Thursday, December 20, 2007
Mind-boggling instinct that yearned for that uproar of delirious sweetness . I like .
Ghayat assa'adah - the ultimate pleasure . I'm so in love with Dan Brown . He's so intelligent . Ruddy hell . I used to harbour this strange thought - I used to think that " Da Vinci Code " was the masterpiece of this century . But then again ... "Angels and Demons " proved otherwise . Omg ... I'm soooo in love in "Angels and Demons " . It's a good book for all intellectuals . Intellectually-advanced that is .
The 3 AM Fallacy ( thanks to dearest Kristin )
I was on the phone with Kristin till the wee hours of the morning . At that juncture , she reminded me of my deepest darkest fear - the 3 AM fear . Ok . Quite frankly , 3 AM is supposed to be the opposite of 3 PM ( the time at which Jesus died ) . Evil apparently uses the 3 AM slot to mock at the Holy Trinity . Some people believe that Evil would be the strongest at that specific time . So I've got this personal phobia . True enough , while we were talking , we realised that it was exactly 3 AM . What happened next is completely mystifying . I heard weird scratches on the windows located in my living room . After that I felt I was being watched by some unknown visitor . I felt extremely awkward . So I decided to hit the bed at around 3.30 AM . Well , I was too afraid to close the windows . Haha . Early in the morning , I got drilled by my Dad for not closing the windows . My house being an easy target for burglars ? . Ok .... So thanks to Kristin for conjuring up that fear . *Jeez* .
Welcome back . Welcome back .
My dearest sister ( Godsister ) and bestie - Pravin are back from their vacation . My sister went for a nice retreat to Malaysia - to bask into the pleasure attained from the satisfaction derived from studying extremely hard for her A levels . Pravin went to India to witness his cousin's wedding . So yeah . They're back . I was sooooooo happy to hear their voices . OMG .
Random-ness
Anyways , Sean Vishnu wants to be mentioned in my blog . So yeah . I was working while I received this call from some unknown number . I couldn't recognise the number . ( By the way , I can hang on the phone during work - a liberty which I enjoy ) . The person on the other end of the phone went like " Hello . I'm calling from ******* ******** Insurance Agency . I need to discuss the final proceedings pertaining to your insurance policy ma'am " . I felt really confused . I went like " Ermmm ?! " . After that Sean went into a paroxysm of extreme delight - like as though he was high on laughing gas .
Anyways somebody told me that he's going to bring me out on his car on my Birthday . Oh he's only 20 and he has a car ! Argghh not fair . Just like Sanjay , Noh and Dibbo . But then again , I want to go drifting !!! . Sanjay promised me and Sharif that we'll head down to Malaysia and go drifting on the highways . I'm so waiting for that . And yes , I need to travel on a bike too . I want to feel the wind blowing onto my body , face and hair as I speed through the highways . Like how Dibbo once said - " One wrong move and that's the end " . Honestly , taking a nice reflective lonely ride on a bike can tap onto one's inner mind . I nearly signed up for a bike license back in 2005 . I was too agitated with the road conditions . I realised that bikes had the upperhand among the other vehicles when it comes to traffic jams . I had desired to buy a Vespa but my parents were against it . Sad
Ok Sean is apparently sick . He's down with flu , fever and sore throat . I am on the phone with him now and he's complaining . I'm like forcing him to sleep and he just went like " but on one condition . You must promise me that you'll pick up my call at any time of the night - ok technically - the wee hours of the morning " . Oh dear . I think I'm going to change into a nocturnal ass before school reopens .
CONGRATULATION TO MS SHAPNEM BHANU
Ms Shapnem Bhanu - the humble one told me the good news . She went like " Dei . Guess what , I got qualified to do Medicine " . I went like " WHATTTTTT !! OMG . CONGRATS " . There's a particular reason for my shock . Whenever Shappie called me from Australia , she would go like " Shucks . I'm not studying . I guess I'm going to screw up my exams ! " . I gave her sound advices and told her not to " give up " . But then again , she's a beauty with brains - so she did so well ! . She got distinction ! Bloody hell . She remained so humble after that . Woah . Hats off to you smart ass . Certainly a queen in the department of beauty and brains - ( pretty , smart ass with a good heart ) .
Super-Sentience
Apparently , we human beings can solve extremely diffcult stuffs or even attain solutions to extremely difficult stuffs when the mind is clear . Gurus call this " higher consciousness " , biologists " Altered states " and phychologists call it " super-sentience " . But then again , I am quite confused here . They lie on the basis of one thing - the mind-against-the-heart rule " . Simply said , you have to adjust your brain to hear what your heart already knows . This sounds like ... manipulation . If you had noticed , I love the word "manipulation" . The usage of that particular word has breached all the "laid-down" parameters known to man . " Manipulation of the truth " , " genetic manipulation " and etc .
I used to adore the term " genetic manipulation " . I was mesmerised by Science's growth . I was really supporting this project . Imagine your vegetables with more nutrients and all . Yes , I harboured a biased stand on this . But as I grew up , I started asking questions .. like .. " is Man growing too fast " , " moral VS scientific flaws " , " is Man's scientific progress technically accelerating on God-speed so as to be on the precipice of compromising his own moral values ?? " . Food for thought . Let's think together . Injurious implications of our very own actions .
Manipulation have become the fundamental need in today's world . But sadly enough , the world's greatest cover-ups are also standing firm-footed on this notion . So is it for the Good ? . Maybe all is done in the name of " the greater good " . I've got no qualms .
Gosh . I miss Izzah . Damn we are not working at the same place and I miss her like crazy . Gosh . School and floorball is going to be different . No Rury - the partner who has strange connectedness with my head . A kind of telepathical understanding . We know where to position ourselves to receive the passes we give to one another . Oh , we had a recent friendly match with my ex-secondary school - Swiss Cottage . I was working and thus .. had to forgo it . Damn .
I'm going christmas shopping with my hunny-bunny Kristin tomorrow . I'm so excited . Weee
On a final note " Each of us is a God . Each of us knows all . We need to only open our minds to hear our own wisdom " . In case you guys don't get it , this is attained when you have your own personal time doing some self-reflection . Now , open up your mind . Great mind works like a parachute . It works better when it's open . Haha . " known is a drop ; unknown is an ocean " .
I want to be a Rhodes Scholar . Only 3 Singaporeans have received that scholarship .
Good night .
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