Oh well ,


As promised .


Anyway , this is JUST a story . So , relax . Just read through . My friend and I had an interesting conversation about abortion and so , I decided to pen down my thoughts and thus developed it into a story . Anyways , I'm not J.K Rowling . So pardon me . Alright ?.


This is a story about Biki - the unwanted child


The blinding white light brought me away from the worldly presence . I was as good as dead


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Biki , was coming to life . Biki felt her heart beating . Biki was so excited . She was longing to see her mother . She had many colourful dreams . Too weird for a fetus ?. Well ,Biki could think like a normal 20 year old . Amazing ? Yes , Biki was not a normal child .She could .. think !


Biki felt her heartbeat increasing day by day . They were growing with anticipation .The heartbeats were much more firmer now . Biki was coming to life ! Biki was going to seeher mother ! Biki was so excited !


One day ( Biki wasn't sure of the time and date ) , her world that was smeared with the colours dreams of hers came crashing down . Suddenly , she became nothing !


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THE SUFFERING


Biki , as usual was swirling in her mother's womb , enjoying the moments of pleasure and warmth that her mother's womb was providing . Biki suddenly had this weird thought . Something inside her ( her instinct - perhaps ? ) told her that it was going to be her last day . Biki felt so threatened . So she instantaneously held on to what looked like a cord as tightly as possible . She was not going to let go that easily . She was very determined to survive anything that was going to be aimed at her . Uncertain about her future , Biki gave a slighly-nervous smile .


Suddenly , something foreign came infront of her . It was very shiny . Biki was amazed by its shiny appearance that she decided to admire that foreign object for a few milliseconds .But all of a sudden , her world started to shake badly . Biki lost her grip and was being thrown around . It was so chaotic . Biki was feeling lost . She hated that shiny object now .


The shiny object was coming closer to Biki now .Biki felt so threatened and she started to scream . She was waiting for rescue . She knew that her mother will come to her rescue . So Biki decided to wait . But unfortunately , no one came to her rescue and that shiny object was coming closer to Biki . The shiny object started to suck the life out of Biki . Biki was feeling scared . She kept screaming desperately , praying that her mother will stop this foreign invader from 'kidnapping' Biki . But once again , no one came to Biki's rescue .


Biki felt her still-developing joints snap . She felt her head crushing into smithereens .She was slowly falling into an abyss of darkness .


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God was sitting on a pedestal before Biki . She smiled at her . Biki gave a weak smile at the complete stranger . Biki was afraid of him . Soon , God looked at her and said ," You are my child , so don't be afraid of me " . His voice reverbrated throughout the weird surroundings . Biki was slightly taken aback . Soon , God introduced himself to Biki and told Biki the truth .


An unconvenient truth - that's more likely ! So Biki asked God to grant her a day to visit her 'mother' . God granted her that wish .


Biki's mother was sleeping . So Biki decided to write her a letter . This is what Biki wrote .


Dear Mom ,


I am Biki - your unwanted child . The child who was a mere rubbish . The child whom you didn't love .


Mom , why did you choose to kill me ?. I was very much alive . I thought I know you inside-out . But I didn't know that I was comparable to rubbish , that you chose to dump me in a cruel way .
Mom , did you know that it was a very painful process ?. I was screaming my lungs out .I thought that you will save me but little did I know , you were the mastermind . You planned it all .


But was I at fault ? I didn't ask for this to happen . You did it all and the next thing I know , I was in your womb . Why mom ? WHY ?


I had many dreams . But now , I can never see my dreams coming to life . I'm dead . I can never be like Albert Einstein but I vowed to become the best daughter in the world .I wanted to make you proud . I wanted to be the facsimile of your dreams . But , i am DEAD .


Mom , I need to go soon . But before that , I want to ask you something .


Did you ever loved me for a nanosecond ?


I don't know if you loved me . But I did LOVE you . I STILL love you . Mom , it's so sad to leave without seeing your face but you chose to do this to me . So I'll accept your decision .


MOM , I LOVE YOU .


Love you always ,Biki - your unwanted child


With a last look at the letter , Biki left this world with a tear-streaked face .

Vithiya 'Vitz'

11 Jan 1987

Undergrad (Psychology)

Manchester United

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