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Friday, March 21, 2008


Signed , sealed and delivered . Now that's specially for you .





Not like I've never said before ; but please let me be direct . I can play to the rhythm of your heartbeat . ( Oh please , I'm not dwelling in love or whatever , I just felt like saying it . So yes )


Jelapang Carpark is Haunted


It's really annoying me . I mean , the Jelapang carpark is supposed to be our very own venue to practise our dance but now , "something" is really disturbing us . We chose that place because it was closer to Uma's crib and most of them loved Bukit Panjang . But now ... grrr


Today we met at around 8pm . I gathered all the songs , concepts and ideas . After that , we made a few important decisions with regards to our Danz Arena 08 . Then I called for a committee meeting . So Nesh , Silas and I spoke while we walked to use the toilet at GreenRidge . I asked Shobi to teach Paul and Jonathan a few steps . So yes . After that , we danced for 6 songs . It was really tiring . I felt totally disturbed . Argh !.


Incidents :


#1 : Vicky saw a woman in black staring at us


#2 : I saw a white woman sitting at the last floor - the balcony near the rubbish chute


#3 : While dancing , Jonathan saw a black figure ( woman ) staring at him and he stopped in his track


#4 : Shobi saw a woman in black


#5 : Silas saw a woman in black near the fire hose


# 6 : I saw the black woman near the car . She was sitting right beside the driver's seat , looking at us


# 7 : When Silas , Nesh and I decided to head to GreenRidge , we took the lift down to the bottom floor . Well , the lift was at Level 1 and even before I pressed the button , it came to level 6 . When we entered inside , the entire lift smelt of jasmine .


# 8 : Shobi and I saw a white figure at the same balcony at the same time .


# 9 : While heading back home , Shobi saw that woman in black at front of the lift


# 10 : Silas and I were the last ones to leave the place and out of the blue , we heard a car accelerating at top speed towards us . In fact it was horning at us . But there were no trace of any car and besides , it was supposed to be the " in " route - which technically means that we can see the car infront of us . But the sound did freak us out . I was really agitated at that juncture . Really ! .


I really don't know what's happening but I'm really concerned over the safety of my dancers . Yeap . I need to find for a solution to this problem . Haiz , anyway the next practice is on Saturday ( 22 / 03 / 08 ) - 1030 am to 4 pm . So dearest Maniac Flamerz , I shall see you there .


Tit for Tat / eye for eye


Hmm . Tit for tat . Do you believe in this ? . Anyway , I gave one to such a person during the past week . I'm actually feeling proud of myself - I mean I finally did it against all odds . The odds were quite terrible but I did pluck up that courage and did it . This was my ultimate reply " Hey ______ , is this you or your friend whose messaging because I'm really confused as to who to reply to . So can you please enlighten me ? . Thanks " . Oh yes , I definitely meant everyword I said . And yes , I don't regret it either . You were a total DISAPPOINTMENT . I didn't expect this from you though . So much so for that facade - yes ? . A figment of my imagination on a smokescreen I suppose .


CIP DAY


Oh yes . Today , we had CIP day in school . Aminah - My PW mate and current CIP rep of my class decided to go to the Spastic Association of Singapore ( again ) . It was our second visit . Remember - We went to the same spastic school to do a presentation on Pele ? . So yes . The class who viewed our presentation remembered us . That was really pleasing .


However , this time round , our target group were above the age of 18 . So , they're more like adults . So yes . It was a different experience . Initially I felt damn sad - because the manager told us something like " the disabled , don't exactly have a good environment to stay in . The policies that the government has implemented doesn't exactly help the disabled . So we need good policy makers who take the disabled into account " . Somehow this nudged me . Ok . I guess it was a good reality check . So yeah .


Frankly , my 1st choice is to do Law , 2nd choice is to attain a degree in policy making and my last choice will be to attain a degree in political science . So yes . I will strive to be an excellent policymaker . Wow .. it's going to be tough route . But then again , you can only reap whatever you've sown . Argghh !


Oh yes . Anyway , I played "catching" with my CP kid-friends . I fed a spastic adult . Honestly , my heart really ached as I saw them . I mean we people have so much of liberty to do whatever we want to . Like : we can comb our own hair ; we can eat by ourselves . But they can't even do that . We people may take less than a minute to walk a mere 20 m but I saw a woman spending about 6-7 mins to walk that same distance . She was dragging her walker with her with so much of difficulty . You know , you can really sense her determination . Hah ! If you want real peace , real satisfaction and if you really want to see genuine smiles and genuine people who are appreciative of your efforts and all , please look for disabled or spastic people . They don't put up a false front . They don't believe in any smokescreen . They are who they are and will always be who they are .


Mabel is 14 years old . She's bloody beautiful . I was like looking at her and I went like " omg, she's sooo pretty " . She's a pink freak . She loves everything in pink . Her school bag , water bottle , shoes , hair pin and t shirt was in pink . She got fascinated with my handband . She held my hand and went like " bluee ! " . So cute . At the end of the day , when I bid farewell to her , she looked sad . I went near her and said bye and instantly , she planted a kiss on my cheek . A genuine kiss I would say . I felt really honoured . Although it pains me to see those people live their life with so much of difficulty , I am very happy that such genuine people do exist . I really want to become a volunteer in a spastic school after my As or else I really want to become an activist as well as a volunteer . The returns is simple but yet something that I would treasure all my life and it's called a : PRICELESS satisfaction . I can't even quantify it .


Goodnight . My brain's switching off .


I wish one and all a blessed Good Friday . I didn't do anything on Palm Sunday and I'm feeling really shittified . I'm far far away .....




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