Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Updates made on 18 January 2008 . Hey peeps , this is going to be a long post and yet of course , peppered with pictures - colourful pictures that is .
And .. I have a lot to rant about . All those bottled up emotions . Honestly , I think I'm getting more hot-tempered nowadays . I can't get my patience in check . I find it really hard ; more like a herculean task . Gosh .
LOSS OF SELF-CONTROL aka PSYCHOTIC VITZ #1 : 18 January 2008
* ( I don't wish to name those people involved ) * . Today I had a bad bad day . The day went on well until the end of school . Suddenly I had 2 assignments to discuss about and thus , we decided to go to the nearest coffeeshop to discuss about it . But yes , everything went on well until we finished eating . Just then , someone had to say something that clearly exhibited that person's ulterior motive and I got frustrated . I was trying my level best to control my temper and so , I decided to leave the place . Just then that person had to open his/her mouth and go like " you can leave this place " . Well , that was it . I was boiling with anger . And I erupted after lying dormat for mintues .
I was so tempted to take the plate before me and whack it onto that person's face . I did take the plate . I was definitely aiming it at the person's face but just then something within me told me not to do it and yet I was still fuming with anger . So I aimed it at the person's side . The plate could've almost brushed that person's cheek . The plate landed onto the floor with a loud thud . Everyone in the coffeeshop turned to look at me . I felt a million eyes scanning me . I know I could've done more . Well frankly , I wanted to . But I decided to leave . I walked away from the place with a pair of million eyes looking at me .
I went to school and sat at the stadium . My floorball girls had Physical Training ( PT ) at that moment . Due to my recent injury , I had to forgo it . I sustained a minor hairline crack on my right ( middle ) toe . Yes , it's freaking painful ; I can hardly walk . So while watching the girls run , I received a phonecall from someone who was present at the scene . He went like " Vitz , the coffeeshop owner is looking for you . He wants you to see him . If not he'll come down to school on Monday " . I got so fed up that I hung up the phone .
I spent a couple of minutes to self-reflect . I was damn embarassed with myself . I have never lost my calm and exhibited this much of psychotic mannerisms before and I kept pondering on why I got so angry . After that , I decided to head to the coffeeshop . Logesh was nice enough to accompany me .
I saw the coffeeshop owner there . He went like " Oh . So you are the one la . If you are getting angry , it's your own fucking problem . Why do you have to smash my plate ? " . I was honestly offended by his language . I got angry once again . Logesh sensed my anger and begged me to remain calm . After that , the coffeeshop owner's voice toned down . He went like " girl , I really didn't expect you to be the one who smashed my plate . You look so intelligent . Somemore you're a collage student . I'm very upset that an educated person like you can lose your self control . I understand that you have a lot of pressure - all those expectations to meet . But it's always good to keep your temper in control . You're going to be our future leader , how can you lose control ? . If you want to succeed in life , you have to tone down your anger . If you are too angry , learn to de-stress . Catch a movie or something ? . Please , don't lose your self control . A pretty girl like you shouldn't lose her self control . Please think about it girl . I just don't want you to lose your self control ok " . After he said all this , I felt damn embarassed . Well that was when I realised that I had really lost my self control . Those stall owners within the vicinity were still eyeing me with caution like as though I may erupt again . So yes ... maybe I should indeed control my temper for good .
After that , Logesh accompanied me to school . We spent almost 5 hours talking . MI soccer boys were having 2 friendly matches . Team MI 1 and 2 played with Fu Chun Sec and Hillgrove Sec . I decided to watch my eye candy play . Logesh was sitting with me and we were talking whilst watching them play . After that , I went on to the hall . MI floorball boys arranged for a friendly with a club team which comprised of my juniors - Swiss Cottage sec .
EXTREME IRRITATION # 1 : 18 January 2008
I kind of realised the fact that politics occur at all places at all times . Well it was quite shocking . But then again , it's inevitable . I noticed one person in particular showcasing her political remark right infront of me . I don't understand why but some people simply forget the fact that some things shouldn't be done that obviously . So yes . Try not to insult my intelligence . I neither deaf nor blind and of course i'm not a volcano that's dormant . I'm still an active volcano , extremely ready to erupt .
I only did one thing when the person voiced out her concerns . I smiled . Time will tell you more . I know :))) .
