My uncle passed away this morning . He was my dad's younger brother . He's only 43 . He died due to some chronic air passageway complications or so . My deepest condolences to his family .

I am not exactly close to him and his family members . So I am not affected . But then again , the only thing that upsetted me was the fact that my dad cried . Haiz . I hope things will go out well tomorrow . Rest In Peace Chittappa . Oh I have to attend the funeral tomorrow . Now , I have to make do with vegetarian food . Haiz .


Anyway , today I ran 2km for my warm up . After that , Izzah ( C2 ) asked me to push her for her 2.4 km . So I ran another 2.4 km . I ran 4.4 km in total . Hehe . Felt really good . Gosh , I really need to start running . Hehe .


Oh , speaking of sports , I think I will be participating in this year's duathlon . I've always wanted to participate in Triathlon or Biathlon but it's just that I suck at swimming . But since there's duathlon , I've decided to take part in it . Wooo . The details are not out yet . But Mr Richard told me that I may have to roughly cycle 40 km . He was not to sure of the distance for the run . But I think it's really cool to take part in the duathlon . WEEE .


Ok . I'm damn tired .

Great to be back after a long absence . What can I say ? . I'm enjoying life .


First and foremost , HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY WISHES TO MY BESTIE - JOHN PRAVIN RAJ :))) . He turned 22 on the 24th of february . I decided to celebrate his birthday on the 23rd . I shall rant more about it later . I'll be talking of the Youth Olympic Games , Agni prelimnary rounds and Pravin's surprise birthday party . Do check out the caption and photos too .





I love my dearest Pravin . Although we always fight , I still love him with all my heart . Thanks for lending ( actually giving me ) your shoulder when I really needed it da . Frankly , I am very happy that we became friends . God was behind the formation of our friendship da . I feel really blessed to have known you . I really hope you enjoyed your birthday surprise da darling . Anyway God bless you with good health , good grades , good life and etc da . ( Anyway Girls !! Mr Pravin is still single and available . Please don't miss this good catch . The guy with a bloody good voice . Haha . I can really imagine how he will propose to his future gf / wife .


YOUTH OLYMPIC GAMES - SINGAPORE WON !!!


Anyway , we set of to padang on the 21st and had a great time . We really enjoyed that day . SINGAPORE WON THE BID . OMG ! We were so damn happy . We were cheering out loudly . We could really sense the feeling of patriotism . Hats off to SINGAPORE :)) . I'm proud to be a SINGAPOREAN . I'll definitely be going down to watch the games in 2010 . Anyone wanna join me ?? ( Haha , I'll be 23 by then :P )

Oh my . The days are breezing through like a bullet train . Looks like my days are numbered . Arghh . Haha , like how Karpagam puts it , it's either " you make it or break it " .


Anyway , I'm going to Padang tomorrow !!! . We're going to witness the Youth Olympic Games ( YOG ) bid results . I really hope that Singapore will be chosen instead of Moscow . I'm glad that our school chose us to represent the school in the YOG . It's going to be such a historical event . I'm soo happy . Yipee .


Oh , anyways I'm transforming to my old self . I'm getting really health-conscious now . Hehe . I'm drinking 8 degree mulberry juice or the fruitree cranberry , blackcurrent , apple juice . Ontop of that , I'm eating fresh celery and carrot bits . Yummy . Hehe . I may plan to become a partial vegetarian ( hiaz .. my prawns !! ) .


I just finished writing the script for the upcoming Agni . My brother - Sathian really offered some help . He's good with impersonations . Hehe . I'm going to impersonate someone very prominent ( HAHA ) . Anyways , the results for RDG drama is out . TPJC , RP and TP got into the finals . We're supposed to attend the finals to know our results . ( I'm glad that RP is in .. haha - I got my reasons for saying that . Go Maddy . I really want to watch their drama . The title holders ) . Yeap . Agni is this Saturday . After Agni , I need to go somewhere ( I cannot say where now because it's supposed to be a suspense . I'll tell it on Monday ) .


Oh .. we discussed about the Budget 2008 and it was my chance to air my concerns over that particular issue . I started off with the research and development sector and ended at the education sector . That was for GP .


I need to read up more on ( the ) Budget 2008 . I've got a list of questions up on my head . Oh , I'm going for an Economics Forum on the March of 8th . It's going to be held at NTU ( Kristin , I know what you are thinking :p ) . I'm quite excited . Apparently , the professor who proposed the " Happiness Index " proposed something new now . It's called " the economics of love " . Haha . So cute . I so want to know more about it . You know , sometimes you can explain everything easily through Economic theories and concepts . [ As an economic student , I would love to acquire something that is very much intrinsic - something that is in real value . Something that is less sensitive to changes . Something that is completely inelastic in demand . That goes for the supply too . Yeappie . Something that has very minimal substitutes . The bottom line is , be unique . That is very much CATCHY . ]


Argh , I'm really tired . Seriously , waking up at 5 every morning is really taking its toll on me . I wish I don't have to wake up that early . My Dad insists that I wake up at 5 am . Damn . I've tried my level best to cut my bathing time to 45 mins . Argh . Grrr . Damn agitated la .


