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Wednesday, December 26, 2007
A special tribute to GIVA GIVA GIVA
This year's Christmas was really special . Sometimes , it takes random thoughts , random opinions and absolute randomness to make one believe in the peculiarities of uncertain , unflawless and undesignated thoughts . I'll rant about it later . Now I shall blog about Giva !
GIVA - My penpal turned bestfriend . When I was younger , I've always been amazed by the idea of having a penpal . I loved sending letters to my friends who stayed in Singapore as well as to those who resided out of Singapore . When I was 13 , I met Giva , a Malaysian . Giva and I sent letters to each other . I was simply attracted to his character . He had a very unique yet good character . Soon we started chatting in MSN and MIRC . We had 4 years of virtual friendship . Then in the end of 2004 ( Nov-Dec ) , Giva decided to head to Singapore to look for a job . He was on holidays after completing his A levels . The most interesting thing was that , Giva have never been to Singapore and he doesn't know anyone in Singapore . Trusting me , he came to Singapore .
I met him at the causeway link and went like " Omg , you are Giva . My virtual friend ?! " . After that , I introduced him to my family and other friends . After 3 days , I found him a job at Orchard . Our friendship continued till july ( 2005 ) . Then he received his results . My Giva scored straight As and was asked to do Forensic Science in a Malaysian University . Well , unknown to many , my first dream in life was to do become a Forensic Scientist . As I grew older , I realised that I couldn't stand maths . I was really good at Physics - one of my best subjects back in secondary school and I was an average do-er in Chemistry . So I decided that I can never be a forensic scientist as you need to major in Maths and Chemistry to enroll in that course . But , I really wanted him to study at NUS but he told me that he was on a scholarship in that Malaysian University - expenses paid for and he found that a good scheme . So he's currently at Malaysia doing his degree . The worst thing is , we haven't been meeting since 2005 due to his heavy schedule . He's been doing countless exams and projects and etc . He cannot even come for my 21st brithday . He's having exam on that day :(( . Oh yes , an interesting fact about me and Giva . My birthday's on the 11th of Jan and Giva's on the 12th of Jan . We used to celebrate our birthdays together . Gosh , I miss my Giva , my bestfriend .
Christmas was really special because my Giva called me ! . I was talking to Kristin till 1 am and I had to put the phone down to get an early sleep . I had to go to church at 7 and thus had to wake up at 5 am . Then all of a sudden , after talking to Kristin , I received a call from an unknown number . The person on the phone went like " Vitz .. Merry Christmas . Can you recognise my voice " . I got soo excited that I started to scream in sheer happiness . I was jumping up and down . I was sooo happy that I even had tears of joy . My God . I'm hearing his voice after 2 years ! . It was such a bliss . Really . I felt really really touched when he wished me . It feel so special . I went on talking to him till 2 am . I really had no heart to hang up . I was soo sad . Just then , Giva told me that he was going to graduate in 4 months time and he'll instantly come to my house . Man .. my Giva's going to graduate with a degree in Forensic Science . Who can be any happier ? . GIVA COME BACK SOON . I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY .
Giva in his formal attire to school . In his university , the students are expected to dress up formally for lessons .
I like this picture . He looks good in white and I love his side burn .
He used hair glue to do those spikes . Hehe
He used hair glue to do those spikes . Hehe
Nerdy Giva when we was doing his A levels
His Hostel room . He's such a neat boy . I swear to God that my room can never look like this if I'm staying alone .
SPECIAL CHRISTMAS
Giva made my day by wishing me from Malaysia . So I was pretty rejuvenated . Oh yes , thanks for all the Christmas wishes people . Love you'll . I woke up at around 645 am ( suppose to wake up at 530 am ) and realised that I was late for church service . I got dressed up , took a cab and rushed to church . Suddenly I received a phonecall from Shafie . Apparently he was later than me . We intially wanted to take the same cab but our timings got a little screwed up . I didn't want to enter the church alone and so I decided to wait for Shafie . 5 minutes later , Pravin called me and asked me to meet him at the entrance of the church .
When I reached the entrance , I saw this goodlooking guy in black . When he turned , I was swept off my feet . It was PRAVIN !! . Oh my God . Pravin lost weight and he looked really good . He was really HOT . Since it was my first time meeting him since he came back from his vacation , I got so excited . I ran towards him and we hugged . Man , I really missed him . He went like " Oh my God Vitz ! You're looking soo pretty . You told me you were going to wear modern - jeans and tee shirt ?! " . Well I decided to be traditional and wore a saree . Haha . So I went like " Yeap .. Modern .. see it's a modern saree . Haha " . After that Shafie arrived . We took the stairs up .
