Sunday, February 10, 2008
Far far away in a distance , I can see the shade of hunger . With all that courage , I pulled through , only to realise ........
I am yet to study for my common test . I know . I've been ranting a lot about this quite lately . Just all of a sudden , I don't feel the drive to force me into studying . That same drive that I lost after 2006 . But I've got to find it real soon . The time to prove everyone else is just here . This is my final lap . I've waited far too long for this opportunity . I just can't let it slip my hands at this moment . I know what is needed to achieve big but I really wonder why I haven't started yet . It's like as though the engine is in a hibernating mode before taking onto a full steam journey . But I must never succumb to the standstill flow of temptations . Nope , this will not be the case .
I read an article in the net . On how this particular individual achieved something at a young age . Sometimes , I feel embarassed . There's nothing outstanding that I have achieved in my life so far . There are some people out there who achieve outstanding things at a really young age and look at me - I'm 21 and I've got nothing to name . Mr Sengu told us recently that an ex student came back and visited him . That particular ex student told him that there's a 13 year old student in NTU who's doing a degree programme . During my Samarpanam days , I met this guy who was 2 years younger than me and was doing a major in Maths at NUS . He was in his 3rd year when I met him . He's going to graduate soon . Look , I really don't know why , but I feel so belittled . I feel like as though I'm a freaking stupid midget amongst these intellectual giants .
I've got a list of things to do after my common test . I think it's about time I set off to get something started soon . With internet , everything looks possible . But then again , sometimes , we have to bear the dire consequences . There's this quote I ripped off from a book ( I'm not quite sure of the title ) namely , " some things worth die for " . Uh huh . I shall weigh their pros and cons on a balance and finally make the decision . There's no more time to consider the effects but rather , the outcome .
Time = money . I've already gotten the rough plan - well scribbled on a white paper . But it's all about putting them into action .
Adioz people .
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