Haha , hope to see a set of brand new faces tomorrow . It's going to be fun . We've planned to tease some juniors . Oh , during this year's PAE , my friends and I did something funny . I targetted this group of nerdified girls and openly told my friends " dei , this school is haunted right . Macam scary siol " . Those girls turned to look at us and we went like " oh .. shit .. oh oops !! I'm freaking sorry . I forgot that you're new here !! " . HAHA . After that , I freaking swear - they ran away !! HAHA . OMG !! HAHAHA !


Arghhh . Good night . I've to call Shafie and Pravin now . Latenight indulgence .

" Oh Vitz , you passed your General Paper ( GP ) , but I don't think that exceeds your expectation . You can do way better " . Comment from Mdm Mesaenas .


It's always about the expectation VS results ah ? . We're getting our common test results next week . I know of this person who was one of the chief examiner and he told me that the A levels results will be out on this Friday . I'm expecting my H1 Maths and H1 MT results ; ain't sure when we'll get our H1 Project Work results . The funny thing is , my Dad's birthday is on Friday . Haiz , how am I going to show him my sucky results . I have no worries over the other subjects but I'm having negative vibes for my maths results . I suck at maths - remember ?! . I'm expecting a "S" grade ; at least better than a "U" grade . Gosh .


Anyway , Mr Sengu amazingly spoke about this senior who managed to cross all obstacles and gradually emerged as a winner despite the amount of problems he had . I'm really impressed with him and his victory . Hope to forge friendships with such people . Like seriously . WOW .




Anyway , something weird happened today . Something that I didn't expect . So I was caught off guard . But of course , I have no sins on my side , so I managed a smile . Simple as that . But I really hope that one fine day , the truth will be revealed . Do you seriously think that hiding the truth from people will bring you far ? . Do you think that it will make you famous ? . Now let me clear this out , remember , I've got nothing on my side and neither am I too embarassed to admit anything nor conceal anything from the past and move on in life as though nothing happened . The thing is , I don't have a need to live such a disgraceful life which is fraught with embarassments and sins . Oh , I don't even have to live in/on the mercy of others . Remember that . So how can I not love my life ? . In a nutshell , it's just a momentary agony . I know of the gossips about me that have been circulated around . It's definitely not true ; and that is why I am feeling disheartened . Besides that , I've got no qualms .


Another interesting issue . There's this particular scrawny bitch whom I got to know last year . Actually I've told myself never to interfere with issues pertaining to her . So I stepped back while she pestered me with an avalanche of SMS-es and phonecalls . I did something decent by moving away from her issues . I even dropped her a hint . I told her to " handle the issues pertaining to her life by herself " . I seriously don't know which part of my sentence she didn't understand .


I am honestly freaking pissed with her . It looks like she has a major problem in understanding the terms of fraternalism . Like seriously la , which terribly deranged and demented soul on earth can mistake the relationship between a brother and a sister ? . I am really pissed . Maybe in her family , it's easy for brothers and sisters to be in a sexual relationship and whatnot . Thankfully she didn't say that I had a sexual relationship with my biological brother . If she had said that , I swear I would've made her regret every word that she had said .


Stupid fucker went around telling people that I was attached to my Godbrother . I met my Godbrother today with my friends . He cried when he told me this . I felt damn ashamed . I really cannot believe that girls nowadays are soo bad . Girls can easily change sexual partners like how they change their underwears . Girls nowadays can disgrace sacred relationships , girls nowadays can be EVERYTHING that they ought not to be . DISGRACE . YUCKS .


I wish I can direct it straight to her . Really . I know that she will read this entry . Definitely . If she does , good to her . But I doubt if her narrow-fucked-up mind can digest the contents . Call me up babe , I'm waiting . You people have been testing my patience to a large extent . Don't ever think I won't react . It won't take me eons to react . Hint : In case you think that I'll falter when you decide to smash an egg on me or crouch when you hit me with a slipper , I won't do any of that ; so don't worry . Call me up . Maybe , I've given enough hints ? . * Evilz *


On a lighter note , I love Gayatri Devi's voice . She did her " Engae Yenathu Kavithai " song . It was freaking good . Seriously . Pravin , Karpagam , Vicky and I teared . It was that solid good . Really . I recorded it and i'm like hearing it every time . Omg , Gayatri Devi .. you rock my socks . I'm so proud .. I have such talented friends . Wow .


Anyway I came up with a very good plan . If they have the NTU moksha this year , Pravin , Vicky Puppy , Gayatri Devi and Nesh ( Vignesh ) must participate in the acapella competition while we - Maniac Flamerz will participate in the dance segment . It'll be such an amazing thing . Really .

