Monday, February 18, 2008
" Oh Vitz , you passed your General Paper ( GP ) , but I don't think that exceeds your expectation . You can do way better " . Comment from Mdm Mesaenas .
It's always about the expectation VS results ah ? . We're getting our common test results next week . I know of this person who was one of the chief examiner and he told me that the A levels results will be out on this Friday . I'm expecting my H1 Maths and H1 MT results ; ain't sure when we'll get our H1 Project Work results . The funny thing is , my Dad's birthday is on Friday . Haiz , how am I going to show him my sucky results . I have no worries over the other subjects but I'm having negative vibes for my maths results . I suck at maths - remember ?! . I'm expecting a "S" grade ; at least better than a "U" grade . Gosh .
Anyway , Mr Sengu amazingly spoke about this senior who managed to cross all obstacles and gradually emerged as a winner despite the amount of problems he had . I'm really impressed with him and his victory . Hope to forge friendships with such people . Like seriously . WOW .
Anyway , something weird happened today . Something that I didn't expect . So I was caught off guard . But of course , I have no sins on my side , so I managed a smile . Simple as that . But I really hope that one fine day , the truth will be revealed . Do you seriously think that hiding the truth from people will bring you far ? . Do you think that it will make you famous ? . Now let me clear this out , remember , I've got nothing on my side and neither am I too embarassed to admit anything nor conceal anything from the past and move on in life as though nothing happened . The thing is , I don't have a need to live such a disgraceful life which is fraught with embarassments and sins . Oh , I don't even have to live in/on the mercy of others . Remember that . So how can I not love my life ? . In a nutshell , it's just a momentary agony . I know of the gossips about me that have been circulated around . It's definitely not true ; and that is why I am feeling disheartened . Besides that , I've got no qualms .
Another interesting issue . There's this particular scrawny bitch whom I got to know last year . Actually I've told myself never to interfere with issues pertaining to her . So I stepped back while she pestered me with an avalanche of SMS-es and phonecalls . I did something decent by moving away from her issues . I even dropped her a hint . I told her to " handle the issues pertaining to her life by herself " . I seriously don't know which part of my sentence she didn't understand .
I am honestly freaking pissed with her . It looks like she has a major problem in understanding the terms of fraternalism . Like seriously la , which terribly deranged and demented soul on earth can mistake the relationship between a brother and a sister ? . I am really pissed . Maybe in her family , it's easy for brothers and sisters to be in a sexual relationship and whatnot . Thankfully she didn't say that I had a sexual relationship with my biological brother . If she had said that , I swear I would've made her regret every word that she had said .
Stupid fucker went around telling people that I was attached to my Godbrother . I met my Godbrother today with my friends . He cried when he told me this . I felt damn ashamed . I really cannot believe that girls nowadays are soo bad . Girls can easily change sexual partners like how they change their underwears . Girls nowadays can disgrace sacred relationships , girls nowadays can be EVERYTHING that they ought not to be . DISGRACE . YUCKS .
I wish I can direct it straight to her . Really . I know that she will read this entry . Definitely . If she does , good to her . But I doubt if her narrow-fucked-up mind can digest the contents . Call me up babe , I'm waiting . You people have been testing my patience to a large extent . Don't ever think I won't react . It won't take me eons to react . Hint : In case you think that I'll falter when you decide to smash an egg on me or crouch when you hit me with a slipper , I won't do any of that ; so don't worry . Call me up . Maybe , I've given enough hints ? . * Evilz *
On a lighter note , I love Gayatri Devi's voice . She did her " Engae Yenathu Kavithai " song . It was freaking good . Seriously . Pravin , Karpagam , Vicky and I teared . It was that solid good . Really . I recorded it and i'm like hearing it every time . Omg , Gayatri Devi .. you rock my socks . I'm so proud .. I have such talented friends . Wow .
Anyway I came up with a very good plan . If they have the NTU moksha this year , Pravin , Vicky Puppy , Gayatri Devi and Nesh ( Vignesh ) must participate in the acapella competition while we - Maniac Flamerz will participate in the dance segment . It'll be such an amazing thing . Really .
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