ANGER #1 : 10th January 2008
The last day I was living my life as a mere 20 year old Vitz . Once again , Mr Bitch decided to punish me during the PE lesson . I wonder how many times I need to reiterate my point . Bloody asshole . Anyways , both my PE shorts have encountered their very own " wear and tear " period and thus , I was unable to wear them for PE . But , I still managed to wear some other shorts to compensate for it . Mr Bitch wasn't happy and insisted that I wear the MI PE shorts . I told him that those vendors only had XXL and XL in stock . He gave me a "stuck-up" look . After that , his " angkat boleh " approached me and went like " I'm so disgusting with your attitude . You're supposed to be a role model . You are in sport's group - aren't you ? " and etc . After that Mr Bitch went like " Fine . Run around the track for the whole PE lesson . You can stop at the end of the PE lesson " . I was like " Whatever " and I went on to run .
I was basically the only soul who ran around the track like a lunatic on a very hot day . Motherfucker didn't allow me to even stretch or hydrate myself with water . I strongly believe that I am entitled to sue him if I had encountered any heat-stroke or had gotten horrendously dehydrated .
I decided to run very slowly . Well I was supposed to run for like 1 hr and 30 mins . So yeah . Started of at a steady pace and ran at that pace throughout . I did 23 rounds . Now that's like 9.2 KM - 0.8 KM shy of the usual 10 click . I nearly died after I stopped running . I ran a bloody 9.2 KM without any stretching , without water and without FOOD ! . I ran on an empty stomach . Yeap . Hmm .. Mr Bitch , you're going to pay for this real soon .
But on a good side , I'm more toned now .
Anyways , on a random account , my friends and I were talking about our dream guys and dream gals at the canteen . They asked me to describe about my dream guy and I told them . Just then this guy A walked up and sat beside me . We engaged ourselves into a funny conversation . After that , he left to buy food . Then , my friends went like " hey Vitz , I really think that he fits your description of your dream guy . Maybe you should consider him " . Haha . Whatever they said was true . Well he perfectly fitted the description of my dream guy . But it'll stop there . Haha .
Anyway on another random account , I'm currently working . Hehe . I'm teaching tution for a 22 year old guy . He's sitting for his O levels this year and I'm taking him for English . He used to be a very bad person and now he's a reformed guy . Thinesh is his name . Frankly , I didn't want to teach because I had a busy schedule . But then , after hearing his stories , I got so impressed with him that I decided to teach him . Before we met , we spoke on the phone and I got really impressed . He likes philosophy and we enagaged ourselves into a very intellectual talk . God .
Today ( 19 January 2008 ) , I went over to his house . His mom greeted me with a bright face . She told me to go to his room : " Please walk straight and turn right " . When I saw him , I went like " Wow , he's cute " . HAHAHA . Well Silas , Kristin and Gayatri Devi told me something and yes they have some plans and all . But really it was a great experience . He's really damn nice . We ended up spending 3/4 of the time chatting about random stuff . I just don't know why .. but he really reminded me of Meeran . Yeap . The funny thing is , he's damn adorable . Really . I can't wait for the next lesson . Sometimes , things like this happen when we least expect it . Like I've always said , God has plans for us .
Ok . Now it's all about my birthday .
THE GREAT DAY - MY BIRTHDAY - 11 January 2008
At exactly 00.00 , I heard a loud knock on my door . It was my bestfriends - Silas and Kristin . Silas and Kristin surprised me with a chocolate cake and a bouquet of blue roses ( Yes - BLUE roses ) . I really melted . Meanwhile , I received an avalanche of SMS-es and calls . Thanks to all of them :)) . After blowing off the candles , we re-asserted a few points , made promises and finally , they chilled at my crip . Both of then left my place at around 1 am .
That every morning , I went to school as a 21 year old Vitz . All my friends hugged me and wished me . Oh I received A LOT of kisses . Hehe . Someone particularly kissed me and I ended up blushing . Haha . It was really funny . Oh God . The class sang me a nice birthday song too .
After that , Silas , Kristin and I went to Bugis to buy our last minute decorative stuff . Nesha met us there . Nesha was being such a sweetheart . Really . She thought that my birthday was on the 12th and didn't wish me the whole day . When she realised that my birthday was on the 11th , she felt damn hurt . And so , she decided to sacrifice her hockey training to pay me a surprised visit at Bugis . Finally , Nesha , Silas , Kristin and I took a cab to Tekka to oversee the decoration at Andhra's curry and prepare the place for my 21st Birthday party which was to be held on the 12th . I was quite stressed up and Nesha realised that and she sweetly pulled me onto her lap and patted me . And yes , I dozed off instantaneously . HAHA . I have this weird habit . I tend to completely knock out when I lay on people's lap or shoulders . Weird habit that is . Hmm .
Soon , My brother - Sathian , my cousin - Shobi and finally Nesh met us at Tekka Market . We decided to stop over for food . Then I realised that I ran out of money . I instantly rushed to the nearest ATM machine to draw out some money .