I've got a very HAPPY NEWS to share with my fellow readers . I'll elaborate more on it in the later part of my entry . So stay tuned :P


Photographs from our outing @ Vivocity





The group outside our "dine-in" place - Fig & Olive's .

Before that , Happy 19th Birthday to Dearest Shapnem Bhanu .


Ms Shapnem Bhanu , my dearest buddy turned 19 a few hours ago . Old bird !! . Anyways , have a blessed year ahead my dearest Shappie . And learn to love yourself more than last year .. wokay ? . Hehe .





Shapnem and her colgate smile .

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY people . Let's spread love into the air . Woohoo .




My favourite blue roses :)))



Yummy red rose too




Damn . I still having high fever and a bad sore throat . And what's more , I'm still feeling giddy . Thanks to the low blood count in my body . Damn agitated .


I hate to be sick . I have not seen the doctor yet too . Maybe I should really get myself into an hospital before my body becomes any worser . I just don't know why I hate going to the clinic or hospital . I prefer to self medicate . I don't know , it's just me . Independence .


Ok . Let's talk about my Valentine's Day .


Actually , I don't wish to be mean or anything like that . But I know that I was really mean to reject my dates . But honestly , I just don't wish to spend it with someone who isn't part of my life . I mean , why spend this special day with someone whom you are not attached to or so ? . Healthy dating can be done on any other normal day but definitely not on Valentine's day . Right ? . And sorry to those people . I'm sincere with my apologies . Sorry .


But , I'm going out with 4 guys later . Haha . I know it sounds funny but I'm going out with my FRIENDS . We're going to spend a nice " single's " day together and following that , I'm going to buy a few stalk of roses for my parents . To think about it , I'm spending this special day with people who will NEVER dump me nor betray me in their life . Oh yea , I'm going out with Silas , Pravin , Logesh and Nesh . Shafie's supposed to come but that dude is spending his Valentine's day in his camp . Haha . He sounded so sad when I called him yesterday . He was like " Haiz , I'm going to spend my Valentine's Day in my camp " . Haha .


Damn , I can't even blog properly . I better go off now .. my body temperature is really shooting up and I'm feeling really sick . I so need to pop in loads of panadols and then go out . Hehe . Happy Valentine's Day lovers :)))

Hello . Today's a special day . I'll explain it at the end of the entry .


Today was a bad day . I woke up feeling really weak . I was thinking of having breakfast but I decided against it when I realised that I was running late for school . Upon reaching school , I found it really hard to stand firmly . I was feeling really weak . I was thinking all along that it was due to an empty stomach . But it was not the case . After the end of my management paper , I went out of school to eat prata but I still felt weak . I was on the verge of fainting when I was doing my GP paper . I really couldn't stand it . But now I know the reason . I'm in dire need of some iron tablets . Low blood count . Damn .


Hmm , I had my Management of Business paper in the morning and followed by it was my General Paper (GP) . The papers were manageable . I finished every questions in the GP paper 2 within 30 mins . I was left with an hour to do the summary question and application question . I love doing application question so I decided to do it at the last - spending about 30 mins for it . But my bloody summary took around 35 minutes . Haha . Bloody crap . I had to rush through my application question . Damn .


I went to Jurong Point after school . I invested in this stripped shorts . Courtesy of 77th street . Haha extreme street wear . It's for the beach party this coming week . Haha . Surprise , Surprise . My planning .


After that , I stopped by Bukit Panjang Plaza to buy Milk Tea . I walked past this shop ( I think it's called Naked Express or so ) . I saw this breaded fish and chicken set . I decided to buy it for my mom . After that , I set off to walk home . I was walking along this path when out of the blue this woman who was walking infront of me stopped at her tracks and let our a sharp scream . Instantly , that was followed by a " Oh Lord . Poor thing " . Frankly , that piercing scream shook the living daylights out of me . I really got shocked . Haha . I almost screamed . Anyway there was this dead bird right infront of me and she actually screamed after seeing it . Yea .


Ok . I've got my Economics paper as well as Mother Tongue ( Language ) tomorrow . And here I am , blogging my time away . I'm soo tired . Thanks to my low blood count . Oh , my mom did my favourite ikan bilis sambal . YUMMY . Haha . Damn happy .


Oh . I wish to say something random now . I've always tried being patient . Don't be surprised if I lash out . I'm a hot-tempered girl and controlling my temper is a big thing . Surprisingly , many people touched on a lot of sensitive issues . I know I should've at least left my "imprints" on them . But I really don't know why sometimes I can control my emotions . Don't ever underestimate me when you see my tears . I can cry out of extreme anger too . There was this once I did cry . I badly wanted to harm someone beyond recognition , especially for touching on a VERY sensitive issue . But something in me told me to let it go . I made that mistake that day . I let it go . But then again , that was the beginning . Every dog has its day . This will be something that I will never regret with any time to come . So never underestimate me . Bottled up emotions will explode badly one fine day . Like I've said , time is fast approaching .


