Well , my tea's getting colder each day . I'll just sit there and pray . Pray that it'll not become stone-cold .

What's happening in here ? . Mixed feelings taking the upperhand . It is sending the wrong vibe .

Anyway , I just wanna wish my 2 lovelies - Rachel and Hajar HAPPY BIRTHDAY . 06C2 rocks .

Yesterday , the plan to study Maths at John's crib was aborted . We decided to study at Conan's crib instead . So right after school , John , Meng Hong ( Hongkey ) , HoneyStar , Izzah , Conan and I decided to eat at Alameen before embarking on the Maths marathon . Karpagam and Menaga joined us to eat too . After eating , we walked to Conan's house .

While walking , HoneyStar and I exchanged some critical comments of Salaam Namaste . So now I SOOOO wanna watch the movie . Haha . HoneyStar would know why . * Winks *

We studied maths at Conan's garden . Quite a conducive place to study . I liked the surrounding . Studying in the garden near the plants , fishes and a nice swing .

Actually to be honest , we only did 3 questions from Functions . Izzah and I 'swinged' all the way . Honkey and HoneyStar were screaming at each other . Conan was playing with his GC and John was singing . Haha .

Did i mention ? -- HoneyStar is such a cutie . I love the way she teach . She is not the conventional type of teacher . ( HoneyStar is our study clique's maths tutor ) .

She will get agitated when we cannot digest the mathematical concepts . Haha . Hongkey got screamed at by HoneyStar lotsa time . Haha . The worse thing is Hongkey is such a critical ass . Whenever HoneyStar screams at him , he loves to say " Ouch , my heart hurts . Teachers are supposed to be nice " . The tone of Hongkey can make you laugh till your ribs hurt . Oh Gawd .

To HoneyStar : Dear Thanks alot for coaching us man . Guess what -----> Our study clique rocks . Screaming and being fierce is quite needed for us man . Haha . We can do much better when you scream at us . So Relac laa . After promos , we go watch Salaam Namaste ok ? . Then I can help you comment on it . Preity Zinta ... rocks .

Alright . Night study on Friday was ok . Before studying , John , Faz and I went to buy instant noodles . On our journey , that same swing caught my eye . So after buying those stuff , I ran and played on the swing . Weeee . Suddenly 2 kids approached us . 1 was a girl from Holland and the other was a snobbish typical SG boy . Haha . That girl was soo demure . She was really pleasent . While swinging , that ill-natured boy kept harassing John . Well , I know it's hard to believe . But yes . That boy kept calling John " a big monster " and even gave a racist remark . Initially , we laughed at it . But the tauntings escalated to greater heights .

This time , John said " Stop being Gay " . To my horror , that boy just shrugged his shoulders and said " Gay means Happiness . So I will be proud to be a GAY " . Haha . Actually Gay means Happiness . But we people tend to associate Gay with Homosexuals . So yeah .
But what's hard to accept is , at 9 years old , HE is soo rude . He's racist and a sexist .

The ending came with me calmly responding with " look at yourself and compare your awful character with Witsma's ( the Girl's name ) . She's soo down-to-earth , polite and demure . Your character basically stinks . Try to do something . If not , when you grow old , people will hate you " . At that juncture , John blurted out " you watch out . I go and complain to your parents ".

Wow , kids this days are .................................................... ( Fill in the blank with your own observation )

On a lighter note , I need to start working on my 21 Km . Need to start training after 4/10/2006 .

Alright .

The end is closing in .......

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming/confusing
This lack of self-control I fear is never ending
Controlling/I can't seem

To find myself again
My walls are closing in(without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure

Discomfort,endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting/reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem...

Vithiya 'Vitz'

11 Jan 1987

Undergrad (Psychology)

Manchester United

vithiyakumar11@gmail.com

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