Greetings to one and all . I"ve been extremely busy even to the extent of containing my train of thoughts within me . Been thinking about alot of issues . So yeap . I'll pen them down when I can relatively remember them . Oh well , I do suffer from short term memory . Haha .

First and foremost , my lovely brother got his enlistment letter 2 days ago . He's posted to Home Team Academy - Police . He'll be going in on the April 8 2008 . Well , I am happy for him but my brother is not that happy . He wanted commando badly . My brother and my cousin have an unconventional penchant for the army . Both of them desire to serve for their country . Kudos dudes . I'm definitely proud of you'll . I can't wait to see my brother clad in blue . Woo . To think about it , he has grown up . I've always thought that he was my cute , lovable , handsome and small brother . Reality smacked me right onto my face . Anyways , my buddy - Dibbo is also posted to the Home Team Academy but unfortunately , he's going in on Jan 8 , 3 months before my brother .

Oh yes . Last saturday , I caught this romantic tamil flick - Unnale Unnale . Initially , I didn't want to watch it . But Gayatri Devi forced me to watch it . We ( Karpagam , Gayatri Devi and I ) were on conference while the movie was telecasted . We were airing our critical judgements on-line . It was quite fun though . Anyways , both of them hate the climax . Both of them felt that the director made an unbiased judgement of the females ; concluding that only males are in the right at all times .

However , I do confess that I hate the climax too but for differing reasons . Let's analyse the crux of the matter . I really don't understand how both partners can fall out that easily . I mean , well they both had conflicting ideologies . But in the end , the heroine felt that it was right for her to move away from the hero , so that he can marry someone else . If you say that this is personal sacrifice for the well-being of the hero , then I beg to differ . I mean , firstly , who the heck gave her the right to decide for the hero ? . Love is not about compromise nor sacrifice . Love is the ability to fight till the end . Don't we all know the amount of "hardwork" involved in the legendary love stories like - Romeo and Juliet ? . Both of them fought till the end . They believed in fighting to be with one another . *salutes* . But in this story , they showed that love is all about sacrifices and " living in those happy memories " .

I would support the idea of "living in those happy memories" if both partner A and partner B loves one another and unfortunately , Partner B dies . Then Partner A can live with Partner B's memories . But this is different ! . Anyways , if I had been the hero , I would've waited for the heroine no matter how many years it took , knowing that she still loved me . But then , if I know that the heroine harboured no feelings for me and can go to the extent of cheating or betraying me then I would've not wasted a single nanosecond and would've moved on . Well , memories are hard to erase . But we can always insert a tinge of hatredness , anger and disgust into those memories and manipulate them and gradually turn them into bad memories or even nightmares . I believe I make some sense . Funny , when I realise that certain stories can directly be related to my life . Haha . ( If you share the same frequency with me ) .

Anyways , I really wish that sooner or later , people will realise the beauty of true love . Well , in this modern world , we can actually have scores of sex partners and still have a good image in society . So , do we still believe in the sanctity of true love ? . Well around 30% may believe in it . But the majority 70% have themselves embedded into the notion of having flings , sex partners , abortions , divorce and re-marriage . Heck . I utterly disgusted . I've even heard stories of incest love - brothers and sisters having an affair , fathers raping their daughters and what not ! . Where the heck is most-profoundly known yet unable to sustain notion of morality ? . We've simply disregarded the ancient tales of Romeo and Juliet and etc . They say that history is important because it reminds us of who we are , and nourishes us with an understanding of how we came to be what we are today . History also have the ability to instil the deep-rooted cultural value in one . But then , is this applicable to today's society ? . Think about it fellow readers . And I hope , you people will start to believe in and learn to uphold the sanctity of true love .

I'm absolutely stressed up . I get stress thinking of why I don't happen to get stress . Haha . My cousin sister's wedding is this sunday ( 28th Oct ) followed by my H1 Mother Tongue paper on the 29th Oct , followed by my Oral Presentation on the 30th Oct and ending with H1 Maths on the 2nd of Nov . Give me reasons to why I shouldn't be stressed up . I don't know how I am going to handle this but I hope I do . Well , coming to think about it , I don't think I can secure a pass for my H1 Maths . I know . I feel damn fucked up thinking about it . Well , courses ( second options ) that I've aimed for require maths . I cannot believe this . Approximately 2 weeks to go and here I am giving up . But I've not exactly given up . I know that I will not get an E but I can definitely score higher than what I have been scoring . But no matter what , I've decided that I will fucking get my ass into NUS - no matter how long it takes . This I assert ! . To think about it , I've sacrificed my Jalan Raye with my secondary school peeps , Cookie's birthday and what not . Damn .

