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Sunday, November 25, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST , CUTE , LITTLE BROTHER : SATHIAN KUMAR

My cute brother doesn't know how to smile . I forced him to smile here :)

Introducing my stylish brother .

The sister loves him to bits .

The protective brother whom I love alot alot alot

My shy , handsome , cute and lovely brother

This is going to be a slightly emotional entry which I am dedicating to my love ; my one and only brother

My dearest Sathian Kumar has turned 19 . I cannot believe that my cute , little brother has grown up so much . I mean , he's 19 now . I can still vividly remember those times when I carried him to and fro school when he was in primary school . He was really small and I could easily carry him up and down . He was the apple of my eye . He will always be . My sweetheart .

Oh yes I remember this .. I used to be jealous of my brother . Well , my parents doted on him more than me and I felt really left out . I wanted their attention and love too . I even went to the extent of thinking that I was an adopted child . It's not that my parents didn't love me but they pampered him more than me and that made me really jealous . As I grow up , I started to realise that my brother infact is the apple of the family . He is the apple of my eyes too . Well he is really young and I decided to be the protective one . The protective sister . So things took a change . My Dad , Mom and I started to pamper him alot . You know , I really love him alot that I started to act like a mother to him . Haha yes , I know .

My brother nearly ventured into the bad path . Well , due to his carelessness , his curiosity level , his nonchalant attitude and all , he got misleaded by bad friends . Bloody suckers . It really ached me to see my brother change . I vowed to bring him back into the good path . It was a very difficult process as my brother was really adamant about changing and all . Tears , sweat , heartbreak , sleepless nights and blood . Finally , he changed . I was so happy when he changed . He promised me that he will never go into that path again .

You know my brother never calls me "Sister" or "akka" due our very close age gap ( 1 year difference only ) . Instead my cutiepie calls me " Hey Vithiya " and I really really love it when he calls me like that . Hehe . Last year , he fractured his arm - colles fracture and I know that it will be horrendously painful because it's close to one's wrist and all . So my brother was silently suffering from that pain . Even the screwed-up painkillers had no effect on my brother's pain . All he did was utter these exact words to me " Akka , my hand is really painful . I cannot sleep . I didn't sleep the whole night " . The instant I heard this , my heart literally broke . Yes . It shattered into smithereens . I was like "WTF .. what am I suppose to do . My parents were off to work !! " . I was really panicking inside . But I told myself to remain strong and to somehow make my brother forget that pain . I rushed to the kitchen , made some hot milo and fed him . He rested on my lap and I started to talk to him . I don't really know what I spoke . But yes .. I was just talking to him . I was trying my best to make him forget that pain . Eventually , he slept . Seeing him sleep on my lap really made me cry out of joy . Then I realised that my brother was a baby stuck in a teen's body . He certainly is a baby . My baby brother .

Haiz . I don't know how to say this . But I really really love my brother . He's going to enter NS soon . He's all grown up . Sooner or later , he'll be entering the workforce , start working , start a family and become a father and all . My brother has indeed grown up . He's a man now . He's no longer my small little baby brother . I really wish him all the best for his future . He so want him to achieve a good status in his Police force and scale to greater heights with his hardwork . He'll do it . He's MY brother afterall .

It's sorry time now . Hey brother , I'm so sorry for hurting you in the past . We used to be WWE addicts and we tried those moves on each other . I've punched him really hard and all . So my little brother , I'm so so so so sorry for all those beatings ! . I mean I really regret them . Those were the painful memories which I am trying my best to forget . Sorry my sweetheart . And I'm sorry if I have ever underperformed as your sister . I'm so sorry for everything my dearest brother . I really really love you and I so want to see you as a successful man in the future . Work hard my dearest , make mom and dad be proud of you . You have always made me proud my sweetheart . Keep on rocking . My protective brother , I really don't want you to see you leave me on the 8th of April because I heard that the trainings might be tough and all but in order to be a independent man , you have to go through all these processes . But my brother , you are a born winner , nothing can stop you . Do utilise those moments well and achieve . Be a successful man . Even if you turn old and etc , I will assure you this , you will always be my baby brother - my cute little thambi . I will love you till my death and even after . This I promise you , my love one .

Wow , I didn't plan to write such an entry . But honestly , after writing this entry , I just realise that we are all growing older . Thank God I have a close relationship with my baby brother , mom and dad . Oh man , I can't wait for my salary . I have planned for a BIG surprise for my baby brother . I so want this to be really really special . I want this to happen before he enter NS . BABY BROTHER , I LOVE YOU DA .

I so wanted to blog about alot of other stuff but then .. I'm quite carried away with emotions . I called him to wish him for his birthday ( he's out with his friends ) and he said this " Thanks Akka " . That "Akka" word is soo special to me . Who else can call me "Akka" so sincerely if not for my very own baby brother ? . Oh man . Argghhh .

People , honestly an advice to one and all . Most of you'll may harbour a tinge of jealousy with your siblings and may even hate them and whatnot , don't even take the effort to spend time with them . My personal advice is , please spend sufficient time with your loved ones . We only have one life . Let's live it to the fullest . We can't even believe in rebirth and all . It's just a myth . No body have any concrete evidence to proof that we'll come back to earth after our death . So please please please , shower the love on your parents , siblings and true friends . These people will be the only one who will stick through thick and thin with you'll . For those who really depend alot on your partners , let me emphasise on this phrase that my mate - Navya created : "Friends are forever , boys/girls are WHATEVER " . Blood relations will never have the heart to hurt one as much as others . True friendships formed on the basis of trust and blessed by God will help each and everyone of us . So focus on them . Don't waste your life to chase after / believe in something that will never last . Afterall , we're all human beings . God has made plans for us yet , he prefers to be discreetly involved . But then again , we can never write off God as being blind or etc . He is there , so Karma will be there too . Human life is something like a circle - there are no ends . So what goes around , comes around . Family , Siblings and true friends are like a circle too . They will never give up on you .

Adioz

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Vithiya 'Vitz'

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