When Shafie and Pravin were busy removing their shoes , I saw Daryl . I smiled at him and he was super shocked . It was such a hilarious scene . After that I sat beside Karpagam and Menaga . James was sitting beside Menaga . James had a beard !! . Haha . So funny . I got excited and I started to touch his beard . After the whole service , Menaga , Karpagam , James , Shafie , Pravin and I decided to camwhore . While I was playing with Nigel , Daryl came from behind and gave me a surprise . We hugged and later camwhored . After that , all of us decided to head to Holland Village for breakfast . After a good sumptuous meal , I had to cab back home .
I got changed and rushed to my Aunty's house . Silas came along with me . We had a good meal and all . Chilled for a while and then rushed down to Kristin's crib . We opened the Champagne bottle and made a toast for a new and blessed New Year . After that , we settled for a good meal . While eating , Kristin told me this while pointing to the prawns on my plate " Wah , you don't wanna eat the prawns just as yet ah " . My instant reply to her question was " Well , I have the habit of saving the best for the last " . Then something like a gust of wind hit me out of the blue . I stopped eating and stared at the wall infront of me . Silas and Kristin got a little shocked . They went like " Vitz , you ok ? " . Suddenly I said this to them ; " guys , don't you see it . God is saving the best for the last too . Oh my , we've been blind throughout the beginning . Gosh " . Later it dawn upon them too .
To be really frank , I hate this year . This year is something like 2005 . One of the best years that I have ever encountered in my life was in 2006 . And for that , I have to convey by special thanks to Ash . Ash was there through my worst period , listening to my frustrations and giving me sound advices . Our friendship ended in the shambles before the beginning of 2006 and I really miss him . But then again , it was circumstances . We are on good terms now . We'll go back to the olden day moments soon . Anyways , lets not digress .. . Kristin , Silas and I engaged into a fruitful conversation and we realised a few stuff . After that , we made a pact . I'm simply waiting to embrace the new change . On a lighter note , I'm turning 21 in 15 days time ( 2 weeks and 1 day ) . A new change . Ray of hope . A lifelong bliss of purging my body off that uncalled for sins .
Today is boxing day . 26th December . An all important day which I look forward to each time of the year . This year's boxing day was totally different . Well , the tables have changed . Words are razor-sharp and nothing stings more than ever . Mistakes may have been on our parts as well . But then again , words , just like a double-sided dagger sharp blade can pierce through any iron heart . But if you have decided to abide by your firm decision then I have nothing to say . Unmatured thoughts and haste decisions takes you nowhere . In case you doubt our sincerity , we would assure you that you meant a big part in our lives . But if you're happier now , then congrats to you . Lead your life the way you want . We got no qualms . We'll live with the memories . Those colourful memories that means a lot to us . But don't expect us to wither .
Today , I spent my time at Silas's crib . His mom don't exactly allow him to have firm female friends . But thank God , she trusts me and my buddy . So I went over and had fun . I met Jai Ganesh at Plaza and went with him . After that , our friend - Benjamin drove me home . He dropped me right at my door step . Maybe , it's good to date guys who can drive ( and of course owns a car ) .
Tomorrow , I'll be going out with my friends . We're planning to have the time of our lives . It's a continuation to my Boxing day plans . Looking forward to it . After that , I'm supposed to pave the way for my Floorball chalet which will be held till Saturday .
Ok . Anyways , I've planned to air my thoughts out to someone . Lets call this someone , person Z . So person Z , apparently you got so much to rant about eh ? . In case you have special queries , let me clear them . First and foremost , I can't stand your attitude due to a plethora of reasons . I wonder if everything you showed was a facade . Trust me , life ain't about role-playing behind any smokescreens . If you had been sincere with your behaviour then you should've guessed a long time ago that I don't appreciate any forms of concealment . Or maybe you cannot read the signs ? . I believe I delivered good signs . Why do you think I did that ? . It's to bring an abrupt stop to everything . But apparently you didn't understand them or you simply chose to ignore the entire vibes .
And yes , I hate your cowardice . You can easily put the blame on something else and save your guard eh ? . Oh well guess what , I hate cowards . Please don't ever think that you can save your ass by compensating it for words . I had enough . You can even cook up some story to hear things straight from the horse's mouth ? . What a cheap way person Z . Gosh , I feel so disgusted with the whole thing .
Anyway , let me issue you a single warning . You jolly well stay out of my life . I don't think I gave you any freaking rights . And yes , you don't have any rights to attain daily reports of my life , insights to my thoughts and what not . You are really a cunning ass . So now , just stop it . I know what I am doing and all .
Argghh . Anyways I'm craving for a cup of hot chocolate . Weee :)))) .
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