Just then , something told me to turn behind and to my pleasent surprise , I saw Jay . Haha . Jay was walking like a duck , preventing himself from tripping onto the wet floor . HAHA . Damn cute . Then I called him out . He went got shock . After that , he got excited and wished me . Then I forced him to come early the next day . Jay was simply too shy to come without Izzah . Izzah had work on the 12th and she told me that she would come after 930 pm . Haha .
Soon , Vicky Cookie and Kugan arrived on time . All of us decided to work hand in hand . Honestly Kugan really helped me alot . The whole place was damn fucked up . It was dirty . The tables , chairs and simply everything else was damn dirty . Even the sound system was damn screwed up . This is a piece of advice to one and all : Please do not book the function hall at Andhra's curry . It's damn screwed up . The don't charge anything else than $1300 and yet provide a damn fucked up service . Oh God . Thank God , I had Vicky Cookie and Kugan . Kugan really blowed his top at the Manager . He screwed them like hell . We left the place at around 10.30 pm , with the decorations not done .
THE BIG DAY - 21st birthday celebration @ Andhra's Curry - 12 January 2008
Early into the day , Kristin , My brother , My dad and I met at Tekka Market . We went over to check the restaurant . It was quite shocking . The restaurant looked like it underwent a make over . Haha . Thanks to Kugan . After that , Vicky Cookie , Kugan , Silas , Kristin , Nesh , Shobi , My dad , my brother and I started to decorate . After a while , Shobi , my dad and I left the place . We rushed home . The woman who was supposed to do the make-up for me was there . Did the whole thing . We were supposed to reach Andhra's at 630 pm . We were late . Reported to Andhra at 715 pm . Most of the guest were not on time . So it was ok :p . Kugan planned for some surprise and thus my family ( My dad , Mom , brother and I ) had to wait a while before going to the function hall . After 20 minutes , with all the lights pouring in , all the cameras on hold and with the music at the maximum , my brother held my arm and we walked up the stairs . It felt really weird . I felt so different . I really felt like a princess .
The emcees - Vicky Cookie and Kugan asked me alot of questions and yes . Soon , my 21st birthday cake arrived . I blew the candles after making a wish . The guest got themselves ready to eat .
DANCEFLOOR
Anyways , we had planned for a surprised dance by my dance group - Maniac Flamerz . Shapnem , Izzah and Jay arrived before I started dancing . So it was cool . We danced for " Hey Atta ( remix ) " . It was really cool . After that , the dance floor got started . I dragged Shapnem , Kristin and Nesha to the dancefloor . Nesh , Daryl , Silas and Vicky Cookie also joined in . Soon all of us were dancing to our heart's content . Soon Pravin , Menaga , Karpagam , Shafie and James joined us .
Soon Mr Daryl Chris Wilfred and Nesh had a " Chicago " war . I am definitely not a fan of Chicagos but Daryl's one was really cool . His leg movements were damn solid . I was pretty impressed with his smooth dance moves . Soon after , everyone started to dance in pairs .
The pairs were : Pravin and Menaga , Kristin and Vicky Cookie , Karpagam and Silas , Daryl and Shapnem , Shobi and Nesh and finally Shafie and I . Shafie is really a good dancer . I really didn't know that Shafie could dance . A funny thing happened when we danced . Shafie held out his hands and I thought that he was trying to do some dance step and thus I didn't reciprocate . I ended up doing some dance step and that was when I realised that he held out his hands . Then I held out my hands and we held hands and danced . So funny .
Soon the partnership changed . We decided to rest . Kristin and Daryl did some sexy dance . Wooo . After that , Kristin and Vicky Cookie followed by Daryl and I danced for some song . During the dance , Daryl innocently asked me a funny question . He went like " Oh wow , what move is that .. but it looks kinda cool " . HAHAHA . I almost died laughing . He was sooo cute .
While dancing , I decided to drag Jay to dance with me . Jay was just too shy enough to dance with me . Sad . Haiz . HAHA .
Frankly , Daryl is an amazing dancer . I am so impressed with his dancing ability . Really . Hats off to him . I told Daryl that we should hit the club one day . Oh , Shapnem , Daryl , Nesha , Kristin and I had a lot to talk about and half the time , we ended up laughing like lunatics . Haha .
This birthday was really a memorable one . Thanks guys . I really enjoyed it . Ok . I have pictures taken by some friends . I haven't uploaded my pictures into my computer yet so please bear with this . Thanks .
A super random shot . I don't even know when this was taken .I love my saree . This saree cost a BOMB .
The emcee asking me questions . Thanks ah Vicky . Everyone singing the " Birthday song " . Me with my immediate family members .
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