Written Report ( WR ) Submission . Alright . My group was deemed one of the slowest in class and Mdm Ong had to chase us for our WR . I got a little too fucked up when I realised that the final submission for the nation was 19 Oct - that I decided to stay up one whole night . I did the WR on 17 Oct from 6pm to 4am ( anyway my group mates had offered their part of work too ) and I submitted it on 18 Oct on the MI Link . I couldn't go to school the next day . But I forced myself to go for my maths lesson that was at round 11.25 am . I went late - I reached school at 12 . During my Project Work ( PW ) lesson , my teacher told me that she was "quite impressed" with our WR . But in order to attain the EE grade , we needed to polish up some parts of the WR . I went home at around 8pm that day and immediately set off to do my WR . Combating the fatigue arising from the lack of sleep and hunger , I completed my WR at around 345 am . Believe it or not , I had my "dinner" at 4 am and instantly dozed off after that . The final submission was on the 19 Oct . Silas and Uma came to my house to meet me before setting off the Raden's house for Hari Raya . I was busy doing my WR while they were watching MTV . Then suddenly Aminah called me and told me that I have to submit the hardcopy and the softcopy ( CD-rom ) at sharp 1245pm . The time was 11.20am then . I was really panic-king . After zooming through the last bit of addition and getting dressed , Silas , Uma and I took a cab to my school , submitted it and went to Raden's house . I took alot of pictures . I'll upload them in the next entry .

Random Stuff

1) My USB port is spoilt . So I cannot upload any pictures for now . Damn . Anyway thanks for Gayathri Devi for blue-toothing my pictures to her lap top then sending it to me online .

2) Gowri Pillai is such a cutie . Apparently she saw this car bearing my name on it . ( Actually there's this car with the name "Vitz" in the market ) . She took a picture of it and sent it via MMS citing " I so wanted to show you this " .

3) I'm suddenly addicted to Campbell's Creamy Chicken Pasta . Wooo . It makes my day after Tea .

4) Oh , I've gotten a sudden liking for McDonald's flavour burst - Raspberry in Waffle cone . Can you believe it , I travel all the way to Bukit Panjang Plaza to buy it . Hehe .

5) My saree is back from the tailor shop . I tell you this .. my saree is like " OH MY GOD " . It's bloody nice . I can't wait to wear it . Really . It's gonna be like " So not me " . Blue in colour and peppered with nice designs . Haha . This Sunday !! And the best thing is , my friends will be coming !!! What can be more happening than this ?.

6) I hope Sethra is alright . He was soo down due to the fact that his band got disbanded . Man ! Such a blow for him .

7) Haha . Suddenly I've got non-indian admirers :p . Funny , I know . My friends are like influencing me to date one of them -- ta-da-da-da .

8) Anitha is such a cutie . As you guys would've known , I marvel at her inner strength . How can anyone achieve straight As when they're in that kind of situation ?. She's damn strong ! . So anyways , that nice-hearted girl have invited me to join her whenever she mugs at Woodlands library . She even offered to help me for my maths . Yipee ! . Oh yes , this I have to say !! Anitha is NOT innocent :p ! She claims she knows alot of stuff ! Hahahaha

9) South Africa won England . I'm so sad for England . Haiz

Happy Birthday to my dearest Vicky Cookie . Logesh planned for a nice surprise birthday party for him and I couldn't go due to exam commitments . Vicky called me and said this " My heart really broke when you weren't there when I celebrated my birthday . I was so expecting you .. ". God ! When I heard this , I felt extremely bad . Shit .. But then again , I've invited all my close friends for my cousin's wedding next sunday . So I have decided to celebrate my cookie's birthday on that day . Sorry Cookie and thanks for understanding .

Vithiya 'Vitz'

11 Jan 1987

Undergrad (Psychology)

Manchester United

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