she kept me hanging but I did make my stand clear that I wanted her to understand her mistake and never to commit that again .


The next day , my good friend Regina told Pravin and me that apparently Yiru was " too pissed " and that she asked us to " watch out " . Now frankly , do you think I give her damn to your threats ? . To the kind of threats that only dogs will comply to ? . Please la . You show that aggressive retarded nature to your parents or to the friends who will succumb to you . Don't you DARE show it to me . Like what I have said - I don't give too hoots to you nor am I that browbeaten enough to dance to your tunes . If you want to be a big Ah lian , go and join some gang and then you go around threatening people . Don't come to school and show that to us . Please la . We're supposed to be civilised individuals and yes - it's a shame that YOU have to behave like some uncivilised idiot . And it pains me to think that my ex-classmate from 06C2 - I would consider 06C2 as one of the best classes that I have ever been at - doing this to me and my bestie . Gosh .


Anyway Yiru spewed vulgarities like "fuck" , "cheebye" and other hokkien/chinese "flowery" words on my friends when they scored . So what does that show about your attitude - hmm . "Good" sportsmanship mate . Even someone like Elaiyarani could react angrily when she heard it . Hmm now I really got nothing to say . But I know that she won't stop here . She would probably go to greater heights and do something more lame than ever . So babe , I know you might come upon my blog soon - so let me issue this piece of advise = stop what you are doing . It's getting really lame and I would be more than happy to bring you back to senses :) . Every individual is blessed with patience limits . Try not to breach it . I mean , really try not to breach it . It's a stressful year and we are not going to remain calm each time this occurs . I mean -really .


School can be idiotic when such imbeciles exist . Heck


Blood donation's tomorrow and I hope I can donate . I am like low in iron but I really hope I can donate .


Good day . I am really tired

Hello . My warmest greetings to all my lovely readers and friends . My poor blog was ignored for quite some time . I apologise . Anyways , life's been like a roller coaster ride . Quite a few ups and downs .


Ok . I've uploaded a few pictures . Do check them out . I'm still so lazy to upload those pictures into my friendster . Haiz .


Random shots




Haha . I look smart right ? .

I found a new USB port and - hahahaha , I'll be uploading all the pictures from now on . Unleashing the camwhore . Haha .


First up : My brother's farewell and his return back home




My darling brother feeding me

I'm blessed ; all the best things in the world is happening to me . * Smiles *


The latest news is that my dearest baby brother sathian will be marching for his contingent during National Day Parade . Wow . How cool can this get . My cousin Neevan marched for Navy last year and this year it's going to be my baby brother . I'm so happy . I'll definitely go for this year's National Day Parade to catch MY policeman in action . Wow .


15th April - Weird day


Readers , let me confess something : I LOST MY VOICE !! . Haha . Well I've been sick for the past few days . I had sore throat yesterday and today it got really horrible . Oh man .. I really lost my voice . And so , I cannot talk . When I open my mouth to say something , nothing comes out . Yes, that's depressing .


The worst thing is , my fellow khakis went like " Eh Vitz , you sound sexy now . Sexy voice " . Haha that's super hilarious . Mdm Mesenes and my other teachers were like " it's quite rare to see a chatterbox like Vitz being sick " . Oh yes .. Haha . Bloody hell . I cannot believe that I lost my voice . I have to like technically pen down my thoughts and sms people . You know , earlier on , my mom went for her IAEC meeting and I was alone at home . The phone rang and I couldn't answer - because I had no voice to talk ! Haha . I feel like a mute now . Gosh .
So , guys , please don't call me for some time ; at least until I recover .


Ok . Snippets of news .


#1 : The H2 Tamil students ( year 2 and year 3 ) are going to India from the 1st-8th of June ( Yes , I'm going too )


#2 : The ICS members , ( yes , us ) will be heading to ECP on Friday for some team-building stuff . Can you guys believe it , Mr Sengu asked me for my suggestions for the new committee . I was literally taken aback . I didn't know that Mr Sengu really changed so much . Did I mention , I like my Tamil Lit classes now . I used to loathe tamil lit and tamil classes with Mr Sengu but now everything seems to have changed - and it's for the better :))


# 3 : Dearest Hayl is in Ireland . Man !! IRELAND !! ARGHH . ( But nothing beats New Zealand :P )


# 4 : I want to go shopping . I mean grocery-shopping . I so want to hit the NTUC with Silas and Uma . Haha . I really like it when WE go for grocery shopping . Trust me , our grocery-shopping has always been funny . Haha .