Ok . Today is a special day . Today is the day I got a special scar which will never be erased off any sooner . Happy 1 year Vitz :)))




4 stitches that is . Oh , I don't care about what you think , but deep down , I know why I won the last battle . Save the last dance because I'll be the ultimate winner .


Call me a loser in the practicality of the momentary bliss . I fear not . At least , I was never at the losing end .

Far far away in a distance , I can see the shade of hunger . With all that courage , I pulled through , only to realise ........


I am yet to study for my common test . I know . I've been ranting a lot about this quite lately . Just all of a sudden , I don't feel the drive to force me into studying . That same drive that I lost after 2006 . But I've got to find it real soon . The time to prove everyone else is just here . This is my final lap . I've waited far too long for this opportunity . I just can't let it slip my hands at this moment . I know what is needed to achieve big but I really wonder why I haven't started yet . It's like as though the engine is in a hibernating mode before taking onto a full steam journey . But I must never succumb to the standstill flow of temptations . Nope , this will not be the case .


I read an article in the net . On how this particular individual achieved something at a young age . Sometimes , I feel embarassed . There's nothing outstanding that I have achieved in my life so far . There are some people out there who achieve outstanding things at a really young age and look at me - I'm 21 and I've got nothing to name . Mr Sengu told us recently that an ex student came back and visited him . That particular ex student told him that there's a 13 year old student in NTU who's doing a degree programme . During my Samarpanam days , I met this guy who was 2 years younger than me and was doing a major in Maths at NUS . He was in his 3rd year when I met him . He's going to graduate soon . Look , I really don't know why , but I feel so belittled . I feel like as though I'm a freaking stupid midget amongst these intellectual giants .


I've got a list of things to do after my common test . I think it's about time I set off to get something started soon . With internet , everything looks possible . But then again , sometimes , we have to bear the dire consequences . There's this quote I ripped off from a book ( I'm not quite sure of the title ) namely , " some things worth die for " . Uh huh . I shall weigh their pros and cons on a balance and finally make the decision . There's no more time to consider the effects but rather , the outcome .


Time = money . I've already gotten the rough plan - well scribbled on a white paper . But it's all about putting them into action .


Adioz people .

My cousin Shobi did this . Thanks a million cousin :))))




Can our desires ( together with our sweat ) override the notion of impossibility ? . I strongly believe so . Remember this point from Adam Khoo , one of Singapore's most successful entrepreneur and the author of " I am gifted or are you " ? . He said " aiming to score an A grade even if you are scoring Cs or Ds isn't impossible . It is still realistic . What is considered as being unrealistic is the fact that you do every possible thing to make your marker more lenient " . Frankly he managed to clearly bring out a good point . The message is , never restrict yourself . Always aim high . It's all about breaking the barrier known as "realism" . If you want to be more than just a normal achiever , please think like a genius . Geniuses always dream big and never let "realism" falter their undying spirit .



Ok . Moving on , I read an article on the Newpaper today . The headline read : " Rejected by five top US colleges , so ... NUS undergrad posts his maths lecture on YouTube " . It was really inspiring . After that , I checked out Donovan's website namely http://www.gaussianmath.com/ . Please do check it out too . I liked his 09.08.07 blog entry . The title is " I'm far behind " . It really shows that there a lot of smarter students out there . The world is becoming an increasingly competitive one . We have to really find that niche to outplay / outlast our competitors .



Gosh , now that reminds me . If you really want to be special - as in to have that " special trait " - something that distinguish you from the others , you really need to work it out real soon . The world is changing every second . Scary yet true . We need to excel real well . No use in being a mediocre student . Mediocre people live an average boring life . We need to break that "mediocre" barrier and scale to greater heights . It's all about expanding that horizon . Living life to the fullest , gaining that satisfaction , fulfilling God's plans and then we can die with no regrets .


Donovan also said that he finally realised why he wasn't selected into the Ivy league schools . Those schools apparently require their students to distinguish themselves through CCAs or other related stuff . I believe that they look into an all-rounded education system whereby you get good grades as well as indulge in something that can benefit the society at large . Anyway , having an all-rounded education is a good thing too .


Anyways , after reading that article and his website , I feel really stupid . I am very bad at maths . I just can't find that drive to do maths . But I LOVE doing Economics . But sadly , I cannot major in Economics in the University . Economics in Universities require students to do calculus . Honestly , I'll die ! I'll give up half way if I happen to see any economic graph with relation to maths . Haha . Gosh . Anyways , I am aiming to secure good grades before thinking of the courses .


Ok Check out Donovan's videos at youtube . I'll post one on Fluid Mechanics - Pressure Field Compressible Fluid .








