The unpredictability of the colour .

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

Courtesy of Rihanna : Unfaithful

Oh gawd . I'm extremely tired . I just learned that our Standard Chartered 21 KM run is on december !! HAHA . Thank God .

Played Badminton with Meng Hong from 1.30pm-2pm ( without any break ) . I even missed my H2 MT class . Hope I'm not down for detention . Sorry ah . That was too tempting . Couldn't resist it .

Had Interhouse hockey match . I got super excited when I saw the entire Floorball Family coming down . Hehe . * Muacks * . Rose , Saiful , K7 , Jun Long and I played for Garnet . We got 2nd . I scored 2 goals in total . Rose scored 1 ( not bad la dei !! ) and Saiful scored 1 .

Well I even played for the Interhouse Soccer match . Haha . It was super impromptu . Haha . My team mates were Riah , Shivashankari , Regina and 1 girl from S4 ( sorry I forgot your name ) . Well , I missed a penalty shot . Damn F**ked up la . Haha . Stupid Vitz ! . We got 2nd too .

Curse for the day I suppose . But oh gawd . I'm extremely tired . Guess what peeps , my flaccid legs were of no match to the intensity of the match . Haha . Crapping . I know . Can't help it . This is what happens when Vitz is extremely tired . I might hit the sack soon .

Hehe . I did something NOBLE yesterday . I donated my blood . It was my 3rd time doing it . I still can remember my first donation . I was freaked out and yet propelled by the nobility of the latter's nature . So .. I delibrately took my time and begged the nurse to do it gently . Gone are those times . Haha . Well I basically turned psycho yesterday . While donating my blood , I was laughing ! . I really don't know why . But I was LAUGHING . I had to stop and control my laughter when one of the staff said " If you laugh too much , your needle would move " . Woo . Now that freaked me out .

Became dizzy after that . Was super lethargic la . Wanted to stay for night study . But Izzah - being the saint that she is , decided to drop in and help me by giving me advises . Well , I didn't listen to it at first but I was feeling horrible as the seconds pass by . So I succumbed to her advice . Went home and slept . Woke up and had no appetite so went back to sleep again . What a damn weakling I AM . Damn .

Okok . Enough . I'm tired . I need to do homework . BUT I WANNA SLEEP .

Miserable Vitz :(

Ok bye bye peeps .

Tears were gone
The sun proved it wrong

As complexed as it seems , the world stops living when we decide to live . God's way of working - perhaps . I do confess that it's draining me of all light . Please don't take away the light . Whatever that attacks us from either side , lets hold hands and interlock our fingers and fight away that demon . Too much of an understatement . But willingly we can acknowledge it . Not all that surprising . Is it ? . Go to hell la . I'm tired . * Yawn* HAHA .

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Saturday, August 19, 2006

A song that have been etched into my heart , with its roots deeply embedded inside .

Joey Mcintyre : Stay The Same

Don't you ever wish you were someone else,
You were meant to be the way you are exactly.
Don't you ever say you don't like the way you are.
When you learn to love yourself, you're better off by far.
And I hope you always stay the same,
cuz there's nothin' 'bout you I would change.

Firework Display

Ok . I believe that in my last entry , I vowed to blog about my Firework display - experience . Oh well . It was absolutely mind-blowing ! . Double thumbs up to it . Ok . 8/8/05 , I went to Esplanade with Raghu to watch the firework display . It was really crowded man . Sweet Raghu took good care of me . Haha . He's such a nice friend . Then on the 12/8/06 , I went to Esplanade with 1/3 of my Screaming Heads - Mas , Aishah , He Shun and Uma . Hmm . It was as usual crowded but we were sitting nearer to the front , so all other factors shall be dismissed . Wow . The plethora of fireworks that were released were a feast to my eyes . I really feel like kissing the person who invented fireworks . Actually , while watching the fireworks , I had a crazy wish ! . Hmm .. it was .. don't laugh ok ! . Hmm . Watching fireworks ALONE while sitting down on a grass patch with .. maybe .. a cup of hot chocolate ? .

