Friday, September 08, 2006
If I could find you now things would get betterWe could leave this town and run foreverLet your waves crash down on me and take me awayThere's a piece of you that's here with meIt's everywhere I go, it's everything I seeWhen I sleep, I dream and it gets me byI can make believe that you're here tonightThat you're here tonightAlright . I suppose I broke my promise . Too difficult a task . Undeniably , I shall presume my temptations took the upperhand . I'm not feeling too good . Needed an outlet to let out my emotions . You cannot possibly wear your heart on your sleeve .. right ? . Did I mention ? -- The clock is ticking life away . Too soon . Infact too soon . Almightly will look into it . Because He rules it all . So all my frettings shall be overlooked . Such an instantaneous urge to strike the ivory keys . Wish Afiq ( SCSS ) was around . Such a genius . I miss his card and magic tricks and his astounding ability to incorporate music into our lives . Ha -- All those idiotic-ly seeming yet rhyming poems . Went to the Esplanade with my class to watch the Dance Appreciation Series . Wasn't bad . The music was captivating . The beats together with the graceful movements were igniting my senses . Woah . Music certainly serves as the sole path to escapism . Well , that's what I feel . After the Esplanade show , I rushed to Pasir Ris to meet Ros . Then she messaged me that she was at Kallang when I was travelling towards Kembagan . So I alighted at Kem to wait for her . I told her to message me when she was reaching Kem . Haha . This train arrived towards Kem . My instincts told me that Ros might be in that train but I decided not to board it since she said she would message me . Soon the doors closed and the train was embarking on its journey . Then , I received Ros's call . She said " Vitz . You missed the train !!!!!!!!! " . She even mentioned about messaging me . Apparently , I didn't receive it faster than the train . I was laughing when I heard that . HAHA . Being a good friend , she alighted at Bedok to meet me . So I waited for the next train and saw her at Bedok . We were laughing throughout our journey to D'Marquee . We went to watch our Idol and coach . She was playing . Well , now I know what she was bickering on all these while . Thanx Jill . We heart you . Man . I really respect her . I aspire to be like her . She is soooo different from a typical Singaporean athlete . Due to her plethora of experiences from playing in foreign countries , she simply stands out from the crowd . Well , she used to say " The path is not always shrouded with flowers . But more thorns than you can expect " . Her life wasn't smooth . I guess , I belittled my potential at every setbacks that I faced . Well , I guess being famous sucks . Jill is well known in the floorball arena . She is the top floorballer in Singapore and ranked 7th in the world . Despite all these names and titles , there are some despicable creatures out there who detest her game and crap a lot about her . Honestly , who the HELL do you think you are ? . Respect her ability man but CONDEMN !! If you are speaking out of jealousy , try to train harder and become better than her . There's a lot to learn from her . I learnt A LOT this year . And I wish to learn more . I really thank God for giving me this opportunity . I want to learn a lot from her and become a true sportswomen . I am not there yet . But I'll get there soon . Injuries will hinder my performance ? -- Heck it . I've got God by my side and I know that He will look after me . Mate , " Everything happens for a reason " . Well , I think I'm a loser when it comes to Maths . Haha . Had maths earlier on . Izzah and I talked throughout the lesson . We heaved a HUGE sigh of relief when the class ended at around 12+ . After that , Hui Min , Pravin , Izzah and I decided to stay back to finish up our homework --- ok , not to finish but to copy . We copied well and handed in our assignment . After that , we went to Pizza Hut @ Clementi for Lunch . Izzah and I ate spaghetti with Spicy Chicken . Izzah opted for some spicy sauce while I wanted mine to be creamyyyy . * YUMMY *Pravin and Hui Min chose Beef Lasagne ( I hope my spelling is right ) . As you guys would've known , cheese is my weakness . I covered my spaghetti with cheese . I was savouring each and every millisecond .... awwwwww . [ I think I wanna marry an Italian Chef ] * wink *After eating , we spent approximately an hour and a half talking . Yeap . The topics discussed ranged from lesbians to ghost . Haha . A myriad of topics we covered ;) . Oh yes . Yesterday , Pravin , Karpagam and I went to my teacher's house . The food that was served was superb !! . Hehe . Food Mania . I ate a lot . Haha . After that , Pravin and I met Shafie in Yishun . We decided to catch a tamil movie . Haha . I really wanted to watch " Little Man " but those gundus somehow managed to manipulate me to watch Tamil movie . The movie was ok . But I still prefer Hindi movies .... " I will not die an unlived life. I will not live in fear of falling or catching fire. I choose to inhabit my days, to allow my living to open me, to make me less afraid, more accessible, to loosen my heart until it becomes a wing, a torch, a promise. I choose to risk my significance; to live so that which comes to me as seed goes to the next as blossom and that which comes to me as blossom, goes on as fruit " .
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