Phew . Anyways , I need to start studying for the upcoming Common Test . I'm yet to study . Damn . Woo thank God Mr Thomas didn't include the costing topic into the common test . I would've died . Management of Business is getting tough . Economics - I've got A LOT to study now . Since I'm in the top class , the pressure is quite overwhelming . Really . I wish I can be in some other class . We are like expected to know everything about every topic . Mrs Mary Choy also breezes through the "supposedly easy topics for the A students " concepts and discusses a lot on higher thinking order questions . It's quite demanding . I'm quite pressured . You should see my face after every Economics class . Haha . Damn stressful . Nevermind , it'll be over in the next 9 months . I can do it . Just 9 months of stress , pressure and whatnot . Argh ! . But then again , you have to do well to break that "mediocre" barrier . So yea , less complains and more works . It's all about Expectations VS Results . " You reap what you sow " . So technically , I need to reap A LOT more than normal to REAP more .



I've got to transform into a resilient and hardworking Vitz - to someone who is highly disciplined enough to avoid procrastinating . ( Oh God )

Stephan sent me this video on animal cruelty . Frankly , I got traumatised . Yes , it was damn gross . This is like a real-life gory video . But seriously , those bastards need to be fucking shot to dead . This is damn insane . How could anyone kill those cute animals without any mercy ? . It's like what the fuck on planet earth is going on ? . Are we that inhumane ? . It was a gory eye-opener . Gosh . People please sign this petition and support this campaign against the use of animal furs . We need to get those bastards to jail and of course STOP such atrocities . Let's unite and support this campaign .


The website


http://www.furisdead.com/feat/ChineseFurFarms/




Pledge to go fur-free at PETA.org





Anyway something on Tuesday happened and I haven't blogged about it . There's this Indian librarian in my school . She looks after the library like every other librarians . But there's something weird and unusual about her . She's simply loves to set her eyes on Indian students . I haven't got a clue as to why till to date . Whenever Indian students get noisy , she'll scold them and all . She loves to stare too .


Our school library is quite cold and whenever it rains , the windows will mist up . So every students like to play with the mist and write stuff . Once my friend Pravin wrote on the mist too and that Indian librarian asked him to erase it off when another non-indian student was doing the same infront of her . I got damn pissed but I kept my cool . However , this is NOT the only separate incident . I could keep my cool no more and I did blew my top at her .


On Tuesday , I went to the canteen and bought a bottle of orange-flavoured 100 plus drink . I was coming into the library to meet Pravin , Karpagam , Vicky Puppy , Gayatri Devi and Vicky . Then this teacher stopped me and said " No sweet drinks in the library " . I was like " but teacher this drink going to last me till I go back home . Rest assured , I won't spill it nor litter in the library " . But she said no . So I said " Ok " and brought my bag out . Then I sms-ed Karpagam to bring her bag out . Gayatri Devi and Karpagam came out and I placed my drink into Karpagam's bag . After Karpagam went into the library , I took my bag and came into the library .


I went straight to our table and set . That Indian librarian walked up to me and went like " Hey that teacher said no drinks right " . Cool-ly , I told her " Hey ma'am . I threw my drink already . If you want , you can check my bag " . That librarian went like " why are you so rude to me ? . I already said right , no drinks inside " . I was like " Hello .. I am not being rude . The drink is not with me . You can check my bag . Really . Go ahead " . After that she started saying some rubbish . Then she said something like " Indian students are always like that " and left . Just then , I looked at Gayatri Devi and said " You know , Indians only know how to attack Indians . Such a disgrace to fellow Indians " . After that , surprisingly , she spoke in tamil and said " hello , if you want , you speak directly to me ok . Enna indians ? " . Once again , cool-ly I told Gayatri Devi " Babe , I thought I was talking to you ? . Singapore is a free country right ? . Am I not allowed to air my thoughts freely ? " . Once again , she scolded me and I said " look , I am not talking to you . I am talking to my friend and it's already bad to eavesdrop and what are you doing ? . If I were to talk about you , I will mention your name " . Without saying any word , she left my place .


After that what happened next isn't a surprise . She told a teacher . This teacher came up to me and went like " What's your name ? . Which level you in " . I answered honestly . Then she told me " look , we are not accusing you . It's just that I don't want the library to me infested with ants " . I said " I understand ma'am . But the thing is I bought it for my consumption for the whole day . I had planned it to last till 5 pm which means I am not going to throw it anyway any soon " . She was like " Ok . But then again , you should also give respect to the librarian right ? " . I was like " Ma'am I understand but that librarian was rude to me . I do give people respect but it's just way too much if she constantly picks on us just because we are Indians - right ? . And Ma'am this is not the first time . She has done it a million times . Really " . After that she told me " ok . The world is not always fair . You need to understand this . Please don't get into any trouble ok . Next time , don't bring your drink in laa " and she smiled and left .


Anyways , I don't regret scolding the librarian . I just think that she was really biased . I was waiting for the right opportunity to get back at her and last Tuesday gave me that cool chance . Honestly I didn't want that to happen but she simply instigated it . There is a limit to a person's patience right ? . She had always been discriminating the Indian students and this was why I blasted at her .