Interhouse Volleyball

Argh . It was a sucky day until my journey to Bartley ( I shall talk about it later ) . Oh well , I was absolutely irritated with the snowballing presence of disorganisation and confusion . I tell you that bloody confusion was rampant until and even during the matches . Ok . Sports is my Raison D' etre . But it doesn't mean that I'm a pliable scapegoat . K7 approached me to play for Team B . I agreed . Little did I know that it would be a disastrous day . It seemed to be that 2 imbeciles just left the Team B . So that means Team B cannot play and it's name was expunged from the list . What the FUCK ?!!! . I felt like it was a total waste of time . I had Shao Wei and Shalindran in my Team . Thank God , that we were given the chance to play for Team A ( but that too for a few minutes ) . Honestly , what is going on people ? I understand that all this interhouse games are organised to promote and foster stronger spirit of camaraderie . But people seem to breach the line . There is a clearer dichotomy between what they say and do . Arghh . Bloody fed-up la . Ok , the worse of all was , noone told the Team B that our team's name was expunged from the list . I was waiting to go to Bartley to celebrate Ros's birthday and here I've got people to waste my time ? . Fuck it la . If anything goes wrong during the interhouse hockey match , I swear that I will blow my top . Try it .

My Senior - Hema

Ok . I am soo proud of one of my senior - Hema ( an ex- swiss cottage - ian ) . Well , she's really a gem of a person man . When I was in sec 1 , she approached me to participate in this Debate competition . I was quite reluctant to join because of the fact that I was still in sec 1 and knew no senior . Haha . But she was really nice and all . So I just joined . We had so much of fun during the preparationary period . I started to respect her for her strong character . Honestly , she treated me like her small sister . I was really heartbroken when I realised that she was in sec 5 . Well that meant that she would leave school soon . So I made her a card and told her how much I loved her and wished to treat her like a elder sister . Ok . Today , she was featured in a TV programme . She in NUS now and she has started a centre in Yew Tee CC called " Reading Centre " that reach out to kiddies who can't read and all . It's not profit-driven . But it has pledged to provide social benefits to those who attend it . Well , more on a voluntary basis . Cool eh ? . My sis rocks man !!!!!!! . I wanna join that centre -- so that I can be closer to my sister .

Singpore Idol

I'm totally intrigued by the way it works . Honestly , I'm shocked that Mathilda got booted out . What is wrong PEOPLE ?? . You want to write off good singers like Mathilda and Rahimah and keep suckers like Joakim Gomez inside ? . This is pretty insane . He will get kicked out soon , but there goes deserving people's chances . I'm rooting for Jonathan , Hady and Nurul now . Go peeps . A public plea : Please don't support someone when you know he/she suck . Friendship has no limits - understandable . But have some humanity . Don't vote for someone just because he/she is your best friend . Go for the quality . We need someone to represent Singapore . It's not easy to be Singapore Idol . It's quite pressurising . Ok . It's up to you'll .

Ok people .

My school is the Champions for Robotics . Cool eh ? So these few caucasians ( I don't know their school -- forgot -- sorry ) came down to my school for 2 days . For some interaction or for some robotic stuff . They brought their robot along too . It was pretty cool ! So after their short demonstration with their robot , Izzah ( C2 ) , Sheila , Azi and I took picture with them . I managed to get a shot with Chris . Haha . Cool dude . He's a nice dude too . A bollywood scene happened after I took a photo with him . So here it goes : After my tamil , I was busily packing my bag to go for break . Suddenly , I dropped my file , pencilcase and books . Haha . Then Chris rushed towards me . He and I bent down to pick my stuff up . Those outside the library were shocked . Haha . Pravin and my other friends started teasing me . Haha . Helpful dude . Ok . Now this small incident proves 2 things :
Firstly , Chris is a wonderful guy .
Secondly , the reason as to why SG is ranked one of the worse for it's politeness and helpfulness .

Haha . Maybe it's our Singaporean Identity and culture ?