# 5 : Ok , Saurav ( VJC ) just told me that he is on scholarship to study in SG - VJC . Isn't that cool and apparently VJC focusses on life sciences . Ok that dude is debating against HCI on Friday . The motion is " This house believes that people have given up reading books " . ( Frankly I think it's a lame motion ) .


# 6 : Oh yes , we went to Gardenia ( factory ) today . Frankly I am in love with the milk bread . Haha .


# 7 : Did I mention , I'm like seeing my eye candy in bus almost everyday . Each time I am the one who ends up not smiling at him . Haha - I'm a shy kid .


# 8 : I think Criss Angel is hot . Haha . He's really cute and hot . Really . Anyway I think the CSI : NY's " Sleight out of hand " episode . I think it's really good .


# 9 : Kristin and I are really strong now . ( She will know why I say this ) .


Aiyah . Good night la . I'm soo tired now .

I think I am suffering from bipolar mood swings . But then again , I think I know why I succumbed to that "disease" . Haha . Anyway I am extremely pleased and happy to announce something . Please scroll down to share my happiness .


GCE A LEVELS PROJECT WORK 2007


Anyway , the A levels Project Work 2007 - results were released yesterday . I am really pleased , proud and extremely delighted to say that I attained an " A " grade in my PW 2007 . I am really happy to note that I attained an A . It's like a WOW thing . Really . Because I really wanted to attain the " A " grade . So its technically like , achieving my goal .


They were supposed to release our results at 230 pm sharp . But suddenly , my HT came into the class and said that they can release the results then . Fear gripped my heart . I was literally paralysed with fear . It's that kind of fear that you would want to avoid . It was too overwhelming . One by one each of my classmates went to peek into their results slip . Then it was Gayatri Devi's turn . Gayatri Devi was from my group and so I was really scared to see her reaction . After looking at her results , she managed a smile and came to me and screamed : " Vitz I got an A !!! " . I was freaking happy for her . Really . After a few students my other group mate - Aminah went to peek at her results . She attained a B . I told her not to worry and I praised her for her hardwork .


This time round , my heart was really thumping madly . I was like " there's a possibility in me attaining either an A or B for my PW 2007 . I was literally shivering with fear . Vicky and Gayatri saw me shivering ( arghh peiseh ) . After that Desmond went to look at his results ( Desmond's name is 2 names before me btw ) . He came back and said " Hey Vitz , you got A sia " . Just then I felt a hugh wave of relief travelling through me . After that , Vicky went to look at her results ( Vicky's name is before mine btw ) . She also told me that I got an A ! . So when my teacher called my name , I was full of smiles and I was suddenly attacked by an awkward amount of energy vibes . I walked with soo much of energy , my head high up and my heart screaming to look at my A . In fact a few of my classmates were clapping for me .


Just then I looked at my A and da-da-da . I was FUCKING HAPPY . Really . It's like witnessing how your hardwork really paid off in the end . I said last year that I wanted an A . I got an A . So , don't you want to believe in me now ? . I'll make the impossible -possible . Why ? , because I am blessed with good parents and brother , good friends , my God - my saviour - my precious - Jesus Christ and whatnot ? . I am blessed with a multitude of well wishers . What more do I need ? .


A long journey to my A grade for PW


You know , I really cannot believe that what we actually did for our PW was outstanding . I mean , I cannot believe that it was accountable for an A grade . Frankly speaking , we were named the " last minute " group . Yes true .


I was the leader . I really had so many crazy ideas wheezing through my head . So my other 3 teammates really trusted me and allowed me to work freely . They gave me soo much of liberty . When our supervising teacher was screwing us for not submitting our Written Report drafts and all , my teammates and I took the scoldings . Some people even thought that we wre slacking big time . When others were submitting drafts after drafts , we were the only ones who were slacking away . I was trying to make my dream a reality .