Frankly , I don't understand this logic . Why are Indians always against Indians ? . I've heard of the Indian Crab story but I used to think that it was real bullshit but coming to think about it , it is true . Well , in my opinion , Indians ( Not all indians but most ) have this weird habit . They are jealous freaks . Indians would allow any others to exceed them in any competitions or etc but they will make it a point to NEVER allow Indians to do likewise . But why is this so ? . It's quite embarassing to know that such Indians exist in this world . Such black sheeps among the small indian community . Some outstanding Indians have established a good name but embarassingly , such bad Indians exist too . Haiz . I wish they can learn how to be better Indians and serve the world . Really . It's way too irritating .


Anyway , we're having our drama practice tomorrow morning at 9 at Jelapang . Gosh ! I am freaking tired . We cancelled today's meeting and yes . Anyways , Good night .

HELLO :)))


Greetings to my lovely readers . Oh , i bet you'll read my tagboard . Anyway , embarassingly , I didn't know that my tamil translation was that bad . Gosh . I really didn't notice it until Gayatri Devi pointed it out . Haha . Funny . * ( How am I going to pass my tamil .. gosh ) * .


Oh before I begin , HAPPY CHINESE NEW , HAPPY HOLIDAYS and HAPPY STUDYING to one and all . My entire gang didn't go to school yesterday . We skipped school and planned to go out . Well , it's about time we catch up with our friends too - right ? . So we decided to skip school to go dine at Vivocity . Haha . It was my idea to choose Vivocity . I love that place . I was so tempted to go into St James .


We were supposed to meet at Vivocity at around 1.30pm and unfortunately , everyone got delayed . Silas came over to my house and we took 963 to Harbourfront . Along the way , we met someone who looked like Shafie waiting at the bus stop . I went like " Hey Silas , look . That guy looks like Shafie ah ! " . Silas went like " dei , it is Shafie ! " . I was like " are you sure ?? " . And then , I recognise Shafie's shoe and jeans . Then we started to frantically wave at Shafie . The bus past him when he saw us . Instantly I called him and he was like " 963 goes to harbourfront ah ? " . Haha . So Silas and I alighted at the next stop and waited for Shafie .


The 3 of us reached Vivocity and saw the others waiting there . Mehraaj was wearing this deep red top and a black skinny jeans , Karpagam was wearing this black top with jeans , Pravin was wearing this blue shirt and jeans , Silas was wearing a blue shirt and jeans too . Shafie was wearing this black transparent shirt with the designer jeans and myself with an orange shirt and my red skinnys . Mehraaj and Pravin looked classy while Karpagam looked damn anjadi-fied , Shafie , Silas and I looked cool :P .


We dined at Fig and Olive . We wanted to dine in at Secret Recipe but it was closed . So yea . Fig and Olive food are like healthy ! . They use Olive oil to prepare their dishes . And I happen to dig olives . Haha . I don't know why but I really like olives . I ask them to sprinkle extra olives whenever I buy my stuff at subway . Oh speaking of it , they opened a new subway outlet at Bukit Panjang Plaza . I am damn happy . I love subway . Usually I go to plaza to buy their Milk Tea but from now on , you guys can find me dining in at Subway :D .


After that , we camwhored like bitches . We decided to catch a movie but the timings were really screwed up . So we decided to leave . Silas and I took a different way - because we wanted to take 963 . On our way , I met Nur Sheila Binte Othman - my secondary school bestfriend . I was damn shocked . She looked damn gorgeous . Haha . Such a different Sheila . I told her that she didn't wish me for my birthday and she went like " Oh shit !!! ." and she compensated the loss with a kiss on my cheek . Haha . Hilarious .


After that , Silas and I went to Plaza . Every shop was closed . So we decided to chill at Starbucks . We bought 2 Caramel Frappucinos and 1 oreo cheesecake . Soon after , we spent the next 3 hours talking about life and friendship . Spending time with my bestfriend is really cool . Soon , crazy Silas took candid pictures of me . Haha . Damn funny .


Today , we had drama practice . Intially , we met at Zhenghua CC . But it was quite dirty and all . Then I suggested that we go to Jelapang multi storey carpark . That's the place where we practice our dance . Haha . But my cast preferred the shelter behind Jelapang LRT station . Haha . After doing some scenes , we left to Greenridge to eat .


When we were eating out at GreenRidge , Karthi , Logesh and Govan were talking about some _______ stuff . Haha . It was really funny listening to them . Haha . And after that , those guys accompanied me to buy some grocery stuff at the shop and save .


Anyways , I'm hopelessly tired . Infact I took a nice nap but I'm still tired . Haiz . I've got my drama practice at the same place at around 1 + tomorrow . I'm like sooooooooo tired . And I'm yet to study for my common test . It's not about passing it but it's about scoring ! . And it's all about : Expectation VS Results . Haiz .

When you work ; you work
But when you pray ; God works


GAP ( God Among People ) today was great ! . Well , it was my first time sharing the testimony . I had 2 testimonies to account for and so yes .