Alright peeps . On a reflective side , I've got something up for you'll . I heard that one can mould themselves into great people by spending time alone . YES ! . They say that if you spend some time alone - pondering on some stuff related to life or even about yourself , you will get the clear distinction between all the intricacies that dominates your life . How cool can this get ? . Well , I love to think . Especially , while I'm travelling in the bus . I don't know why , but I loathe being disturbed while I'm deep in thoughts . I think about everything and anything . Life is not about all those subtle advises people give and it's definitely not about philosophies our forefathers and sages have formed . It should be lived . Only those who get the maximum satisfaction from living life like how they wanted it to be --- knows the true value of life . I really hate it when I hear people saying stuff like " Life is short . Life is unpredictable and etc " . Life is full of wonderful events . I can't wait to see what is in stock for me . I want God to mould me into the person He want me to be . Jesus is there for me . All the obstacles seems belittled when I think about him . Life is all about God .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROSE AND ANWAR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We celebrated Rosie cutie's birthday on Friday . Tahka and I rushed to Bartley to celebrate Rosie Pigku's birthday and then to Toa Payoh for dinner . I bought Spaghetti with Mussels topped with EXTRA cheese !!!! YUMMY !!! . But this Jun Long piggy deprived me of the happiness and satisfaction when he said " Seafood hinders recovery time " . I felt like crying la . Haha . Naughty fella . After that Bobbie , Jun Long , Zul , Tahka , Rose , Fadil and I set off to take the MRT while those Tampines piggies left to take Bus . While walking , I started to imagine how Bobbie's chinese name would sound if I call him " PAU " Heng inside of Bao Heng . HAHA . It sounded really retarded . Naughty Bobbie started to chase me for calling him " PAU Heng " HAHA . I was basically running away from him . Haha . It was fun . Stupid IZZAH listen up : You should've been there . Who asked you to go for PT and Tution *hehehe* . Oh yes , did I mention , Takha , Rose , Rury and I think that NUR IZZAH RAHMAN is possessed . Haha .

Anwar is crazy . Haha . I msged him as a stalker and yet he wasn't scared . Crazy fella . Crazy Anwar I miss your Craziness and flexible face . Haha .

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Sunday, August 13, 2006

Chilling to : Nelly Feat Jaheim : My place

When we laugh or we cry it's together
Through the rain and the stormiest weather
We gon still be as one it's forever, it's forever

Won't you come on and go with me
Come on ova to my place
Won't you sit ya self down and take a seat
And let me ease ya mind girl
We gon do it our way

Ok . I'm not really here to blog . I shall write about my wonderful firework outing and others in the next blog . Oh yes ! I have to upload lots of pictures too . Ok . I did a few stupid test , so I shall post them here . Too shagged to blog . If I don't blog , that PIGKU ROSE would complain . Haha . So peeps , bear with it and if possible , enjoy it .

Before that , just a small reminiscence of the past . Got this from Haini's blog . Haha .

" One thing , you remembered , one time in secondary , u , beetsma and vitz quarrel ... I feel bad you know , coz I'm in the middle of you guys which leads to fighting. Gosh! Due to that , Vitz ignored me for more than two months I think "

Haha . Oh man . I cannot believe that all this happened in secondary school . Well . Memories . I shall cherish and recollect them as I grow older <--- Urgh !

Hmm . Bridget and Izzah's new blog skin rocks . Shall I change my skin too ? But , I love my skin !! Haha . [ Mental note to myself : " Vitz , resist the temptation " . ] . Hey Bridget Darling , I hope those words mean something to you . Well , hope to make a difference . So yea . Just remember that Love is not about compromising but it's complimenting one's weakness and strength's . :) . Adioz .

Your True Love Is a Capricorn

Why you'll love a Capricorn:

Hard working and driven, a Capricorn will work overtime to win your heart.
Be prepared to get wined and dined, even once you're convince that your Capricorn is the one!

Why a Capricorn will love you:

You don't rush things. You know it will take a while for a Capricorn to trust you, and you can wait.
Social and outgoing, you can introduce normally shy Capricorn to a great circle of friends.

What Sign Is Your True Love?

Your Birth Month is January

You are a natural leader who is able to stand up when no one else can.
Strong and powerful, you tend to overshadow those around you.

Your soul reflects: deep love, fascination with life, and a distinctive persona

Your gemstone: Garnet

Your flower: Snowdrop

Your colors: Black, dark red, and dark blue

What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

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Sunday, August 06, 2006

Chilling to : Bon Jovi : Novocaine

I tell myself I (feel no pain)
But I'm feeling the pain (walk away)
Can't walk away
I'm hanging on the ropes of hope
It's getting hard to cope you know
When you're the needle running
through my veins
I've changed my name to novocaine

It's the birth of a new month . Aye . I'm not so excited . Oh well , no reasons to be either . Quite a number of crazy stuff happened in the previous month . I shall give a gist of those happenings . * PS : I just hope that my short term memory wouldn't hinder my train of thoughts *

Alright . I shall start with the BARTLEY MAYHEM . On a one fine friday evening ( 21/7/06 ) , Vitz had a great plan . This is the exact conversation between Ros , my floorball compatriot and Me .

Vitz : Hey Ros , I'm depressed .
Ros : WHY !!!! Are you ok dear ??
Vitz : Nah , I'm not OK ! . Izzah said something absolutely bad about me and I'm really HURT !
Ros : HUH ? Izzah said something bad ? ( sorrow took control over her at this point )
Vitz : Yes she did ! I'm realy hurt ( pretends to cry )
Ros : Oh My God . Wait , I'll go and ask her .

