The unpredictability of the colour .
[c]d4rkang3l
Monday, May 01, 2006
Chilling to : O Town - Liquid Dreams

Posters of love surrounding me, lost in a world of fantasy
Every night she comes to me and gives me all the love I need.

Now this hot girl (hot), she's not your average girl
She's a morpherotic dream from a magazine
And she's so fine(damn) designed to blow your mind
She's a dominatrix super-model beauty queen

I just love that song . Beautiful song with the right beat . Btw , I hope you guys like my new skin .

I had a great night yesterday . Thanks to Kumari for inviting me and others . Suppose to meet Rafi , Loshini , Suriya , Keshma and her Sister . But as usual , I was late . So they left to SAFRA without me . So I had to wait for James and Theba . We boarded the bus that was bound to SAFRA and to our surprise , we saw the 5 of them inside . Haha .

Kumari's Dad's 50th birthday party was a blast ! . I so enjoyed myself . There was a dancefloor too !! . Haha . To my pleasent surprise , my dearest schoolmate of 5 years -- James , danced ! . The dancefloor was too tempting to resist . Even the injured Rafi danced despite the pain . I danced to my heart's content . Those DJs had perfect songs up their sleeves man . I went crazy when they blasted Usher's Yeah . I started to do liquid ( a kind of dance movement btw ) . Haha . Theba and I danced till the last song .

When I returned to the table after that , a woman ; whose a total stranger , commented on my dance . She said that I dance well :p . After the end of the party , I shared a cab with James and Rafi and went home .

Anyways , I am totally shattered . Each time , my heart is just breaking into smithereens . Yes ! I am talking about the freaking knee injury . I am soo freaking agitated with my fucked up knee . Please pardon my language . That is how I feel at times .

I had to forgo the 3000m due to my phobia . In the end , only 3 people participated in the 3000m . Uma was down with fever so she and I started to lament about our misfortune . She also suffered a knee injury long time ago and as usual , the stupid recurring injury cost her her passion for running .

This coming wednesday is going to be a test made of my metal . I've decided to take the risk . I'll be running for 1500m . There's no use in shunning away from risks and challenges . Right ? . If I succeed without hurting my knee , then I'll be happy . But If I get injured , then I'll be praying to recover in time to play for my A Division . Cool eh ? . You can say that I am stubborn but I am seriously sick of shunning away from challenges due to the constant worry on my knee .

After my run , I have to focus on my floorball . Well , a lot of unfortunate things are happening . I am very stressed . With A division in less then 66 days , we have to do something . Izzah and I are working out the team tactics and all for the girls . I just hope this works . Girls , we can do it . Actually , we HAVE to do it .

What's more , I just feel like crying even more now . My play style is getting sucky . I scored another 2 goals on Friday . But they are not the classy goals but pathetic ones :( . I can see that I'm playing very horribly . Stupid 1 hand spins and 1 hand pass .. what's this ?? Oh man !! . What's the use of sprinting down the flank with ridiculous 1 hand movements ?? . The 1 hand movement is all due to my worry on my knee . I just don't have the confidence to give a two hand pass . I need 1 hand to support any impending danger . I hope I make some sense in here .

I am simply going crazy ! . Even my stick is losing its steam . There's another hairline crack on my blade . When I saw that , my heart took the plunge . My confidence nose-dived . Tears could no longer be controlled . I cried to my hearts content in the cubicle . But what can I do ? . Things seem like I need to purchase another stick . Haiz . I just love this stick too much . Sentimental value .. :( .

God , Can I please regain my confidence . Please bless me with the strength . I have to go on until A Division . Please Lord . Help me out . I really want to play for the A Division . Please allow my knee to be safe from injuries until A Division is over . I promise to go for the operation after my A Division . Please Please Lord . This is my last chance to wear the colours for my School . Please .



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Vithiya 'Vitz'

11 Jan 1987

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Manchester United

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