Like most of you'll would have known by now , I cleared my Standing Broad Jump . It's supposed to be one of the most impossible task ; considering the fact that I sustained an ACL injury after dislocating my knee in 2005 . So jumping is like a big NO-NO . Jumping and landing hard on the floor will "loosen" up my knee thus , succumbing my knee to twist into directions that you never thought your knee will point to . I had all this weird thoughts flooding through my mind .


Before I jumped , I prayed to my heavenly father - Jesus . I prayed and prayed . After that , with Him by my side , I jumped and cleared it . Frankly , NOTHING happened to my knee . I was damn shocked . Everyone got shocked . Yes . God's magical works played ( and still do play ) a preponderant role in my life .


Now , I would like to question one and all . How many of you guys , thought that I was a loser who held onto some vision that can never be achieved ? . Most of you'll mocked at me when I got injured . Some believed that I faked my injuries . Oh , some even went to the extent of advising me to stop playing sports . Some jumped into unreasonable conclusions . Now , aren't you guys embarassed ? . Didn't I prove you'll wrong ? . With a serious knee injury , I accomplished a Gold award . Do you seriously have any comments to shoot at me ? .


I have always been stubborn . I confess . I am as stubborn as the mule . But you'll never gave me a chance to believe in my dream . You'll chosed to question the practicality of my dreams . Oh , some even used that as a "tool" to get back at me . But look , where did it bring me to ? . I have something that losers like you'll don't have .


I've placed God above all . I have got my confidence up there and I certainly believe in working hard to achieve it . The opportunites are prevalent in this modern society . They are always there . With this God-given traits , I managed to make my dream come true . Do you know that nothing tastes as sweet as satisfaction . Thank you God . Oh , I made some people eat their words too . What can be even more satisfying than proving people wrong ? . Delighted I am ! .


On a final note :


Jesus said to them :
It is not the healthy who need a doctor ,
but the sick .
I have not come to call the righteous ,
but sinners .


Believe in him and you'll realise how beautiful life is .


WILSON SILAS DAVID


I so need to blog about my bestfriend . 9 years and counting . Oh , recently some ass simply had to cause some tension within me . That ass apparently told my bestfriend that girls can never be a guy's bestfriend because a girl will change after she gets married and will leave everyone else to live with her husband . I say that it's utter bullshit .


C'mon , it's all in the mind . You are ultimately the one who decides things for youself . You are the only one who makes the choice . So don't blame it on marriage and all . And furthermore , I don't think that ass has any fucken rights to talk about me when you don't know me well enough . I don't think I gave you a right to talk about my future . Ass ! . My friendship with Silas is something that is very precious to me .


I'm really proud to be this close to a guy and yet know deep down that this friendship will last till death and even after . ( Don't worry , I won't pull those lovey-dovey bullshits that couples try to pull in to substantiate their love and concern for their partners ) . We can safely tell everyone that we are bestfriends . Generally , most people tend to think that a guy and girl can never remain as friends . Perverts tend to exploit their friends if they happen to be of the opposite gender . Thank God ! . We , to this date , have remained as faithful friends . Now beat this peeps . 9 years and counting . Even couples don't last that long or even if they do , they will end up getting divorced . ( Don't count those couples who are like married for 20 years and beyond ) .


CHECK THIS OUT . TRUTH ABOUT MY BESTFRIEND


My bestfriend - Wilson Silas David , is fasting on every Saturdays for me . He's praying that I will ace my A LEVELS . Where in the world can you find any friends who will fast for their bestfriends . Or will any partner fast for his girlfriend or so ? . Now this speaks alot about friendship - OUR friendship to be precise . Now I really pity those people who don't have any goodfriends who care for their well-being . Oh , I also pity those couple who are totally misled by thinking that love can provide such care and concern . I say it's bullshit . Love can be bullshit and lovers change overtime . Believe in something more worthwhile . ** Point to note , I have all due respect for true love and those who believe in the sanctity of true love . I'm just against those ill-cultured individuals who cheat others in the name of love ** .


So now , what can be even more satisfying that having Silas in my life . I love my BESTFRIEND .


Something funny happened between me and Silas just now . Silas really know how to lift my mood !! . I got a little fed-up over him . So he texted me saying " Make it simple . We meet at harbourfront " . I got so fed-up and I went like "Whatever " . He replied by saying " Thanks " . I didn't reply at all . The next SMS came in like " One small gal is sleeping on me in da train . I feel like laughing " . I found that so random and funny and of course I burst out laughing . Silas , Silas , Silas . My bestfriend ROCKS .


" There are 'friends' who destroy each other ,
but a real friend sticks closer than a brother . "


Alright . Pravin and I decided on something and we're carrying it out on this Monday . When I initiated and mentioned it , Pravin got so shocked . He felt damn happy and he gave me a huge bear hug saying " Oh my Lord !! This is something that I have been waiting for ages to hear !! . A good decision Vitz . I'm so proud of you " . Hehe .