I chose to do on " Groundbreaker " . I decided to showcase on Pele's life . I really carried out my showcase in a Spastic School . I decided to showcase him to the disabled . I really wanted my project to go the long way . So I arranged for us to showcase it at the spastic school . When we reach the school , we really got "culture shock " . I have never seen spastic people - so this was really an eye opener . Frankly I brought alot of insights and thoughts back home . Soon , I decided to ingrain that "program" into our CIP programmes . So I suggested that poly courses should come up with "special education " and " technical assistance " to help train aspiring special cares officers . My team mates really stood thick and thin throughout that tough period .


Oh yes , when people did about 4-5 drafts for their written report , we only did 2 . Infact our 2nd "draft" was our final draft . I can still vividly remember that day when I did some corrections at home , took the cab and rushed to school , submitting the report to my HT . Although we were the slowest , slackiest and whatever group , we worked our asses off towards the end and that is why we got our deserved grades .


I can safely say that I would have never attained an A if I was not in this group . My group was really the best la . We didn't have any conflicts . We really worked hard . And everyone really respected me as a leader , took in my idea and supported me throughout . Thanks guys . I really love you'll to bits . Really . I can never find the words to describe how I feel but really - thanks for everything . The late nights together and so much of stuff . THANKS guys . I really wanted all of us to attain that A . But I really don't know why we only got 2 As . But nonetheless , 2 Bs is also good . Really . In fact , my group did the best in my class . 2 As and 2 Bs . Thanks guys :))




To my lovely PW group : I really love you'll with all my heart



Myself presenting our blog to my classmates from different groups



Our friends from the spastic school . When we went there back for our CIP , they could really remember us !! . WOW . I never felt this loved man .

I am really not in a good mood . I am feeling damn pissed .


My Brother - The police


Anyway , my dearest brother went to serve the nation on 8th of March . Frankly , it hurt badly . It still hurts .


Neevan ( my cousin ) gave my brother a good prep talk . We decided to hold a surprised farewall party to my precious one . All my friends + my mom and cousin joined us for the party . My baby brother was really taken aback . After a good dinner , I gave him the photo collage that I did ( specially for him ) . He felt really touched . He uttered a small "thanks" and gave me a kiss .


The next day , my cousin Neevan left his camp and met me at my house . Together with our other friends , we went to the Home Team Academy . My brother left with my parents on a cab . We got stuck in a massive traffic jam and thus reported late . Thankfully , it was the first day and they happened to close both eyes .


After my brother took part in the "allegience to the nation" ceremony , we met him . Soon I saw my floorballers- Annas , Iliyasa and Bobby . I also saw Shaqir , Faizal , Amirul & Asri - all from MI . Haha . Soon I met Mat and Vicknesh . Frankly I was walking around HTA greeting and smiling at my fellow friends . It prompted a few friends to question me on how "popular" i was . Haha .


Soon the farewell came . My brother's face literally changed . He gave a very sombre look . Soon my dad hugged him and kissed him . After that my dad broke into tears . My mom did the same thing and teared . I really really really couldn't take it . But I was controlling my tears . I saw tears welling up in my brother's eyes and so I decided to remain calm to "cool" the environment . After hugging him and kissing him , I really couldn't take it . I did break down . Neevan , thanks for the support da . Jonny & Vicky were really sweet enough to hug me . Thanks guys .


After that , we went to LOT 1 and thereafter to Causeway point to hang out . I stayed out till 8pm . I reached home at around 830 pm . At around 9+ my dearest brother called me . He really sounded dull . His voice will always be cheerful but this time it was really dull . It really broke my heart to hear him speak like that . But I was trying to change his mood by talking crap . But he told me a few things and I really couldn't stop crying .


Emo-Vitz


Frankly , I am really breaking down . It's the 2nd day since he went to camp . My life , my house and everything seems soo different without him . I feel soo lonely . I really hate this . I miss him soo much . I really want to go there and see him . I really don't know how to describe this feeling . But I'm really not myself and I hate this . I hate this . I hate everything now . Everything seems soo meaningless now . FUCK


Anyway PW results will be out on Friday . ... I hate life . I want my brother .


I didn't know that it will be this heartbreaking .. he'll only be out on 18th .. I really think it's too long !!!! . I hate this . I hate this .

An emotional entry on the way . I'm having mixed feelings right now and it's fair to blog it out . I hate this week ; this decision ; this system .


My baby brother ; my dearest darling is going to serve the nation on the 8th ( Tuesday ) . I can't bear the thought of my baby brother going into NS . I don't know , I really hate this .


My dearest baby brother and I




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