Ros then walks up to Izzah who happened to slack on the bench near the girl's toilet .
Ros : Izzah !! What did u do ? Vitz is hurt . What did you tell her ?
Izzah : * Puzzled * Huh ? What did I do ? ( Starts laughing )

Meanwhile , Vitz managed to slip out of Ros's sight . Soon , She started giggling at Ros's overwhelming innocence . HAHA . Ros saw that . Soon she chased Vitz and poured water on her . Soon this erupted into a water mayhem ! . HAHA . The entire guys and girls got into the water fight . I suggested using the hose . So Izzah , Sharifa , Ros , Rury and I started to aim at Bao Heng and the other guys . It was really cool ! . Haha . On a lighter note , this ever-so-serious Iliyasa came to me and said " Don't waste water " . Haha . I burst out laughing heavily . Oh man Ili !! Haha so adorable . After that , I realised that my uniform was dripping wet . So had no attire to change into . I only had my ethnic outfit which I wore for my school's Racial Harmony celebration . But the Sweet Izzah borrowed me her Orange Arena Tee shirt . Haha . Saviour Izzah Rocks . After that , we ( entire floorball family ) went to Paya Lebar's KFC for dinner .

Cross Country .
Quite depressing to write about this . I was 2nd ........ until the downward slippery slopes proved too much for my feeble knee . Uma overtook me and followed by a lot others . I had no choice but to stop . It was a very hard choice . But well , I cannot risk my knee injury . So , I limped all the way to the finishing line . But my team got 2nd in the team event . I didn't take the medal . It be an imbecilic act if I had accepted the medal when I did not contribute to my team . Ain't it ? For goodness sake , I limped ! .

NAPHA TEST ( hope I didn't mispell it . Malapropism taking an advantage in my daily life )
A chance to get the perfect 30 Award . But I missed it . Although I'm excused from NAPHA test , I still decided to do it . Well .. due to sheer passion . Life is all about risk .

Sit and Reach - 47
Sit ups - 40 + ( cannot remember .. sorry )
Inclined Pull Ups - 35
Shuttle Run - 10.18
2.4 Km - 11.10
Standing Board Jump -- Excused ( knee injury )

25/25 for stations that I completed . But in reality 25/30 for NAPHA . I got Gold .

Well , I got A for all the 5 stations . My personal best for Standing Board Jump is 230cm . That is an A grade too . So see , I missed the Perfect 30 Award .
Worse of all is my 2.4 and shuttle run timing !!! . I know that I shouldn't over exert my knee . But this timing is really not my personal best ! . I can run at 10+ for 2.4 km and around 9s+ for my shuttle run . But look at the results ... haiz . This ruddy knee injury that I sustained is affecting my life . Arghh . On a lighter note , I broke the Year 1 record for inclined pull ups .

Oh yes . How can I forget ?!! . The dinner with my Idol and Floorball Coach - Ms Jill Quek was absolutely superb . Had a great dinner with her and my teammates . Talked about everything under the erm -- lights ( Haha . Note the intended error ) .
I left tampines at 11.15pm only . Reached Clementi at 12 mid night . Took a cab home . That stupid midnight charge ate into my savings :( . I paid $16 for that stupid trip from Clementi to Bukit Panjang . It would've cost about $6-$7 on normal days . Haiz . I hate the new fare hike .
How I wish that someone out there would invent the substitute for oil . I feel so threatened by it's vulnerablity . Oh well . It's worth some tries .

Pirates of the Carribbean with Sharifa , Suhaila , Rury and Izzah was great . Aye Aye ! . Jack Sparrow is NOT dead . So people , stop opening your gaps and wait for the next POTC .

Ok . I LOVE Too Fast and Too Furious : Tokyo Drift . Wow . The movie is realy cool . Lucas Black is really hot . Haha . Brian Tee did a great job as the Drift King . Leonardo Nam is cute too but not as cute as Lucas Black .

I really want to get my ass onto the Ford Mustang ( 1968 ) , Mazda RX 7 , Mitsubishi Lancer Evo VIII and Nissan Fairlady Z !!!!!!!!! . Woah those cars are simply .... HOT ( nah , not a subtle expression but .. I've got no words to describe those cars ) . Well . Watching those cars in fast action simply sent me into paroxysm of delight ! . WOAH !!!

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