It's all God's work ! . Thank You GOD .

I'm so happy . I'm really happy . Happy happy happy happy happy I AM :))) .


Anyways , today is a very special day . Finally , something that I had been hoping for 3 years finally came true . Well , I cleared my NAPFA test . Honestly , everyone know that I cannot do my standing broad jump due to my knee injury and if you don't clear any one station , you are deemed to have failed your NAPFA . So yes . All this years , my injury prevented me from clearing my NAPFA and sadly , I've always been a person who scored 28 or 29 pout of 30 points . ( I always lose out the 1 or 2 points in sit and reach - all thanx to my curvy backbone ) . So ... read on .


NAPFA TEST


I was caught off guard when they announced that they will be conducting the NAPFA test today . Well , they did it last week and per rules , they're supposed to conduct the re-test and the test for those who didn't complete it on the following term . And so yes . I was quite shocked to know that it was supposed to be held today . Furthermore , I just recovered from a severe hamstring pull . Thus I was completely not prepared . My fitness was damn poor . And sadly , I ate ALOT right before PE . Haha .


2.4 KM


I decided to carry it on with my 2.4 KM first . I did well for the first 3 rounds . Towards the 4th round , I suddenly had this urge to puke . I felt damn heavy at that juncture . It was like as though there was something crawling in my stomach . I started to slow down . Due to that sick feeling in my stomach , I lost my pacing and my breathing technique . I cannot breathe out of the sudden . But I forced myself to complete the run . I so wanted to prove to Mr Bitch .


Just then , I heard loud chants of my name . The students were actually chanting my name . They were like " Go Vitz " . And apparently , I was the in the lead during the run . Veka even said something like " Go Vitz , make the Tamilans proud of you da " . Honestly all those support forced me to complete the run .


I finished the run at 12.20 . A damn depressing timing . I used to run at 10.30 before I incurred that knee injury . 11.10 after I sustained the knee injury ( taken in MI last year ) and now , it dropped to 12.20 . I really know that it was due to the sick feeling . Shit . I was very depressed . I still got an A ( we were supposed to come in below 14.30 to secure an A ) . But then again , it's about expectations VS results . Sigh .


After that , since I had a hard time breathing , I collapsed onto the track after finishing the run . Soon , I went into a state of unconsciousness . Kristin came up to me and panicked . Jabs came to my rescue and carried up my legs up . It was to ensure that the blood rushed to my head before I totally go into an unconscious state . After a few minutes , I regained back my consciousness and I could breathe properly . It's the frigging first time that such a thing happened to me .


Sit and Reach


Next , I decided to do sit and reach . Mdm Watee was like asking Kristin to pull out my hand to ensure that my body gets stretched up . Haha . Damn funny . I was literally screaming in pain and Kristin pulled me up like as though she was pulling a rubber band ! . I forced all out and got a 42 for my sit and reach . I obtained a C for it .


Sit-ups .


Haha . I did 48 sit-ups in 60 minutes . I so wanted to do 52 in 60 minutes . But haiz . So I got an A for it too :)) . All sincere credits goes to my toned abs .


Inclined Pull ups


I only did 19 this time :'( . I've always done like 30 but this is like the first time I did only 19 . Actually I did around 25 but then Ms Ang subtracted 6 because she saw my arms bend . I really don't know what to say . She counted from zero after half a minute . This time , I panicked . I instantly did as many as I could in 30 seconds . It was really tough . I had to hit more than 18 to get an A . Phew and I did 19 .


Shuttle-run


Shuttle run , my knee was already aching when I did my shuttle run . Unfortunately , I couldn't stretch as usual . I used to get a timing of 9.8 for my shuttle run but today , I got 10.8 . It's an A but then again , it's about meeting my expectations . Haiz .


STANDING BROAD JUMP


I was damn scared to do this . I know that I would dislocate my knee if I land wrongly . And so I was so fucking scared to jump . I could literally hear my heart thump madly . I was swinging back and forth . Suddenly , Mr Ser came up to me and said " You're wasting time . I know you are afraid . But trust me . Don't listen to your mind . Count to 3 and just jump . You'll do it " . I was aiming to pass my standing broad jump . And so I had to jump up to 165 cm . Fucking hell , I used to jump at 230 cm . I don't know why , but I'm supposed to be damn good in jumping - I can even do high jumps . Used to be a star back in secondary school . Haiz . But due to my injury , I know that I cannot jump at 230 cm . So I opted to pass it to get a Gold for my NAPFA test . I DID IT PEOPLE . I JUMPED !!!!!!!!!!!! . I PASSED IT .


It's like after 3 years , I finally passed my NAPFA with my knee injury ! . As in , I finally cleared it . YES . So now I bagged 4 As , 1 C and 1 D :)) . 24 points = GOLD :)))))))


The first victory of the year and I love it . THANK YOU GOD !

Vithiya 'Vitz'

11 Jan 1987

Undergrad (Psychology)

Manchester United

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